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Chapter 8-Sleep didn't come but something else did.

I quickly changed into my pjs then slid in between the most amazing sheets I had ever felt. I was going to have the best sleep tonight. I just knew it.

Or so I thought.

Sleep didn't come, not for a long while.

My mind was rehashing all of what was said today. I kept going over what Rose and Emmet had said about Edward having a thing for me.

Do you think? Naw, if he did, he would have shown some kind of sign. Right?

I didn't know what to think about this whole thing, though I did know that I hadn't been able to get him off my mind since that afternoon. Since the first touch really, so soft was his fingers and his scent was the most delicious smell. I could honestly breath him in for days and never tire of it.

By the time my mind finally succumbed to exhaustion it had to be at least 3 in the morning, but sleep was not the refuge I had hoped for.

I dreamt of Edward all night........Not that was a bad thing.

"Bella, I've got some place to show you. Come on." He said.

We walked for what seemed like forever before we crossed the wooded threshold into a beautiful meadow. Wild flowers in all colors adorned every corner. Green, yellow, red, blue and violet dotted every available space in the small circular opening. It was as though God had cut a perfect circle out of the trees to create this amazing oasis for Edward and me.

"Wow Edward, this is amazing! How did you ever find this place?" I was absolutely astonished. This place was absolutely beautiful.

"I stumbled into it one day when I was ten, Emmett and I were playing a game of hide and seek." He answered giving me a mischievous grin.

"That must have been one heck of a game of hide and seek."

"Yea, Emmett never found me." He laughed, remembering their time together.

"I come here, now, when the world seems to weight me down and I need a place to think. It's kind of my refuge from the outside." He told me, looking at me as though I was a precious gem. A fierce blush spread across my body and I had to break eye contact him for fear of embarrassment.

"So why are we here?" I asked, not sure really why he had brought me here if it was his harbor.

"I'm not for sure. On my way to take you home I just felt the need to come here. I felt like something was drawing me here like a magnet. I felt the pull so strong that I did not even bother to stop long enough to drop you off at your house. I could take you back home, if you like?"

Edward often took me home after school, Alice had some days where she was indisposed and couldn't give me a ride.

"No, I don't mind being here. This place is beautiful. It's just, it's an intimate place. Shouldn't you, like, bring Laurin here or something.. She is your girlfriend after all."

"Yeah, maybe, but I just don't think Laurin would appreciate this place the way you do. She is more about material things. I have actually learnt she is quite a shallow person."

"Oh." Wow I never knew he felt that way about her. They always looked cute together. Though, come to think of it, he did often look bored when they were together.

As we walked around the meadow we talked about most everything. Edward and I have more in common than either of us realized. We both loved books; books were something I thought Edward only knew about from seeing my collection. Come to find out he is an avid reader. We both like music and not just any music, the same music. Debussy, Muse, Paramore and much, much more. We would both rather eat ice-cream than to drink milk. We were both OCD about cleanliness. The list literally went on and on.

We were holding hands by the end of our little parade around the meadow.

Still holding my hand, Edward walked us out to the middle of the meadow and helped me to sit down, then he took his place beside me on the ground. The flowers were tall enough to reach just above my shoulders and half way up Edward's back. I had never noticed the beauty and sexiness of Edward before today.

His wide shoulders and chiseled chin, his muscular arms and sculpted chest, the most delicious looking six pack of abs I have ever seen, not that I've seen many. Woa,...when did he unbutton his shirt? I couldn't remember, but I was sure glad he had decided to. I could have just lick him from his navel up.

Damn… Snap out of it Bella, he has a girlfriend. I scolded myself.

But look at his unkempt, bronze hair; it is gorgeous and I just want to run my fingers through it. Ahhh.. His emerald eye that I could be lost in for days, just basking in their depths.

Could he possibly want me as much as I want him?

Right then, in that very moment? The look in his eyes told me, yes. Yes, he wanted me as much as I wanted him. This both scared me and comforted me at the same time. I had never had a serious… anything with a boy, no kiss, no touch, nothing. Yet, being here with Edward felt safe, it felt right.

My head screamed to me that it was time to go, while my heart argued for me to stay and soak up every drop of him before our time was up and we had to step back into reality.

For the moment my brain won out and it decided I should make him take me home. I had no right to be having these kinds of feelings for my friend. He is only my friend. I think that is all I want him to be.

"Edward, maybe,..." was all I could get out before his lips came crashing into mine in a heated kiss, knocking me off balance so that I had to catch myself with my elbows; Edward, never breaking the kiss, followed my movements. Before I was even aware my hands made their way to Edward's face and hair.

I wound one hand tightly in his hair, while the other found purchase on his neck lightly brushing the skin behind his ear. Edward, then, gently laid me the rest of the way down on the ground.

We spent the next several minutes, or hours I lost track of time, kissing breaking apart only for a quick breath. Sometimes soft and gentle kisses, sometimes rough and urgent ones and others were deep and filled with wanting.

Edward began to run his hand under my sweater, gliding across my stomach with the pad of his fingers making slow circles, then continued up to cup my breast. I, intern, ran my hands slowly down his chest, paying attention to every detail.

Edward broke away from our kiss first, locking his gaze with mine. His eyes were harboring all sorts of emotions as he brought his hand up to trace along my collar bone, then leaned in and brushed his lips across mine in a soft, sensual peck, sending a tremor through my body.

"Are you okay?" He asked as he brought his free hand up to brush a stray hair behind my ear.

"I'm alright. It's just…Edward, you know I'm a virgin right?" I timidly stated.

"So am I" he said in a reassuring manner as his hand continued its way across my chin and jaw, to behind my ear then down my neck where he placed soft butterfly kisses along the length of my collarbone. With his hand moving to trail back and forth from my thigh to my breast; with that simple movement he was driving me insane with want and need.

I had never felt this way before. The place between my thighs was tingling and soaking wet. I wanted, no I needed, friction there. I needed to feel him against me.

If he would just rub between my legs, that would feel so great. I though to myself as my body took over and pushed my hips up to grind into him, causing the most wonderful feeling to rush over me.

My body, which was now on auto lust drive, was working of its own accord. I disentangled my hands from Edwards's hair only to grab hold of his arm, shoving his hand toward the top of my jeans. He's a guy they're supposed to know what to do to girls to make this feel better, right?

"Please..I need...I need you to touch me." All I could think about was satisfying this undying need that I had never known before now.

I felt like I would spontaneously combust at any moment, if I did not have some sort of friction. Something, Anything against my hot, wet center to give me relief. Yeah, it was that bad.

Taking my words as confirmation, Edward sat up on his knees and staggeredly began to unbutton the button fly of my jeans. Then, running his hand inside my pants, but over my silk bikini panties, he found proof of my need and desire. My center had become so wet that my panties were now soaked with my juices.

"Holy fuck Bella, You are so wet." He said licking his lips and tossing his head back. His bronze hair shimmered as a light breeze began to blow across us making a nice contradiction to our over heated bodies.

Oh shit, that feels good, but I need more! I mentally screamed to myself.

"More, Touch me Edward. Dammit, I need you to touch me!" I panted. Oh God Please.

And that was all the permission he needed to proceed with the removal of my clothes.

I raised my hips to allow him access to remove my jeans; he did so in one smooth, swift motion, taking my panties with them. When he sat back on his heels to lay my pants to the side, I raised up running my hands up his chest and over his shoulders allowing his shirt to drop to the ground behind him. I then quickly reached for the button and zipper on his khaki pants. I had just got the button undone when Edward reached for my hands to stop my progress.

"No, not yet. I want to see all of you first," he nearly whispered as he reached for the bottom of my sweater while I undid my disarrayed bun, allowing my hair to fall down around my shoulders. He then pulled off my sweater, tossing it to the clothes pile that was to the side of us.

"You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen." He said while he raked his eyes over my body, I felt the blush run up me following his eyes.

"So you like what you see, do you? You're not so bad yourself, you know." I said with a smirk, leaning up slightly to touch his stomach.

"Thanks" He said as he leaned in kissing me fiercely, forcing me back down to the ground.

He caressed my shoulders down to my breast, stopping at my hard nubs. He took each nipple, one at a time, between his finger and thumb, lightly squeezing until I moaned out in pure pleasure.

"Fuck Bella, feel what you do to me when you moan like that." He said taking my hand and placing it over his hard length. Oh my God, he was huge. I had never seen a penis before, other than the pictures you look at in sex ed, but I found it hard to believe that they were all suppose to be this large.

I sucked in my bottom lip and bit down. I wanted him; I wanted him really, really bad.

Like he knew my every thought, he then reached down and ran his fingers between my folds, slowly stroking my clit as he explored every detail with his hand. I was unable to keep my moans contained when he entered me with, first one finger, then another. Unable to restrain my need any longer, and I began to buck my hips up into his hand.

"Oh....Aaaa.....Uhhuu....Yea, that feels amazing" I closed my eyes and basked in warmth that was now consuming my body.

"Auuu......Auuu.....Auuu....Ohh....Umm..." I panted as I got closer to the explosion that was franticly building up inside my body.

I let out an exasperated groan when Edward removed his hand from my hot, wet, needy center.

"Not yet sweet Bella, I want you so much it hurts, but first I want to feel you, be inside you." He proclaimed.

Agitated that I had not yet released this energy that was pent up inside of me, I said, "Then take me, already"

I did not care, that I had never done anything even remotely close to having sex before; hell, I had never had a boyfriend before. All I could think about was this moment, this need, this desire for Edward that coursed through me, consuming me, mind, body and soul.

Edward then stood up and finished undoing the zipper on his khakis then lowered them and his boxers to his ankles where he quickly removed his shoes and the clothing.

He was beautiful, nothing like the deformed images that our health teacher had etched into my mind. He was long, a good six inches or better, and had a wide girth. Erect he looked to be as smooth as silk but with hard as stone at the same time.

I had to resist the urge to reach out and stroke the masterpiece that was in front of me.

Spreading my knees wide, Edward knelt to his knees running his hands up my inner thighs, then up my belly, taking time to circle my navel and trail his fingers over my breast; he then cupped my chin in his hand as he brought his lips down to meet mine. It was a hot, sultry kiss that only lovers shared.

As Edward broke the kiss he said, "I'm sorry, but this will hurt at first, are you sure you want to do this?" but I was too far gone in this whirlwind of lust to turn back now; I had to have him it was nolonger an option not to.

I licked both my lips, then sucking my bottom lip in and biting down on it I looked deep into Edwards eyes and nodded. Confirming that I was very ready for what was about to happen.

Slowly he teased my entrance with his cock, never breaking eye contact while he did so. I slightly parted my lips in a silent moan; the sensation was the most amazing feeling. Edward then trust all the way in me, to the hilt, stopping long enough for me to adjust to his size; for this I was glad because if he had gone any slower I would have, no doubt, made him stop. Once my inner walls stopped convulsing so erratically, Edward started to slowly thrust finding a rhythm that suited us both.

My body quickly responded sending heat racing through my veins to every part of me that Edward was now in contact with.

Arching my back up, my breast brushed against his chest sending electrical pulses straight to my clit. It was as if we had become two live wires and our sparks were flying wildly.

Moaning loudly, Edward leaned up on his knees, taking my legs and stretching them as wide as they would go; looking down to our joined bodies he said "This is the most fucking amazing thing I have ever seen. The way you are wrapped around my dick...It's like we were meant to for each other."

His thrust began to come faster and faster as he watched the show before him. But it wasn't enough for what I needed.

"Faster....Faster" I nearly screamed/moaned out as Edward brought his thumb up to lavish my swollen clit.

He gladly obliged, his movements becoming frantic and his thrusts more erratic as we both neared our destination. Bringing his hand up to his mouth he quickly licked his index finger and brought it back down to my clit, rubbing the wetness around and around in a circular motion, taking me over the edge.

I came violently as I ground my hips into Edward and his hand, trying my best to match him thrust for thrust.

"Ohhh......Edward....Ahh..." I moaned out as I rode out my orgasm with each of Edwards rough thrusts.

Edward fallowed soon after me grunting out "Bella, I fucking love you."

He loved me? Hum… I love you too, I always have. I thought rather then said because I was sure that his words were only in relation to the wonderful act we both had just participated in.

As his thrust began to slow, he started kissing my stomach up to my breast, stopping to give one last slow lick over each nipple, causing shivers to run up my body. Then he came up to my mouth, I instantly parted my lips and we ensued in a game of cat and mouse with our tongues.

"Wow, that was amazing" I said after our kiss ended.

Edward then sat up, totally removing himself from me. I felt hallow and cold from the loss of him being inside of me. I never would have imagined sex being this spectacular or fulfilling. But it was, even if I did feel like my lady bits were on fire at the moment.

"Yea, it was." He replied placing one last kiss on my forehead, as he stood up and went to retrieve our clothes.

I quickly got to my feet and took my clothing from him. While we got dressed I noticed Edward starring at me several different times.

With a sultry smile on his face he came over and took my hand in his and kissed my fingers. "I will never forget this evening that I have spent with you. It will forever be etched into my mind and I will cherish it always."

"As it will be the same for me." I replied.

"We need to get going. It looks like a storm is in the making." He said as he pulled on my hand, leading me back to the wooded forest that we had arrived from earlier.

On our way through the forest the reality of what we had done began to sink in and my mind began to race with what ifs and oh nos. What if Charlie was already home when we got there; would he be able to see a visible difference in me? Would he know that I just had sex? I tried to push my anxiety to the back of my mind, so as not to alert Edward that I was having this mental war.

When we made it to his car it had begun to sprinkle. The ride back to my house was very quiet, neither of us knowing what to say to the other. I wondered if he was worrying about some of the same things that I was. When we pulled into my driveway, I was relieved that Charlie had not made home yet; I turned to Edward, sucked in and bit down on my inner cheek, and asked "Wh-Where do we go from here? I mean what do we do now?"

"I'm not sure." He replied with a slightly puzzled expression.

"I'm not sure either, but could you do me a favor? Please do not talk about what happened, between us to anyone." I rushed out. After a long pause I continued, "I wouldn't want to have to live up to the expectations that some would have, you know, knowing that I am no longer a virgin. Mike stays after me enough about going on a date with him, as it is." I gave a small smile in response to the grimace Edward made when I mentioned Mikes name.

"Not a problem. I will not tell a soul, I promise, but you have to promise me that you will not take Mike up on his offer." He said criss crossing his heart with his finger.

He reached over and placed one final kiss on my forehead and swiped a stray strand of hair away from my face.

"Isabella this has been the best day of my life." He whispered as he pulled away from my face.

I got out of the car and quickly ran up to my front porch as I entered in the door I heard my name being franticly called out.

"Bella....Bella."

"Hello..Bella Wake Up!" I heard Alice shriek.

"Whatever she is dreaming about sure must be good. I haven't seen her smile like that in a long time. I wonder what it's about?" Rose wondered out loud.

"You don't want to know. Trust me!" I told them both, grinning from ear to ear as I finally opened my eyes. I stretched and looked over at the clock on the night stand to see that it was only 8o'clock in the morning.

"Why are we up so early?" I whined rolling over and burying my face back in my pillow because I was scared as hell that I had been talking in my sleep.

"Honey, your moans were a little loud." Alice said with a huge smirk on her face.

Oh shit. I wonder if I said his name.

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