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-Chapter 9
"Where did he even manage to find all this shit? I mean… I know he didn't bring it in with him and-" I was cut off by the sound of my phone ringing. I sighed and picked it up.
"Hello?" I said in a slightly pissed off tone.
"Hey Ciel! I'm out front with your car… Why do you sound so pissed?" the over excited sounding female said over the line.
"Well… Come up here and I'll show you…" I said with and exasperated sigh. 'The bastard is probably laughing his ass off right now at this… I mean who the hell does this?' I thought as I stood in the red tint of the new light bulb in the lamp. 'This has got to be a joke, I mean… Rose petals? Fucking throw pillows? When did he sneak this in here?' I kept thinking. I heard a knock at my door and went to go let Mey-Rin in. The moment the door was opened completely, she ran and jumped onto me, hugging me and knocking me- well, us- onto the ground.
"AGH! WHAT THE FUCK MEY!" I screamed as we landed.
"Sorry~! I just missed you at work today! So what was it that you wanted to show me?" she said apologetically, and then sprang back to her usual self, bringing herself off of me and standing upright.
"Whatever just help me up," I said reaching for her hand. She grabbed it and pulled me off the ground. As I pulled my shirt back down, I addressed Mey. "Here, just come to my room." I let go of her hand and led her to my room, where the door was slightly open. I pushed the door the rest of the way open and I herd a sharp intake of breath next to me. To be honest, I would have done the same too, if the guy hadn't completely pissed me off the night before… The room was lit in a tint of red and the floor had rose petals scattered about. The bed was neatly made up and there was a large array of frilly black and white throw pillows at the head. My pillow was hidden under millions of layers. Leaning against the front of a large, black, frilled bordered pillow, was a small card. In calligraphy, it said 'For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.' I hadn't picked up the card yet, so I didn't know what the other side said. Next to it was a small bouquet of red, black, and white roses, wrapped with a shimmering satin string, tied into a bow.
"Oh my GOD, Ciel! Did you do this?!" she questioned, in a lower, hardly audible voice she said, "For me…?"
"No. Mey, how many times must I remind you I'm gay? That damned Sebastian did it." I grumbled.
"AWH! He did all this for you? Wh-" I cut her off. "First he acts 'responsible' and doesn't suck me off like he always wants too, then he tries to set my house on fire, then he comes here, and does all this! Its not 'awwh' its horrible!" I yelled. It was more to her then at her…
"Wait, WHAT?! HE WAS GONNA…! OH MY FUCKING GOD! CIEL! Wait… HE TRIED TO SET YOUR HOUSE ON FIRE?! WHAT THE FUCK!? HOW?!" the girl screamed in all her over excitement, her nose bleeding just a little bit, probably thinking about the two males, Sebastian attached to Ciel like that.
"Yet, I begged him too, but he thought I was drunk and refused... And this morning, he brought coffee to me and left it in the microwave, and had secretly left a note in there, which caught on fire. So I had to walk down to Mc Donald's, after talking to you." I explained tediously. "Now do you want a ride to your car or not?" I asked her, starting to get annoyed.
"Yeah… S- Sorry…" she said sullenly.
"Look… Its not your fault…" I started off feeling bad, "Its just he's been pissing me off so much lately, and I was gonna go to bed and then found all this, and its just been a bad day…" I paused for a moment and scratched the back of my neck. "Ugh, I guess… look I'm sorry okay?" I apologized awkwardly.
"Its fine!" She chirped happily. I just shook my head smiling, and pushed her out the door. "Come'on. Unlike you, I need sleep!" I laughed. She began dying of laugher at that, and then the fact that I was tickling her sides to make her move faster.
"AGH! Ahahaha!" She screamed and giggled uncontrollably. "S- Stoppit!" She screamed, her words molding together.
"Alright, alright, fine. Come'on! We got places to be!" I yelled at her playfully and slapped her ass. "Getta move'on! Chop chop!"
"Ciel! STOPPIT!" She shouted, getting touchy.
"Alright, damn, can't joke with mah own best bud~!" I said, saying the last part with a hic voice impersonation.
"Oh shut up." She said as we walked out and I closed the door. We walked down the street and she showed me where the car was. I jogged up and opened the door and said to her "Ladies first." Gesturing my hand towards the door.
"Then I guess I should be opening and holding the door for you, huh? I mean, your more like a girl anyway." She teased me.
"Hey! I thought we agreed no size jokes! And I'd beat fucking Sebastian in a 'being-a-man' test anyway! You trin' to say your more manly then even Sebastian?" I retorted. She began blushing like mad and looked like a mo-mo, (fun-fact mo-mo means peach in Japanese. So Mey looked like a peach.) Then an apple, and finally tomato red. No, she got as red as Sebastian's deep, crimson eyes.
"FUCK YOU CIEL!" she yelled as she got in the car door I had opened.
"Hey, you're the one who called me a girl." I said back, just before slamming the car door shut. I rounded the vehicle and slid in the driver's side. We drove in silence for the first couple minutes, she was looking out the window, watching all the lights and signs speed by, I was watching the road ahead of me, just driving along. This is how it always is, how its always been… Since we broke up at least. Before we always had something different to talk about. I forget how it happened, but we realized I couldn't ever, ya know, get up for her or any woman really. And after we broke up, I thought back and realized I just never admitted my attraction to guys. I still feel bad about it, for her, because she seems absolutely crazy for me. But its nothing to be helped.
"So how was work?" I asked her.
"Same old same old. Finny was teased, Alois bragged about shit that never happened, Elizabeth whined about you, I dropped and broke everything I touched because I need these stupid glasses. We were only missing you, the glue holding us together, keeping us in order." She explained, crinkling her nose and adjusting the round circles she calls her glasses when she mentioned herself. "How was the extra day off?" she asked.
"I told you already. It fucking sucked" I said simply. "I'm going to bed when I get home."
"Oh. Yeah. I forgot…." She said timidly. And that's how the rest of the car ride went. We pulled up to the Café, and I drove until we found her car.
"Alight, see ya tomorrow." I said to her waving slightly.
"Yeah, see yah." She twinkled her fingers as she opened her car door. I rolled up my window and went back to my house, happily in the bliss of the silent, empty, car.
Then, someone jumped up and put me in a chokehold from their hiding space behind my seats! And just as suddenly, a bullet flew through the window and shot the attacker dead! (Nahhh, just kidding, pretend that last little scene never happened! I just got board!)
When I finally got home, I walked through the threshold, and went directly to my room. I pushed all the shit off my bed and lied down to go to sleep. I closed my eyes and slowly drifted off into the deep, silent abyss of sleep.
'Come'on baby! I know you want me. Come over here and let me give you a kiss'
'Of course. But you'll do me a favor wont you?'
'Anything.'
'Baby, how come you aren't hard? Don't you WANNA fuck me?'
'Of course I do. But this happens all the time; I just can't seem to-'
'Of course you can't' a rough slap was given across the face, the sound resounding. 'For anyone else but me. You're a lieing cheater, Ciel. And don't you dare start talking about everyone else! You asshole!'
I awoke with a start. 'What the hell…? Was that a dream? A memory? That sounded like Mey-Rin… that sounded like the fight we had before we broke up… She thought I was cheating?' Were all the thoughts running through my head after the startling dream. No. that wasn't a dream. It was a cold memory. 'What made me remember all the sudden? Why last night?' I thought even deeper.
"Ugghhh…" I moaned, angry, but mostly tiered. I rubbed my face and swung my legs over the side of the bed. I got up and walked to the bathroom, shucking off my clothes from yesterday as I walked. Throwing them in the basket, I walked over to the shower and turned it on. I stepped into the steaming shower and washed off, all my thoughts on the nightmare I had just moments ago. I toweled of and got into my maids gear. I pulled on my boots and laced them, ending at my knee. I walked out of that portion and went to the kitchen. I grabbed a slice of bread and dropped it in the toaster. I gathered my keys and my wallet, and went back to the kitchen. The toast had popped, so I spread some jelly on it and went to the door. I opened it, locked the handle, closed it, and then locked the pad lock I strode to the elevator and went down. I exited the building onto the streets and racked my brain for where I parked my car. I finally remembered and rounded the building. I walked up to the car and noticed a small piece of paper in the windshield.
'Fuck.' I suddenly realized that I got a ticket for parking here, although there were no posted signs saying I couldn't.
"The fuck man! I can't afford a ticket!" I yelled to the wind. "Damn it." I sighed. I yanked the door open and read the ticket. It simply said 'no parking overnight.'
I sighed and jammed the key in the ignition. I revved the engine and made a sharp U turn and got onto the street. I went for the café, the only place on my agenda today. I had hit rush hour as always and so I turned on the radio. 'Sweet Dreams' by Marilyn Manson was on and I sung along.
'I want to used you and abused you
I want to know what's inside
Moving on hold your head,
Moving on keep your head,
Moving on hold your head,
Moving on keep your head,
Moving on hold your head,
Moving on keep your head,
Moving on.'
I was a bit off key, but rockin' out. About 20 minutes later I pulled into the small employee lot and parked. I walked in through the kitchen doors and grabbed my supplies. I walked into the dinning room and got to work setting my tables. After that was done, I clocked in and waited. Nobody usually came for the first hour, and I always got over time for being early. So after I had gotten settled in the back, the rest of the crew walked in.
"On break already Ciel?" Alois questioned me, blue eyes about ready to pop out of their sockets, "I would much rather you took it with me." He whispered against my ear in a huskier voice, sitting down on my lap and wrapping his arms around my neck.
"No I'm not on my break, and hell no. I would never do that, you should know this by now." I said to his in an irritated voice, pushing him off of me. He landed on the ground with a loud thud.
"OWwwwwww! Ciel~! Why're you so meaannnn!" he screeched between sobs.
"I'm not mean; you're just a ragging homo and a fucking baby." I answered.
"Asswhipe."
"Tit farm."
"Dickfucker."
"Why thank you, Madam 'Gina monster." I responded, with a smirk.
Alois just stared at me signifying that I had won. We have this on-going creative cursing contest whenever we have fights, its actually pretty fun. I usually win though… that part get boring, always winning.
A chime of bells rang and our heads snapped up. I strode in and took the customer to a seat that I had already set. 'Ugh, I hate when mornings start early.'
"Well you can have anything on the menu that you'd like. Mr.… ah…." I drifted off.
"Sam. Sam Jackson."
"Yes, of course Mr. Jackson. As I said, anything you want." I said with a smile. "Do you have any special maid request or time to order or…?" I asked him.
"Ahh… No Ciel, I think I'll stick with you for the day, as for ordering, I think I'll just have a banana coca smoothie." He said. Thankfully he didn't ask for anything sexual. I never really liked this guy.
"Okay, it'll be right out." I said nodding to the red headed teen.
"Thank you." he smiled.
Sam came here often, but wasn't what we'd call a regular. He had longer red hair and brown eyes; his skin was always surprisingly tan. And flawless. I'm pretty sure he's single and everyone at the shop wonders why. Lizzy seemed to have a little crush on the high school student, and flirted from time to time since she's only 22, but is too shy to ask him out, even if he is 19. He's tall, and about an average weight. His looks have even Alois stunned, but to be honest, I didn't think he was all that special.
I made the smoothie and carried it back out to him quickly, then walked to the podium.
Once I got close I called to the person standing there. "Hey, Elizabeth?"
"Yeah Ciel?" she asked me.
"You wanna hang out tonight?"
"Um… Sure, why not. Not to be mean, but why…?" she responded.
"Well… Because, if Sebastian tries to come I can slam the door on his face because I have a guest. Or won't be there." I explained. She got a slightly saddened look on her face and then returned to her usual happy-go-lucky demeanor.
"Well… Okay… I guess. I'll help you avoid your little boyfriend." She said.
"WHAT THE HELL LIZZY! He's not my boyfriend!" I quietly yelled at her.
"Whatever you say Ciel…" she said with an 'I-don't-believe-you' voice and continued, "But you can't deny that there's a spark there. It's all to obvious." She finished in a matter-of-fact voice.
"Go to hell. I hate him. Nothing more, nothing less. I'm required to serve any customer I get. Not my fault if they fall for me." I responded quickly.
"'Kay, anyway, Where we hanging?" she asked, changing the subject.
"I don't really care. So why don't you pick?" I said.
"Fine, just follow me to my place in your car. You haven't been over before, right?" she checked with me.
"No. How far is it from here?" I questioned her.
"Uh… Abou-" She was cut off mid word by a deep voice.
"Can I get my check?" Sam called over to me, waving his arm in the air.
"Yes, one moment." I said.
"Of course, take your time!" he responded freely.
Turning to Elizabeth, I said, "Duty calls. I'll talk to you later." I turned and walked to the register. I tapped the touch screen computer connected to the receipt thingy, and printed it out. I took it and put it in the holder, walking toward the table as I did. My shoes clicked on the marble at each quick and short step.
"Here's your check, ill be back in a moment to pick it up." I said, before I turned and walked into the kitchen. 'The days just starting and I already need a drink really badly… what the hell.' I walked to the sink and grabbed a glass, I filled it with some water and chugged it down pretty fast. I then repeated the process about 3 times. I then put the cup in the sink and walked back to the teen's table.
"Sorry for the long wait, I just needed to do something in back. Is the check ready?" I asked him.
"Yes, and take a $5 tip. The smoothie was really good, and it's always fun to watch guys walk around in skirts… Hah, I feel for ya man." He said. 'What an asshole! At least I got a good tip.'
"Okay, ill be back in a moment." I said and began walking away.
"Just don't take another jizz break." He responded immediately.
'Die and go to hell. Go to hell, go to hell, go to hell!' I thought angrily as I practically smashed my heels in the ground. I got to the computer and slid the card, I took the tip off of it as well, and then printed the receipt. I walked it too him in the checkbook and placed it on the table. Once he took the receipt, I took the book and escorted him out of the building.
'God I fucking hate that dick head.' Were my only thoughts, then of course, cock block numero uno walked up to the café.
'DAMN it! Can you just leave me the fuck alone?!' Were the only words I wanted to say to him, but of course, while on the clock, I couldn't. I had to be sweet, and nice, and all around the perfect host. So I turned around and basically darted into the kitchen. I started making the only mixed drink I was aloud on the clock, or would even drink for that matter, and started mixing the concoction. I poured the sprite and grenadine syrup into the cup and mixed, I then placed in the cherry and drank it. But of course the inevitable happened and Elizabeth came in announcing that Sebastian was requesting me and waiting to be seated. I placed my drink in the refrigerator and walked out of the kitchen.
I huffed a small puff and smiled. "Hi, welcome to the Undertakers Maid Café, how can I help you?" I said to him, completely ignoring the look he was giving me.
"Uhm… you're acting like we've never met before. You know this isn't the first time we met." He said suspiciously.
"Follow me and I'll seat you Mr. Michaelis," I said walking to the closest table. "Just take a seat here, and I'll be right with you." I said. 'Maybe if I act like I don't know him, I can avoid a shit day today.' I thought, only hoping my plan would work. Of course though it didn't, because 20 seconds after I turned around, this is what happened.
"Uh, Ciel?" Sebastian said, extending his arm and grabbing mine. "Why are you acting like this?" he asked me, his eyes looking desperate and pleading, something I've never seen him with and guessed it was rare to see.
"Acting like what?" 'Oh this is too fun.' "I'm just doing my job. Please remove your hand from my arm." I requested of him.
"What, forgetting me and making me think you have amnesia?" he said, pissed off. "Fine then, but I'm requesting you to have breakfast with me." He said, letting go of my arm, to stand up, and hold me by the waist with both hands. This causing me to blush, so I looked away to try to hide it.
"Look, Sebastian, you can't do this." I started.
"But if I pay for an hour of your time, I can." He said back to me, and being I couldn't argue that fact, I just looked back up at him, and looked in his crimson orbs.
"But why my time? Why chase after me? The one person in here who wouldn't bend over and be happily fucked by you? Why the one who hates you?" I asked him, almost quizzing him one why he obviously wanted me so bad.
"Because, you make me think, I have to actually think about what I do and what the effect would be, you keep me on my toes. And I chase after you because I want you. You're beautiful, sexy, smart, fun, act like an ass hole, even though really, you're sweet and just want love, I know that every time you say something rude and insulting, it's not because you really hate me, but because you're trying to hide your own feelings. You're strong and independent, and fiery. And why the fuck would I want some whore that'll fuck me if I ask? I want to work for it. I want the mind game that you are. I want somebody who tests me and isn't afraid to speak up against me. In the hall you didn't just let me over power you. You fought back and pushed me and slapped me, then got in the elevator and were going to go upstairs and just leave me there. You didn't ask me, but told me to clean up the burnt kitchen, and didn't take any bull shit from me. We're equals. And me and you both know that you don't hate me. You know that for a fact in the back of your mind, and you just don't want to admit it. And I know that for a fact." He said, with such passion in his eyes, that I couldn't believe it. Did this man really feel this way about me? But he couldn't possibly! I'm such an ass hole, such a dick too him… How could he possibly! But… The look in his eyes when he said it all… Maybe it really was? Maybe he did feel like this? Feel all this, for no one but me….?
I was utterly speechless and could do nothing but stare back into his eyes. He simply stared back into mine, and lowered his head, looping one arm completely around my waist and using his now free hand to lift my face to his. He then gently pressed his lips to mine and to my own surprise, I kissed back. It was gentle and sweet, and different then all the times before… it was filled with passion, and not only blind lust and to fill the over bearing need to get down and into each others pants. And almost just as it began, it ended. He broke the kiss I just looked into my one eye.
"W- Why?" I stuttered slightly. He stared directly into my eye, unwavering and unfaltering, and said,
"Because Ciel. It hurts me when you do things like this, and… I love you." he said, all truth showing in his emotion filled eyes.
-To Be Continued
AN; Hey! Sorry that it was a day and 2 hours and 22 minutes late! I had a hard time figuring out what to write, and procrastinated, and got forced out all day, and got given a new computer curfew… Yeah, but I love you! And I'm sorry for the dick head chapter cliff hanger choice! Ha ha ha! I ment to have Sebastian's POV in here too, but I forgot… so I will begin the next chapter with his POV! YAY! I'm sorry, but updates are going to slow down a little bit, I'm gonna be starting school in less then a week, and will have less time to write! I'm sorry! Don't hate me! :c *hides under rock* and I really hope that you guys didn't leave me after the 3/4 weeks that I was gone! WELL, ILL SEE YOU IN THE NEXT CHAPTER! WITH A LONGER AN I THINK! I LOVE YOU! BYES!
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