/Chapter Nine
Dr Kiriakis Kari is perfect and there has been absolutely no one around her but Anne Sue and Allele and the parents to other peoples children who never pay attention Kari she is such a good baby that no one really notices her around.
Thank God she is OK I would die myself if anyone hurt her at all..
Dr. Kiriakis you really love her dad and you love her too don't you?
Yes I do and trust me whoever is responsible for everything they will pay dearly.
Dr Kiriakis listen I know that you love them but don't forget that if we let our emotions get out of hand her father could die and she needs him.
Dr. Riley thank you for reminding me on what I can or can not do and stating the damned obvious to me but believe me you do your job and I will do mine and please do not speak to me as if I just came out of medical school.
I am fully capable of thinking about things like this and that is exactly why I am devoting all of my time with him and I have taken leave from ER and trauma right now because his case is very different in case you did not get the memo he had been injected with silicone caulking and that little lady over there had I not been the doctor that I am would not have a father right now.
He has gone through pure hell and I am doing everything in my power to keep both of them from harm what were the words in that oath?
Oh yeah first do no harm.
Do not think for two seconds that because I love them that I am being sloppy or taking any inappropriate measures I am doing everything by the book and it would serve you well to remember who you are speaking to because you are a second year resident and you may want to consider that before questioning my ethics and methods because I have a bit more experience and I know very well what and how to do my Job I am not just a resident I happen to be Dr. Kiriakis and I am a trauma surgeon so I might know a little about medicine.
Please excuse me and have a wonderful day in school.
Sonny walks out of the door shaking his head thinking he best watch himself or Dr. Kiriakis will let Sonny out and right now Sonny is not who you need to mess with.
Sonny was walking down the hallway and a nurse came up to him and said doctor its Mr Horton you needs to come quickly.
Sonny ran down the hall way to Wills new room but he was not there.
He looked at the system but Will was not in the system at all.
Oh My God what is going on here?
He got on his phone and called security and asked them to meet him in room 831. He called each and every floor Nurses station and they said doctor Kiriakis are you OK?
There has been no William Horton in this hospital as a patient in quite some time.
Sonny said do you know where he is?
Well Dr. Kiriakis have you been home today he may have the day off today your little girl is graduating preschool today.
WHAT! MY LITTLE GIRL? PRESCHOOL!
Sonny called Wills phone and it was not on it went to voice mail.
Sonny ran to the nurses station and said this is going to sound crazy but could you tell me Will Horton's number please?
The nurse gave him Wills number.
Hello Kiriakis Horton residence may I help you?
Will is that you?
Sonny you know damned well its me its only been me since I was born.
Will I am at the hospital and you are not here?
No Silly you remember that today Kari Our little girl who is expecting her dads to be at her graduation from preschool.
Sonny Are you OK?
Will please come get me please.
OK I will what is wrong?
Will I have lost my mind I have no idea what is going on.
Babe listen I need to ask you something really important.
Honey did you have one of those day terrors again?
What day terrors?
The one where I had been attacked?
This has happened before?
Yes baby where are you?
Room 831
I should have known you can still remember that room cant you?
Will please tell me what is going on.
Baby I am on my way and I will tell you everything.
OK Please hurry because this is scaring the hell out of me.
OK I will tell grandma to take Kari to school and I will be right there.
Will came into the room and Sonny wrapped his arms around Will and he said please tell me what is going on.
Sonny Honey please sit down.
Sonny sat down and Will said this is not the first time this has happened to you.
The reason it is happening to you is because you are having another panic attack brought on from the PTSD from when I was attacked but in your mind things are allot different aren't they?
Yes Will they are very different.
Will what happened.
I was attacked by one of my sisters drug dealers five years ago I was beaten up really bad and I had quite a few injuries and you did take care of me and take time off to help me recover.
I went home four days latter they are still out to get me and my grandma but Honey they aren't because when my place had been broken into they were in my apartment still looking for money and they pulled a gun on the cops and they were killed but you were so shook up and have been the whole time since then that once in a while you have a flash back to that time and in your mind someone is trying to kill me and Kari and Grandma and you are still living that fear all over again.
Baby the day that I was attacked I called you to come to the lake and to help me because I could barely move because of my ribs and a broken leg.
You remember the call from the lake?
Yes I do.
You remember my grandma in the cafeteria after they broke in?
Yes I do.
OK those really happened I was attacked by the dealer they broke in while I was in the hospital but I was only there for four days but you went all to pieces and you have been having these like day terrors that allot of awful things happened to me you even thought that I had been raped.
Honey none of that happened you were just so terrified that something bad was going to happen to me that this nightmarish movie plays out in your mind and you end up calling my old number then asking for my number from the nurses desk and then we come back to this room because this is the room where I was when you brought me in no comma no dying several times I did have a punctured lung and a little internal bleeding but nothing like your mind puts you through.
Honey are you OK now?
OH my God Baby I am sorry I love our family so much that it utterly drives me insane to even think about something bad happening to you Kari or Marlena.
Oh don't let her hear you call her Marlena she will beat you silly.
Oh yeah I am still a little fuzzy.
I know that you are so you stay right here and I have some medication for you and I will take you home how does that sound?
Will?
Yes Honey?
I do love you and our family and you know what?
I think I am going to hang up my lab coat.
Really what are you going to do walk around the house all day following me and listening to my boring presentations all day?
No Will I am not going to go that far but I think at least for a while I should concentrate on us as a family and really really try to get these attacks under control.
Sonny you know I have never told you what to do or what not to do but now I am going to tell you what is going to happen.
You Kari and I are going to go on a very long vacation.
What are you talking about Will?
We are going to move.
Where to Will?
Sonny all of this began right here in this town and you have not recovered since sometimes it even gets worse for you so you my love either pack your bags or we will just buy new things because right now
Honey for your sake I have to get you away from here because those terrors do not get better they only get worse with every year and this place this town is why.
Unless it is really not the town but me causing you to have these brake downs and you need me to leave so that you can get better?
Sonny was crying he said please don't leave me please I am sorry that I am screwed up and that you feel like it is your fault please don't leave I love our family so much please don't leave.
Baby if that is the only way that you are going to get better I love you so much I would do anything ANYTHING to keep you from going through this hell.
Had I not gotten attacked that day and called you none of this would be happening to you.
Baby I don't want to leave but if I have to to keep you hurting like this and going through hell like this I will do what is best for your well being not because I don't love you but because I do love you too much to watch you suffer because of me.
Please Do Not Leave I Will Die Without you in my life...
