The air felt so…tense.

"S-So!" I said louder than I should, "I didn't know you were rich, haha" I said laughing awkwardly.

"Does it matter that I'm rich?" He asked and I suddenly felt like things got serious.

"Ah, no. I didn't mean it like that, I don't care if you have money." I would still be his friend regardless, besides that I've never had many friends, besides my family…no one really.

He smiled and I had to look down, I feel my ears are burning. "That's why you're my friend." He said and I heard him getting closer, "Do you feel I'm your friend Sakura?" He asked and that question made me look at him, but he was a lot closer than I thought he was and I couldn't speak. My face feels hot.

"Yes." I answered but looked away; I didn't know if he's seen my face.

"Then please tell me why you called your sisters this morning after I left from here to tell them you were sad." He said getting closer to me and I backed away from him. At some point my back hit the wall and I was a cornered animal. "Look at me." He said grabbing my chin and tilting it towards him to see my face. I saw the look on his face when he saw me, he froze for a couple of seconds. Did he figure it out?

It was quiet I couldn't look away; my heart was beating too fast and my brain couldn't think straight.

"Do you like me?" He asked hitting the nail on the head and I didn't know how to respond. I just stared back at him, what was he seeing through his eyes? I've never felt this way, I don't know what face to show him.

I'm guessing he got tired of my silence because he inched his face closer to mine and I felt like I couldn't breathe. "Do you like me?" He asked again but this time his eyes were so close to my own that I only saw his eyes staring at me. Are my pupils dilating? Is my body betraying me?

The next thing I know his lips were pressed against my own and my eyes closed against my will. I tried to push him off but it was as if I had no strength. He didn't even budge; he grabbed my hands and held them against the wall so I couldn't move them all the while never breaking the kiss. I can't continue this it's too much.

I suddenly felt his tongue begging for an entrance and I granted it, why is my mind and body thinking different things? His tongue was dancing with mine and my knees got weak, I began to fall to the floor but Sasuke placed his arms behind my back and pushed me closer to his body.

Why am I not stopping this? Is this what I really want?

"I won't ask again," he said brushing his lips against mine, and I didn't think there was a point in lying anymore.

"Yes…" I admitted getting extremely shy about it.

"Do you want to make love…one last time?" He asked and I couldn't deny my heart anymore.

"Yes." I said not thinking clearly and he carried me to my bed. I should stop this!

He placed me down gently and I felt like I was his wife, which made me mad. What happened to keeping our distance? So I can't be his friend without making him cheat on his wife?

He began to kiss my neck and I couldn't help but voice out my pleasure. This felt so weird, but every time I looked into Sasuke's eyes I couldn't deny that I loved this moment in time. When did I start liking him so much?

"What about your wife?" I asked.

"Tonight you're the only women I care about; she won't even be in my thoughts." He replied and it made me really happy, but at the same time I knew that it was I that could not stop thinking of her.

"I heard you guys have sex…." I suddenly said and I wished I kept my mouth shut, "that's why I called them crying, but I didn't tell them anything. I just felt really sad and I needed to hear their voice." I told him honestly, I really do think of him as my friend…he just so happens to be the friend I love.

"I will never have sex with any other woman if that makes you happy." He said before thrusting it in and I suddenly felt a wave of pleasure erupting from me. There were no more thoughts of anything other than Sasuke. How can it be that something so wrong feels so right? Though I never wished to be the other woman I can't help but become it with him. I do not want to see Hinata saddened by adultery we are committing but I could not stop something my heart was bleeding for.

At some point I just wanted to stop the ache in my heart that yearned to be with this man in front of me. I do not believe that I feel this was because he is married, or because we're doing something wrong. I believe that I would love this man and that is why- Whoa!

What did I just think? Love? I love this man? I mean I guess I truly have to love someone for me to do this when he's married to another.

But I cannot speak my recently found emotions while we're having sex, then it looks like I'm just saying because we're having sex and he'll be obligated to say it back. I want him to mean it.

Just when the thought left me his hands caressed my check and he forced his lips on mine; I felt like I was melting under his touch. My heart beat was going crazy and I wondered if he could hear it, it was so loud to me.

He suddenly began to go faster and I was lost in a moment of ecstasy. The next thing I know I'm waking up to an empty bed with no trace of Sasuke to be found. Did I dream all of that?

I put on some clothes and went to make breakfast as I gathered my thoughts. Once on a plate I sat down in hopes that food would clear my mind, but someone knocked on the door and I stood up to opened it.

"Morning!" Came the greeting of my sisters which means yesterday couldn't be a dream .

"Morning." I replied, not as enthusiastic , thought they didn't notice. My thoughts began racing as to why Sasuke isn't here.

"We just came to give you this chocolate cake we forgot to give you yesterday. We're on our way to work so we'll help you eat that when we get back." Temari said as they hugged me and went on their way.

I went back to my food with new thoughts floating around in my head; I dug into my food before it got any colder as I thought of the next thing I'm going to do once I'm don't eating.

I should call Sasuke…just to ask if he wants to hang out or something.

Ah! I feel like I'm being over attached now…but I really want to see him. What's this weird feeling in my chest? Almost as if something was being tugged. Ok , that's it I'm calling him.

I dialed his number and my heart fluttered in anticipation to hear his voice.

"Hello?" I heard his voice say, almost in an annoyed tone.

"Ah, its Sakura is now not a good time?" I asked wondering if I shouldn't of called after all.

"No it's fine, in fact I'll be over in a few minutes." He stated and I suddenly got nervous.

"Ah, ok. See you soon. Bye." I said which he only replied with "Bye" before hanging up.

I quickly finished my food before brushing my teeth and hair; then I heard a knock on the door and my heart jumped in excitement. I basically ran to the door to open it; I had a big smile on my face…but he did not. His face looked grim in a way; it quickly made my smile fade. He entered my house and I closed the door.

"Do you want something to eat? I have-" I asked but was interrupted.

"No, thank you. This will be quick." He said and my heart dropped, what is this? "Sakura," He began but I did not like the way he said my voice, "I'm afraid we can no longer see each other, or even be friends." He said bluntly and I felt like he chocked the life out of me. I didn't know what to say, I looked down in attempts to hide my pain, but I'm sure I failed.

"I don't understand." I said fighting back the urge to scream out my pain

"We just can't be close to each other anymore. I'm sorry, good bye." He said before walking out of my door. When the door closed I could no longer be strong my feet gave out on me and my body hit the floor. The tears kept falling and I felt like something was crushing my chest making me unable to breathe.

I didn't know how long I stayed on the floor but I suddenly heard knocking on my door and somehow got the strength to go to the door and open it.

"Now let's eat that cho-" Temari started when I opened the door but stopped when she saw my face, did I look that bad? "Oh my god! Sakura what happened?" She said going into my house before the closed the door.

"You look like you've been crying for hours." Tenten said looking concerned.

"What happened Sakura?" Temari said in a demanding tone, but I knew that how she showed she cared.

I walked over to my room before sitting on my bed.

"I'm sorry sisters I have lied, Sasuke was not a friend…he was the guy I-" …loved… "liked, and he was also married, he is also my next door neighbor, I don't know why I did it…I … we had sex and I don't know … I didn't want to be this girl it just sort of happened, and now we're not even friends…I really wanted him to be my friend. I'm so stupid!" I said rambling on about everything and nothing; they sat there and listened to everything I said, never judging or disagreeing, just nodding. By the time I was done I was crying water falls again.

"I really thought…. I loved him. I felt something…I could not explain towards him." I suddenly said and I wished I had not spoken them because now I can't lie to myself.

"Aw come here Sakura." Temari said as she pulled me in for a group hug, "We're here now… it's going to be ok." She said in attempts to comfort me…and it did make me feel better.

"Let's eat that chocolate cake and forget about guys; tonight is a girls night. Tomorrow we hunt for new men." She said in determination and I smiled at her, "Yea." I agreed taking their offer at comforting me. Hopefully I get over my love for Sasuke and find a new love.