AN: i know what your thinking hanna your like finaly its happend but has it? has that really just happend to her or was it a dream!
I do not own twilight SM does!
Only When Im With You
Chapter 9
when i woke up i could here beeping, very loud beeping it sounded like a heart moniter, i could see the brightnes on the lights from underneth my lashes, and that smell was there, it burned but not as bad as before. some one was ext to me i could sene them i could hear them breathing but there was no heart beat! but surly this persons dead then? i opened my eyes and found hanna staring down at me, i could see her so much clearer than before, she was smiling at me i sat up and looked at her some more it was her! she was the smell that burned my nose, but why? thats when i noticed the other person stood in the room. she was pretty, short black wavy hair and tanded skin she was defenetly off the rez, ive never seen her before tho and the way she was looking at hanna was making me angry and i started shaking. "she i told you that you being here would piss her off blood sucker she my be your friends but shes new to this and dosen't know whats going on"
"oh shut up leah cant you see shes growling at you not me!"
"who are you? what do you want? where am i? what happend to me? whats wrong with me?"
"ok ok carm down fist of all my names leah clearwater and im a shap shifter and im hear to tell you about are peoples ledgens as it will shead some light on to what happend to you and whats wrong with you ok? oh and your at the cullens mantion as Dr. fang wanted to check you over and make sure your ok, oh and you know hanna shes your friend and yes she is whats making the the smell and its because shes a vampire you doing ok up till now?"
"ermmmm.."
"right ill tell you the whole story from start to finish...."
and she did she told me all about the history of our people the quiletues, she told me all about the shape shifters and who the are and what they do she told me all about vampires and all about the cullens and how they after diffenet she told me how they used to hate each other and have now become rather good friends and get along with each other ok she told me all about the fights they have fought together on the same side and she told me all about imprinting. " so if im a wolf and your a wolf and jakes a wolf who else is there or should i gess?"
"who do you think?"
" erm well seth, is he you brother you both have the same last name?"
"yes seth is my brother and yes he is also a wolf anyone else?"
"ermmm embry im gessing and my brother nick? and j-james!!! omg please tell me hes not that means he will be able to hear everything i think i cant do this im leaving i dont want to be a wolf"
i tried to get up but hanna tried to stop me so i growled at her and leah told her to let me go, i walked rght out of the room, down the stairs and nearly out the front door but i paursed for a minute, i could feel something tuging inside me, it was like someone had raped a metle wire around my soul and was trying to pull my body to them it actually hurt to think about it so i carried on walking until i got home. i didnt want to be a wolf i never asked for it, it was all my mums fault and do you know what upset me even more jake was properly next, i dont want this for my baby brothers.
nicks already doomed to this and he likes it, jakes been lucky so far i need to keep him away from hanna and nessie and bella i need to stop talking to them i dont want this happening to jake it not fair on him. but what about rachel could i still hang around with her now knowing the really reason why her brother couldnt be with me. it wasnt because he didnt love me because he did it was because he didn't want to imprint on someone else and hurt me the way leahs been hurt. could i ever really look into her eyes and see them same eyes he has and feel ok knowing what i know? no i cant! its the truth i have never been able to lie to rach and i have something i can never tell her. i cant be friends with her or steph and i cant go near the vamps, i dont want jake to end up like me what should i do? maybe i should run! nar i couldn't do that to my dad hes only just getting better after his ex could i? i mean he has his new girlfriend now hes never really at home hes always at work or with her, jake will be moving back in with my mum at the end off the week and me and my mum dont really talk so whats stoping me. i have enough money saved to live without a job for at lest 10 years in a big house with fancy cars and stuff. but can i really just up and leave everything ive ever know? ill just have to find out.
i run up the stairs and start packing a bag i run to my dads room and take my passport and run back to my room and move my bed so i can get to my safe and get my money out, i run to the bath room and get all the toiletries i need and when i get back to my room i find rachel stood crying in the middle of the floor."your leaveing me? dnt lie to me lilly youve packed a bag ive checked and your passports there youve taken all your money out of the safe why?"
"i cant stay here any more rachel i cant keep liveing like this i need to get out of her i will always stay in touch with you i promise rach just let me leave and dont tell your brother"
"i dont belive you! you promised me you would never leave with out me you promised! but yet here you are. getting ready to leave. whitout me. even though you swore to me you never would"
"rach hun im really sorry but i have to go you dont understand.."
"understand what? how can i understand if you dont tell me! tell me lilly maybe i can help you? ive helped you before right you dont have to do this please? im begging you dont leave me"
"im so sorry rachel but i have to ill miss you sooo much"
i bent down to pick up my bags and kissed her on the cheek then i stood up and walked out of the house only looking back when i got in the car to say goodbye i still didnt know where i was going or what i was going to do but i was not staying here.
