Here's the next chapter I know its short don't kill me. The chapter I post up tomorrow will be longer, so prepare yourself for a reading. Please at least 4 reviews for this one thank you.

I do NOT own any characters all that glorious work goes to Rowling.

I do hope you like.

Warning: mention of spanking in some chapters. (please take this warning for consideration, I do not go into detail but just the simple mention of spanking offends people, I don't want that).


-1998-

Severus Snape paced his room, he didn't know what to do and he was fighting with himself, he didn't want to break down, Severus Snape does not break down and cry. His been through so much in his life he was not going to look weak and cry. But no matter how many times Snape had said those words in his mind tears were welling up in his black eyes as he thought that he wouldn't see his son anymore.

Severus fell on his couch, fighting the tears angrily, he couldn't lose him, not again it was a slightly heaven having him so close, he knew there was a possibility that he would never have a chance with his son, his son hated him. His heart clenched tightly, but even if his son hated him he wanted him at least close enough to know his safe and sound.

There was angry knock on Severus painting and he sighed heaving himself of from the comfort of the sofa that would just absorb all of his problems and walk himself over to the painting, opening it he came face to face with an Angry Sirius Black-Lupin a worried and concerned Remus Black-Lupin behind him.

Sirius glared slightly and stalked into the room, Remus sighed and squeezed Severus shoulder following his husband and placing his hands on either shoulder.

"Sirius" he said, Sirius didn't listen and continue to blow steam will pacing the room. "Sirius!" Remus said slightly more forceful.

Since Sirius didn't listen again, Remus didn't see any other ways of stopping his over tempered husband grabbed his shoulder and landed a rather sharp smack under his arse on his tender back thigh, which made Sirius turn and stare shocked at his husband.

"R-Remus" he whispered, Remus hadn't spanked him nor smack him for over a year, and he was shocked that Remus returned to it.

Remus sighed and forced his lover to sit down on the sit.

"Sirius I hated to have to smack you, the only reason I stopped spanking you was because you should me you were becoming responsible, since you left Azkaban, doesn't mean I all together stopped disciplining you, when I see you need it you will be over my lap" he said reminding him, Sirius blushed and Severus who recently sat back down winced. "you acting out of proportion I know you just found out that our Godson/Nephew had disappeared doesn't mean you charge into Sev's chambers pissed" he scolded.

Sirius blushed and looked down ashamed muttering "sorry Moony" and "sorry Serpen", said person nodded.

"Severus do you know anything on where Alexander had went to?" Remus asked using Harry's real name. Severus gave him a cold stare.

"you honestly think I would be sitting here, if I knew where he had gone" he asked harshly.

Remus sighed giving him a look.

"look Sev I know you angry, scared, don't worry" he whispered.

Severus stood up and glared at his brothers, "I'm Not Scared, i admit I cant be scared, I cant worry." I yelled angry. "I cant, if I do everything breaks everything falls down, I cant fail Harry I cant" he muttered.

Remus sighed and stood up walking over to Severus, after James he was the second person he was closest to, part from Sirius since he was his boyfriend, and wrapped his arms around him Severus who was a few inches taller laid his head in his chest, hating he was weak but admitting he was and cried, Severus Snape cried on his brothers formal co-worker shoulder, for the first time feeling weak and defenseless.


Oh poor Severus, it must be hard to admit you cant do anything. I hope you like the chapter, I know its short. Please 4 reviews, thank you everyone. Last chapters reviews were amazing.

Love you all.

Camy.