Writers block IS an ass KICKER :[ Don't worry guys. Heres your chapter. I'm so sorry about the delay. The weeks been hectic and my planning book hasn't been much help to me. I hope my updates will be regulated now !
BPOV
His lips were like satin. They moved against mine, molded to me. As my hands flew up to his hair and grabbed a hold of his messy bed hair. He chuckled against my mouth as his tongue flicked at my lower lip, asking me for entrance. I moaned as I darted my tongue out to play. Our tongues moved together, dancing and spinning against each other. Until I felt myself getting wet, I threw myself on top of him as the kiss became more frantic. He sucked my lower lip into his mouth and bit down on it. I moaned a little more as I pulled on his hair. I wanted to keep going so bad, I wanted him to feel everything I do, I really did. But that douche bag pulled away.
"Bella…we have one last stop," he smiled as he spoke which made me blush again. He lifted me up into his arms as he carried me bridal style to his car, leaving the remains of our little picnic for Alice, I'm guessing, to clean up. He sat me in my seat as he reached over to buckle me in. He stole another quick kiss on the lips before going around to get himself settled in. I put my fingertips up to my lips as I blushed once more. I'm pretty sure I was a deep crimson by then.
We drove again in peaceful silence, as he rubbed my hand, which was interlocked in his, with his thumb drawing lazy circles, the only sound in the car was me humming to his Debussy mix. It wasn't really something you could hum too, but I found the melody relaxing. I'm pretty sure when I gave Edward's hand a squeeze he reflectively flinched, muttering something under his breath which sounded like 'fucking dick.'
We stopped at an old school, since it was Saturday I was pretty sure no one was there. I looked around at the surroundings as I realized that this was the exact elementary school Edward and I had attended around ten years ago. A tear stringed down my face as I smiled. This school had so many memories for our families. It was nice to be back here.
I took his hand as he led me around the back of the school. I looked over to the basketball court and smiled as I saw the memories floating around my head to create an almost real reality.
"Bella," Edward sang as he grabbed the ball from my hands, snickering and running away. I ran after him as his auburn hair danced with the wind as his stamina increased. My heart pumped as I chased after him. He ran up to the basket as he threw the ball in and did a little dance as he scored a point. I pouted as he smiled obnoxiously. I looked at him with what Carlisle and Esme called 'Bella's Death Glare', which supposedly had put everyone at an uncomfortable position, as I looked like the little girl from the Orphan before she snapped and killed the whole family. I stared him down as his expression softened into a lazy smile.
"Its okay Belly, I cheated anyway, don't be mad at me, please?" A tiny smile escaped my lips as I tried to maintain my look of discomposure. I was always such a softy around Edward, it was annoying, actually.
"Okay Eddie, but piss me off one more time and your butt is dead," I smiled. He laughed as he gave me the ball. As I reached out for it, Mike Newton pulled on my hair. I cried as he took it away. I looked up at Edward knowing he was about to do something. I shook my head in disagreement as he kicked Newton in the shin.
"STAY AWAY FROM BELLA," he screamed as I giggled and blushed softly. It was one of the most nicest things Edward has ever done for me. He always made me feel protected. Even from Newton.
Another tear rolled down my face as I looked up at Edward with a smile. He gestured to keep walking as we walked into the side of the building. I looked up to see Mrs. Cope standing with my old Pre-K teacher Mr. Varner. I smiled as I gave Mrs. Cope a huge hug. She had been with Charlie right after he got out of his Renee slump. She was tall with pin straight ginger hair that always looked like it was on fire. Her black eyes stared me down, giving me and Edward the once over, before looking down to our joined hands and giving me the thumbs up. I giggled softly. Mr. Varner smiled at me, and I looked up at Edward, in confusion. Mr. Varner was our old Pre-Kindergarten teacher. His frail grayed hairs were pulled over into a comb over, the years had definitely not been kind to him. He slumped over a bit as he walked. Guiding us to Room 293, our old pre-kindergarten classroom. I smiled as I thought of all the memories, I looked over to the seating, it hadn't changed a bit. I remember where Edward and I sat, where we used to play games and feed each other during snack time.
"Bella, do you want a cookie?" Edward asked as he held up his Oreo cookie bag to me. I smiled as I took one and he swatted my hand away. I looked up at him, confused. "No, I want to feed you the cookie, silly," he smiled. I blushed as he took out one of his cookies and held it up to my lips. I opened my mouth and took a bite out of it, as he smiled at me, watching. Ben Cheney had been watching us before he shot Edward a grimacing look. I laughed to myself quietly as Edward smiled wider, more smugly. Just then, Ben threw me a note with a heart on the front. I contained my laughter as I opened it to read it.
The note read: "Bella. I like you. Do you like me? Check yes, or no, -Ben." I hesitantly checked OR as I threw it back to him. He looked at me puzzled as I smiled softly. I reached into the cookie bag and pulled another cookie out before I brought it to Edwards lips as he smiled.
I felt Edward rubbing the small of my back as I dropped another tear willingly from my eyes. I leaned into him as I looked down to the play time carpet. Out of every memory me and Edward had ever shared. I think the play time carpet was one of my favorites.
"WOOOOOSH!" I laughed as I crashed my helicopter into Edwards Lego block city. He pouted as he looked up at me with disapproval in his eyes. I giggled as I continued to play. Every time Edward came close to finishing his building, I would smash it down again. I kept doing it until he looked at me and shook his head.
"Bella, I'm trying to build a perfect city! Can you please stop!" He turned back to his Lego's as I thought about what I was going to do now. I sat down next to him as I placed green, blue, and purple blocks into the make believe atmosphere. I looked up at him as he smiled at me. He placed his hand onto mine as we put the red flag on top of the highest building in the city. I gave him as hug as a small "sorry" escaped my mouth. He looked at me with warmness in his eyes.
"Edward, what is this city so perfect for?" I asked, curiosity swimming through me. His ears turned pink as he looked down.
"Well, um, this is the city I want to take you too when we run away together, forever," he smiled as he placed a kiss on my nose.
I smiled again as I wrapped my arms around Edward. He must have been thinking the same exact thing as me, since he leaned down and whispered into my ear, "I promise you, we're going to love that city." I smiled, my heart skipped another beat as his hot breath lingered on my neck. We stayed in the room looking around at everything that had changed out lives and brought us so close to each other. I brought my hands up to his shoulders and whispered 'thank you', before he nodded and took my hand.
"Bella. I have to show you something, important, now," he spoke sternly. I knew that it was all a front and he was going to leave me speechless when the 'something' was revealed.
He took my hand as he led me out the back door. I cant believe he would ever even think of doing this for me. It was amazing, just to be back here with my best friend. I don't think he even gets the feelings I have for him, I know he must have feelings for me, because he kissed me, right? What if he just knew I liked him and wanted to make me feel less pathetic about my boring self. I knew he could never return feelings for something so bland. Victoria was elegant and graceful, every step the bitch took looked like she was a ballet dancer. She talked with such intelligence, I found myself burning with envy against her throughout her and Edwards entire relationship. I still have no comprehension how Edward was even still a virgin, he was surrounded by beautiful girls day in and day out. We would go to the shopping mall together for a day of hanging out and girls would practically throw themselves at him. Edward had always tried to explain to me that guys were interested in me too, but I was oblivious to the fact that they were. He claimed guys turned their heads just to watch me walk by, and that any guy would be lucky to call me theirs. I didn't believe it though, it sounded too good to be true. The only guy I wanted to call me theirs was Edward. And I knew he wouldn't be the lucky one in this predicament.
My sight was shut out. I was staring into the blackness. I was about to panic when I felt Edwards strong arm wrap around me in an embrace, holding me from behind. His hand covered my eyes, so I couldn't see where I was going. I wasn't sure I wanted to see, I had just given myself enough doubt to think that he would spin me around, and as I was confused enough, take off and leave me stranded here.
I was able to see again, but I didn't see Edward. I turned around to feel his hands catch my hips. He pulled me tight into him. I tried to find words to speak, but I couldn't.
"Bella, look around," he simply spoke. I turned my head in every direction to find us in a familiar spot. We were on the playground of the school we had once attended. I smiled as I looked from the jungle gym to the swings and the curly slide. But most importantly, when I looked down to our feet, I saw us standing in the sandbox. The very sandbox I had gained feelings for Edward when he got Mike Newton to leave me alone for good. Tears swam in my eyes as he opened his mouth to speak.
"Bella, I wanted to take you hear today to reminisce every single childish moment we have shared, the first year we spent every single day, glued to each others sides. But out of every moment we have shared that year, nothing could be more special than the one I think of every day. Watching you cry after Newton made you eat sand, it set something off in me, I felt protective of you, too protective. Now, I didn't understand it at the time but I do now. Honey, I think of that every day. You were never one to take anyone's shit. But when you sat there with tears down your face, I knew that I was the one that had to be there at all times to make you feel as amazing as you deserve to feel. I know Tyler must have made you feel so insecure, so ugly, but your nothing like that. Around fifteen years ago in this very spot, Bella, I realized that you're the girl I wanted. I've lived with not having you, not being able to call you mine, for far too fucking long. I've watched you, I've stood along side you as you transformed from an adorable little girl to a beautiful young woman. It killed me inside to see you with Tyler for so long, and I feel like an asshole for not realizing he made you feel miserable every day, but I'm not Tyler Crowley, I could never even imagine doing that to you and making the mistake of letting such an amazing, strong, beautiful and incredible girl go. I want to be able to hold you when your upset, to kiss you when you need it, to wipe your tears away when your crying, to watch you sleep when your tired. Now, I cant really describe everything I'm feeling right now for you, but if you'd give me the honor, I'd love to take you on a journey forever and show you. I took you to this spot to ask the question that goes along with the feeling I felt for the first time ever in the same place it happened. Isabella, will you please be my girlfriend?"
I've never felt my heart beat so incredibly fast. In this moment, I felt like it was just the two of us, once again, all I saw was Edward. The words he spoke, it made me feel beautiful. Like I was on top of the world. He made me feel so special. But I couldn't believe he had asked me the to be his, I can't believe he WANTED me to be his, my heart was pounding, I'm pretty sure he heard it clearly. He went through all this trouble, just for me, just for it to be perfectly special. Tears were freely flowing down my cheeks, as he wiped them away softly, carefully not to ruin my makeup. I smiled as I tried to find words.
"Edward…oh, Edward…YES!" I squealed. He brought my face up to his and captured my lips with his own. Our lips moved against each other as I was hypnotized with the feelings that were pouring out of me. The kiss was filled with passion, I could especially now feel all the sexual tension rising from between us. His tongue snaked out and asked for entrance, as I opened my mouth slightly, his tongue danced with mine. I bit down on his lip as he smiled, pulling me into him. His strong figure held me up as I was feeling weak at the knees. If his kiss was making me feel this way, I couldn't even imagine what it would feel like to feel his hard member inside me, loving me in ways I've never experienced before. I knew in this exact moment, Edward Cullen was the one I've been waiting for.
EDWARD DID IT! He asked, finally! What did you guys think! Review me please xoxo. I know its been a long delay, but the testing is finally over, so now, I'm free for you guys, I expect over the next week for my updates to be regulated. (:
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