NOTE- Sorry for the delay. I hope this makes up for it. Please review. This is not the last chapter.
(BPOV)
"BELLA!!!!!!" Alice squealed. "You're going to… Well… AWWW!!!" She didn't finish her sentence, leaving me more confused. It didn't matter, I couldn't be happier. Even a horrid shopping trip or makeover couldn't take away the excitement. I could finally be with Edward.
"Alice, care to explain?" Edward said annoyance apparent in his voice.
"No Edward. You'll just have to wait like the rest of them." She replied in her innocent voice. Edward just continued to glare.
"Okay, you two. Is everything ready to go?" Carlisle suddenly appeared behind me. I shuddered, though; I really should be used to it by now. Carlisle looked at me apologetically, and I smiled in response.
"Yes, everything is packed, and Esme is should be back in," Alice broke off. She closed her eyes and we remained quiet while we waited. "In one minute and thirty-eight seconds."
"Very well. No sense in wasting time. To the car everyone." They both nodded and Alice left suitcase in hand. I met Edward at the bottom, only tripping once, but never falling. He looked somewhat sadden by the fact.
"They'll be others." I whispered, but his eyes sank more. That's right. Hopefully when I'm changed that will be the end of my clumsy nature. We walked the rest of the way in silence. It remained that way for part of the drive. The silence was slowly driving me insane.
"So, what did Esme have to do?" I asked my voice barely above a whisper.
"She had to 'kill' us, if you will." He spoke, but the tension was still there.
I decided to ignore it and stare at the scenery blur. My thoughts wondered, every once in a while they lingered on Charlie and my previous life, but the pain was too much, so I thought of happier times. I became severely lost in thought.
"What are you thinking about? You know how much I loathe your secluded thoughts." Edward spoke in a lighter mood than before.
I spoke with the anger that filled me before. "You loathe my thoughts? But you can stay completely lost in your thoughts, and not even speak to me? And yet you hate my keeping to myself?" I stopped abruptly after that sentence. My words where harsher then attended, but I couldn't take it back. It was how I felt.
I was baffled at the pain and… realization that I saw in his eyes. As if aware of my thoughts he quickly avoided my eyes. Yet again I wanted to apologize for what I said. I didn't want to be the cause of the pain he felt. My eyes became misty, and I turned to face the scenery. It was more of a blur than it was before. I tried to fight them back, but once the first tear had fell so came the wrath of them all. I shoved my face into my hands.
I heard Edward sigh, and try to pry my hands from my face. I met his gaze and the tears ceased. He lifted his hand to wipe the remaining tears. I smiled and blushed at his touch.
"Bella, I'm so sorry. You're right. I was just upset. I should have never taken it out on you." He paused and held my hand, before looking back at the road. I sensed that he wasn't quite done and waited for him to continue. "I just thought about all the things that I would miss. It was a selfish thought I know, and my brutality made you cry. I'm so sorry Bella. I didn't mean it."
"But don't you want to be with me forever?" I asked as the tears began to resurface.
He smiled. "Silly girl. Of course, I do. Bella, how many times do I have to tell you? You, Bella, are the reason for my existence. The reason I bother to continue… living. You, Isabella Marie Swan, are my everything in every sense of the word."
I didn't have a reply that could top that so I just smiled in return. I soon there after fell asleep. Crying takes its toll on a person.
My dream was one to remember. Edward and I were driving. He was going well over 120 mph, but it didn't seem to bother me. I was smiling and holding his hand. Though, I couldn't see myself smiling, I knew I was. We drove till we reached some woods. These woods were different, new. I followed him and trees became green blur. So, I inferred that I was a vampire. He stopped so abruptly that I collided with him. The impact sent us flying in different directions. He laughed before coming to help me up. His voice sang to me even in my dreams. Hand and hand we walked to where he had stopped. I glanced around. We were standing above a pond. The sun was shining on us, and Edward sparkled in its beauty. The pond was surrounded with flowers and vines of every sort. Everything seemed to glow in the sun's presence. I was in awe. Then all too soon I was woken from my dream by my car door opening.
I looked up into Edward's eyes, and the glistened. He seemed to dance all the way to the large house. I didn't attempt to look at my surrounding all my focus was on Edward. His movements made me wonder why he was so excited.
He opened the door, and took my hand. I was expecting Tanya's clan, but it was just the Cullen family. I shrugged and continued to smile. I enjoyed familiar. I looked at each one of my family members. They all held some type of excitement in their eyes. Even… Rosalie?
Carlisle was the first to speak "Bella, are you ready? I do think it's best if we do this as soon as possible." Fear struck me. This was it. These were my last human moments. Calm suddenly took over and I knew it was Jasper. I smiled and he nodded in response.
"Yes, I am." I cleared my throat, a little too loud. "And where are we going to do this?"
"In the bedroom of course, we will allow you some privacy."
I followed Carlisle and Edward upstairs. The house was nicer than the one in forks. I never thought that to be possible. It was larger too. I didn't get much of a tour, and I just wanted to get this over with. I was eager to begin with my new life. Carlisle stopped at a room at the most secluded section of the house. I walked inside.
"This will be our room. It's not decorated much, but I thought we would like to do that together." Edward whispered to me.
"Now Bella, Edward will be the one changing you. I will be here just as reinforcement." Carlisle explained.
I just listened as he explained the pain that I would possibly feel. I lay down as he injected the morphine. Edward began to whisper soothing words to me. I just closed my eyes.
The morphine made me drowsy, but I wanted to remember this moment. I wanted to remember the moment in which Edward's venom seeped into my body. This would be the moment that I, would be in a way that meant more to me than marriage his.
NOTE- So okay. I am guessing 2 more chapters. One finale chapter and an epilogue. So tell me what you think about this. I want to know. I hope it was somewhat worth the wait. So, ummm I have to update my other story, but I do hope that I will have another chapter up before the week is over. So. Thanks for you patience. Please review. They make me smile and type faster. So please please please review. Feel free to ask questions and I'll do my best to answer them.
