Previously:

"Maybe if i watched out for myself i wouldn't of go-" Is all she could get out before going silent. About 10 seconds later Lindsey fell to the floor from the table. I rushed down to her and knelt to her side to find a pulse but i couldn't get one i checked for her breathing but there was none.

Freddie's POV:

i screamed for help pressing the panic button. I began to give her CPR before Doctors and nurses rushed into the room and ushered me out. They wheeled her out on a trolley trying to get her heart beating and breathing again. I burst into tears and fell into my mum. All my family and Lindsey's surrounding me. "What happened to Lindsey? Why was she rushed away? Why did they have so many things going onto her? Why are you crying?" A 8 year old Kim asked starting to look worried.

I knelt down to her and she wiped my eyes for me making me chuckle slightly. "Lindsey is just a bit poorly but hopefully she will be better soon." I said softly.

"What about the babies?" Kim asked sweetly making tears form in my eyes again.

"There poorly too because your big sister looks after them inside her tummy and if she isn't very well the babies won't be either." I explained.

"They will all be better soon Freddie don't worry!" Kim smiled drying my eyes with a tissue from her pocket and hugging me which made me smile.

"Come on Kim, go play with your toys!" Lindsey's Mum said allowing me to stand back up after Kim rushed over to her seat.

"Freddie Roscoe?" A doctor announced about 1 hour later.

"Have you got news on my girlfriend?" i asked.

"Yeah, we managed to restart her heart. She suffered from a sudden cardiac arrest. What was happening before she fell to the ground?" The doctor asked.

"Well, the doctors and nurses had just left us after we found out we miscarried one of the twins and we was crying. She was speaking to me and then she just stopped. I thought she was just crying but then she fell to the floor." I informed him.

"That all adds up to underline cause of collapse being SCA." He announced. "Would you like to see Lindsey she's awake and recovering but she's asking for you and Kim. Would you mind telling me which one that is?" He asked before i gestured to the 8 year old. "Ah."

I walked over to Kim and picked her up before she grinned and started to giggle. "Lindsey wants to see you, Do you want to come with me?" I asked her and she nodded her head. The doctor soon enough directed us to her hospital room and before we entered i whispered to Kim. "Remember, Lindsey isn't very well at the minute so don't jump around and if she tells you to do something please do it. Is that okay?" I asked Kim and she nodded her head. We entered the hospital room Kim clinging onto my shoulders.

"Kimmy!" Lindsey smiled and i put her down before Kim walked over to Lindsey and Lindsey pulled her up and onto the bed. "Hey Fred." She said flashing a weak smile to me. I could tell she was putting a brave face on for Kim's sake.

Lindsey's POV:

After an hour or so watching ice age 4 with Kim in my hospital room, i noticed she was asleep cuddled in-between Freddie and me. I saw Freddie move from his position on the bed and came ride to my bedside. "Honestly, how are you feeling?" Freddie asked me.

"Shit, my chest is killing me, I'm sore and my stomach is absolutely killing." I responded.

"And how are you feeling y'know mentally?" He questioned those words taking us both back many years.

*FLASHBACK TRIGGER WARNING (Freddie's POV)*

I couldn't find Lindsey anywhere and it was worrying me. She wasn't eating and i could notice more scars and bruises. She promised me she was okay but i knew she wasn't. I ran to my house and found a letter on my doorstep saying my name in Lindsey's handwriting. I tore it open and read the letter.

*START OF LETTER*

Dear Freddie,

Thanks for being there for me, thanks for caring for me and thanks for loving me. I hope you find someone great. I can't live this life anymore, everyday i wake up and wonder why am i here? I know your only 12 but then again I'm 14. I'm not sure if you understand but i love you and i will be your guardian angel.

Love you forever and always, Lindsey x

*END OF LETTER*

I ran to where i knew she would be. Police cars surrounding the building. I looked up to see Lindsey at the top of it threatening to fall. I ran past a police officer who attempted to block me. He chased after me and eventually i reached Lindsey. "LINDS!" i shouted making her turn to me.

"You shouldn't be here Fred..." She replied.

"I should i'm saving you from making a huge mistake!"

"No i'm not this is what i want, i can't live anymore! I don't deserve to live, i don't deserve my life, i don't deserve you!" She screamed bursting into tears once more.

"Listen to me you deserve everything you have!"

"No i don't Freddie! No one loves me, no one wants me. Everyone would be better off without me!"

"No they won't, i live you, i want you Linds. I need you!" I said now sobbing.

"I'm horrible, ugly and fat!"

"Linds, your not. Your the most beautiful, kind, popular girl i have ever seen or met. Now just get down!" i begged.

She fell back into my arms and i carefully lowered her to the ground. She fell into my arms sobbing her heart out paramedics rushing up to her as i held her in my arms.

*END OF FLASHBACK*

Freddie's POV:

I remember that day all to well...

TBC