Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand hello! I had a pretty busy weekend, so I couldn't write a new chapter!
But here it is in the end! I hope you like it!
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Everything seemed to be so… gray lately.
All the things I saw or witnessed were so boring… so dull. Nothing was interesting enough to even think about anymore.
The worst part was that no matter where I was or what I did, all my old memories just kept flashing before my eyes.
They didn't go away anymore now that they had come back…
That sucked so, so hard.
Luckily for me, I had always been a pro a keeping my act together, keeping my mask on.
So no one really noticed a difference about me when I was, well, everywhere.
The only time I could be just a little bit more myself, was when I was with Sebastian and truth to be told, that scared the shit out of me.
I had never had any intention for this to happen, it just did.
Hell, I didn't even know what "This" was to be exactly… wow.
All I know is that as well for Sebastian as for me, we both wanted it to be a one night exclusive thing, but it just turned out that we liked to play a little longer.
And now I wasn't even sure if it was still a game.
This was so confusing, like I didn't want it to go this way! The moment you start to care is the moment you've fucked yourself.
It's the worst thing to do… and I was pretty damn sure that Sebastian cared all right!
For myself, I didn't know what I felt or… I didn't wanna know what it was I felt so I just tried to ignore it as much as possible.
But something snapped inside of me three days ago and I cried a fucking river in front of Sebastian!
Good going, Rory, good going boy…
I placed my head in my hands and stared at the blank test paper underneath me.
Clean up this mess, man!
After my last class I didn't even bother to look at the books I would need for my homework, I just ran out of the building.
Sebastian had send me three texts these past days, asking me if I would come to him, or he asked me I he could pick me after school.
I had not texted him back anything. The same goes for today.
Inside I kinda wanted to see him and that's the exact reason for why I didn't respond.
If I would talk to him for a few days, this weird feeling inside my stomach would go away and we could continue were we had left of.
Just sex. Nothing more.
'Well, hello there gorgeous!' O NO. NO. NO. NO!
'Get out of my fucking way,' I said with grinned teeth and balled fists.
'What? I had to come back to America again to check on you!' Matthew said innocent, but his smile had something dark. 'And this is how you greet me? Tss!'
I realized we were just outside of my school, so I grabbed him by his arm and dragged him along.
'Don't you even dare make a loud noise,' I whispered angry at the boy next to me.
Holding on to him reminded me how sweet his body was, especially when- Stop thinking like this will you, dear God!, I yelled at myself as I let go of him.
We were two streets away and I started walking, knowing Matthew would follow me as a sick puppy.
'What do you mean, check up on me?' I asked him with no emotion in my voice as I placed my hands in the pockets of my hoodie.
'Well you know, seeing if you haven't done anything naughty around here of course,' said Matthew with a sweet wink.
Fucking weird kid.
'Oh, trust me, I have alright,' I said with a big grin on my face and let my eyebrows bounce up and down once, which made the black-haired boy laugh.
Matthews laugh was like the sound of one hundred young schoolgirls that screamed your name because you were the best football player on the team, an amazing feeling so to speak.
'Of course you have!' he laughed at me. 'But you know what I mean, though.'
'Yes.'
My eyes wondered around the fifteen year olds body. No one would ever say he was still fifteen.
I didn't think he was when I first met him, what a wild night that had been!
Hell yes, Matthew was a good fuck, but it had led to some more awkward situations later on.
I had agreed to "have a relationship" with him for like three months, because I wanted to have some fun without having to look for another person every single night, really.
That had granted me a stalker for life, whom was a good use every once in a while when I got in some trouble.
'So you've been good?' Matthew asked, his face now completely serious.
I nodded without looking up.
'Cool, I'll tell them at home,' he said with less emotion in his voice, which made me look up at his face.
After a little while I had had enough of him and dumped him, but he didn't want it to be over. Matthew had had a real crush on me, making everything so much more complicated.
So Annoying.
The last months before I came to here, Matthew had really become a stalker. He had been standing under my window, chased me when I went home from school and even accidently run into me almost all the time when I was in town.
He had been telling a lot of people about the two of us being together and stuff like that, which was driving me mad!
Matthew had also seen some stuff me and my friends had done, some being really childish and stupid, some being really, really worse.
And of course Matthew couldn't have kept his mouth shut…
In Ireland my family and school had thought of me to be a good, sweet student who got in some trouble every once in a while but nothing being seriously bad.
And that fucking kid had told them that it was, in fact.
Matthew was the reason of why I was here in America, where I should learn to behave myself and blah blah blah…
That had not been the main reason for why I really acted like good kid here, no…
If it had all been for that and that only I would have made a complete riot around here! Hah!
'So, how's it in Ireland?' I asked, seeming that Matthew had some troubled stuff on his mind.
'Great! A lot of people missing you of course and school is a lot more boring, but we can handle it,' the boy said with a nice smile on his face.
'Aha,' I answered, lacking the motivation to speak much more.
'Alex misses you a lot, he says he needs you to help him out with Kelly, 'cause he doesn't have the balls to ask her out,' Matthew said with a cocky grin, a horrible expression on his face.
'Hm, I should give him a call or something, or Kelly perhaps,' I said with a smile. 'Those two are really meant for each other, but they are too scared to admit it.'
My weird, lovely friends. Damn, I missed those fellows.
'Yeah! You-'
'Do you think I could arrange some sort of come back? Around the holidays or something?' I spoke, not caring that he was talking.
'Hm… maybe? I'm staying here for a few more days, I'll ask and let you know!' Matthew said with another one of his sweet smiles.
'That sounds great, I- ' But I stopped talking the second Matthew took my hand in his.
'I do need you phone number for that, you know,' he said and blink a few times playfully and grinned evil.
Wow. Subtle, man, subtle! Fucking idiot.
I was about to answer him in the most offensive, sarcastic way I could think of right then when I heard someone calling my name.
Oh, great…
Sebastian walked towards us with a smile on his face.
'Hey Rory! I was wondering when I'd hear something from you these days,' he said with his cocky smile, but I knew he had spotted my and Matthews hands… connected. Shit! Fucking Matthew!
Sebastian's smile was from a rich man, his eyes were from a death one.
So this chapter was a little bit more about Matthew, since he hasn't been around anymore lately.
Also I put in some details about Rory, but not the bigger ones, of course!
I won't spoil it just yet
So… reviews? :D
