Disclaimer: Glee Is Not Mine

Thank you for the reviews on the last chapter. I had to do what I had to do for the story to work how I need it to and if you've watched Life As You Know It then you know how it goes. Life is full of ups and downs and unfortunately, there are circumstances in which children are left orphaned. Its how the cruel world works.

Anyway, I can tell you though that it does get better. The fluff and the banter returns eventually... the next few chapters are a mix of both.

I'm also a few chapters ahead of you all so trust me ;)

Anyway, I hope you all enjoy this chapter.


The Morning After

The sun streaming in through the window hitting her face is what brings Rachel out of her sleep. For a second she doesn't remembering the night before; her eyes feeling heavy, her face feeling puffy and her neck crooked. It doesn't take long to realise that she has been sleeping on Finn's chest with Cassie cradled on his lap. It then hits her, the events of the day before; the babysitting, the officers, the crying. All of a sudden her head and heart feels numb as she stares into the distance trying to gather her thoughts. She looks up at Finn to see him just staring into the space ahead of him. His eyes eventually fall to meet hers, a glazed window, nothing being told. Her eyes pretty much tell the same story.

Her hand wanders over to Cassie's brown hair. She strokes it gently wondering how anything like this could ever happen to this sweet little angel. Why was she chosen to lose the presence of her parents at this young age? Not one, but both; both no longer to watch her grow, to give her advice, to love her, to nurture her. What was going to happen to this beautiful and innocent child?

Why were Sarah and Jason taken away from them? What had they ever done to deserve being taken away at such a young age, leaving behind their baby? She can't find the answers; it's all just blank for now.

Easing herself out of Finn's side she makes her way to the window, feeling like nothing but just a shell of a body, staring into the road, hoping that Sarah and Jason's car appears; all this being a big mistake. It has to be.

The tears begin to fall again.

He'd been staring into the distance for how long, he couldn't even tell; long enough to watch the sun rise on their blackened day. He wished things were different; that the night before didn't happen. He woke up to feel Rachel cuddled into his side, her head resting on his chest, her arm securing Cassie in too; the little girl fast asleep and for a second, he forgot reality. For a moment he woke up to the scene after watching Tangled, where the three of them had been asleep in the same way. It took less than a few seconds to realise where he was, no TV in front of them, the sunrise in sight, the memories of yesterday coming back.

He couldn't help but wish for them to walk through their front door once more declaring that the cops we're wrong, that they made it or it was mistaken identity. That happens, it could be that. But no matter how many times he tried to reassure himself with that, the harshness of reality was there in front of him. His head just hurt with all the thoughts, he just felt like a shadow of a man. What was going to happen to Cassie? Sarah and Jason only ever wanted the best for her, to give her he best of everything; to love her, to watch her grow. It's all been taken away from them. It's all been taken away from her. She is going to grow up without the love of her mother and her father, two of the greatest people he has ever known. He wanted answers, none of which he could find. Why them? She lay asleep in his lap not knowing what was happening and he knew that she won't remember this day, she won't remember the pain, she won't remember the love of her parents, and she won't remember them; just like he doesn't remember his father whom died at war when he was a year old.

Looking into Rachel's eyes he knows she is feeling the same pain and running through the same questions. He watches her walk over to the window and just stares out of it; just as he stares at it from the distance. He feels Cassie stretch out of her sleep, the little girl eventually opening her beautiful green eyes she inherited from her mother. A smile appears on her face and it brings tears to his eyes as he can't find the ability to return the gesture. The fact that she knows nothing of the moment and everything is just the same for her. She plays with his face and his tears and it hits him. She's innocent, she is the victim.

Eventually he manages to speak, almost like the words are stuck in his throat.

'Hey baby girl' is all he manages, trying to muster a smile. Cassie all the while, plays with his face, running her hands over his stubbles, babbling to herself. Majority of the time the babble consisting of 'Mama'.

It makes the both of them hurt more and cry harder at her babbles. Neither not knowing what this child's future holds. Neither being able to bring back the one thing every child needs; their parents.

Rachel manages to bring herself out of her vacancy, turning towards Finn.

'I'll go and prepare her breakfast and something for us' she says as she wipes the salty tears away from her cheeks but before she can go any further, Cassie cries for her.

'Don't worry, I'll do it. You get her ready. The family liaison officer should be over soon' He handed Cassie over to Rachel, quickly brushing his face over with his hands, removing the salt tracks, before making his way out of the room.

Holding Cassie close to her Rachel couldn't tell what the day was going to bring but knew this was going to be a long day ahead for which neither her or Finn could ever be ready for.

Entering the kitchen Rachel finds Finn has prepared some toast for them and her bowl of Weetabix for Cassie. He moves towards Rachel and takes Cassie off her to secure her in her high chair.

'There's some coffee in the pot.' Is all he says before begins to feed Cassie.

'Do you want a cup?' she asks him noticing that he hadn't poured himself any.

'No, I'm ok thanks. I don't think I can eat anything. The toast is for you. The spreads are in the cupboard' He returns his full attention to Cassie.

She knows how he feels. She pours herself a cup of coffee and sits herself by the toast he has prepared but she can't bring herself to eat any of it. So she just sits there in silence and watches Finn feed Cassie the whole time, wondering what the next steps are.

'Kurt and Santana text. They said they'll drop by later' Finn informs Rachel 'Cassie's grandparents on both sides said we should handle things for now until the funerals are sorted.'

Neither had even thought of the funerals, their main concern being Cassie's welfare.

A ring at the door broke the silence in the room, Finn and Rachel both knowing who it was. Rachel went to answer the door as Finn finished cleaning Cassie off and took her to the lounge.

'Hi, my name is Kerry Bingham, I am the family liaison officer.' A woman in her late 20's early 30's stood at the door. Rachel let her in and directed her in to the lounge where Finn was playing with Cassie on the floor.

Rachel still hadn't said a word and Finn just sat there with is concentration on Cassie leaving Kerry with an awkward silence. Of course, given her job role, Kerry was used to such attitudes from people who were grieving.

'I understand the pain you both may be going through from the shock of the news and events. It is important that you both try to look after yourselves and the toddler'. She took out her notes from her duffle bag.

Rachel was now sitting on one of the couches, still in silence and staring into the distance. Finn paid a little attention to what was being said realising that what she was saying was true.

'From the notes given to me by my colleagues I am told that you are Mr and Mrs Smith's best friends. You must be Finn Hudson and that must be Mrs Hudson'.

'We're not married' Finn said silently as he helped Cassie put blocks into a box.

'Rachel' Rachel said out of the blue, turning away from her focal point of the last few minutes to look at the liaison officer, stunning both Finn and Kerry.

'What happens to Cassie now?' she asked, Finn waiting for a response.

'My role here is to see you through the investigation of the accident until it is solved. I am also here to provide support and assistance when required given the suddenness of the situation. Given that Cassie is now an orphaned child it will be left to the Child Protection Service to determine where she is to live. Either she will be placed with grandparents, next of kin or in foster placement until a permanent care facility is found.'

'What do you mean taken into permanent care facility?' Finn questioned. 'She's already lost so much, how can you leave her with strangers? I thought children needed routine and stability' his anger was beginning to rise.

'Mr Hudson, I understand that you have Cassie's best interest at heart but this is procedure and also the law. Unless Sarah and Jason have left clear instructions in regards to their assets and Cassie's care we have no choice but to take her into care.'

Rachel sat up, with a look of desperation growing on her face.

'What if I wanted to take her in? What if I said I want to look after her? I'm her God mother, doesn't that mean something?' Finn looked at Rachel as though she was speaking another language.

'Ms Rachel, although it seems like simple solution it is more complicated than you being her God Parent. There are procedures that need to be followed, and if you are serious then you will need to file an application with the state. You will be assessed and if successful you will be granted guardianship of Cassie.'

'What if there were two of us, wouldn't that make the case stronger?' Finn added, now Rachel looking at him like he said something wrong.

'Mr Hudson, again, the same procedure stands. It is unlikely that they will provide guardianship to two separate adults unless the adults themselves were a couple.'

'We are a couple' Rachel jumped in in hope of it making a difference. Finn looked at her as though she was going mad, but with one look from her he understood her need to lie about this.

Kerry, meanwhile, was confused and apprehensive about the sudden declaration.

'You said you weren't married' she looked at Finn suspiciously before turning her attention to Rachel.

'We're not married but we are a couple' Rachel tried her best to sound convincing while she went on the floor over to Cassie who was making her way to her. She hoped that the look on Finn's face wouldn't give it away as he clearly was trying to play along.

'That would make a difference but a stronger commitment needs to be shown in order to prove consistency and stability.' Before Kerry could continue informing them both Rachel and Finn told her that they we're engaged in unison, both looking at each other and then at Kerry who looked like she was starting to buy it.

Kerry knew of times when others would lie about being married to be able to keep a child but for some reason, although she had suspicions on this couple she also believed in them. From her simple observation over the last 30 minutes it was clear that they both cared for the orphaned child and that her best interest was in their hearts.

'Look, if you are both serious about filing for rights to take guardianship of this child then you will need to follow procedure, however this all depends on any requests the deceased may have left and if there are others, for example, grandparents or aunts or uncles that are given priority. I can't make any promises but your only hope is to wait for the solicitor to drop by later and listen to what they have to say.'

Listening intently, Rachel and Finn nodded along.

'Upon discovering the identity of Mr and Mrs Smith we found legal cards in both their wallets. This was traced and it turns out they both have a will with a company named Schuster and Sylvester. They will have one of their legal aids come around later to read you both the Will and specifications. We were told that both of your presence is necessary. We have also arranged for someone from the CPS to accompany them to get the proceedings going.'

'What about Sarah's parents, don't they need to be here for that? Or Jason's mother?' Rachel asked Kerry.

'As far as I am informed one party declined the ability to take care of Cassie due to on-going health issues and the other party was too devastated to speak further about this. As I mentioned earlier, the specifics will be read out by the legal aid.'

'Is that all we need to know for now?' Finn asked as he started to get a bit restless with all the information and sudden influx of responsibility on him.

Looking through her notes, Kerry checked to see if she had covered all her points. Satisfied that she had, she took out her card and handed one to Finn and one to Rachel.

'That is it for now. I am leaving you both with my card. I will contact you both once more in the evening to check how the meetings have gone. I will then visit every other day and if required. Please feel free to call me with any concerns, my contact details are on the card.' She made her way to the door. 'Is there anything either of you would like to ask me?'

Finn, who was now stood beside the officer near the door, and Rachel, who had Cassie in her lap standing behind Finn, looked at each other; neither had anything to ask.

'If we do have any concerns we will contact you. Thank you for dropping by' Finn led hoping she would leave so he can discuss what just happened with Rachel.

'Thank you' Rachel added with a weak smile.

Kerry opened the door to let herself out. 'I wish you all the best. I am sorry for the loss' and with that and a sympathetic smile she closed the door behind her.

'What just happened? What was that about?' Finn asked Rachel in bewilderment.

'You know it had to be done Finn. We can't let them take her away Finn, we can't let them take away the only part of Jason and Sarah we have left' Rachel's tears began to fall once again as she clutched on to Cassie with all her might, brushing her hair with her hands.

Finn moved closer to Rachel and put his arms around her, giving her and Cassie a side hug before placing a kiss on top of Cassie's head.

'I know. But are you sure you want to do this? Are you sure you're ready to take on that commitment. It's a pretty big deal' he asked as he looked Rachel in the eyes as he stood in front of her, his hands holding on to her arms as they sandwiched Cassie.

'We're not really getting married Finn. If it helps build our case then we do what we have to do. For now we have to act like we're a couple, an engaged couple, in front of any officials. We need to convince them.'

'Look, I understand that but what about when the truth comes out? They could take Cassie away for good. We could have criminal records. What about Funny Girl? Oh shit! What about my tour, we go away in two days' the sudden realisation of his impending tour hit Finn throwing him into a panic.

'We have to try. I don't care what it takes I'm going to fight for her. I don't need you. Go join you band on tour if you want.' Rachel said bitterly.

'That's not what I meant Rachel. You know the band is my life, it's my income. And what about you? Isn't Broadway your life? Don't act like you don't care about it because I know you do' Finn was beginning to get annoyed at Rachel making it sound like he didn't care for Cassie.

'Broadway was a dream, I tasted that dream but sometimes bigger things come along. Right now, my priority is Cassie. I will see it through that I will take care of my best friends daughter. Sarah is no longer here Finn. She shared all her dreams with me; she shared all the things she wanted to share with Cassie as she grew up, with me. If Sarah couldn't be Cassie's mother I want to know that I can try to give her some of what she wanted for her.' Rachel's eyes grew bigger in frustration but her dedication showed and it gave Finn an edge too.

'I get that. Don't you think Jason spoke to me about what he wanted for his little girl? About how he'd protect her, provide for her, be the man he didn't have at home for her? Don't you think he joked about how he wouldn't let her leave the house until she was in her 30s and he wouldn't let her date until she was at least aided by a zimmer frame? He is no longer here and I want to be able to do that in his place. I just don't know what I could do for a job. Once off the tour, I'm off the band too.'

'What's your priority here Finn? Your band or Cassie' Rachel asked him softly, looking him in the eyes.

'It's Cassie' was his quick response. 'Are you sure about this? Do you think we can do it?'

'Yes Finn. There is nothing more that I want.' Rachel reassured him. 'Are you sure you want to do this?'

Once again, looking Rachel dead in the eyes, he gave her his answer.

'Yes, I've never been so sure in my life.' He placed a kiss on top of Rachel's head as he gave her and Cassie another hug, this time, both reassuring each other.

'Finn?' Rachel looked up at Finn's face noticing the sadness in his eyes, hers portraying the exact same to him. 'Everything's going to be ok isn't it?' she whispered in need of hearing those five words.

'It's going to be ok' Finn whispered back as he rubbed her back softly. 'It's going to be ok'. They stay like that for a few minutes, for the first time, comforting each other knowing that somehow, they'll get through it together.

'Finny?' Rachel called once again bringing Finns attention to her face. 'You do realise you're going to have to let her date before the zimmer frame stage. And she will have to leave the house before she's in her 30's'. A small smile graced her face as she asked him, half joking, half serious.

'Not if I can help it' Finn replied with a small smile on his face.

The small burst of humour lightened the mood for a few moments but the sadness returned to the both of them instantly, mainly at the loss of each other's comfort.

Separating, Finn moved onto tidying up the breakfast mess while Rachel took care of Cassie and watched some Wiggles with her.

There was more to come today but what they both knew was they both agreed to a major commitment that would by no means be easy. Sacrifices would have to be made, lies would be told but it was what needed to be done.

Once finishing in the kitchen Finn phoned up his manager to let him know about the changes in the situation. After a much heated debate, Finn was released from the band 'until further notice'. Rachel took 2 months off of her production of Funny Girl.

With that sorted, Finn and Rachel now needed to strategize how they would convince others that they were a soon to be married couple. It helped that they'd known each other for over 5 years. All they needed to do was make up the little details like where they met, dates, engagement and the impending wedding.

They focused on this, making sure to get all the details right before the legal aid and CPS agent came. Build their case and make it strong. They needed to be convincing. It also helped that it took their mind off of their heartache.

As the morning went on a few of the neighbours dropped by to give their condolences and provide a few dishes. Finn's mother had also phoned to let them know that her and Burt, who'd been together since their graduation, would be coming to stay with Finn and Rachel to help them settle with Cassie and arrange the funerals.

At noon Santana, Sugar, Kurt, Blaine and their son Tyler had dropped by; the loss affecting the whole group who we're once a tight unit.

'I still can't believe they're gone' Kurt said staring into the distance as they all sat in the lounge.

'Sarah text me just yesterday, it's happening too fast, it doesn't feel real' Santana added, the most compassionate she's ever been.

'Trust me, we know.' Rachel replied with slight bitterness in her tone. 'At times I think this can't be real, that's it's a stupid dream and I'll wake up and they'll be sitting here with us, laughing and joking.'

'But it's not is it?' Finn added 'We can wish it all back and talk about it like it's going to bring them back but it won't.'

'Sorry, we didn't mean to drag on about it' Blaine whispered as he comforted Kurt.

'Don't apologise, Finn's just feeling the stress of it all, you haven't done anything wrong' Rachel didn't like the idea of constantly speaking of Sarah and Jason no longer being here, the pain was too much and the constant chatter about what may have been was beginning to get to her. She knew it was how Finn was feeling too since every phone call they've had since have offered them same thing and it was starting to get to him.

Finn sat in a corner of the room, not bothering to add anything else to the conversation the room silent for what felt like an eternity.

'What's going to happen to Cassie?' Sugar asked.

'Yeah, about that' Rachel looked towards Finn to see if he was in agreement on letting the group know. They decided that it may be best for those close to them to know the truth rather than letting a slip-up happen.

Finn nodded, signalling for the go-ahead.

'What's going on?' Santana sat up in confusion and worry.

'A family liaison officer came this morning and briefed us on what was going to happen with regards to Cass.' Rachel stood up and made her way to where Finn sat, letting him continue.

'Some attorney is going to come by later and someone from the CPS. Sarah and Jason left a will. If they have specifications about what would happen to Cassie if the inevitable happened then those would be followed. If there aren't and there is no suitable next of kin she will be taken in to care' Finn ran his hands through his hair in frustration.

'What? They can't do that. Surely you both have a say in the matter. You're both her Godparents' Santana questioned rather annoyed.

'Here's the thing' Rachel began as she clasped her hands together, pacing the room. 'Finn and I have decided to apply for the rights for her guardianship. Mrs Smith can't handle it and you know Sarah's parents aren't well enough.'

'Oh thank God for that' Kurt's tense body started to relax a little.

'Well it's not as easy as that' Finn stood up to stand beside Rachel as they spoke to the others sitting before them.

'Even if we we're to apply as singles the chances would be slim because she wouldn't have stability, it'd be like shared custody' Rachel looked towards Kurt and Blaine who knew how the process worked all too well.

'The only way we would have a real chance is if we said we are a couple' Rachel nodded in agreement with Finn while Santana, Kurt and Blaine shared a look.

'So you're going to say you're a couple?' Blaine asked for confirmation.

'Actually, in a moment of desperation, we kind of told them we were engaged' A small smile tugged on Rachel's face.

'We kind of need everyone's help in convincing them. That's if it comes to the worst case scenario. Don't be surprised if we act all couple-like in front of officials' Finn added as he try to assure the others.

'Oh trust us when we say you both won't have any trouble convincing them' Santana looked towards Blaine and Kurt who nodded in agreement, each of them with a specific smirk on their face.

'We're serious.' Rachel looked up at Finn who was looking back at her. 'If they ever ask, we've known each other for 5 years but started dating 2 years ago and have been engaged for 6 months. If we need to put on a wedding for them then we'll go as far as doing that'

'If it means we get to keep Cassie then I'll do anything and that includes going down the aisle with this one' Finn nudged Rachel, both giving each other a small smile.

Sugar, Santana, Kurt and Blaine, though amused at how oblivious Finn and Rachel were to their fakery being so real, could see where they were coming from.

'So what do we do to help?' Sugar asked.

'Nothing for now. If they need to do background checks and need references then whatever you guys can do to help would be great; mainly convincing them that we are a committed couple, committed to taking care of Cassie.'

'Like we said, that won't be an issue for the pair of you.' Blaine confidently told them, everyone else agreeing.

'We best be off now. Tyler will be up soon and I want to take him home before the tantrum. Let me know when dad and Carole get here' Kurt said as he walked over to the buggy with the sleeping child in it.

'We're going to get going too. Let us know if you need us for anything and about the arrangements' Santana and Sugar were getting ready to go. 'Give Cass a kiss from us when she's up from her nap.'

'We will do. Thanks for coming by' Finn said as they all said their goodbyes.

Once the house was empty the reality of the situation kicks in again. Finn doesn't not know what to do, everything feeling awkward and surreal. He needed to go back to his at some point but he didn't want to leave Rachel with Cassie alone.

Rachel watched out of the window trying to figure out what the future meant for them, their own lives as well as one with Cassie. Could they really take it all on? She was able to take time off her job but Finn was giving up his dream knowing it could be lost for good. He was a good hearted man when it came to Cassie but she didn't want him resenting them for it in the future.

Finn walked over to Rachel and stood beside her watching out of the window.

'It's not going to be the same is it?' He asked her.

'Are we doing the right thing Finn?' tears rolled down her cheeks.

'I don't know' is all Finn could say.

'I don't want you hating us if things didn't go to plan. You're giving up the band, Finn, you live and breathe that band' she turned her head towards him for a moment.

'Rach, I could never hate you or Cassie. And in any case, I love Cassie more. If it was the other way around Jason would have done the same thing' he moved closer to Rachel, standing behind her.

'Promise me you'll never hate us. Promise me you won't leave us. Promise you won't leave me' Rachel's tears got heavier but she refused to turn to face Finn.

'I promise' he said putting his arms around her and resting his chin on her head. They stood there like that, watching out of the window, for a few more minutes only being broken away by a phone call and Cassie's cries.

-O-X-O-

It was mid-afternoon when Burt and Carole had arrived to the house. They settled themselves in as much as they could for the coming week giving Finn the chance to return to his apartment to grab a few more of his things, including the guitar he occasionally played. Rachel also used this to her advantage, returning to her apartment to collect a few more things.

The attorney from Shuester and Sylvester still hadn't arrived and they began to wonder if anyone was coming at all. While they waited, Rachel and Finn filled Burt and Carole in on their plan; both of whom understood the reason for it and agreed to help. However desperate they seemed though Carole wondered about the strain this would have on the two 25 year old and whether this would actually break or make their relationship. It was the unfortunate of circumstances but Carole knew her son and she knew that Rachel was the only girl for him even if he couldn't see it. And although Carole didn't know Rachel so well she knew Finn was the only one for her. It was a maternal instinct that kicked in making her worry about their current situation.

'Are you sure you both want to do this? You do realise there is no backing out afterwards' Carole sat on the couch beside Burt as she spoke to Finn and Rachel who were sat on the floor playing with Cassie.

'Yes mum. It's for Cassie. She has nobody else' Rachel nodded in agreement with Finn

'We know it's not going to be easy and we know once all this is over some form of normality will need to resume but we need to keep Cassie with us, even if we do it separately. For the time being though we need to do it this way.' Carole listened to Rachel sensing the desperation in her voice and seeing it visible in Finn's face.

'We'll get through it together' Carole said sending them both a sympathetic smile. 'Actually,' Carole looked towards Burt who was standing by the window. 'We have something to tell you both.' But before she could continue there was an interruption.

'I think they're here' Burt said as he watched two ladies come up the walk way and knock on the door. He picked Cassie off the floor and walked into the kitchen with her; Carole following, 'We'll leave you both to it'.

Rachel straightened the cushions on the couch as Finn answered the door.

'Hi I am Marissa Adams from Schuester and Sylvester Law. I believe you have been told about my visit?' A brunette with slightly wavy hair said.

'And I'm Emily Lawson from the Child Protection Service' the woman with long straight hair and glasses spoke.

'Yeah, er Hi, come in' Finn let both women in and closed the door behind them.

'If you make your way in there' he motioned towards the lounge as Rachel waited to greet them.

'I'm Rachel' Rachel introduced herself to both women who did the same, 'Have a seat'.

Both women sat on the couch opposite Finn and Rachel who sat beside each other, looking to each other for comfort and in hope of some sort of good news.

Emily began 'I understand that you're both Mr and Mrs Smith's best friends and Cassie's Godparents'

'That would be correct' Rachel replied.

'How often do you both take care of Cassie? In terms of your relationship with her, how comfortable is she. I assume you both live separately'

'Well, actually' Finn took Rachel's hand in his as they shared a smile (they had to start the plan off somewhere) we're engaged. We spend every weekend with Cassie and she knows us pretty well.'

'We're the only other people who Sarah and Jason shared her care with. You know, like when she needed babysitting and so on.' Rachel added.

'That's fine. Where is Ms Cassie at the moment, can I check on her?' Emily asked Finn.

'She's right through there with my parents' He directed her towards the kitchen where Burt and Carole could be seen playing with the little girl. Emily got up and made her way into the kitchen as Carole introduced herself. Emily continued to speak to Carole and Burt while assessing Cassie.

'Right, as you may have been told, Mr and Mrs Smith had their wills written after Cassie's birth and had specified what was to happen to her if both of them had perished.' Marissa took out some paper work and set it out in front of her.

Rachel's grip on Finn's hand grew tighter, both of them tensing up and knowing that this made a major difference.

'It is said here that in case of the death of both these persons, Mr Jason Smith and Mrs Sarah Smith, Miss Cassie Berson Smith's legal guardianship would be awarded to Mr Finn Hudson and a Ms Rachel Berry. That is you and you' she said looking towards Finn and Rachel. A huge weight had been lifted off their shoulders; this news making things a little easier.

'The mortgage on this property is already paid for and is in Ms Cassie's inheritance. Given the circumstances they wish for her to be brought up in this house unless there are dire needs to move on.'

Finn and Rachel nodded along, glancing at each other every now and then as they listened to Marissa continue.

'Any money they have is to be left in an account for Ms Cassie until she is 18 when she will be awarded access. Is that understood?'

'Yes', Finn and Rachel replied in unison.

'Are you both willing to take full responsibility and guardianship of Ms Cassie Berson Smith?'

Finn looked towards Rachel, her eyes speaking to him.

'Yes', again, they both spoke in unison.

'I will need you both to sign these documents. I have to say, it has been made a lot easier with you both being a couple, we were under the impression that you weren't in a relationship given the details in the wills.'

'No, no. We're engaged and have been for a while. We met thanks to Sarah and Jason' Finn said as he pulled Rachel closer to him and she snuggled into his side.

'Well, this prevents the legalities such as custody issues, however, if you both we're to go separate ways this would be treated as any other case'.

'Yeah, no. We both understand, don't we' Rachel said as she patted her hand on Finn's leg trying to tell him to ease his tense body a little.

'Yes babe' he gave her a quick smile before turning their attention back to Marissa.

'If we are all in agreement, can you both sign the documentation, here and here' Marissa handed Rachel and Finn pens as they signed the three documents.

'Even with the wishes specified in the wills once these documents have been filed there will be a trial period for a month to see how the child and you are coping. If everything is fine and you both continue to go ahead with the impending application then you will be awarded official guardianship and legal responsibility of Miss Cassie. You will be given a hearing date in a month's time, while our friends at the Child Protection Service conduct visits and keep us up to date.'

Again, both Rachel and Finn nodded along anxiously having signed the papers. It was then Emily walked in with Carole and Cassie behind her.

'I expect Ms Adams has explained the legal side of things here. My role is to make sure Cassie's best interests are met and that her welfare is utmost important. She seems to be doing well for now but do note, in circumstances like this, when a child eventually starts to feel the separation and loss of a parent they do become agitated and are prone to tantrums and changes in behaviour.'

Rachel looked towards Cassie whom was quite content on Carole's lap for now but she knew what Emily was saying was true, and that eventually, Cassie would want her parents. The sadness was creeping back in and she could feel that Finn was feeling it too. She took his hand once again and squeezed it tight, giving him reassurance.

'It is important that Cassie has stability and routine for now. She will sense the difference and in a day or two she will be wanting her parents but you will both have to be strong for her. Furthermore, it's important that you're both strong for each other as circumstances like this could put strains on a relationship. With the loss of parents it is important that Cassie doesn't lose the comfort of a stable home with you two if anything should happen.'

Finn knew all too well what that meant and he knew that Rachel and himself would have to work around their white lie for Cassie's sake. He looked back at Rachel and could tell that she wanted this as bad as he did for Cassie.

'Right, I will need you both to sign some forms. We will schedule weekly or bi-weekly appointments to see how things are going and on Cassie's progress. We may also make unscheduled stops so do be aware. Here are the forms'

Rachel took a copy of the form and filled it up while Finn did the same.

Emily tried to make small chit chat but also found ways of testing the two.

'So, when is the wedding set for?' She asked them both.

'Wedding?' Finn looked up confused until it him, 'sorry, erm, in 6 months hopefully' he said a little hesitantly as he looked towards Rachel, telling her to agree with his eyes.

'We wanted a summer wedding' she continued.

'My little boys all grown up, who would have thought it' Carole chimed in for extra dramatic effect causing Finn to blush and send her a look of annoyance. 'You know, Rachel is the daughter I've never had and my son picked the perfect girl. It will be an honour to call her my daughter'. Rachel was now turning a deep shade of red and her palms were starting to feel all sweaty. It was just then that Burt walked in to take Cassie and called Carole away; something about a dishcloth.

Marissa stood up as Emily packed her papers away. 'Thank you both for your time. I am incredibly sorry for your loss and do hope that it gets easier with time.' She shook Finn's hand and then Rachel's.

'It was lovely to meet you both. If you have any concerns, please don't hesitate to call us on the numbers on top of the copies of the documents left with you. If we need anything we will contact you' Emily added as she too, shook their hands.

Saying their goodbyes Rachel showed them out. When she returned to the lounge she could here Finn confront Carole about earlier.

'What was all that about? I know we said we have to try to convince them but that was a little too far mum'

'What? It helped didn't it? And I wasn't completely lying. I really do like Rachel and she is like the daughter I've never had. From everything you've told me about her to the few times I've met her. Even now, the girl is heartbroken but she'll do anything for that baby girl in there.' Carole said as she watched Rachel and Burt play with Cassie on the floor; Finn looking over at them too in pride.

'I know mum but like I've told you. We're only friends'

'Hey, I didn't say anything about you not being friends OR being more than friends' Carole laughed.

'I have something to tell you Finn. We told Kurt over the phone but thought you needed to hear it face to face given the circumstances.'

A look of worry grew on Finn's face. 'What's going on?'

'The shock of Sarah and Jason's news caused Burt and I to do some thinking. Life is too short to let it go by without taking chances. So, Burt asked me to marry him and I said yes.' A smile graced Carole's face, the happiest he has seen his mother look in a long time.

'What? That's fantastic mum!' Finn grabbed his mother in a tight hug, almost choking up. 'When is the wedding?' he asked, excitedly.

'We're hoping for it to be next month. Like I said, it's no point in hanging around and we're too old for big shindigs.' Carole laughed. 'Actually, there is something I wanted to give you'. She reached into her bag and took out a small box.

'This is the ring your father gave me when we married. It's the only ring he ever gave me. I'd like you to have it and give it to who you feel deserves it.' Finn stared at the ring his mother handed him. For some weird reason, the only girl that came to mind was Rachel, but he shook that out of his head. Carole watched her sons face, his reaction telling her what she pretty much knew, turning towards Rachel.

Finn, overwhelmed with everything grabbed his mother for another tight hug.

'I have one other thing to ask you' she looked at him, slightly nervous. 'You wouldn't mind if I asked Rachel to be my maid of honour? I don't know of anyone else that would suit that role'

Looking towards Rachel who momentarily looked up to meet his gaze he gave his mother a simple answer.

'I think she'd be perfect, why don't you go and ask her?' he motioned with his face towards her, a smile on his face.

He and Carole walked into the living room, Finn congratulating Burt with a hug and a hand shake.

Rachel pretended like she didn't hear any of the conversation that happened in the kitchen.

'What's going on?' sensing the sudden buzz, she stood up to join everyone else.

'Mum and Burt and getting married next month' Finn replied like an excited child.

'That's, that's brilliant' Rachel, also sounding like an excited child who was wrapping Carole in a tight hug.

'Actually Rachel, I have something I'd like to ask you' Carole clasped Rachel's hands. 'Would you be my maid of honour?' She watched Rachel's smile widen and her eyes grow bigger. All the while Finn stood beside a watching Burt, watching the exchange between his mother and Rachel with pride; hoping that her answer was a yes.

'Me? Are you sure?' Rachel asked Carole, shocked!

'Yes, my love. I don't know anyone else that I'd prefer. And I did mean what I said earlier'

Rachel looked towards Finn, a smile displayed on his face, one she hasn't seen since the bad news from the day before. Her eyes had started to well up and she could tell Carole genuinely meant it.

'I'd be honoured. Yes, I'll be your maid of honour' Once again she gave Carole a hug, both in tears.

Finn also started to well up. 'Son' Burt said 'I was hoping you'd be one of my best men, Kurt being the other' he laughed.

'Of course' Finn said shaking his hand and giving him a hug. 'Are you sure Kurt doesn't want to be a bridesmaid?' Finn laughed, knowing that his friend and soon to be step brother would much prefer that role.

Carole made her way to Burt, Rachel behind her, coming to give Burt a congratulatory hug. Once the hugs we're over Rachel and Finn stood in middle of the room, both returning their attention to Cassie.

'She'll make a beautiful flower girl' Carole said as she made her way to pick her up realising that the mood was returning to sadness again.

'Yeah, she will' Finn muttered under his breath.

'I'm going to give her a snack, Burt, want to come and help?' Carole said as she walked to the kitchen, Burt following leaving Finn and Rachel alone.

'We did it!' Finn broke the silence.

'She's ours' Rachel's smile returned on her face upon the realisation.

'She is ours' Finn repeated as he grabbed Rachel in a hug and spun her around.

He returned her to the ground but they still had their arms linked.

'Thank you for agreeing to be my mum's maid of honour, that was cool of you', a smile crept on his face.

'It's an honour Finn. She's the best mum. You're lucky' she said looking up at him, meeting his eyes.

'We can share her if you like' He laughed making Rachel chuckle. It was nice to hear that chuckle once again.

They both looked towards the kitchen, observing Carole and Burt with Cassie.

'It's not going to be easy, and we'll have to figure out how to live our lives separately but together for the sake of Cassie' Rachel said reminding them of their predicament, Finn instantly dropping any contact with her.

'We can do it Rach. Maybe there is a light at the end of this dark tunnel' Finn put his hands in his pockets and moved towards the kitchen.

'I think there will be, eventually' Rachel said as she followed him.

The rest of the day went smoothly, the sadness and tears returning, but they all remained strong for Cassie's sake.

Evidently, Burt and Carole would be helping them both in more ways than they knew.


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