DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN GLEE

RachelPOV

I cannot believe him! How dare he! Just because I refuse to sleep with him? Ugh! I had no idea what to do, the only thing I thought of was to upload another video to Myspace. It's very theraputic to sing my feelings to the world. After I chose the perfect song I set up my video camera and hit RECORD.
"Hello again it is me Rachel Berry as all of you know and I will be singing a song originally sung by The Veronicas, it's called Mouth Shut." I took a deep breath

"I kept my mouth shut from the start

I guess I left you in the dark

You thought you knew me but you don't
You say you'll love me but you won't
When you find out who I am

I kept my mouth shut for too long

all this time you got me wrong

Now we're in this way too far
I'm about to break your heart
Tear everything we had apart

'Cause I'm feeling lost
When I'm in your arms
The reasons are gone
For why I was holding on to you
I tried so hard
To be the one
I don't like who I've become

Won't keep my mouth shut anymore

I've had my share of closing doors

Now I know I'm not afraid
I know exactly what you'll say
But I'm sorry it's too late

'Cause I'm feeling lost
When I'm in your arms
The reasons are gone
For why I was holding on to you
I tried so hard
To be the one
I don't like who I've become

I kept inside of me for all this time

Thought that I could make it work if I just tried

But I'm sorry to admit that I have lived a lie

'Cause I'm feeling lost
When I'm in your arms
The reasons are gone
For why I was holding on to you
I tried so hard
To be the one
I don't like who I've become

I kept my mouth shut for too long

Now I know that it was wrong

I wish I told you from the start

That this was never meant to last

We should've never gone this far

Won't keep my mouth shut anymore

Thank you." I hit stop.

That felt good. I stood there in one place for a while, and then it hit me.

Jesse, my long term boyfriend and I had just broke up. We broke up. I felt the tears in my eyes go down my cheeks, then I heard sobbing. With a shock I realized they were coming from me. I was sobbing so hard I couldn't breathe. I walked to my bed and laid down, picked up my cell phone, I had turned it off earlier in case Jesse called me. When I turned it back on I saw 7 missed calls from Quinn. Some part of me wanted to call her back but I scrolled down my contacts list and hit the only person I wanted to hear from.

"Hello?"

"Finn? It's Rachel."

"Hey Rach...what's up?"

"Um..." I sniffed.

"Are you crying? What happened, is something wrong?"

"It's Jesse-"

"Did he hurt you? I swear I'll kill him-"

"We broke up."

Silence.

"Oh. I'm sorry."

"No, it's not your fault. You don't need to apologize. He got mad at me for not having sex with him."

"What?"

"He said. 'C'mon Rachel, why won't you just put out already?'" I sobbed

"Do you want me to come over? I'll tell my mom, she'll let me."

"Are you sure?" As much as I wanted him to come over, I didn't want to be a burden.

"Yeah, I'll be there in fifteen."

"Alright, I'll see you soon." As soon as I hung up I was back to sobbing.


FinnPOV

"Mom?" I asked. She was sitting in the living room watching some cooking show."

"Yes Finn?"

"Can I go to Rachels house for a little bit? Something happened. It's friday, so you don't have to worry about school."

"Sure-wait is this the same Rachel you're always talking about?"

I blushed. "Yeah, it's her."

"Is she ok?"

"I think so."

"Alright, be back by midnight. Love you."

"Love you too!" I yelled as I got out of the house. I got in my truck and tried to hed to Rachels place as fast as I could.

I really wanted to pucnh Jesse in the face I had no idea what kind of guy he was but from what Rachel just told me he sounds like a complete douche. God, who breaks up with someone just because they won't hve sex? If I was lucky enough to be with Rachel I would wait...I would wait forever if I had to. I would never try to pressure her into doing something she didn't want to. I sighed. If only I was with her.

I parked in her driveway, and quickly ran up to her front door and knocked. Probably more times than I should have. The door quickly opened.

"Finn!" she hugged me really tight, she was stronger than I thought she was-not that I'm complaining.

"Rach, are you ok?" I pulled her tighter against my chest.

"I'm fine now."

"I'm so sorry, is there anything I can do?"

"Come inside and watch a movie with me?"

"Sure." Anything.

She intertwined her hand with mine, and led me into her living room. Her house was so...big. And filled with a lot of trophies. Like, alot.

"We could watch Funny Girl..it's my favorite, and Barbara-"

"Is amazing." I smiled "You'ved mentioned it."

She smiled. "Too many times?"

"Once or twice." we laughed.

"I feel...like...maybe if I had sex with him we would be ok, maybe I was being selfish-I mean he waited so long-"

"No. Rach, it' not your fault. He's just a...dick. He doesn't deserve you, he shouldn't rush you."

She nodded. "You're right..I'm just being stupid."

"No. He's the stupid one."

She smiled.

...

"Thank you." she said as we watched the credits roll down the screen. She sat next to me on her couch, her head leaning on my shoulder.

"You're welome?"

She giggled "For coming when you didn't have too...for being here."

"Oh. You're welcome. It' my pleasure." I kissed the top of her forehead.

"Finn, about what you said today. . .about liking me more than you should. . .The feeling is mutual." I froze. "I just. . .can't right now. I'm not ready for another relatonship. Yet. I will be. And I hope it can be with you, but not now."

I nodded. "I understand. I'll wait, for you. Until you're ready." I would wait forever if I had to.


I had time to update so I thought "Hey I should update!" so voila!