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There is dream loving and self loving in this chapter, the story is rated 'M' for a reason and it starts here.

Chapter 9

(Bella POV)

I feel his firm but gentle hands on my hips as we slowly sway to the soft bluesy music playing in the background. His hands slowly travel up my spine, leaving a wake of heat in its trail. I feel soft kisses along my collarbone leading up to the side of my neck. I tilt my neck to the side to grant him better access. We slowly move over to the bed that is in the room with us.

He lowers her down, not stopping with the ravishing he is doing to my neck. He bites down on my earlobe and I moan in pleasure.

"Yes," I hiss "more."

He hovers over me, his kisses up my chin, before looking into my eyes. Brown meet Green and he leans in and engulfs his lips with mine. I feel a jolt run though my body. I pull him down to me, I need to feel his weight on me. My hands run up his sides until I reach the back of his neck. His kisses become more demanding, full of want and need.

I spread my legs allowing him better access to the deep ache I feel. Knowing he is the only one that can relieve it. I thrust my fingers through his hair tugging, pulling, grasping to get him closer. He moans into my mouth. I wrap my legs around his waist and pull him even closer to me. I feel the tip of his cock rub across my clit.

"Please" I beg "I need you"

"I need you too." he whispers back to me.

He pulls back his hips and quickly thrusts into me.

"Fuck" he moans "So tight."

I feel full, but wanting more. I begin to thrust my hips up to his. Grind my clit into his pelvic bone.

"Please, move." I continue to beg

Slowly he pulls back and thrusts forward, his hands grabbing my nipples. He takes one nipple and sucks it into his mouth while rolling the other between his forefinger and thumb. I whimper and pant as he bites down on it.

"Faster…harder…..please!" I cry out.

He releases my breasts and grabs my right leg bringing it forward onto his chest. He feels so much deeper at this angle.

"Yes…Bella…I'm close." He begins to pound into me, bringing me closer and closer to nirvana.

"Almost there," I feel the coil deep inside me getting ready snap free. I reach up and grab his face pulling it down and kissing him hard just as my coil releases.

"OH EDWARD!"

I wake up with a start, panting and sweaty. What was that? I mean I've had a handful of sex dreams but always with men that were totally out of the realm of my reality. Like Johnny Depp or Robert Pattinson. But Edward Cullen, still out of my realm, but in my reality. After our almost kiss two nights ago the tension when we see each other continues to rise. He comes down to see me at least twice a day, he is picking me up and dropping me off now also.

That was an argument of almost epic proportions. I finally gave in when he pointed out he drove by my apartment anyway so it wasn't inconvenient to him. Also, I didn't have to rush to the bus stop early, that gave me more time with Tony in the morning and the evening since I don't have to spend the almost forty-five minutes on the bus. He has also stayed for dinner the last two nights, since he won't let me chip in for gas money he agreed to let me at least feed him a home cooked meal during the week. I'm really starting to like Edward Cullen. I was wary at first, mostly because of the rumor and photographs I've seen online. He told me he hasn't gone out to club in over a year and a half. Most of those woman he was picture with were actually his cousin's dates any other woman was a relative of his. When I'm fixing dinner he entertains Tony, by playing with him or reading a story to him using Donald Duck and talking like him. It is a riot, I should record him and put it on You-tube.

I hear Tony stirring in the next room, I glance at the clock and notice it is about to go off anyway. I go to the bathroom, brush my teeth, and by the time I'm done Tony is awake.

"Good morning baby." I smile at him and lower the crib side. I grab a diaper and wipes from the end table and change his diaper. I bring him to the kitchen and put him in a high chair that Edward brought to us the other night. It belonged to him so I couldn't get after him for spending money on the baby. I still argued but like he said, it wouldn't be missed and it wasn't being used anyway, just collecting dust in the attic at his parents house. I fix his bottle and his morning cereal. With the child care books that Edward gave me I estimate that Tony is seven months old. I did that by using he teeth. His bottom two front teeth are the ones that finally broke through the gum. All the books said that happens sometime in the seventh month. So he was born in June sometime. I feed Tony then clean him up. I get him all ready to go down to Sue's then put him back in the crib so I can run through the shower real quick.

I turn the shower off and grab my towel. I quickly towel dry my hair and then wrap the towel around me and open the bathroom door. In the middle of the living room is Edward holding Tony and staring at me. His mouth wide open, his eyes raking over my body.

I can feel my blush from my hairline to my chest. "Um, Edward? What are you doing here, how did you get in?"

Edward is still standing as still as a statue, his mouth still open.

"Edward? Are you okay?"

"What, oh." Edward stammered "I'm fine, sorry. Sue let me in when you didn't answer the door, I was worried something was wrong. When we got in, we heard you in the shower, so I decided to play with Tony a bit." Edward drops his eyes to Tony.

I'm still standing in the doorway of the bathroom, in my towel, dripping water on to the floor. "Um, I'm going to get ready." I quickly said and try to rush pass them to my bedroom. Just as I round the couch, my toe catches the corner of it and I trip. I was able to stop myself from falling on the floor, but my towel didn't have the same luck as it did fall from my body. I catch it before it hit the ground, but not before I give Edward a shot of my boobs.

I look up and see Edward staring at me again, a light blush covering his cheeks and he quickly turns away facing the wall.

"Excuse me" I mumble and dash for my bedroom closing the curtain behind me roughly.

I can't believe I just flashed Edward Cullen. I'm horrified. The first time a member of the opposite sex sees me naked its like this. I quickly dress and return to the living room. I ignore Edward and go back to the bathroom to fix my hair and make-up. I return to my bedroom, still ignoring Edward and put my shoes on.

I start walking to the kitchen when Edward stops me by holding on to my arm. "Bella, don't ignore me. Please."

I stop and look at him.

"You have nothing to be embarrassed about. In fact I find it amazing how good you look even after having a baby."

My face flushes red again. "Err, thanks." I continue to the kitchen to fix Tony's bottles for the day.

I feel Edward move up behind me, "Bella, please don't let this come between us. If you want me to make believe it never happened, I will for you. So please, lets move on."

I turn around to Edward. "Alright Edward, it never happened." I smile at him. I pack Tony's diaper bag for the day, grab my coat. I pick up Tony, Edward grabs the diaper bag and we leave for the day.

*B*o*J*

(Edward POV)

Wow

The only word I can describe at seeing Bella topless. Her breast were firm and pert, and her blush ran almost down to her nipples. It was one of the sexiest things I've ever seen. The downside of seeing them was the hard on I haven't been able to get rid of since her towel malfunction. It took all my willpower and little Tony to turn my head away and give her the privacy she needed.

Now after dropping Tony off at Sue's place we are off to work. This mornings commute is strained. You know how hard it is to drive stick when you have a hard on? Its painful. We make small talk on the way to work, its awkward at times, but I think we can get through this. I was lying to Bella when I told her we could make believe it never happened, I know I would never forget.

We get to work and part ways on the first floor. Bella leaves the elevator with a shy good-bye, and I continue up to the offices. I get off the elevator, walk down the hallway to my office. I greet people as I pass, glad I'm wearing a jacket to hide my problem which has become beyond painful. I say a quick hello to Shelly and close my office door. I lock it, then head to my private bathroom, go in and lock that door too. I just don't want anyone to catch me while I 'handle' my situation.

I take my jacket off and hang it on the back of the door. I grab the hand lotion by the sink and bring it over to the toilet with me. I quickly unbuckle my belt, unbutton and unzip my pants and pushing both my boxers and pants down to my knees. I squirt some lotion in the palm of my hands and start rubbing my hard cock. I slowly move my hand up and down the shaft, twisting my wrist as I go. I imagine pink lips wrapped around my cock, teasing me with her tongue. Slowly taking my full nine inches in her mouth. Her brown eyes looking up at me through her long lashes. I bring my other hand down and start rolling my balls in my palm, pulling tugging at them. I imagine I can feel her increase suction on my cock, as I hold myself harder and speed up my pumping. Quickly I feel my orgasm approaching, I think about what I saw this morning, her perfect breasts with pale pink nipples, her beautiful blush. My orgasm hits me like a freight train.

"BELLA" I yell out, hoping no one on the floor heard me. I cum and cum hard and long. It feels like it will never end. Finally after the last shutter stills, my heart is going a mile a minute. Damn, I've never ever had an self induced orgasm like that. I open my eyes and there is cum everywhere. Great, now I have a mess to clean up, but god it was worth it. I just got done in the bathroom, cleaning up my mess, when there was a pounding on my door.

"Edward, why do you have your office door locked?"

I roll my eyes, instantly recognizing Alice's bell like tinkle.

"Hold on Alice, I'll be right there." I take a quick look in the mirror; making sure I don't looked like I just wacked off in the john, before going and unlocking my office door.

Alice bursts into my office like a hurricane, wearing the most stylish lady's business suit I've ever seen. It was deep purple skirt with a matching Jacket and pumps. Her blouse was a creamy color, her hair black as night in a short bob. Her blue eyes looking at me with mirth. "Why was the door lock Edward?"

"I don't know, it must of happen accidentally." I try and shrug her off. I walk over to the desk, start up my computer and sit down. "Not that I'm unhappy to see you this early Alice, but what are you doing here today? I thought you took this week off."

Alice skips over to the front of my desks and looks down at me, which is amazing since she is five foot nothing in size. "You haven't been returning my phone calls. Your suppose to come to Jazz's place for New Years, you still haven't RSVP'ed."

I groan and lean back in my chair. I was hoping I could spend New Year's Eve with Bella and Tony. "Alice…I'm sorry, I forgot, but I really don't want to go alone. I was just thinking about staying in and watching the countdown on TV."

"No, you haven't been to one New Year's party since Jazz opened five years ago, you promised last year you would go this year. Don't worry about going stag, I got you a date!"

"What? You think I'm unable to get my own date?" I fumed. Just because I'm not a man whore like Emmett the family thinks it needs to set me up with people. Yes, people, one time Aunt Carmen tried to set me up with her neighbor's son, she thought I was gay! That was a awkward Thanksgiving.

"Yes, her name is Kate she is a buyer from Macy's. She has seen you around and is interested." She gives me a piece of paper with the name Kate Denali and her number. Wait Kate Denali?

"Kate Denali? That's Tanya's little sister. She wouldn't leave me alone when I was dating Tanya." She would groap me at any function where Tanya and I showed up at. "Why on earth did you set me up with her?"

"She's grown up Edward since you last saw her, give her a chance. Give her a call so you can set up the time to pick her up."

I debated if the risk is worth it. I was leaning towards the negative until Alice hit me with her puppy dog eyes. "Please Eddie, for me?" she pouts and quivers her lower lip. Damn little pixie.

"Fine, I'll call her." I grab the note from her and shove it into my desk drawer.

*B*o*J*

(Carlisle POV)

I snuck into the file room early this morning. I need to check something. I don't turn on the lights, I don't want anyone to know I'm poking around in here. I've been watching my son the last few days and he keeps hanging out with Isabella Swan. From checking the computer there is no record of any dependants, but I want to make sure and check the paper copy of our record. I reach the proper file cabinet and begin my search. I stick my little pen light into my mouth and pull the drawer open. I find the right file and begin pulling it out. It was wedged in there pretty snugly. I give it one good tug and three things happened at once. The door flew open, the file came flying out, and the light turned on. I fall on my ass and the pen light that was being held with me teeth I'm trying not to swallow.

"Hello? Is someone in here?" I hear a woman's voice call out.

I hear high heels clicking on the floor coming closer to my hiding spot behind the cabinets.

"Hello?"

I finally spit out the flashlight which goes flying right into the medal cabinet with a big bang. The footsteps come running to where I sit. Angela Webber finds me in a heap on the floor with papers all around me. Not only did I pull the Swan file but about five others came with it.

"Mr. Cullen, sir, are you alright?"

She offers her hand up and I wave her off. I use the file cabinet to get to my feet again.

"I'm fine Angela, just was having problems pulling a file. Could you get someone in here and clean this up for me. I need to get to my office, I forgot I had an appointment." I hurry out of the file room and rush to my office.

I sit down at my desk, pull out a drawer and grab 2 pain pills. I think I cracked my tailbone. Talk about a pain in the ass.

What to do about Edward. I positive he is keeping something from his mother and I. James said Edward came by the other night and got something from the attic. He didn't see what, but I think when I get home tonight I'm going up there and see if anything is missing.

*B*o*J*

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