The bed was soft beneath my body but had the right amount of firmness. Rich people sure live luxurious lives, I'm so envious. I rolled over to cuddle a pillow before drifting of to sleep.

~I was walking along side Reichi holding his hand. I looked up at him the man I loved. I reached up to wipe dirt from his cheek.

"Reichi you didn't have to fight the poor boy" I giggled. He looked down at me with a very stern face.

"Yes I did. You kept being nice to him and he got the wrong idea. I'm not going to let him touch whats mine with his dirty hands."

"What if his hands were clean?" I asked jokingly. Reichi didn't find the joke as funny as I did.

"Mo, you're too nice to people and get attached to fast. That's why things like this happen, because of your carelessness. That new friend you have is the perfect example. You have only know her for two weeks and she already has the keys to your apartment!" Reichi flicked my four head like it helped to proved his point. I rubbed the spot for a bit a pouted.

"Takara needs a place to crash since her parents fight so often. Plus look at us I only knew you for two days before we started dating and look five years laters, still going strong. I get attached but maybe it's to the right people, like you." A smile graced Reichi lips and his brown eyes sparkled. I could tell he loved me very much.

loved past tense

I wonder when became the only one in the relationship who was in love~

"Lock your door." A voice said waking me form my light slumber. I opened my eyes to see Kyoya hovering over my bed.

"Lock? Why?" I asked getting up form the bed. " It's not like a member of the host club would come in and beat me up or anything. I'm pretty safe even with my door unlocked." Kyoya simple sighed realizing his point wasn't going to make it across.

"Mohana" Kyoya voice was deep and a little seductive. My eyes avoided his. I knew what he wanted and today I wasn't in the mood. However, if I let my eyes meet his then it's game over. Just then, like a savior, Hikaru walked in.

"Moha-na" Hikaru looked at Kyoya curiously and Kyoya returned the look. they were both probably wonder what the other was doing in my room this late at night.

"Hey, Hikaru!" I shouted actually being happy to see Hikaru. "Sorry Kyoya! I forgot I has plans with Hikaru." I walked over towards Hikaru being stopped half way being blocked my Kyoya arm.

"Plans? It quite late to have any plans this late at night." Kyoya said rising his eyebrow. I gently moved his arm away and continued my walk over to Hikaru. "Mohana."

"Look Kyoya why don't you just go to Haru-" I put my hand over my mouth. Still avoiding eye contact I lowered my hand to rest on my chest. " I'll show you the host club review later Kyoya."

"I dont-"

"Later okay." I had cut Kyoya off which was rude but Hikaru is still in the dark about Kyoya and I. I'm planning on keeping it that way. I grabbed Hikaru's hand and walked away leaving Kyoya alone in my room. I walked down the hall practically dragging Hikaru along. I passed by the rooms of the other host club members who had long since fallen asleep. I didn't stop walking until I was at the spot where the beach and ocean meet.

"I thought you weren't going to stop walking" Hikaru sounded concerned. "What wrong?"

"Why are you up so late? Doesn't Karou miss you right now?" I avoided his question.

"I couldn't sleep so I came over to mess with you. If I kept tossing and turning in bed Karou would blame me for not getting enough sleep in the morning. So what's wrong with you, you seem stranger than usual."

"Meh" My eyes weren't focused on anything but the waves hitting my feet. "The water feel cold right? But if you keep your feet here letting the water and sand rush over them the water slowly starts feeling warmer. Why can't love be like that?" I could feel Hikaru looking at me. I looked up at him but my words weren't for him. They weren't even for Kyoya but for someone who doesn't want to here them. "Why can't the person who has loved for so long continually be loved back? No instead of growing warmer love grows cold. I can't put what I want to say in the right words."

"Did something happen?"

"Nothing important, I just recently broke up with my boyfriend of seven years. I thought I was fine but I guess I'm not." I combed my fingers threw my hair and looked at the ocean that blended in with the night. "Let's go back." I started to head to the house when Hikaru hugged me form behind. He didn't say anything and I didn't ether we both just stood there. I could feel the tears rolling down my cheeks. I thought I had already moved own but I guess Reichi is still in my mind and heart. Right, he wouldn't disappear that fast. I should find someone to love, before I end up falling for other guy who won't want me. Maybe I was to late, but I could try. It was a while before Hikaru let go of me and we headed back. He wanted to dropped me of at my room but I declined his offer. I started on my way back alone with my thoughts. I wondered if I actually liked Kyoya or if these feelings or because of my breakup with Reichi. I had only know Kyoya a couple of weeks and we mostly just 'distressed'. We talked too but most of our time together was spent distressing. I Mae it to my room and opened the door noticing Kyoya sitting on my bed. Did he ever leave or did he stay here waiting for me to return. As I walked in he causally looked up at me.

"Where did you and Hikaru go?" He asked not paying attention to the bewildered look on my face.

"The Beach" I answered. sat next to him on the bed. I wanted to ask why it mattered but the response would be along the lines of compromising the image of the host club. We sat in silence for a while as I watch the clock tick the moments away. It was 4 am now, I didn't notice how long I was with Hikaru for. I glanced over at Kyoya noticing at some point he had fallen asleep. He was laid out on my bed sound asleep. Quietly I chuckled before moving of his out of his face. Kyoya was oddly cute as he slept. Seeing an golden opportunity I grabbed my phone and snapped a picture of this adorable scene. Most of the time when Kyoya was asleep I was too so this is my first time seeing him sleep so deeply, it was cute. I saved the picture and made the photo the background on my phone. Feeling sleepy myself I crawl up next to him and drifted of to sleep.