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So i have a new chapter for you (obviously with the update and all ), and i will have another one ready for you within the week - PROMISE - i have half written and i can promise its gonna be a long 'un. I'm even throwing some lemons in as we speak !

An AN of Nixxii would not be complete without my shameless pimping and show of gratitude towards my amazing Beta Emmy1512 - she rocks my socks ! ( if you havent read Close or Leave out all the rest then 1) shame on you *slap* and 2) go read it - once you've read and reviewed here of course !)

Also new chapter added to An unexpected turn of events - go read and review bbs !

Anyway on with the show ...............


Forever and a Day - Chapter 8

JPOV

Sometimes I think that Rose hates me. I haven't done anything horrific to her, like putting Nair into her shampoo, like I did to Emmett one time for an April's fools prank. I have never told her that she looks ugly; never interrupted her alone time with Emmett. I have never said anything untoward to her in the years I'd known her, but as soon as I got out of that car and she demanded that I drive with Emmett instead of with Alice, I knew it.

She despised me.

It's only explanation I can come up with for subjecting a normal human being to two hours of alone time with Emmett.

Horrible, I know, but I mean it in a nice way.

What I really mean is that being stuck in a car with Emmett for two hours, when you know that he knows you've just had sex, is a cruel, cruel punishment.

You see, if Emmett hadn't caught Alice and me in the car, then he probably wouldn't have figured out that we were together. And then maybe, just maybe, I would have taken her to a hotel room instead of the town house, because then he wouldn't have to know what we were doing. He could have thought we were still caught up in traffic.

Instead here I was, my post-coital bliss ruined in one sentence from my oaf of a brother.

"Is she any good?"

Now this is why I don't understand how people don't believe us when we tell them we're all adopted. How can anyone think that I would share genetic material with that?

I didn't answer and instead took my Ipod out of my backpack and switched it on and turned it up to full volume.

I expected him to protest and pull the ear buds out in a huff, but he sat staring out of the windscreen, smirking to himself.

We drove in near silence for about 5 miles, before I packed the Ipod away and sighed. I might as well get this talk out of the way now.

"Yes, she's amazing."

He snorted and his grin grew bigger.

I began to worry. I hoped this wouldn't be another one of those chats we'd had about the girls back home. I refuse to give him the low-down about it all.

I'd learned by lesson when I told him about Maria. God he never let me live it down.

His mouth opened a fraction and he turned his head to me.

Please don't ask for details, Please don't ask for details, Please don't --

"Do you love her?"

Not the question I was waiting for.

A surge of pride shot unexpectedly through me. I could admit it.

I had told Alice, but I was finally able to admit it to another person, without worrying about them telling her. Hell, I almost hope he does tell her.

I wanted to shout it from the rooftops and let every other person on the planet know that she was mine.

Finally. She was finally mine.

"Em, I love her more than anything. I can't describe it, you know?"

Surprisingly he frowned at this. I couldn't even begin to imagine why he would react like that.

"What? What's wrong with it?"

This was the reaction I had been terrified of. I really didn't want anyone telling me that my love for Alice was wrong. Nothing else can feel more right than when I am with her.

"Jazz, Alice has been though a lot. Rose told me what that prick did to her in Italy. I'm not saying you're like him, but I don't want her messed around"

I sat back in my seat taking in his words. He thought I didn't love her, he thought I was going to mess her around.

No you idiot, he said he doesn't want her messed around. Not that you are going to.

I've never wanted to pull my own brain out as much as I did at this moment.

His knuckle turned white as he gripped the steering wheel tight in his hands. His face was deadly serious.

"He played her. She thought he loved her because he slept with her. It never occurred to her that he just wanted sex. She believed all the bullshit he told her and then he threw everything back in her face."

Oh my god.

What if that's what she thought about me? What if right now she was telling Rose that I used her, that I was just another player?

No - no she said she loved you. She wouldn't think that.

Fuck that. If Emmett, my own brother could say it to me, then she was definitely thinking it.

"Pull over"

"What?" Emmett turned to look at me like I was crazy. Which to be honest, I wasn't really convinced I wasn't myself.

"Pull over, I've got to speak to Alice. They we're behind us right, so we could stop the car and they would see us and pull over too; then I could tell her. Em- I've gotta tell her that ain't me-"

"Jasper, shut the fuck up, I'm not stopping the car," he placed a huge hand on my shoulder to try and calm my nervous fidgeting.

"Emmett, you don't understand, what if she thinks that's what I'm doing?"

"I said shut up."

His voice was so menacing that I immediately shut my mouth by an audible click.

"Did you tell Alice you loved her before, after, or during you got into her pants?"

Taking that as my cue as being able to speak again I answered quietly, "before…"

"Would it make a difference if she never wanted to have sex again, and just wanted to lie next to each other for the rest of you lives?"

I didn't need to think about it.

"No"

He raised an eyebrow at me, questioning the truth of my response.

"As long as it was me by her side for the rest of eternity, I wouldn't care if we never did anything again."

I meant every word of it.

"Then how can you say you're anything like that? You love her; and she loves you. Problem stopped before it even started."

"If you knew that, why did you have to ask me?"

"I never said I didn't know it. I thought that you didn't know it. You had that look on your face. You know, the one where you look like you about to give up the best thing that has ever happen to you because of your stupid low self confidence."

Wait…

One- I have a face that says all of that.

Two - what the hell was he playing at? I flipped out and nearly freaked out to Alice because of his stupid games.

"You… er… I… I can't…" I couldn't put all my emotions into a sentence, so instead I settled with punching him on the shoulder and muttered "prick"

He smiled and turned up the radio.

"Great now we've got that cleared up… Details, man. Give me details."

Oh fuck.

BPOV

"Edward, were the hell did you fling my panties?!"

He smirked at me and shrugged.

"Why? They'll just come off later. Why waste time?"

Hmm he has a point.

I pulled my skirt down and hoped there wouldn't be bad weather in Salt Lake City.


Really they're both just like rabbits !

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nah she's read worse !

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