Hey guys! Here is another chapter. I want to apologize for the wait. I've been really busy. But I am going to try and be more consistent. Anyway…I want to thank the reviewers: Consmuzzled, and Megan for reviewing. I really appreciate the reviews. I hope you guys like this chapter.

If I can't have you chapter 9

I sat on the toilet and waited for the tests to be done. I kept the door closed so that Nate would have to wait just like I have to. I could hear him pacing outside the door, and that just made me laugh. Nate was so impatient. It was kind of amusing.

"Niki, baby, please hurry!" I rolled my eyes and sighed. No matter how much I tried to explain to that boy that I couldn't make the test work faster, he never listened.

"Nate! I told you before! I can't make the pregnancy test, test faster! You'll just have to be patient!" Nate sighed and I giggled a little. I shook my head and slowly stood up. I grabbed the tests and laid them about. I picked one up, read it and put it back down. I did that with every single one, and then walked to the door. I opened the door, and leaned on the door frame. Nate turned around and looked at me.

"Niki, baby, hunny, tell me what they said…." Stared at him and he walked closer. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me close. He leaned down and kissed my lips lightly.

"Niki, my sweet angel, please tell me what they said." I looked up at him and then looked down again.

"Nate…" I looked up at him and he looked down at me nervously.

"Nate…it said…WE ARE GOING TO HAVE ANOTHER BABY!" Nate broke out into a smile. He wrapped his arms around me tighter. He picked me up, and swung me around. He put me down and kissed my lips; he deepened the kiss, and then touched our foreheads together.

"Niki, did I mention how much I love you?" I nodded and Nate kissed my lips lightly. Nate put his hand to my stomach and smiled widely.

"I love our little baby already." I nodded and rested my head on his shoulder. He kissed the top of my head, and sighed. We stayed like that for a little while longer, but then we heard the front door open. We heard little feet running in, and we knew that our dear daughter Cassie was home. Nate and I went downstairs and was met by Cassie, sitting on the couch, smiling. She ran towards us and Nate picked her up.

"Mommy! Daddy! I'm back! Did you miss me?" Nate and I smiled, and nodded.

"Indeed we did sweetheart." Cassie smiled and Nate kissed her forehead. Cassie held out her arms and I grabbed her from Nate.

"What did you do at Uncle Gavin's house?" Cassie thought for a bit, and then answered.

"We watched a whole bunch of movies. There was this one movie and this guy got all chopped up. It wasn't a very nice movie." I nodded to Cassie and then looked at Nate. Nate smiled at Cassie and told her to go up to her room and put away her toys and clothes. She nodded and bounded off as soon as she was put down. I looked at Nate and crossed my arms over my chest.

"A scary movie Nate! How could Gavin do that to a poor little girl?" Nate shrugged and I sighed. I went and sat down on the couch and massaged my temples.

"Nate? How are we going to do this? We are going on tour. I'm pregnant." Nate sat beside me and wrapped an arm around my shoulders. He kissed the side of my head, then gently held my hand.

"Don't worry angel. We'll work it out." I nodded and sat there, until I realised something.

"Nate? Are you ready to tell Cassie the good news?" He nodded and stood up. He looked at me and smiled.

"Cassie! Come here for a minute sweetie. Your mommy and I have something to tell you." I heard Cassie drop her toys and come running down the hall. Well here goes nothing.

____________Shane and Becky__________

Shane sat there in the hotel room holding Becky's hair back as she was going through morning sickness. She sat back against the wall, and Shane rubbed her arm comfortingly.

"Shane! How am I supposed to survive this? How can someone survive through this? Cause I would really like to know!" Shane smiled at Becky and began running his fingers through her hair. Becky moved closer and sighed. Shane knew that that always made Becky feel better.

"Becky there is someone that you could talk to about this kind of stuff." Becky looked at Shane like she was desperate to know. Which she was.

"WHO?? TELL ME WHO??" Shane laughed at Becky and she pouted at him.

"Becky, Niki went through it all. She went through morning sickness. She went trough cravings. Everything. Maybe you should ask her how she survived." Becky nodded and then sighed. She looked down at her lap and started rubbing her tummy.

"But Shane, everything that I'd done to her. I abandoned her." Shane pulled her close and kissed her head.

"She's your sister Becks. She'll forgive you. She's really forgiving once you apologize and mean it." Becky nodded and looked up at Shane. She looked down at her and kissed the top of her head.

"Shane, what if she doesn't forgive me? What if she shuts me out of her life like I did to her?" Shane sighed and rested his head on Becky's head.

"Baby, believe me. She won't. she'll forgive you. Believe me." Becky nodded and then she froze, she leaned over the toilet and threw up again. Shane shook his head, got up and left the bathroom. A couple minutes later, he came back into the bathroom holding the phone. He sat down beside Becky again and she sighed. She grabbed the phone and dialed my number. A couple seconds later, Nate picked up.

"Hello Becky." Becky sat there shocked she couldn't believe that Nate knew that it was her.

"Umm… Hi Nate…Is Niki there?" Becky sat there hoping that I was. She didn't hear anything, and then she heard a voice.

"What do you want Becky?" Becky gulped and then looked down at her tummy and back up.

"Niki, I'm sorry. I really am." Becky sat there waiting for a response.

"I know that. I forgave you like a week ago." Becky broke out into a smile and let out a sigh of relief.

"Oh good. Anyways so um…I have morning sickness. And it's evil. I want to know how you survived." Becky heard laughing coming from the line, and she glared at the phone. This was not a time to be laughing!

"Becky! I am pregnant again! I haven't had morning sickness yet. I'm expecting it tomorrow though." Becky sighed, and said congratulations. But that wasn't going to help her.

"Becky, you have to wait it out. You can't really do anything to help it. And despite what people say, soda crackers and ginger ale don't help. They make it worse." Becky said okay and then sighed. She handed the phone to Shane and started again on the morning sickness.

"We have to go. Thanks for the help Niki!" She hung up the phone and held Becky's hair up some more. He sat there and tried to ignore the sounds that she was making. Becky finally stopped and looked at Shane. She got up, left the bathroom and walked to the couch. She plopped down and crossed her arms over her chest. She looked up at Shane and then tilted her head to the side.

"Shaney! Me and baby are hungry!" Shane sat down beside Becky and kissed her cheek.

"What do you want to eat baby?" Becky thought for a minute before answering.

"I wan Taco Bell, McDonald's, Wendy's and Subway." Shane's eyes widened and she stared at Becky with his jaw dropped.

"Becky! Why so much?" Becky stared at Shane innocently.

"Shaney! I have to feed two people! And our baby wants McDonald's, Wendy's, Subway and Taco Bell!" Shane sighed and nodded. Becky shot up and walked to the door; she opened it and ran out to the car.

"The things I do for my wife." Shane mumbled to himself before closing the door behind him and locking it.