As soon as I finish the song, I sigh as I group text the group named "Packs" in my iPhone.

GROUP MSG: So... I'm supposed to text or call one of you so someone cam stay with me while Paul is at work...so... one of you decide who is going to come with me. I'll be in the woods behind the Lahote house. Not that far in mind you. Just to the clearing that's all.

I hit send and grabbed my yoga mat from Paul's closet. I debated putting on shoes on or not. I decided on no shoes. I ran out the back door with my headphones in my ears and listening to random Elton John and Billy Idol songs. As I ran through the forest to the clearing I feel like someone's padding behind me. Figuring it was one of the wolves, I don't look behind me. When I hit the clearing, I place the pad down and look around me. I don't see a wolf. I look at my phone and realize that I never actually sent it. Damn reception. I hit send and put myself on full alert.

Leah: I'll be there in ten. Whatever you do, don't leave that spot Bellsy.

Me: I won't, but I think someone is following me out here. I thought it was a wolf but no one is here...

Leah: Be there in five. Again don't move!

Me: Again... Not moving!

Putting the phone back into my pocket and look around me. I see no one is around so I lower myself onto the mat and begin to meditate. Concentrating on my breathing, I start counting breaths until I could feel myself releasing the tension. I begin focusing on my breaths and my heartbeat. Ever since I discovered my ability, I've taken great measure in insuring that I know how to calm my heart rate.

I hear another heartbeat approach and I open an eye. I see Leah approaching me. I smile at her and return to my meditation. I can sense her run off and I figure she's going to do a small perimeter run around me. I return to my breathing exercises, until I hear the same padding coming from my left. I open my eyes on full on alert as a young blonde headed vampire from my not so distant past standing directly on Rez lands. Jasper Hale-Whitlock. My heart begins to race in fear. Not just for my own life, but for his. It is forbidden for vampires to come onto this land.

I stand up off my yoga mat and I try to get my heart rate under control. Not just for mine or Jasper's sake but for the sake of Leah. But it's not working. My vision begins to blur and I begin to shake. I hear a female voice telling me to calm down as I focus on Jasper's now floating crystal clear form. My phone begins to ring and I start to feel Leah's hand on my shoulder telling me to call down.

I look at Leah and she's mouthing for me to calm down. I begin to hone in on her voice and I feel myself start to calm down. I see Jasper take off and I don't try to stop him. Energy drained, my knees give way and I start to fall. Leah catches me and looks at me.

"Are you okay, Bells?" She asks as she settles me onto the ground near my yoga mat. I nod as I feel my head begin to ache.

"Take me home? I ask. She nods and rolls my mat up and hands it to me. My head is hurting with a pounding headache. She scoops me up all bridal style and runs back to the Lahote household. She sets me down on the couch and I immediately lay down. I glance over to where she's standing at the door and I see she is on the phone. More than likely with Sam and Paul on conference call. I sigh. Today was supposed to be stress free and all calm like.

Something is bothering me. Why didn't Leah freak out or question my ability? She looks at me while she is still on the phone and says, "Yeah she's fine. Laying on the couch looking at me funny actually." I stick my tongue out at her and she laughs. I put my arm over my head and lay like that for a few minutes until I hear Leah hang up and come back into the living room. She has a glass of water and an energy bar.

I shake my head as I sit up and take the water and take a small drink. I look at her with a quizzical look and she sighs.

"You do realize that all of the wolves know about your little gift, right? Paul has shifted since he's seen you floating." Leah pauses to look at me before she continues. " So basically we all know. And told us about that one dread haired vamp. That's mainly why someone is always with you. Well that and to make sure that you are safe from the evil ex-boyfriend vampire."

I stare at her blank faced. How could I have forgotten all about the shared hive mind thing that the packs have? I shake my head and smile at her. "Now that you have seen me in action what do you think?" I ask timidly. I look her in the eyes and she genuinely smiles.

"Scary shit, not going to lie, Bells. But I am curious as to why you were so focused on the vamp like that. From what Sam said, that was a Cullen. I thought you liked all the Cullens. And how was I able to talk you down? Paul said that it's usually impossible for you to do." She looks at me skeptically.

I laugh a good genuine laugh before I answered her. "I did like them. Before they abandoned me and left me in a trillion broken pieces. I was scared. Scared that I would hurt you and him. Honestly, I was afraid for him. He was on tribal lands. I was in serious panic mode. Because I didn't want any harm to come to either of you just because of my power. So when you made physical contact with me it brought me back to my senses and calmed me down enough for him to escape and for me not to hurt anyone." Looking back on the memory, I remembered hearing my phone ring. I pull it out of the rolled up yoga mat and look at the number. It's Alice. Mary Alice Brandon Cullen. I can feel my heart rate get higher and things begin to shake around me. Leah's eyes immediately go to my phone and she realizes why I am beginning to freak out.

"Bells, calm down. It's going to be okay." She coos, "You gotta look at me and breath Bella. BELLA! LOOK AT ME!" I looked from my phone to Leah's face. She kept repeating "You are going to be okay, calm down," over and over until everything stopped shaking. I closed my eyes and handed my phone to her. I couldn't deal with this right now.

All I want at this moment was to live Cullen free and spend the rest of my life here on the Rez with Paul and the wolves making my music. Speaking of music, My fingers are itching to play. I look around the room and my eyes land on Pauls acoustic guitar.

"Hey Leah, hand me that guitar?" I ask pointing to it on the other side of the room. She gives me this quizzical look, but goes and gets it. Handing it to me she smiles before she heads into the kitchen. Silly wolves and their huge stomachs. I begin playing with a few melodies before I find one that won't get out of my head. The more I play it, the more that I like it. I begin to put words to the melody. I start out humming it at first. Slowly, I begin to sing it softly. The more that I play, the louder I sing.

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry

call I'm desperate for your voice

I'm listening to the song we used to sing

In the car, do you remember

Butterfly, Early Summer

It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet

I was born to tell you I love you

and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight

Stripped and pollished, I am new, I am fresh

I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh

Because every breath that you will take

while you are sitting next to me

will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?

I was born to tell you I love you

and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home

( I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

I was born to tell you I love you

and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight

I was born to tell you I love you

and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight

(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

A/N: I bet you all hate me :( I am so sorry it has taken me forever. I've just started playing Mass Effect again and I've been writing a story for that as well! Thank you all of you who review! And also thank you for all of your support with the follows/favorites! Makes me so happy! I will be going on summer break soon so the updates will be more frequent! As always guys, R&R! -Jelly-