Wow, I am so sorry people! This has been the slowest update yet! It's been about a week, hasn't it? Sorry sorry sorry! Well, I have a form of an excuse that will make you Jily lovers happy. I have been working on a fan fiction involving the two (for those who don't know, I am referring to James/Lily) and am about half way through! Feel free to read it when it's posted if you feel like it. Otherwise, I don't really care. Now for my thank-yous! Thanks judy12, potterphilsospher, gmsnumber1percabethfan, and superpig909 for reviewing! I would also like to further thank judy12 and gmsnumber1percabethfan for favoriting! I was surprised how many people enjoyed that chapter! I thought it might have been too emotional of something. Sorry about the longness of this author's note and here it is:
Wait! There has something I have been neglecting to do :0
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter. There. I said it. I'm sure everyone thought I was J.K. Rowling right?
November 13, 1994
Dear Cedric,
Hey, finally decided that this isn't my problem and I need to get over it. It was your choice, not mine. Lately, I haven't really been functioning. Everything seems to just go by until I realize the day's over and I need to stop throwing myself into my homework. Heck, I've gotten more Muggle Studies homework done yesterday than I could imagine.
Blake and Madison have noticed. Madison is always smiling way too much around me, which means she knows something's up. Blake dragged me to our tree again to try and get me to talk. They know I'm getting depressed. They just don't understand that I need to sort this out on my own, which I finally have this morning.
For the past week or so, I got nightmares about you dying. I woke up in the middle of the night screaming, and all the girls in my dorm were standing next to my bed, looking at me in worry. Madison's starting to freak out. She's been telling Madam Pomfry that I'm sick, trying to drag me into the Hospital Wing.
The weirdest part of it is, (yeah, like it could get weirder than a friend making it seem like you're sick) you seem to have noticed too. I see you in Defense, staring at me with concern. What is that all about? Not that I'm complaining; it is usually the other way around, honestly, but why? Those three times this year were the only times you've ever even spoken to me! I think I like this change. So I'm existent to you now? I'm excited! So what if you're going to die in a tournament that should be illegal. Darn it, cannot mention that topic. Have to change the subject to...um...rainbows! Okay, that's not happening. How about what happened today?
So, you know how Harry Potter's one of the champions too? Yeah, I know, perfect golden boy who lived and what not, has to win everything. Well, somebody made these badges today that change from Support CEDRIC DIGGORY - the REAL Hogwarts Champion!, to POTTER STINKS. I thought they were funny, but I didn't wear one. I'm not a fan of violence, as I've said before, and bullying usually results in violence. Madison wore one though. She's never liked Potter and all the fame he gets. I honestly don't have an opinion on him. I've never even met the fourth year for crying out loud! I'm sure all the Slytherins were wearing a badge though. It seems like something those slimy snakes would do, huh? Although, I am not sure their hatred for Harry Potter outweighs their stereotype on Hufflepuff (you know, stupid fat people that can't do anything and whatnot).
There's also this rumor going on that Snape was rotten to a student. I know, tell you something you don't know. It was Hermione Granger, and we all know that Snape hates her and her super famous friend. He's not too fond of Ron Weasley either.
It feels good to finally be free from worry. I know you'll do fine...right? Cedric, you have to be really careful! My fragile heart depends on it.
Be Careful,
K.M.J.
My cat literally just squeaked. No, not meowed, but squeaked. It was the weirdest thing I have ever seen him do, and that is saying something! Well, that's more than I can do at the moment. I lost my voice :P. It is going to be a quiet day at school for me! Let's just hope I don't get called on! Enough of my personal life: thanks for reading!
