"Does she know about us Mark, I mean this is the mother of your only son and I fill like I'm somehow doing something wrong here". Mark looks down at the beautiful blonde standing half naked in her bra and panties and the guilt starts to sink in. He and Sara had been seeing each other for about a month and he was torn between being faithful to Kat and getting to know Sara better. He had met her at an autograph signing and they had hit it off right away. Mark places both of his hands on her hips as she steps between his legs and then it happens she lowers her mouth towards his and straddles his lap he hears Sara moan as he massages her breasts and moves his hand between her legs and find her already wet Mark lets out a growl and he bends her over the side of the bed rips her lacy panties off and shoves inside of her. Sara throws her head back letting her long hair blonde hair flow down her back Sara moans as she tightens her pussy around his cock and he about cums on the spot he regains his composure and he begins a steady rhythm of in and out and he can fill her body tense up and she scream out her release as Mark pulls out and shoots his seed on the ass cheek as they are both coming down off of their orgasmic highs he cleans himself up and then her as he gathers her in his arms and they both fall neither one of them thinking about the Eli or Kat. The next morning Mark wakes up with a warm body next to his and he has to gather his thoughts he looks down at the top of the blonde head curled up like a cat next to him and he sighs he had just crossed a line that he swore he would never cross. But Sara was hot and she was beautiful and she let him experiment in ways that he would have never thought to ask Kat to do. Mark climbs out of bed and goes into the bathroom and takes a nice hot shower but the only thing flowing through his mind was not Sara but the woman and child that he had waiting for him to be home the next week. Mark was torn and he was angry at himself that he had let himself sleep with Sara but she was like a magnet and he had wanted her from the first moment he had meet her. He climbs out of the shower and dries off as he brushes his hair out puts it into a ponytail and then pulls his clothes on as he steps out and he notices that Sara is awake and is ordering room service for the both of them. He smiles as she orders a plate of scrambled eggs, bacon, toast and grits for himself and she orders yogurt and fruit and coffee for the both of them. She smiles as she reaches up and grabs his ponytail and kisses him he was hard again and he couldn't help it as soon as she is off the phone he bends her over the table and unzips his pants and shoves inside of her hard and fast Kat and his son no longer on his mind at all.

I was at work and I was actually dreading the work day ahead of me, I hadn't slept good in what seemed like weeks I was worried about Mark but I also had Eli to take care off. I smile as I unlock the door to my office and I notice that it was already unlocked I arch my eyebrow as I push the door open and I hear my friends yell "CONGRADULATIONS"! I scream and jump and all but lose my skin as Margaret, Lynn, Liz, Kevin, Eli, and some of the caregivers were standing in my office. I smile as I realize that they were congratulating me on just picking up my 1ooth client. Which was something a lot of companies could not manage to do but thanks to my wwf friends and word of mouth all of clients seemed 100 % satisfied with the services that they were receiving. They had gotten me a cake and ice cream and had decorated the office I was in tears as I go around and hung each of them as I thank them for being here for me and for being faithful to the company. The only one who was not here was of course Mark but I had learned to deal with that these past couple of months and it got easier each day. We cut the cake and serve the ice cream then I notice all the presents that are sitting on my desk I look at everybody and they all shrug their shoulders.

"We all pitched in and got you something's that we thought you would need in the office and would in the field". Kevin says as I laugh and Eli reaches his arms out for me I take him into my arms and he gives me kisses as I hand him back to Kevin so that I can open my gifts. By the time I got done opening the gifts I was in tears again Kevin had gotten a brand new computer for the office because they thought my other one was going to bite the dust anyway, the 2nd gift was a brand new stethoscope and blood pressure cuff considering the ones I had were the ones I had brought when I first got out of nursing school. The third gift was a brand new pair of hot pink danskos which I was in tears over I had always said that I wanted a hot pink pair of danskos but I never had the time to actually go out and buy them. I also received a brand new printer, the printer paper, and the ink cartilages that matched the printer. I was so happy and then I open the card that had Mark's hand writing on the front of it and I open it and read the card and I wipe the tears from my eyes, I also look inside of the envelope and I see a blank check and I about hit the ground. I never asked Mark for anything I always insisted on paying on my own bills but Mark was stubborn and he always had to have his way.

"Baby girl I know that I was not able to be there to celebrate you gaining your 100th client but I thought this might help with building that next office that you were talking about opening in downtown El Paso Texas keep in mind that I don't mind doing this and I want what's best for you and Eli don't get any ideas about not using the money because if I find out I will personally get on a plane, come to the house and light your ass up again don't make me do it.

I love you Mark.

I can't help but cry and fill sad because I would rather have Mark here with us celebrating than him sending me a card with a blank check inside but I smile and I thank everybody for their gifts as some of the girls had to go to work and we had business to take care of today. As the day wears on I can't help but wonder what Mark is doing and I pick up my cell phone and dial his number he picks up after 1 ring like he always did.

"Hey baby did you get my gift". I got to answer and then I hear a girl giggling and laughing in the background and I hear Mark shhh her I can fill my face getting hot and I'm madder than I ever had been so that's why he had not been home for the past couple of weeks.

"You shelf, arrogant, considered, no good, lying son of bitch! How could you? What the fuck did me thinking actually trust you to be faithful while I'm sitting at home taking care of your son all by myself!

"Kat"

"No Mark, don't Kat me fuck you don't ever step foot at my house again unless it is to see you son"!

I hang up and the phone and I burst into tears as I can't help but sink to the floor of my office and I just cry and cry until I fill like I can't cry anymore I hear the front door open and I peak up over the desk and see that it is Margaret she sees me peaking and she rushes to my side as she gathers me in her arms and I lose my composure again and break down sobbing again. My world had just been shattered and I didn't even know what to do with myself. She rubs my back as she tries to comfort me in any way that she can. Margaret already knew what was going on and her heart was breaking for her best friend Kat always wore her heart on her sleeve and she trusted Mark again only to have him shatter it again into a million pieces. Margaret helps me up off the floor and she hands me a napkin and I blow my nose as I gather my things and lock up the office, I had decided to close early today since that this stuff happened. Margaret helps me to my car and opens the door for me she puts me behind the wheel and then places my things into the backseat.

"You go home, take yourself a hot shower put on your favorite pj pants. I and the girls will be over in a little bit". That kind of brings a smile to my face as she closes the door and I crank my car up and head towards my house I pull into the drive way and I climb out leaving everything but my purse in the car I unlock the front door and I toss my purse on the couch and I climb the stairs to my bathroom where I strip off my clothes and begin to run the bath water while that is running I head downstairs completely naked grab a wine glass but then put the wine glass back and just grab the whole bottle of wine as I climb the stairs undo my ponytail and I sink into the water moaning as the water washes over my sore and tired muscles. I grab the bottle of wine and take a big sip as I set the bottle back down and I lower my head under the water and begin to lather up my hair as I wash and rinse and then lather up the rag and wash my body. I rinse off the soap drain the water and then step out of the tub as I grab a towel and dry myself off as I towel dry and comb out my hair and leave it long as fall onto my bed naked with the wine bottle still in my hand as I take a sip and then lay my head back on the pillows and then the tears begin again and this time it is sobs racking my whole body Mark had been my world and now he has crushed me again. Margaret had already planned to pick up Eli tonight so I didn't have to worry about him, and my heart sinks again Eli was so young and I had not planned on this happening but there was nothing I could do. I hear the front door open and close and I quickly slip on a pair of cotton shorts and a tank top as I head to the top of the stairs and I see Kevin looking around. He notices me and he makes his way towards the stairs as I descend the stairs and fling myself into his arms Kevin had become a big part of my life neither of us knew the sexual side of our relationship was over with but his friendship was all that mattered to me now. He wraps his arms around me and I begin to cry again as he carries me over to the couch and I just let it all out it was the only thing I could. Kevin runs his fingers through her hair as he couldn't wait to get his hands on Mark, he had booked a flight out tonight and he would get to the town raw was being held in the next morning. Mark had done some fucked up things before but to break this woman's heart again after she trusted him again was just wrong, as Kevin is holding a bawling Kat in his arms Margaret, Lynn, and Liz who is carrying a sleeping Eli come through the door Kat looks up and she rushes to the three women and they all embrace each other. Their friendship was solid and they were always there for each other no matter what Kevin grabs the baby carriage and he picks up Eli and lays the sleeping baby in his play pin to make sure he was comfortable. Lynn kisses Kevin and she hugs him they were all planning on being here for Kat rather she liked it or not Lynn sets the food that they had ordered on the counter as she turns and smiles at Kat who is wiping her eyes and trying to compose herself Kat was a strong woman and Lynn somehow knew that she was going to be ok. They all sit down to dinner and are laughing as Kat is making silly faces at Eli who is giggling and trying to poke her face as they eat she also feds Eli since it was so late she had to give him a bath and get him ready for bed. It was going to a long road but Kat somehow knew everything would be ok.

….

Kevin makes his way down the hotel hallway and makes his way towards Mark's room, he goes to knock but he hears giggling and moaning and his blood begins to boil. He bangs on the door until he hears Mark grumble and he swings the door open standing in nothing but his boxers and the woman who Kat had heard on the phone standing in nothing but her underwear, he motions her to get out and she scurries off the bed to get dressed and high tails it out of the room as Kevin steps inside as he does he lets his fist fly and it lands right on mouth and Mark falls backwards he grabs his mouth and shakes it off. He knew he had it coming he stands up and wipes the blood off of his mouth and looks at Kevin his looks like he is ready to punch him again.

"Care you fucking explain what the fuck you are doing"?! Mark sits down on the edge of the bed and he pulls on his pants and his boots along with his shirt and he runs his fingers through his hair.

"I got carried away Kat I will always love her but Sara is amazing and she is on the road with me. We are fixing to do a storyline together and I honestly didn't think anything would come of the relationship".

"Well you broke Kat's heart again! She trusted you Mark and you let her down again! What about Eli have you even thought about your little boy"?! Mark can fill the tears prick the corner of his eyes as he finally realizes that he hadn't even thought about Eli. He had to mentally smack himself he loved his son and he should come before any pussy. Mark makes a note in his mind to call and check on him as he turns to look at Kevin.

"I love Kat, I do but Sara is here and Kat is at home, I know that isn't much of an excuse but Kevin you have been in my shoes before put yourself in my place". Mark says as he puts his hair in a ponytail as he grabs his wallet, his cell phone, and his key card and makes his way towards the door. He asks Kevin if he has had breakfast yet and the big man shakes his head no. They make their way to breakfast as Kevin can't help but shake his head as they enter the breakfast area and Kevin goes straight to the food and loads his plate down and Mark does the same thing. They both sit down towards the back of the restaurant and begin to eat.

"I can't really explain how it happened it just happened, I meet her at an autograph signing and we hit it off really good she is into sports like I' am but I still love Kat with all my heart I hate that I hurt that girl and I need to make sure she is ok and I need to check on Eli".

"You owe her a damn good explanation the girl is head over heels in love with you Mark and yall have a child together Kat would have been better off if you would have just told you wanted to separate". Kevin says as he takes a sip of his coffee, Mark was his best friend but he and everything Kat had together he just threw it away over some random piece of pussy. Kevin finishes up his food and grabs himself another cup of coffee as they both look up and see Sara standing in the middle of the restaurant Kevin excuses himself and leaves Mark and the blonde woman alone Kevin planned on getting back home as soon as possible because Kat needed all the support she could get right now.

"I just don't understand why he cheated, if he was not happy he should have just told I and I would have been fine" I say as I take a sip of my coffee and I sigh it was 7am in the morning and Eli was still sleeping. I, Lynn, Margaret, and Liz were all sitting on the front porch drinking coffee waiting for the news that Kevin was coming home. I had come to grips with what had happened and I somehow moved on some might say a little too fast but this was the 2nd time Mark had crushed me and I couldn't dwell on the hurt forever.

"In fact as soon as Kevin gets back I need yall to take Eli for about a day or two I'm going to fly out to see Mark and talk to him face to face I'm tired of him avoiding my phone calls". Lynn, Margaret, and Liz all three look at each other with shocked expressions, I turn and to look at them and laugh their faces were priceless.

"If you think I'm going to have sex with him yall are dead wrong, I have my heart on lockdown now I have put all emotions out of it and my main focus right now is making sure Eli has his father in his life" I had already booked my flight and my stuff was already packed and waiting at the front door.

"Well just don't let him sweet talk you, we all know how he is in that department". Lynn says as she rolls her eyes and we all bust out laughing as I go upstairs to shower and get ready to leave today I was wearing a pair of white carpi's and a hot pink top, I left my hair long and I didn't wear any make up. I slip on a pair of flip flops and make my way down the stairs. Eli was just now waking up and Lynn was feeding him and giving him his Sippy cup. I kiss him and hug my friends as Kevin walks through the door now was the major problem getting passed Kevin, Kevin looks at me and arches his eyebrow as he sees my bags by the door.

"You're going to see to Mark aren't you"? I lower my head and nod as I fill his eyes on me he didn't like the idea one bit but he knew this was probably what Mark and she needed.

"Just be careful sweetie, we will make sure Eli is taken care of just don't let him mess with your head". Kevin says as he wraps me up in a hug and I grab my bags as I head out to the car and Kevin puts them in the trunk for me. He opens the car door for me and I sit down in the passenger's seat as he had taken it upon himself to take me to the airport. I roll my eyes but I knew it was coming Kevin was protective over any of us as he had become a major part of me and Eli's life. We drive to the airport in silence and I'm wringing my hands the whole time, I was nervous as hell but I had to go see him and talk to him it was time to face other. We pull up at the airport and he gets my bags out of the trunk and he carries them to the luggage department and I turn and hug him.

"Thank you Kevin, you don't know how much your friendship means to me and thank you for all your help with Eli he looks up to you very much". I say as Kevin engulfs me in his huge arms and I all but start to cry again but I compose myself and I say good bye as I hand my plane ticket to the lady standing at the terminal and I wave goodbye to him as I board the plane and I try to control my nerves I didn't know if this other woman would be with him or not but he was the father of Eli and he deserved to be able to see Eli. I close my eyes and try to get some rest it was only a three hour flight and I didn't want to look like a zombie when I arrived. The flight attendant announces that they are landing and I buckle my seat belt as the plane makes a rough landing, I look up and thank God as I grab my carry on and make my way towards the exit. I was in the city of grapevine Texas when though I was a Texan at heart I barely made it out of Houston a lot, I grab my luggage and make my way towards Stephanie who was waving me over we hug and she helps me with my bags as we walk toward the car I had called her earlier today and asked if she would pick me up and take me back to the hotel that all the wwe stars were staying.

"Kevin called and told me what happened with you and Mark. I'm so sorry Kat can I kick his ass for you"? I laugh as the driver greets us at the car and loads our luggage into the back and then opens the door for us as I slide into the black car I sigh as I wipe my sweaty palms on my pants and look over at Stephanie.

"I kind of knew something was going on, I guess you could say it was a gut feeling after he went back on the road after Eli's birthday he told me he would not be able to come home expect for two days once a month and you know Mark he was always wanting to see me and Eli. Well I called him one night to tell him we had just closed on our 100th client and I heard her laughing in the background. He told her to shhhh and I just flipped I knew what was going on and I didn't want to hear anything he had to say".

I let out the breath I had been holding while talking and I smile at Stephanie who knew how my temper was and we both bust out laughing.

"Well I can tell you this much Sara is off on some modeling photo shoots so she is gone for about three weeks and Mark has been a bear all week. Not because he misses her but because she is such a fucking nag"! Stephanie says as we pull up in front of the hotel where Paul was waiting for us, he swings me up into his arms as he hugs me and I all but fill the air gush out of my lungs.

"Hey girl! I'm so glad you are here, how is that little boy of yours doing"? Paul asks as he leads us into the hotel and gets me checked in. My room was also on the same floor as Paul's and Stephanie's and also the same as Mark's I roll my eyes as I take my key card and I thank the lady and we all pile onto the elevator as it zips us up to the 3rd floor and I thank both of them and I unlock my door toss my luggage down and I flop down on the bed. I look at the time and I make a quick phone call to Lynn to see how Eli is doing and then I close my eyes as they grow heavy and I fall into a deep sleep. Mark couldn't believe his eyes Kat was here and she had just checked into a room on the same floor as him. He hadn't seen her since the last time they had been together and it was killing him not knowing how her and Eli were doing. Yes he was with Sara but she was not Kat but he knew he had broken Kat's heart and there was no use of them ever getting back together again unless some sort of miracle happened. He turns to leave when he runs smack into Paul and Stephanie making their way back to their room.

"I guess you saw that Kat is here" Paul says as he looks at the dead man square in the eyes.

"She is here to talk to you about Eli, nothing is wrong with him but Mark that is your son and you haven't even taken the time to call and check on him ever since you meet that chick Sara"! Stephanie says as she looks at Paul, he knew Paul was upset with him about what had happened but it was all said and done now and he needed to get over it.

"Just don't hurt her, she deserves a good man and somebody who won't cheat and lie to her". Mark just lowers his head and makes his way down to the gym room to work off some of the stress that seeing Kat had brought on. He had to go see her before anybody else got the chance to talk to her, this was the mother of his child and it was time he started treating her some respect. He does a vigorous work out for about 2 hours and then heads to his room to shower and get dressed for dinner some of the guys were meeting down at the hotel's restaurant after tonight and he had been invited. As he stands under the hot water and groans as he remembers making love to Kat and how submissive she was and he looks down at his painful erection and groans. Sara was good and Sara was everything he thought he needed in a woman but Kat would always be his woman no matter what. He quickly brushes his thoughts clear as he washes head to toe and then gets out and dries off as he slips on a pair of jeans and a black Harley Davidson t-shirt along with his black boots. I look in the mirror and I smile, I guess this outfit was good enough hell it was just dinner at the hotel downstairs and for some reason I was a ball of nerves. I was wearing a blue jean skirt with a royal blue one shouldered top that had sparkles on it and I matched it with a black of black boots. Thanks to Stephanie, Trish, and Amy I wouldn't be needing any clothes for a long time to come. I brush out my hair and let it hang in curls down my back as I finish my makeup and I grab my purse and make my way to the door as I hear a knock and I swing it open as I see Mark standing before me. I all but lose my breath as I take in his look and that familiar scent of his tickles my nose. He was so handsome and the only thing he had to do was touch me and I knew it would be over with. I lower my head and blush as I think about the last conversation we had, if Mark and me were kosher he probably would have me over his knees in a split second and he would be lighting my ass up with the palm of his hand. Mark notices the blush that comes to her cheeks and he already knows what she is thinking about, he would give anything to have her naked on his lap right now with this palm lighting her ass up as she squirmed under him.

"How is Eli" The words are out of Mark's mouth before she can break the silence and she looks up at him and smiles. She takes out her phone and shows him several pictures of Eli walking, Eli swimming, Eli sliding on his stomach down the stairs, and the last picture was of Eli and him at his first birthday. Mark can fill the tears burn the back of his eyes and he shakes his thoughts clear as he looks down the mother of his child. She was beautiful oh so beautiful. Mark moves so fast that she doesn't have time to react he kisses her pushing her into the room and slamming the door behind me as he pushes her against the wall pinning her between his body and the wall. I wrap my arms around his neck and deepen the kiss as I he moves a hand down between my legs, moves my panties aside and shoves two fingers inside of me as I cry out. It had been too long since he had been with her and just the scent of her was driving him crazy, Mark picks her up and she wraps her legs around his waist as he pulls off her top and then unzips his pants. The urge to be inside of her was too much for him to take at this point, he shoves inside of her and I cry out as I can fill my body coming alive as stroke after stroke he is bringing me closer to the edge. Mark kisses my neck and then moves back up to my lips as he quickly picks up the pace and I throw my head back as I can fill that warmth spreading throughout my body. Mark then moves and we are heading towards my bed and he tosses me down and then reaches down and strips off my panties and my skirt and then takes off my boots as he settles back between my legs. I could not help the way I felt about Mark he was so much a part of my life I didn't care who the fuck Sara Frank was I had him first. I moan as he begins to slide inside of me it had been so long since I had felt these sensations that the fillings I had for him had been heightened. I wrap my arms around his neck and I look him into his eyes and I fill my heart beat faster no matter what he did I would always love him. Mark sinks all the way into the hilt and I wrap my legs around his waist. Mark couldn't help it he would always have fillings for Kat and right now Sara wasn't even on his mind. Mark begins a steady pace in and out of her tight wet sweet pussy and he groans as he kisses her plump lips and he pins her under him as he can fill her muscles tighten up around his cock and he almost losses it.

"OH MARRRKKKK" I moan out as I can fill my orgasm approaching but Mark denies me I look at him shocked and he rolls me so that I'm on all fours and he spears my legs apart and he slides inside of me again. I back my ass up against him as he grabs my hips and squeezes his fingers digging into my flesh as he reaches around and massages my breasts this man knew what to do to drive me wild. He moves so that I'm on top and I moan as I slide down on top of him and lean backwards as he rubs my clit at the same time. Mark was on fire for this woman and he couldn't help it he cock was as hard a rock and it didn't seem like it would ever go down. Mark grabs her plump ass cheeks and squeezes as she moves back and forth on his erect member. She was an absolute goddess and she was worth all the emotions that he was battling with inside of him the only thing was Sara was due back in three weeks and then where would him and Kat be. Kat leans forward and they kiss as he bends his knees and then begins to pump in and out of her sweet pussy as her juiciest begin to flow she arches her back and lets out a scream as her orgasm hits her and she falls on top of his chest as he shoots his seed deep in her belly and he buries his face in her neck as both of them are trying to catch their breaths. She had every intention of just coming here to talk about Eli yet here they were again wrapped in each other's arms and had just had some pretty awesome sex. Kat goes to get up but he grabs her arm and pulls her back down into his arms and he lets her straddle his lap as his already erect cock is pressing into her folds again. I moan as I try to get out of his vice like grip but he gets up and bends me over the bed and I'm helpless.

"You always will belong to me Kat, don't forget that"

"But what about "I begin to say but he shoves inside of me and both of us stop talking as once again we are lost in complete and total pleasure.

2 months later

I was at the office and I was sending out a couple of emails trying to get my mind off of the things that had happened over the past 2 months and I was miserable. After Mark and I had that little meeting I had decided then and there I would try my best to forget about what happened and accept his new life that he had with Sara. Who believe it or not was actually extremely nice I felt horrible but Mark was honest with her and that told her what had happened and she for some odd reason seemed to be ok with it. I moan as I fill my stomach begin to do flip flops and I fill extremely light headed and dizzy I lay my head on my desk as I try to calm myself when I hear the buzzer to the front door open I look up and Sara is standing in the middle of the office I smile I forgot that she was coming by today to see about getting services. I smile at her as I clamp my hand down over my mouth and make a b line for the bathroom and I empty everything out of it and I sink to the bathroom floor trying to catch my breath as I can fill the sweat pearling up on my brow, my stomach was cramping and then it dawns on me what my possible problem could be. I stand up and splash water on my face and I rinse my mouth out as I open the door and Sara is standing there with a concerned look on her face. I smile at her and try to act as calm as possible and I go to my front desk and ask her if she is ready to go she nods her head as I grab my brief case and a couple of the information packets and we head out to the car. I was so ready to get this day over and just get home take a shower and fall into bed. Sara looks over at Kat and she thinks she already knows what is wrong with Kat but she wouldn't ask her that she would let the woman tell her when she was ready too.

Later that day I dropped Sara off back at the office and head back to my house and I unlock the front door and I strip off my clothing and stand under the hot shower as I let the water flow over my tired body I quickly wash, dry off and climb into bed naked I had asked Lynn to bring Eli over a little later when I started to fill better. I close my eyes as I darkness surrounds me and I fall into a deep sleep closing the world out behind me. Lynn unlocks the front door and lets herself inside as she looks around for any sounds of life, she was carrying a sleeping Eli in her arms as she takes his bag and stuff inside and then lays him down in the pack in play and she closes the door and then heads upstairs to check on Kat. Kat was sitting up in the middle of the bed sipping on a cup of hot tea and munching on some saltine crackers. Lynn sits down beside her and wraps her arm around the woman and gives her a hug I smile at her and she probably already knew what was going on with me but I didn't want to say anything until I went to a doctor and found out if I actually was.

"Do you think you are pregnant? Lynn says as she looks at me and I give her a halfhearted smile, this was not supposed to happen. Of course Mark was the father but he was with another woman and he seemed to be really happy with her. I lay my head on her shoulder and I begin to cry I wasn't ready to be a mommy again was I? Lynn makes a phone a call to Liz and Margaret who instead of brining a bottle of wine over like they usually did they bring some ginger ale I smile at them as they both hug me and I sit Indian style on the bed.

"I do think I" am pregnant but I don't want to say I'm positive until I go see the doctor which I have an appointment in the morning so are yall going"? All three of them nod their nods at the same time and then we hear Eli downstairs, I rush downstairs and grab him into my arms as he is laughing and kissing me on the cheek.

"Mommy I missed you"! Eli says as he jumps down out of my arms and makes a b line to the downstairs toy room that Mark had built and set up himself it was a little boy's dream. He comes running back into the living room and looks around like he is looking for somebody and he pouts I already know who he is looking for. I bend down and hold out my arms to him he looks up at me with those same green eyes that his father has and my heart melts Mark had come by a couple of times last mouth and had spent a week with him and Eli loved it but he was confused because he was so use to Mark being at home.

"Mommy where is daddy"? I sniff back the tears that spring fourth to my eyes and I have to take a deep breath before I answer him.

"He is at work still baby but he should be home in the next week or so to see you, he is going to take you to the fair when he is in town and you will get to see Sara". Eli looks at me and he smiles my son was so innocent and I hated to see him hurt I would have to call Mark and see if you could get off of work at least a day early to come and see him. We go into the kitchen and start on dinner as Eli again jumps down out of my arms and makes his way to the toy room again I get started on dinner and put everything else out of my mind . That night as I'm tucking Eli into bed my cell phone starts to ring and I pick it up, Mark is on the other line and wanted to talk to Eli which was a good thing because I had somehow convinced him to come a day earlier than was expected to surprise him.

"Hey daddy"! Eli says as he has an ear splitting grin on his face.

"Hey baby boy what is my favorite little man doing"? Mark says as this was our typical night time routine, Mark would call Eli would pick out a book and then me and Mark would take turns reading it to him before he fell asleep. The story he had picked out tonight was Knights at the Round table and before me and Mark even finish Eli is fast asleep. I talk with Mark for a few more minutes and then I hang up the phone and get ready for bed myself I brush my teeth and then slip under the covers an sigh I was nervous and wasn't sure what tomorrow would hold but it was in God's hands and for some reason I was totally calm about the whole situation. The next morning my alarm clock beings to blare at 6am, I groan the girls had spent the night with me and I could already hear them down in the kitchen getting breakfast ready and talking about the excitement about possibly being an aunt again. I smile as I climb out of bed and go into the bathroom and take a quick shower, I shave and then wash my body off. I step out and dry off and I smile as I look at myself in the mirror I didn't notice any different in my body but the only different was my hips had flared out a little bit and my boobs were slightly swollen. I smile as I dress and comb my hair out and I pull it out in a ponytail. I dress in a pair of blue jean shorts and a tank top and slip on a pair of flip flops and head downstairs. I smile at my girls as they all hug me and all three put their hands on my belly as Eli comes walking up to me and he arches his eyebrow at me, I bend down and I look at him as I gently explain where mommy is going today and why we are going.

"I going to be a big brother"? Eli asks with excitement as I nod my head and he throws his little arms around my neck and I laugh. We all eat breakfast and make out way to the car as Liz is the one driving. I was going to the same ob. doctor that I went too with Eli and he was excited to be seeing me back. We pull up in front of the doctor's office and I wipe my hands on my pants as we enter the building with Eli on my hip. I sigh in and wait to be called back as Margaret and Liz are keeping Eli entertained I was so wound up I didn't know what to do. I look up as the nurse calls my name and we all enter as the nurse looks at me and I nod my head she smiles as they wait in another room while the nurse checks my vital signs, takes my weight and makes me pee in a cup. She leads me back to the waiting room as I tell the others to wait right there and I close the door behind me this was the moment of truth and I was not sure that I was prepared at all for this.

"Hey Kat, so good to see you again we are just going to draw some blood and then we will have your results here shortly". The doctor says as the nurse gets me ready and then sticks me with a the needle and draws out 1 vial of blood and then disappears from sight as I smile and try to think happy thoughts. I look up as the doctor enters the room and I look at him and nod my head I guess now was a good as time as never to find out what the actual results were.