Beck's POV

"It's been a week." I look down at my girlfriend and move a piece of hair out of her face.

"Relax," I rub my hand up and down her back. I love the way her skin feels.

"You said it would work!"

I sigh. I brought up buying Tori a journal in hopes it would help to her to open. It has helped her. Her nightmares, while still almost nightly, aren't as loud or violent. She also seems a tad calmer at school. "I said it might help her and it has."

"I should have ignored her and taken her to the hospital."

I don't say anything because I agree. A much as I want help Tori, neither of us are equipped to handle this. "We could go to the police," I finally say.

"No," she lets out a harsh breath, "we need to come up with a way to get her to talk."

"How? Tie her to a chair and force her to talk?" There is no way we can make her talk to us if she doesn't want to.

"Have you noticed the way she's been watching at us lately?"

'Where did that come from? ' To her I answer "No."

"She couldn't take her eyes off of me while I was getting dressed at her house." Having seen my girlfriend naked I couldn't blame her, but what did that have to do with anything?

"She's been stealing looks at you also. I don't even think she's noticed." Thinking about it, Tori doesn't seem to turn away when we kiss like she use to, but I still don't see what this has to do with anything.

"She's attracted to us."

"Jade-"

"Just hear me out." and she tells me her plan.

"So what? Have her walk in on us? That is not going to work. If anything it'll make things worse."

"Well, the journal didn't get her talking! Besides, how can it be worse then it is now?" I neglect to point out the fact that Tori finally seems comfortable around me. She's no longer jumpy when it's just the three of us here and she doesn't freak out when Jade leaves the room, leaving us by ourselves.

She rolls off of me and lies on her back. "Maybe one morning…" I try to pay attention to what she's saying, but I can't stop watching the rise and fall of her chest. Rolling over, I lean over her. "Beck are listening to me?"

"No, I say before leaning down to kiss her. I feel her hands in my hair and using my knee I push her legs open before leaning fully into her. Sliding my hand up her side, my fingers ghost across her rib cage. Jade tugs on my hair before running her hands down my back, reaching for the bottom of my shirt. Sitting up, I pull my shirt off before helping her with hers.

Running my hands over her still covered thighs, I bend and trail a few kisses down her neck. One hand moves up to cup one breast and I lower my mouth to the other. Jade's nails are digging into my back as I push my hips into hers. Jade gasps as I tug a final time before leaning up. Reaching behind her I unhook her bra before flinging it away. Bringing my mouth to hers again, I kiss her before I trail my lips down past her chest. I hear a thump and figure Jade hit the wall, like she has so many times before.

"Shit, Tori wait!" Jade pushes me off her and hops off the bed. She grabs the door before Tori can close it all the way. "In Tori"

Jade's POV

"No, its okay. I can come back." Tori turns, folding her arms across her chest, not looking at Jade.

"Either you come in or I come out." Her eyes skirt over my body before quickly shooting a look towards Beck's parents house.

"You wouldn't."

My eyebrow raises, "Wouldn't I?" I start stepping out and Tori's eyes widen.

"Okay!" She squeaks. I smirk and turn sideways, making room for her to pass me.

Tori is sitting on the couch, arms still crossed and refusing to look anywhere but her feet. Beck hands me one of his shirts before going to sit on the foot of the bed. Looking between the two of them, I roll my eyes and make myself comfortable at the head of the bed nestled between the pillows.

"Tori, come over here please?" She shoots us a scared look and shake her head.

"Why? Its not like you haven't been in this bed after we've done a lot worst."

"Jade."

"No, we need to talk and I want to be comfortable." I know I'm being a bitch but damn I'm tired of worrying about everything I say.

"I really should go."

"I'll go if you want." We both look at Beck; I open my mouth but Tori beats me to it.

"I'm not kicking you out of your home, Beck."

"I was think a shower."

"Oh." We all sit in another minute of awkward silence. Taking a pillow I throw it at the back of Beck's head.

"Huh? Oh, right. I'm going to jump in the shower." Beck stands running his hand over the back of his head where the pillow hit him. We watch him go and Tori looks over at me.

"Did you just hit him with a pillow?"

Smirking I shrug, "Maybe." She shakes her head but I see the smile she's trying to hide. "Vega, get your butt over here." She looking at me I smile is gone. "Please."

She looks down and taking a deep breath before standing up. Making her way she sits at the foot of the bed with her back against the wall. Picking up the pillow, she puts it in her lap and starts playing with the seem. I watch her for a few minutes as I try to figure out what to say. Finally I decide on, "I'm sorry."

"You have nothing to be sorry for. I should be the one apologizing."

"I should have known your not ready to join us." I scowl thinking about how I reached out for her when I saw her watching us.

"Why?

"Why what?" I can think about 10 ways that question could be finished.

"I'm sorry, I should have left when I saw. Or knocked before coming in. I-"

I tug on her hand trying to get her to stop. "Why what?"

"Why did you hold out your hand to me?"

"Why wouldn't I?"

"You're dating Beck."

"And? It's not like I was going behind his back. We both like you."

"You don't like me." She's biting her lip so hard I'm worried she's going to make it bleed.

"I think we both know that's a lie."

"How-why would you want someone like me?"

"You mean talented, caring and hot? Yes, why on Earth would we find that attractive?" Tori's head shakes a bit and she grips the pillow tighter.

"I'm dirty." Clenching my fingers together as a few tears fall from her eyes.

"You're not dirty." Tori nods her head.

"I am. How could either of you want me after what happened? You don't… I can't…" she shakes her head and I hear the shower turn off. 'I swear if Beck opens that door… Say it Tori. come on, you can do it!' I silently encourage her.

Holding her face between my hands, I ignore her flinch and wipe away some tears as I repeat, "You're not dirty!"

"How can you say that?" She pushes my hands away. "I was raped!" Her eyes get so wide I worry they're going to fall out and she smacks a hand over her mouth. The tears are falling harder now and I feel my eyes prickle.

"I know." Crying out, she falling into me and I wrap my arms around her. "I know, and it doesn't make you unclean or dirty or anything else your thinking." She's crying so loud I don't even think she heard me. I hold her until there are only quiet tears. Pulling back I lay down and open my arms to her. She follows me, hair tickling my chin as she rests her head on me. Ignoring it, I start running the fingers of one hand through her hair, the other slowly moves up and down her arm in a comforting manner.

The bathroom door open and Beck is standing there wrapped in a towel. I wave him over with one hand. He makes his way over to his dresser and grabs a pair of boxer shorts and a shirt. Stealing a glance over at us he drops his towel and quickly dresses before walking over to the foot of the bed.

Climbing in behind Tori he makes sure there is some space between them before he starts rubbing her back for a few minutes. After getting no response, he slowly moves and hugs her from behind.

"This okay?" Getting no answer, he starts to pull away before she grabs his arm. Holding it close, she closed her eyes and drifts off to sleep drained. Beck's red eyes, catch mine and he mouths the words "I love you." before laying his head down.