One hour Later...

Amelia briskly walked along the companion aft way leading to Callie's chamber on The Vera, she needed answers and she needed them now. Suddenly she felt warm familiar fingers curling around her wrist and yanking her into one of the companion chambers. Well, maybe she should get on with some rekindling first, Amelia thought, as she felt the familiar body pressed along hers against the closed door.


Two hours Later...

Callie stood on The Vera's bow and stared at the setting sun! For the first time in her life she was feeling emotions she didn't want deal with or even acknowledge that those emotions exist. She looked around her for any peering eyes any then kneeled down.

I can't believe I am doing this...but hey big man! You don't exist, I know that but people say that you do. I mean where were you when my parents died ? You gave me penis, you made my brother gay, you gave me all the reasons to believe that you don't exist or if you do, for some reasons you hate me. I became this ruthless because of you, I had to be strong before I could be rediculed out as outcast or unnatural. The reason the way I am is because of you and now...now I think I want to change...I...I...want to love. I thought the things I'm feeling for her are just my attraction towards her, she...she belongs to someone else... but one time with her and I know that I want forever with her . And it's a threatening feeling because love only brings hurt, people are made to hurt other people and 90% of time they're nothing but dissapointment and I know all these things and still I want to love because... I feel...I feel she's worth it. But I'm not sure if I'm worth her...so...so...I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do and...

A single tear rolled down Callie's eyes as she raised her head to look up to the sky, "I need help..."


Callie closed the door to her chamber and slid down the wall. Wrapping her arms around her legs she stared ahead at the empty cot of the lower bunk.

Before she knew it the dam of emotions broke through and she was literally sobbing, clutching a nearby pillow she sank on to the bunk and sobbed harder. She didn't knew she had these many emotions in her. The thought that she's not a good person was eating her alive.

The door creaked opened to reveal Addison looking down at her with sadness in her eyes "I thought you would be here"

Callie barely lifted her head to acknowledge Addison who immediately descended on Callie, pulling her against her chest. "Shh..its going to be ok"

Callie continued to sob against her for a few minutes neither one saying a word.

She finally pulled it together enough to pull away from Addison. "I think I love her Addy.." she said wiping her eyes. Addison tensed.

"You need me" she said stroking Callie's thick hair.

"No, I don't" Callie said getting up trying to get herself together.

"Callie, you are feeling a lot of emotions right now, let me comfort you" Addison pleaded placing her hands on Callie's chest suggestively. She needed Callie right now for everything to fall into place.

"Arizona is a married woman Callie, and so are you...and look at you...you are womanizer, Arizona deserves better than a whor..."

Callie grabbed Addison roughly by the arms and spun her around to pin her against the door. "Just shut up" she said through clenched teeth.

"What you gonna beat me up now to prove I'm wrong" Addison challenged her. Taking a deep breath Callie released her arms only for Addison to clench her tank top with her fist pulling Callie against her slight body. "I have a better way you can prove it to me" she growled before passionately kissing Callie.

Callie's hands clutched at her waist as Addison slightly bit her bottom lip for entrance. Using all her strength Callie pushed her back causing Addison to laugh at her.

"What's the matter Callie, can't get it up or is your mind occupied with someone else" Addison said crudely.

"Fuck you" Callie said harshly

"That's what I was hoping for" Addison trailed off. "But now I have my doubts" she said

"You want to be fucked" Callie said gruffly pushing Addison against the door, "I'll fuck you over!" she said hotly. It took but a few moment to strip Addison's bikni bottoms off bringing her panties with them. Callie didn't bother to remove her top, this wasn't' for her pleasure. Addison wanted to be fucked and that was what she was going to get. Callie lifted Addison with ease around her waist, passionately kissing her. They fought for supremacy as their tongues dueled heatedly. Callie sucked on her tongue receiving a throaty moan from the red head. She carried Addison over to the bunk and dropped her down unceremoniously. Addison looked up with protest but was attacked by kisses on her neck while Callie's hands pushed under her bra to pinch her nipples. Her breast were small Callie thought, not like Arizona's.

Callie shook herself with a start stopping her motions. What the fuck was that she thought about. Arizona Robbins has no place in her mind at this moment. Hell! She had no place in her mind period! Addison suddenly felt afraid that Callie was having second thoughts by the stilling of her hands, so she reached down into Callie's boy shorts and began to stroke her length. Callie groaned, all thought pushed to the side. She felt herself hardened and streatch beneath Addison's hands. Biting her lip Callie knew she had to regain control of the situation or she would never get rid of the woman.

Roughly she pulled Addison's hands away from her, pushing her back against the bunk, Callie spread her legs wide, revealing her sex to her browns. The air was thick with Addison's familiar scent, yet when Callie looked down on her, all she could see was certain blonde's face. This was getting out of hand! Callie discarded her boy shorts and began to stroke Addison's clit with the head of hee penis. Reaching a hand under her head Callie pulled Addison up high way so that she needed to support herself on her elbows.

Callie leaned down a bit and kissed Addison roughly while stroking her harder, teasing her opening with the head of her rod, dipping in and out while the red head moaned out in pleasure. "Please" she panted against her, bucking her hips

"Please what" Callie said roughly, lightly biting her neck

"Please put it inside me...I'm begging you..." Addison groaned when Callie dipped it in and out again.

"This is the last time" Calkie warned her with no emotions in her voice or eyes. "Look at me Addison" she said pulling her head to attention with her hand. "I said this is the last time you will feel this dick so you better make it count!"

With that she dropped Addison back on the bunk and slammed her penis full length into her. Addison's back arched and legs wrapped around Callie's waist, writhing against her. Callie tried to detach herself from the act but she needed release of all the emotions she has been feeling since she slept with Arizona. Addison tried to reach her arms up around her neck but Callie simply pulled out and turned her over on her belly and without a word he bent Addison over and entered her again.

The harder she fucked her, the wetter Addison got. Callie gripped her waist pulling her back against her chest as she slammed into Addison's grasping vagina relentlessly. "That's it Calliope" she gasped.

As Addison moaned her name over and over, Callie thought she heard Arizona calling her name. Her movements slowed down and became gentle. Her eyes shut tightly; she reached around to finger Addison's clit. Addison was beginning to shudder and get tighter around her length. In a haze Callie opened her eyes and all she could see was blonde hair. She was so close but she just couldn't seem to cum. She tried not to think about Arizona.

"Callie I'm so close" Addison called out. Callie shook her head and grabbing Addison by the hair she pulled roughly hissing. "Shut up...just shut up and let me fuck you" as she began to stroke her in earnest. Callie closed her eyes and gave in to her desire. Her mind pictured Arizona under her, hips backing it up against her as she thrust. Biting her bottom lip Callie began to speed up the tempo as Addison begged her for more. It was so good, so good Callie thought as she felt the wetness pool over fingers as she stroked Arizona's clit and her walls contract.

"No. no no" Callie thought as she pulled out of the red head quickly, her length was throbbing and wet from her desire. Addison was nearly passed out on the bunk oblivious to the fact that Callie didn't cum. Callie was panting hard, chest sweating and heaving as she reached down and began to stroke her hard on with fever. She closed her eyes and finished what her dream had started. Arizona bouncing on her length as she stroked herself to climax, Callie barely bit back her name that was threatening to spill out. Slowly she opened her eyes staring off into space.

"That was a good, goodbye..", Addison was panting besides her.

Callie got up and hastily got dressed, she could feel Addison's gaze burning into her back. She was about to exit when Addison called out,

"Bailey left some papers for you to sign, it needs to be dispatched by tomorrow" she said indicating the papers on the key stand by the door.

Callie scrawled her name on them without meeting Addison's eye and left.


Amelia slammed her against the wall pressing her soft, warm, opulent curves against the woman's flesh. Their lips frantically searched for each other's, she slipped her tongue into Arizona's mouth without asking, seeking or requiring permission for entrance; Arizona moaned at the feel of Amelia's tongue exploring her mouth. Amelia held her up with her wrists pinned up against the wall as she gently tugged on her lower lip with her teeth and smirked at the sound the Arizona made,

"Ohhhh god! Amy! I – I've –"she tried to get out between passionate kisses, "-I've got to tell you something... we need to talk.."

Amelia answered by peeling off the red bra that stuck to Arizona's body so obstinately as she placed wet kisses from her mouth trailing down to her neck where she nipped on her ear lobe provoking Arizona to dig her nails into Amelia's back.

"I-" Arizona breathed but then suddenly found she could no longer comprehended or form words when Amelia ripped off her bra and her eager hands grabbed Arizona's breasts with force she was sure it would leave a mark.

Arizona's hands slid into Amelia's raven hair and tugged on it with a rhythm synchronizing that of Amelia kneading her breasts. She need to talk to Amelia first but the moment Amelia saw her, roughly 20 minutes ago, she pounced on her - her thoughts were crudely interrupted as Amelia's tongue circled her now erect nipple and bit down on it sending shockwaves right down to Arizona's center.

Amelia's lips went back to Arizona's mouth where she stuck her tongue inside as she felt her shiver; Arizona abruptly broke the kiss as she spun around and jerked on Amelia's hand as she attempted break her lust induced haze – unfortunately, unsuccessfully – as Amelia shrugged her hand off, and banged Arizona against the wall with a strong grip on her hips as she shoved her thigh between Arizona's legs rousing a lustful moan at the friction. Amelia replaced her own thigh with her hand rubbing against Arizona's crotch and smiled as she felt the warm wetness which had succeeded to soak through a layer of her wife's clothing.

"See, you are so wet for me baby" Amelia hummed in her breathy voice as she vehemently dragged her nails up the pale skin of Arizona's long legs. Without warning, Amelia's fingers ripped Arizona's panties off as two of her fingers aggressively entered Arizona's very slick opening and Arizona screamed – Amelia trailed her tongue across Arizona's lips as she plunged in and out of her adding a third finger.

"Uh! Uh! Uh!.."Arizona writhed under Amelia's aggressiveness.

One of Amelia's hands grabbed Arizona's breast as her fingers twisted her nipple and the other hand shoved inside of her as deep as it could go; Arizona's legs trembled, and Amelia felt the woman tighten around her hand – inducing a lustful sneer from Amelia's breathy lips as she felt the warm gush of wetness against her fingers and Arizona's body melted into her arms – Amelia surprisingly harshly pulled out of Arizona prompting a whimper from her now bruised lips.

As her bare chest pounded wildly against Amelia's hot, throbbing breasts, Arizona felt rather than heard as Amelia spoke hotly into her mouth.

"Let's get a divorce."


AN - What is happening? Crazy much?!

AN - all reviews, thoughts and criticism are welcome.

AN - what do you lots think will happen next? what exactly is arizona's mind set it all this?