Chapter 9: Doubt

'Jane?'

' I'm fine Milo, you know it's just creepy being on these wards alone'

' You said it, well if you need me just ring I gotta get the coffee round done' she smiled at him but the smile faded the second he closed the door and she was left alone with him again.

Neither of them spoke, Jane wanted to run before she saw those eyes cloud over again but she couldn't move,

' Thank you' she jumped as he spoke,

' Pardon?'

' Thank you for not causing a scene'

' Ok…what do you want?'

' You've gone so cold towards me Jane'

' You made me question my sanity I think I'm allowed to'

' Will you allow me the chance to explain?'

' Depends?'

' On what?'

' Whether you're going to kill me or not?'

' I can assure you I am not going to kill you'

' So what are you?' he walked over and stood on the opposite side of the table she was standing behind,

' What do you think I am?'

' Don't know'

' Yes you do' Jane shrugged and looked away from him, he sighed and put his hands on the table so he was leaning towards her slightly,

' I am a lycan, a were-wolf Jane and I have been for over 400 years'

' Oh my god…you're insane'

' You doubt your own eyes Jane?'

' I do when apparently a man who looks about 30 says he's 400' he laughed

' What's so funny?'

' That's the part you doubt, my age?'

' Well I can't doubt the wolf thing can I, I saw that with my own eyes, I saw you…'

' Kill?' she nodded and looked down

' Don't pity him Jane, he would have done things to you that your mind can't even fathom' it occurred to her how well spoken he was, there was even an air of sophistication to him.

Jane was aware he was staring at her but she couldn't look up, seeing him face to face like that embarrassed her, she had been naked with this man, she'd had sex with him several times and fantasized about him for weeks and now here he was.

' Do you feel ashamed Jane?' she gripped the table tightly, could lycans read minds as well? The thought terrified her,

' Of what?' she tried to act nonchalant and was biting the inside of her lip to stop her voice from shaking, she watched him walk slowly around the table until he was behind her, he placed his hands over hers and his body was pressing against her,

' Of us, of being with me, of enjoying every minute you were with me?'

' No' she muttered quietly as his lips caressed her neck, he moved his hands and wrapped them round her waist as he kissed her neck harder. She felt hot and she was aching for him but the words of the pale man flashed into her head again and she pulled away from him and started walking towards the door,

' You can't do this to me'

' Do what to you?' he was scarily quick and he had hold of her again,

' I'm not in a breeding programme you cant just use me to add to your species' she heard the anger in her voice as she fought to get his strong arms off her,

' I didn't say you were' he fought back and held her arms as she struggled against him,

' Then let go of me' she was almost shouting now

' Not until you hear me out' they struggled and he gripped her tighter, Jane aimed a kick at his knee and the two of them hit the cold, smooth floor. Jane pushed away from him and started to crawl away from him quickly but he was on her again, they struggled and he rolled her so she was on her back. He pinned her down and she felt his weight on top of her, she couldn't help the throbbing she felt between her legs.

She looked up at him, they stared at each other before he lunged forwards and before she knew it they were kissing, it all seemed to blur. They were tearing each other's clothes off and wrestling with each other on the floor, Lucian pulled her up and pushed her over the bed. She felt him slam himself into her from behind and she moaned loudly as he roughly fucked her from behind, she gripped the newly made bed as she was slammed into it. Lucian gripped her body tightly and rested his face against her warm back as he thrust into her, he slid one of his hands down her stomach and let it rest between her legs. It was so intense, he was rougher and she liked it, the sex was animalistic; trust a lycan to enjoy sex from behind.

She sat on the floor and pulled her scrubs back on, she was still shaking and panting for breath, Lucian had dressed and he pulled her up off the floor. She was still unsure about how she felt about him and she couldn't look him in the eye,

' It's not just sex Jane' he murmured as he kissed her on the lips and left her alone in the ward.

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