DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN NCIS
Ziva's POV
Today is the day of the funeral. I did not want to go, but I had to for Tony. I also know if I did not go I would regret it forever. I went to the bathroom to get dressed. I was in a black shirt and pants. Tony loved when I wore all black. I then did my hair, which wasn't hard because all I did was straighten it. Lastly was the make-up, which I put very little on because of the fact if I started to cry I didn't want to have it all over me. I then heard a knock on my hotel room door just as I was putting my heels on. I grabbed my phone, my sig, and my badge. I opened the door.
"Hello Gibbs, are you ready?"
"The real question is, are you ready Ziver?"
"No, but if I don't go I will regret it."
"Ziver, I am here for you."
On that note we went down to the lobby. Everyone was already down there. McGee kept glaring at me and I know I made him mad, but there was nothing I can do know to change it. We finally arrived at the funeral. It was in a nice little cemetery. Tony was being buried right next to his mom. I already had tears in my eyes. They asked me to speak. I walked up to the podium. I wasn't sure what to say. I wrote a million things but none seemed right. I started to speak.
"Tony, was someone special. Since the first day I met him I knew he would be a challenge. We started out as friends. We then became partners. Ever since that day in the elevator nothing was the same. We started to get closer and closer then eventually we started dating, even though we thought if Gibbs found out he would have our heads. At that point we didn't care anymore. I made him happy and he made me happy. The day he died, he died in my arms. His last words were "Ziva Elizabeth David I love you! Don't ever ever forget that." I know everyone here will miss him. I will miss him so much too. I will miss his movie quotes, his smile, his protection, his everything. I love you Tony and I will miss you. I will see you again soon."
I had tears streaming down my face. I already missed him. I really did miss his everything. I walked down to my seat and Gibbs held my hand tightly. He actually had tears in his eyes. Abby was balling her eyes out. McGee was crying. Everyone was crying. It was the end of the funeral and we all had to place roses on his coffin. Everyone went up one by one. It was lastly Gibbs and I. He placed his rose on the coffin then looked at me.
"Gibbs, can I please have a minute?"
"Sure Ziver, I will be over there."
Gibbs left and I turned to Tony's coffin.
"Hey Tony, I am sorry I could not save you, but I wanted you to know that I am pregnant with your unborn child. I will take great care of him/her and it will know how great him/her father was. I promise you that. I love you Tony. I always have and always will."
And with that I placed the rose on the coffin and walked away.
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