____________________________(March)_____________________________________

I'm so lost without you. Feeling lonely, scared & cold. I'm so lost without you. Tell me baby, when are you coming home?

____________________________(April)______________________________________

There is a time for departure even when there's no certain place to go.

____________________________(May)_______________________________________

Four o'clock in the morning

Afraid to open my eyes

Another day of grief,

A day of alone I feel.

I try to justify all the pain,

All of this guilt before my day of confusion,

A day of it ever just going to go away?

All this pain that I feel,

And all this anger, is it going to stay?

Ten o'clock in the evening,

Afraid of the my breathing I can do is stare into the is it that causes this feeling?

Another night of crying,

A night of hiding,

Alone once heart feels empty,

And I can't cry another day wasted on insecurity,

A day of this ever going to end?

__________________________________(June)_________________________________

Your gone and I am back into my shell,

I thought that I would never feel this way again,

But some how you took a part of me with you.

Now how am I supposed to go on without you here,

Selfish a little I know

But for some reason I need you.

Cause now my happiness is gone,

And I can't seem to be able to find myself without you here with me.

So until you come back I'll remain lost within myself.

_________________________________(July)__________________________________

Every time I see a shooting star I wish for your return.

_________________________________(August)_______________________________

Underneath the maple tree,

I dream of things I want to up at the sky so blue,

makes me think this could come true.

Smelling of the grass so sweet,

refreshes me with a delightful treat.

Feeling of the bark so rough,

makes me realize its gonna be make it in this world alone,

just sitting here like some kind of one for me to love,

just all alone, like a Lonesome Dove.

________________________________(September)______________________________

Desolation,

Wide open space,

Between the trees and me,

Emptiness and me,

Confusion and decisions,

Feelings hard to define,

And I say to myself,

Just a little longer,

Coldness seepsIts way in,

I am falling deeper,

Into what I fear most,

As I reach out,

There is nothing there,

As possible there was something once,

Only to be gone,

And I say to myself,Just a little longer,

The sun drops,

The last inch of light falls,

The squirrels more likely to be huddled up,

But not me,

Something I never possessed,

And I say to myself,

Just a little longer,

Then the sun has gone,

Darkness spreads its wings over me,

I see nothing so no one sees me,

Feeling of bitterness only,

And I say to myself,

Just a little longer,

An Owl peers down,

With question in her eyes,

She doesn't have a hope,

In helping me,

As she doesn't see my pain,

Spreads her wings,

Passes me by,

And I say to myself,

Just a little longer,

The soft earth,

Seems the only thing holding me up,

Even then I could slip,

And wondering takes me,

To why and how I got here,

Without even knowing it,

Yet no one notices,

As they didn't see before,

So I say to myself,

Just a little longer,

Shimmering in the darkness,

I see two moons,

Reflecting off a stream of thoughts,

Ongoing forever more,

Along a rocky road,

Slowly giving in to finding a way out,

I take the plunge under the river,

Then the wind carries a whisper,

Gently on a breeze,

'Just a little longer.'

_____________________________(November)_________________________________

Why do I care so much? Time isn't against me but it seems like you are…

_____________________________(December)_________________________________

As winter comes I realize that it will match up to how I feel on the inside. Cold and depressed.

_____________________________(January)___________________________________

She walks along this lonely street

no one to dry her tears

massage her tired feet

or calm ever present fears

Seeing life through tainted heartmaking everything grayAlone,

her life,

anew to start

Always searching for a way

But life goes on no matter what

That fact she cannot quell

Memories ne'er to be forgot

Within her heart they dwell

So she keeps walking this lonely street

Keeps searching to find her way

Every night she lies down to sleep

And prays tomorrow's a better day

____________________________(February)___________________________________

The time for love has came again and once again I have no one to love. Is this a cruel joke that seems to happen every year or am I just that sad of a person?

______________________________(March)___________________________________

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_______________________________(April)___________________________________

Yesterday's goals,

dim saddened eyes,

blurring with scars borne;

Love's crumble when doubt brightly lit hope envisioned,

When following after harsh soul splits in twain,

by appeal - when numbness made,

never paid turned out far too never known what would be wrought

-Must walk into the night wish,

only to be - now receive this written in rhyme,

love's promises made . . . were broken.

A/N: this is some of my favorite poems and quotes I wrote June July November December and February. The one I didn't write aren't mine but I give respect to whoever wrote it… Review like always and next one should be up later today…