I don't want to appear like a lazy writer, but in my country is already 5.10 a.m . I just want to put my head on a pillow, so I didn't check gramatic, again. I'm sorry for any mistakes.
"So wait. Let me get this straight. You broke up with Shane for Paige?".
"I did". Emily nods with a bit of her bottom lip.
"So….What about Heather?".
"Paige is thinking on how to do it..You know, to break up with her". She says with a blush in her face.
"Awww…even if I still don't get use to the idea cause you've been friends for a long time. I still kinda thought this would happen. Paige's a sucker when it comes to you".
"We aren't anything".
"Yet"
"Yeah, but..Heather is still involved. So I'm not rushing into anything".
"Have you and Paige..You know, acted on your feelings?".
Silence, just silence was Emily's answer. Blushing all over her face as she remembered yesterday's events.
"Holy, shit. You had sex with her!". The girl pointed to a guilty Emily at her front.
"Han, No!.. We haven't". She exclaimed as Hanna's face felt.
"Why did you stayed quiet then?". She says pouting.
"We….Kissed a little". Emily says biting her bottom lip shyly.
"You know I don't approve of that type of acts, cause I wouldn't like someone cheating on me…But I get it. Breaking up with someone is not an easy task to do".
"I tried so hard Han…. I thought this crush was going to go away… but..".
"It didn't. Right?. It wasn't just a crush".
"No". Emily denied with her head.
"What do you feel Em?".
"I love her".
"As in?".
"As in, I'm in love with her". She says blushing all over.
Then Hanna squeals as she clapped her hands together.
"What are you going to do now?".
"I'll wait for her and I'll try to talk to Shane once again".
"He needs to absorb the news. It was kind of sudden, everyone would react that way".
"Yeah". You say dropping your head to look at the floor.
"You had to do it Emily. You did the right thing". Hanna says rubbing Emily's arms.
"I cheated on him…. I swore I tried not to but..".
"Paige". She simply says.
"I couldn't hold it…I tried so hard to deny everything". Emily says in a shaky voice as tears started to flow.
"We all made mistakes… You were wrong. You didn't want to cheat, but the bond you and Paige share is stronger. You tried to stay in there for Shane, but in the end we all know it was going to be a farce".
"I just want things to be good again".
"They will be. Shane will be back as your friend. You just have to give him time".
"Thanks Han". Emily smiles grateful as she put her head on Hanna's shoulder.
"You know I'm always here".
"Where are you…. It's almost six. Dinners are at 9. Come on Paige".
"I'm going, I'm climbing on my bike, Spence. I'll be there in ten". You say over the phone as you put the key on the engine.
"See you then".
She hang up and you put your cellphone in the inside pocket of your jacket.
You still could not believe what happened at the cabin, it makes you smile just at the thought of it. You've been on cloud nine for the last two days.
You knew the news. Emily's single, and you fucking jumped like a kid on Christmas. She called you really late that night to tell you and you could hear the guilt in her voice as the mention of Shane's name. You understand, he was or is a big part of the girl's life and hurting him was something Emily didn't wanted to do, but for them to be together it has to be done.
She asked you to come over that night, but you were packing all over again to go to your grandma's house in Long Beach as your parents told you to go with them to exchange Christmas presents. You haven't had the time to end things with Heather, and today is obviously not going to happen either, is new year's eve, you can't be that stupid to cut things with the girl in a festivity in where all is joy and nothing hurts.
You all have this tradition to get together at the lake before going back to you places to be with your families. You were going to see Emily. God, how'd you've miss her, you just wanted to hug her with all you have and kiss her for hours. Heather. She comes straight to your mind, you're not single and you have to do it, just another week or day and you'll do it. You shake your head at any remaining thoughts as you speed up your bike.
/
It was minutes later that you turn into the grassed pathway with your bike as you notice the different kind of cars in the distance. You tilt your head to your side as you saw a familiar jeep parked in there. That meant, Shane was here too.
The roar of your engine turned a lot of head as they saw you approaching, but thanks to your polarized helmet you could keep looking straight at one girl. There she was, trying to hide what it could look like a huge smile trying to creep out of the brunette girl's mouth. You smile at the sight, it looks like you weren't the only one anxious to see her.
You parked your bike a few meters away from the group as you turn off your engine, putting your helmet off of you as you put it in the back of the bike's seat, you climbed off. Everyone was sitting on the edge of the frozen lake with warm clothes.
The First one to stand up was Emily, followed by everyone as she started her walk to greet you. Don't smile too big, stay calm, don't you fucking dare to sound anxious. You scold mentally to yourself.
"Hi" She says to you with a shy smile, putting a strand piece of hair behind her ear as she bits her bottom lip nervously.
"Hi". You say breaking into a huge smile that you were sure everyone miles away could see. Damn.
"How are you?". You tried to start a conversation when you saw from the corner of your eye as your friend were making their way slowly to you and Emily's spot.
"Better now that you're here". She says blushing and biting the inside of her cheek to prevent another smile o pop out.
"Em". You warn closing your eyes to compose yourself. "you can't do that, Now all I want to do is kiss you". You say whispering.
"Sorry". She says with no guilt. "I've missed you". She says shyly and your heart beams at the words.
"I've missed you too". You smile bigger than before, if that's even possible, your let your eyes rake over the brunette's features, god, how have you miss those eyes and that defined jaw.
Your intense look was broke away by Heather throwing herself onto you, as she latched her arms securely on your neck, she gripped you so tight that you were force to face her as she hugged you.
Your eyes went back to Emily as you saw her shiver and her jaw was hardened at the current situation you both were in. And it got worse when Heather leaned back to kiss you. Your eyes pop open so big as you swore your heard Emily's teeth grinding. You did your best to pull away without getting caught by Heather and thank god it work out.
"Hi". You say giving slight glances back at Emily, who had her gaze glued at the lake on her back.
"Hi babe". She says giving you an Eskimo kiss as she whispered "I've missed you".
"Ditto". You say freeing yourself from the vice grip of the girl's hug to greet everyone. The smiling faces were evident in everyone except, Shane. He had this forced smile on her face as he was trying hard to not be seen gloomy. You can't be happy, seeing him like that it broke your heart. You know this was going to happen, but seeing him it got you feeling sad. No one deserves to be hurt like that, but it was the best for him, and for everyone.
You moved your gaze to a squirming blonde and Hanna had this accomplice look on her face, if her smirk is something to go by, you'll think she has something juicy to tell. The hell. You think mentally as you put a scrunch face at your friend's antics.
"Come on Paige, let' go sit down". Hanna took your hand getting you away from everyone and from Heather. You were never more grateful of your friend as she stopped right at where they were sitting moments ago, so you followed Hanna's lead and sit down on one of the many blankets on the ground.
"Is more freezing every single day". Hanna says rubbing her arms as Caleb took a seat behind her to cover her with his body. You smile at the sight, they really make a cute couple. You turned your neck at your other side as you felt someone sitting next to you. You smiled and your eyes sparkle as you saw Emily looking briefly at you before she moved her gaze to the frozen lake with a shy smile playing at the corners of her mouth.
"So, what's going to be this year?". You break the silence.
"Caleb's". Hanna says.
"Oh. First year, eh buddy?". You say playfully punching him in the shoulder.
Every year you all choose a house to get together after the fireworks, it was what got together to every parent of your friends, you made them come and now they do the same thing all the years.
"Yeah. My mom thought it was a wonderful idea and that she wanted to meet my friend's parents".
"You'll love them". Spencer says.
"Wait, rewind a little". You say playing with your arms. "That means, you're meeting Hanna's mom". You couldn't stop the smile at you friend's flustered face as he realized it.
"Well, yeah". He says scratching the back of his head.
"Holy shit, I'll pay to see you stutter".
"She's a great person".
"You'll love her and she'll love you".
"You don't have to be nervous". It was all your friend's trying to cheer the guy who was looking like a tomato.
"With all due respect. Hanna's mom is the bomb, not to mention, super-hot, try not to droll ". You say, and then Emily slapped your shoulder. "Hey". You turn your back around to look at her.
"What a great friend you are Paigy". She says mocking you.
"Don't call me that". You say rolling your eyes and stopping right in your track as you felt Emily's hand sneaking up in your hand that was holding you weight. Her thumb as grazing the back of your hand and you were trying to not look down, so your gaze was glued to the landscape in front of you, same as Emily, that way you knew no one would see how you flirted with your hands, and that's what you thought.
But a green pair of eyes were locked on the part of hands.
/
You were all so deep in conversation that you were kind of surprise to ee Emily standing up, brushing her pants as she looked at you with that face that told you ' it'll be fine'. You all watched how Emily made her way to the closest tree at the edge of the lake, where was no other than Shane.
You felt guilty just as your friends, cause you didn't realize when the boy stood up from his seat to walk to that tree.
"Ooookay, things are going to be awkward when they get back". Hanna says looking serious.
"I still don't get it. Why would Emily break things up with Shane?". Aria asks. You went rigid, you were trying to keep yourself calm to not giving any hints.
"Yeah, she looked so in love before". Toby says.
"Maybe Shane did something?". Caleb says.
"I doubt it, Shane's not okay. It must have been something else". Spencer says.
"Well, as we don't know. We just have to wait for Emily to tell us". Hanna says trying to change the subject as she gave you a slight glance. "It's eight, is getting darker and we should go get ready". She added as she looked the time on her cellphone.
"Emily needs a ride". Aria added. "She came with me, her mom is using her car".
"I can give her a ride". And you stop, cause maybe Heather, Your girlfriend needs a ride. But no, you had to be the first to jump into Emily's help. "I..uh..That's if you don't need one Heath". You say looking at her apologetically.
"I came with Caleb, so I'll take the ride back, besides we live four houses down, I mean he's your front neighbor". She says joking.
"Oh, right". You say trying to smile, but it was like all you wanted to do was to look at Emily's figure from the distance to make sure she was doing okay. It wasn't jealousy, not at all.
"So, I'll see you later?" Heather says crouching down to give you a goodbye kiss.
"Sure". You nod as you saw Hanna looking at you funny. Okay, the hell is happening?.
"See ya, Paige". Toby , Spencer and Aria waved at you as they made their ways to the cars.
"You'll wait for Emily, right?". Really, what is wrong with her. "Cause she's waiting for you". Was that a double meaning kind of sentence?
"I…Uh..yeah". You say still confused.
"Okay, That's all I needed to know".
"See ya dude". Caleb waves too. And moments later you were alone, as you try to occupy yourself in something to do so you don't get too absorb on Emily's and Shane clearly deep conversation.
/
"Hi". Emily says as she took a seat next to the guy.
"Hi". He breaths out and an uncomfortable silence filled the ambient.
"Listen, I know I acted like a jerk the other day But, can you blame me?. You dropped a huge bomb". He says directing her green eyes at the brunette.
"I know". She says looking at the grass. "I'm sorry". Raising her head to look at the guy as she apologizes truthfully.
"It was so sudden. But I get it now, I just don't get it why you didn't say something sooner".
"Is not that easy, I didn't wanted to hurt you".
"We all know that was going to happen anyways". He says tearing some grass from the ground. " I just want to know. Why?". He ended saying as he throw the cut grass a few centimeters away from him.
"I….I never thought.. I just..".
"Is there someone else?". He moved his gaze back at the girl.
"I….".
Don't lie.
He deserves to know the truth.
Just say it.
"Yes". You breathe out.
"I should of known". He breaths out hopeless. "Well, she's a lucky girl". He says standing up from the ground as he put his hand out for Emily to take.
"How…How do you know is a girl?". She says astonish at the guy's guess.
"Just a hunch". He says shrugging his shoulder while she takes his hand to help her out.
"I'm really sorry Shane, I know it doesn't change anything, but I hope you know that".
"It's okay, I wanted to know why you did it so now I can be calm".
"I just…".
"Do I know this girl?". He says raising an eyebrow.
"I…..Yeah".
"Oh". He says looking ahead of the lake to compose himself. "Well, tell Paige she has to take care of you". Emily' eyes were wide open at the girl's name in Shane's sentence. How the hell did he knew?.
"How…".
"I saw you taking her hand earlier, You never did that with me or with her before, so I figure something changed".
"Oh". It was Emily's time to drop her gaze to the floor.
"I just, please tell me nothing happened with her at Heather's cabin. Please?". He says looking at her once again with puppy eyes.
She can't be that cruel, she can't say it.
She denied with her head while saying a short 'no'.
"That's all I need to know". He says walking back to his jeep.
"Shane..". She exclaimed while she ran to the guy to hug him. "You really are an amazing guy. I want you to know that if you want to get together to hang out or something someday I'll be here". She finish as she released him.
"I can't say I'll be the friend you want me to be, cause I'm still in love with you Em. Just know that I need time, a lot of time, but you're not going to lose me. You were my friend too. You know?. No one is going to change that. I just need to shake this feeling out of my chest before I do that. Okay?". He says rubbing Emily's arms as he hug her once last time.
"Just be safe okay?". She says caressing the guy's cheek before letting him go.
"I promise, you too. Say to Paige that if she doesn't take care of you I will kick her ass", He tries to sound playful, but the sadness was evident in his voice.
"Okay". She says trying to smile back too and seconds later the guy' jeep pulled away from the lake to the drive way.
/
You watch how Emily made her way over to you as you shift in your bike seat.
"Hi".
"Hi…Everything okay?". You ask as she hugs you.
"No". She let her arms lose around your shoulder as she took a step back to look at you. "But it will be, he just needs time".
"Oh". You took her by the waist closing the gap between you two as her legs parted as your knee got in the middle, she was practically straddling your thigh.
"What are you doing?". She says giggling.
"Nothing". You say innocently as you put your head on her chest. "Is it weird?. I haven't see you in two days and I missed you like crazy, is so not normal"
"It is normal, I feel the same" She says as you detached yourself from her to look at her eyes.
"What?". She says searching in your gaze the answer.
"I want to kiss you". You ay like you were telling your biggest secret.
It was worth it, cause the smile she gave you was incredible.
"I want to kiss you too". She says cupping your cheeks as she leaned down resting her forehead against yours as you lips hovered a centimeter away from Emily's. Within seconds you stood up as you closed the gap between your lips, finally letting your feeling to took over you once again as you kiss her with all the softness of the world. You can't believe you passed this two days without the girl's lips on your, it felt like a crime.
Emily's lips were tingling at the sensation of your soft lips against her, her heart started to pound with incredible force as she gripped your shoulder tighter.
You kiss for a few more seconds before air was needed.
"God, Paige". She says with hooded eyes as a smile appeared on your lips. "Don't smile, I'm serious. You make me feel I don't know, I never felt this before".
"Me either". You confess.
You both were like this for a long time till you phone started ringing. Seriously, what is with phones when I'm with Emily, do they like to break the moment or something?.
"Ugh.. Is my mom". You say looking at the screen as Emily pulls her phone out too.
"It's late, my mom send a text too".
"We should get going". You say taking Emily a few steps back for you to turn around taking the extra helmet for her to take. "Here".
"Thanks. Am I going to be scare for life if I ride in this thing?".
"Is a bike, . A motorcycle…M O…".
"Shut up". She says slapping you playfully on your arm. "Dork".
"But I'm your dork". Oh shit. Bury me alive. You look at her with an unsure look.
"I…..".
"Forget I said that…. Come here". You say taking her hand for her to stand in front of you. You put the helmet on her head as you secure it below her chin.
You climb on your bike tapping the back seat for Emily to follow you as you turn the bike on. You felt the weight of the girl and the heat cursing through your body as the girl hugs you from behind.
"Ready?". You say securing your helmet on your head.
"Yeah". It was all Emily said before you set off to Emily's house.
/
Dinner went well, your dad still teases you about Emily and you just can think. If he knew. He's going to be the most happy, he loves Emily, your mom just want to meet you a serious girlfriend. They never meet Heather properly and you're kind of grateful for that, cause they think she's your friend nothing else. Is not like you were hiding your relationship, is just that you weren't ready for her to meet your parent in another light.
"We're going to the River's after the fireworks".
"I know". You say rolling your eyes as you look at the clock hanging in the wall.
"Let's get ready, it's eleven thirty".
"I need to go". You say standing up from the chair as your parents look at you weird.
"Where?". Your mom asks.
"To Emily's". You simply say.
"What for?. you're seeing her later".
"Oh, come on Becca, our daughter wants to be Emily's first kiss".
"Actually yeah". You say shrugging your shoulder as you look your parents eyes wide open at your statement.
"Holy shit".
"Nick!". Your mom scolds him.
"You're serious?". He says with a new shine in his eyes.
"Yes, dad". You say rolling your eyes.
"Since when?".
"I can't tell much right now, I need to go, the ride to Emily's house is at least ten minutes".
"Well, I'm sorry darling but you're staying h….".
"What are you waiting for?. God damn it Paigy, go get your girl". You dad says hushing you away.
You couldn't help the smile at your dad enthusiasm that you couldn't scold him for the stupid nickname he just call you.
"I'll be back at twelve, twenty. Okay?" You say grabbing you helmet as you ran out of the door, you heard your dad screaming.
"If you don't come back with a girlfriend, don't come back at all!".
You shake your head smiling, cause that's exactly what you want to do, and just when you climbed onto your bike a fucking name came into your head. Heather.
"Fuck, fuck….Fuck". You say hitting the helmet with your fists.
"Paige, you okay?". You heard at your side as you watch Caleb looking at you from his porch.
"Yeah!". You scream back, but to not avail he went to your side of the drive way.
"Why were you hitting your helmet then?".
"I just. I'm such a terrible person". You say as tears threating to scape your eyes.
"Hey, don't say that…What's wrong?". He says rubbing your arm.
"I'minlovewithEmily".
"Sorry?".
"I'm in love with Emily". You say more calm.
"But…You're with Heather". He says confused.
"I know!... I fucking know and I feel fucking terrible for lying to her, I can't break up with her, not today. Is new years for god sake". The tears finally pour out from your eyes as you dried them with the wristband of your jacket.
"Paige…".
"I kissed Emily, I cheated , I'm a fucking cheater and the worst part, is that I don't even felt guilty for doing it, I feel frustrated cause every time I try to cut out things with her she does something nice and I can't find the courage to hurt her".
"You'll find a way. Cheating is wrong but time is a bitch. You wanted to do things right, I get is hard to hurt her, she's a nice girl".
" I don't want to hurt Emily for being with her, nor I want to hurt Heather".
"You're not going to help it, hurting is inevitable. Just choose with your heart not with your head. If you have to break up with her in order for you and Emily to be happy, there's no other way. It would hurt for Heather, but she'll be fine eventually".
You hug him so tight, you needed someone to talk to and Caleb was there to give you great advice.
"Thanks man". You say drying the remaining tears on your cheeks.
"Don't mention it…So, where were you going?".
"To Emily's".
"You should go, twenty minutes before we receive a new year..See you later". He says padding your back, winking at you as he went back to his porch. "On second thought". He says turning around to walk right back at you. "Hanna lives a block away from Emily's, care to take there?. I kind of want to be her first kiss this new year". He says as you pass him your other helmet with a smile on your faces.
/
You made it to Emily's backyard 30 seconds into the reverse countdown. You take rapid steps towards her as you watch how she was looking at his dad with the bottle of champagne ready to shoot the lid onto the air.
"Em".
She spun around to see you walking with firm steps towards her, confusion all over her face as she tries to form a coherent sentence.
"Paige?...What are….". She tries to speak but you cupped her cheeks crashing your lips together. You're never going to get tired of kissing this girl, the things she did to your insides is was indescribable. Emily was still frozen, so you pulled back.
"Sorry, I was going to wait till midnight". You say breathing heavily as you rest your forehead against her. " But I couldn't help it". Time stopped, the only thing you could feel was Emily's lips forming into a smile as you feel the corner of her lips rise on your hands.
You didn't even care that her parents were behind her, you just wanted to kiss her.
The echoes from all the people in the neighborhood were making itself known as the countdown was coming to an end.
4.
3.
2.
1.
To your surprise, it was Emily the one initiating the kiss. You grinned as she sneak her arms around your neck, securing your bodies together as you took her bottom lip between you lips. You feel so content having her in your arms, she was all you never knew you needed. You were so close to call her yours and Emily to call you hers, that you couldn't stop the grin falling straight to Emily's lips, making her grin back as she bite your bottom lip softly.
"It was a nice surprise". She says breathless.
"I wanted to be your first".
"You certainly did it". She winks at you.
"I really, really love you Paige". Fucking shit, you swear you died right in that moment as you got lost in the sparkling eyes of this girl, her look showed so much love for you, so much adoration you were floating in the outer space right now.
"I love you too Em". You say giving her a slow and softly long peck before twirling her around in her backyard.
"Ajem". You froze. You let Emily safely on her feet as you shyly turn around to face The Fields.
"Hi Mr. and Mrs. Fields". You say scratching the back of your head in nervousness.
"Well, that's….that's a great surprise". Wayne Fields says.
/
"Your dad hates me". You say as you made your way to Caleb's place as you watch the Fields making their way inside the house.
"He's worried, he don't want me to be the second best".
"You're not, you know that right?".
"I know". She says with an honest smile.
"I just, I'll let tonight pass, I'll tell her tomorrow".
"It's okay, I know it's hard". She says reassuring you. Smiling back you were engulf in a tight hug from Hanna.
"Happy new year bitches". She screams in your ear.
"Fuck, Hanna". You say stepping back
"I just came to thank you".
"For, what?". You furrow your eyebrows.
"You got Caleb in my house, got to say, my mom loves him".
"I'm glad I could help".
She looks at you and Emily smiling.
"So". She says smirking.
"So?". You ask in confusion.
"Sooo. What were you doing going to Emily's before midnight?".
"Oh". Shit. You look at Emily for help when you felt someone tugging you by the arm, till you were kissing someone else lips.
"Heath….Heather". You exclaim surprise as you saw her smiling sweetly at you.
You can't keep playing with her, you have to grow some balls and tell her in a few hours.
"Hi babe".
"I..uh.. Hi".
"Heather!". Hanna exclaim behind you. "Come on girl, you can kiss your girlfriend later, there's a bowl full of punch". Hanna says taking Heather's hand leading her to the house.
You turn back around to see that Emily has found and interest right on the floor as her face was tensed.
You kind of want to laugh at your situation. You were giving Emily a hard time when she couldn't bring herself to break things up with Shane and now the chapters were reversed.
"I'm sorry".
"It's okay. Just don't do it tonight, don't do anything stupid". She says with her gaze glued to the floor.
"I…Yeah, okay, I promise". You nod as she takes your hand in hers as you made your way inside.
/
"How did it go?". Caleb asks you as he took a sip from his beer.
"Are we allowed to drink with our parents?".
"Yeah". He nods.
You look at your beer as you watch across the room to your mom. She gave you a nod and it was all you need it to open the bottle. "To answer your question, it went well. Her dad wants to kill me cause he thinks I'm playing at two bands".
"Well….".
"I know, I'll hate myself if I had a daughter in that position. But he understood….For the most part I think". You finish, taking a long sip from the bottle.
"Yeah. Got to say, I'm glad you decided to go for Emily, you really look at her like an awestruck teenager".
"We are teenagers".
"That we are". He says smiling at you.
"Do you remember months ago?. You told me something". You turn your body leaning with your arm against the wall while facing Caleb.
"I told you a lot of things months ago".
"In the summer, something about you'll fall for someone so hard you'll end falling on your face".
"Yeah. What about it?". He says wrinkling his forehead.
"I asked you back. How do you know when you fall in love and you told me, You'll know".
"I…Don't get where you are going?".
"I just wanted to say. You were right". And you both broke into huge smiles.
"I'm glad to hear that".
"It was like I changed through all this months, I mean, Heather was the first serious girlfriend if you count it. Emily is, I don't know how to express it. I don't feel the need to be with anyone else but her".
"Well, that my friend, is being in love. You'll never feel the need to cheat on her, cause with her you've got…".
"Everything". You breathe out.
"Exactly…".
"I just want to be with her". You confess.
"Well, in order to do that. You need to make things right".
"I know, I'll wait a few hours to talk to Heather".
"It's the best. Hey, let's go back to the guys".
"Where's Shane by the way?". You asks as you make your way through all the people.
"He didn't want to come".
"Oh". You say looking guilty.
"It's not your fault, he'll be fine. He just needs time".
"I know". You sigh as you took a step to fall at your friend's sides in the circle.
/
"Hey. Sorry guys, I'm stealing her away for a little while. We'll be right back". Heather says taking your hand and leading you to the empty backyard as you took one last glance back at Emily.
It was 3 in the morning and you just wanted to go, exactly because of this, you didn't wanted to lead Heather anymore.
You both seated Indian style in the edge of Caleb's pool but she went to your side, cuddling into you.
"We didn't have that much time at the lake yesterday".
"Sorry, it's just I've missed everyone".
"I know". You both sit in there as you watched the clean water hit against the edge of the pool. The water must be freezing, you still don't get how Caleb's parents keep filling it on winter. Something about keeping it clean or whatever. "Paige?". She raises her head to look at you.
You did the same and the intense look you found on the other girl it got you feeling uneasy, you didn't like were this was going.
"Yeah?". You say softly.
"I wanted to tell you something".
"What is it?". The silence got you so fucking anxious, it was like time stop but for all the wrong reasons.
"I love you". She finally said. Looking at you shyly as you in change look like a deer caught in the lights. No, Heather please don't. Don't do this to us now. Fuck.
"I….".
"It's okay, you don't have to say anything, I just had to get it out of my chest". She put a piece of blonde hair out of her face as she looked like a tomato.
"I…Heath…It's just". You promised Emily you wouldn't do it tonight, just wait. "I'm sorry". You say ashamed dropping your gaze to the pool water.
"It's okay". You can hear the disappointment in her voice, and you feel so fucking bad. You can't do anything for Heather to make her feel better. "Let's get back inside, shall we?". She stood up and you followed quickly. Interlocking your fingers she leaded you back to the party, not knowing how to tell Emily the news.
/
"You awake?". Emily says while facing the ceiling.
"Yeah".
"You're thinking". How could she tell?. It was dark.
"You're fidgeting a lot, you only do that when something is worrying you". She answers as if she could read your thoughts.
"It's about Heather". You say whispering.
"What happened?". She shuffles in the bed to lay on her side facing you.
You wanted her to spend the night, and after a lot of thinking, Emily's parents reluctantly say yes.
"She…She told me she loves me".
"Oh". You hate silence sometimes, It's so fucking uncomfortable. "What did you said?".
"I didn't say anything, I couldn't…The only thing I could come out with, it was; I'm sorry". You turn to your side to look at her.
"It'll be okay…Come here". She opens her arm for you to fit in. You cuddle into her and you couldn't stop the content sigh that leaves your mouth.
"You really can make me feel better with just a simple cuddle".
"I'm that awesome". She says running her finger through your hair.
You sit up to place a soft kiss on her cheek but with the dark you aimed wrong and your lips went straight to the brunette's.
"Sorry". You whisper closer to the girls lips.
"Don't be". She says shakily. God, the proximity of Paige got her feeling dizzy. "If you don't move in the next second, I'm going to kiss you". And you were dead. A rush of arousal went straight to your crotch at the husky voice of Emily.
"Jesus, Em". You breathe out into her mouth.
"Fuck it". She says closing the gap between the two of you as you felt Emily's mouth against yours. The kiss was heated, it wasn't like the others, it was like someone hold it too long that every single stroke with her tongue was saying 'I want you' and you were not far behind, with the simply bite of Emily on your bottom lip you were a goner. A breathy moan escaped your lips as the girls hands went straight to the hem of your shirt as she raised the fabric to lead her hand to your unclothed abs.
You can feel the goose bumps once again against your skin by Emily's touch, you were on a trance that you had to shake your head to react. Your arms wind around Emily's waist pulling her closer for the girl to take the hint.
Seconds later Emily was on top, straddling you. It was amazing how yours and Emily's arousal can grow that fast with just a few kisses. You broke the kiss to go straight to Emily's neck as you press wet kisses in a line down to her collarbone as you felt Emily's hand coming to the back of your head to keep you in place. You suck a little on her pulse point and did a mental note to kiss that spot every single time when you feel how she fidget on top of you as her breathing picks up faster.
You can feel your member getting to that place, to that place when you know it's standing at full attention and you're praying the gods for Emily to not lowing herself down on your hard-on.
It was like you were on autopilot as you lead your hand to the low back of Emily's scratching softly against her and it was all it took for Emily to unconsciously grind down on you.
"Shit". You hear her mumble against your ear, right before you detach yourself from her neck to kiss her once again as you give her an open mouth kiss.
You jolted your hips forward as Emily keeps grinding against you, meeting both of your thrusts and soon you founded a rhythm as the panting started against your mouths, kisses felt out of sync as you were both letting breathy moans in order to keep quiet. Your parents were a room away and it would be so embarrassing if they caught you in this situation.
"God, Paige". Emily whimpers at a well aim thrust against her core. You can fucking feel how wet she is, cause the fabric of the girl's short was slippery and a little wet. You sit up as you round your arms against her waist, raising your hands to the girl's back inside of her shirt to guide her movements as you continue the grinding.
"Uh". Emily moans against you mouth, breath mixing together and things were too out of control to go back or to stop it for that matter.
You reached the hem of Emily's shirt as you lift it up just a little bit for Emily to leave you the space to take the garment off, she compliment right away, raisin her arms in the air you pull it off throwing it to the end of the bed, right as you felt Emily's tugging yours, you accepted without questions and sooner your shirt felt next to Emily's one.
The rubbing of your almost naked torsos got you to feel a slight pain on your lower region as the arousal was too much for you to handle.
"We should…uh…We should stop". Emily say not really convincing herself as she said it, it actually went out in form of a long moan.
"I know". You say breathless.
Both of you froze in bed as your heads turn to the knocking sound of your bedroom door.
"I know you guys are awake, I can hear you mumbling. Go to sleep". Your mom exclaimed.
You were too stiff in the bed that Emily got to slap you softly on the head for you to react.
"I….Yeah, mom. I'm sorry". You try to sound convincing and not out of breath as you really were.
"It's okay…Have a good night".
"Yeah, you too". You waited in the same position as you heard your parent's bedroom door closed.
"Shit". Boner still there but long forgotten as the recent events. You almost got caught with Emily, on top of you, shirtless, with a hard on inside your pants. Jesus.
You felt Emily moving to fall next to you as she turns the light on. You took on Emily's looks, her hair was messy giving her this sexy glow you never saw before. Well shit, I'll need a bathroom and lots of klenex. Her eyes were slightly hooded and her face got this noticeable blush on her cheeks.
She let out a small laugh at what just happened and you can't stop from following her. Ending on a silent laugh, if someone could watch you two laughing, you can pass like a spastic seal.
Your laugh died down when you saw that Emily was still without her shirt on. Shit.
"Paige?". She says as her smile was still there.
"I….I'll go to the bathroom". You say standing up quickly from the bed as you took your shirt to cover your crotch as you ran out of your room right when you heard a little giggle coming out from Emily.
"I'll back in the afternoon. It's Friday". You say once you put your helmet back on your head.
You currently were leaving Emily back at her house. You both got breakfast in yours before coming, and now you got another destination to go.
"I'll talk to my dad".
"He really hates me".
"No, he's just worried".
"I know".
"But you know he loves you. Is weird for him to see us in another type of relationship".
"I will freak out too". You say looking you phone.
11 a.m
"I have to get going". You put your cellphone back in your pocket as you hug Emily, slightly regret having put on your helmet before kissing her.
"Yeah. Uh. Paige?".
"Yeah?". You ask starting your bike.
"What happened last night…".
"Oh". Now you're grateful of having your helmet on, this way Emily can't see the blush coming straight to your cheekbones.
"We should slow things down".
"I second that". You say nodding your head in confirmation. Damn, it was so embarrassing, you went to the bathroom to wait for your boner to go down but the fucker stood there, so you had to use your hand to get it back to how it was before, you were so ashamed that Emily got to reassure you last night that it was normal for it to happen. Then you had to think of naked grandmas to not get hard again as you saw how Emily minutes later went back to your room with no panties on. How did you knew she was without panties?. Well, Emily's short were one of those that you could see-through, but just a little and you saw when she was walking back to bed. Like, you can't blame her for looking at the brunette's ass.
"That's good. So…I hope things go okay".
"Me too, I'll see you later".
"Bye".
You put your bike in motion as you pull out of Emily's drive way.
/
Here you are, this is it. Not going back.
You knock softly on the door as you waited for what it felt like hours until Heather opened the door.
"Hi". She says smiling.
"Hi". You say sadly. " I came to talk to you".
"Oh". Heather tone of voice made you think that she already knows where this is going.
You walked along with her inside the house as you sit on the couch while Heather was still on her feet.
"Want something to drink?".
"No.. I….No, thanks".
"Okay". She step forward walking the remaining steps to side next to you. "So?".
"Heather I…..".
Duh duh duuuuuuh.
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