Chapter 9: Truths and Thoughts
Author's Note: So let me know if there are any questions regarding this story any insights or a storyline you might want included or think it would be cool
Don't forget songs are still available to put in the story so list them. I got some songs from some artist I just learned about so its looking nice.
I was listening to Breath me by Sia when writting this chapter. This song totally had me writting this quickly
Quinn's P.O.V
As were driving to Lima I think about how this may go. We are both hot headed Santana more than myself. I need to keep calm and say what's on my mind. The problem Is what is exactly on my mind. I all ready gather I like San6tana in more than a friend way but is it just cause I'm curious. What if I get together with her and I panic and we break up? Am I even ready for a relationship? Wait why am I assuming she even likes me back or would give me a chance. Its Santana here she sleeps with everyone. What if I am just another one of her trophies? I don't think I could handle that being the truth.
Plus what's with all the secrets going on around her. I know something's up but I'm not sure what it is exactly I mean Santana can get overly emotional for little tings. Maybe I should just ignore it for now I'm sure she would come to me if it was bad. I mean we are best friends so it cant be that bad
"Fix her Q"
Just when I think I'm don't thinking about it I can hear coaches voice echoing in my head over and over. Just what exactly did she mean. How would I even be capable of helping her if she cant do it herself.
I try to think back to San's behavior. Sure its been off a bit. The way she carries herself is more like she is tired but couldn't that just be from her morning jogs she says she takes? Then there is her bitchy attitude has decrease but I tribute that from her grogginess to wake up early morning to run.
Well I have to get to the bottom of this al, I swear I will
Santana's P.O.V
AS Quinn drives us to Lima beans I can only think of what she might talk to me about. Do you think she might know about me? I really hope not I don't want to drag her into this problem I have either. The thing is I could get out any day of the week. I have the money but I'm scared for my sister. What if I get to her first? I should be able to protect her then. But what if she doesn't believe me. Which it isn't hard for her not to believe me. My reputation is well known around the state the whole the slut and now the lesbian. I need to figure all this out before I can even dream of being with Q.
Blaine P.O.V
I am currently with Puck at Lima Bean he said he wanted to talk so here we are. Anytime we meet its always the same thing Santana. We worry about her but there is nothing we can do. Sure going to the police seems like the best option but who will they believe ? A delinquent a gay boy or a supposed whore and lesbian over a renown surgeon. WE live in Lima we would have to be stupid to think it would work. Plus there is the fact that Santana wont leave. She has everything set up to leave if she wanted to but she wont or cant and she wont tell us why.
"Blaine"
"Yea Puck"
"Santana cant keep living like this"
"I know"
"Do you really"
"What is that suppose to mean"
"You never do anything!"
"Like You do Puck!"
"Yea you just stand there acting all emotionless!"
"And all you do is yell and force her back in her shell"
"At least I show I care"
"Yea yelling and blaming her is the best way"
" Well you trying to avoid it is wayyy better"
"I don't avoid I just know she doesn't like talking about it at School!"
" Your useless Blaine"
"Look in the Mirror Noah "
"You two both are" Another voice says
Santana's P.O.V
I send Quinn to buy our coffee's while I go say hello to Puck I can hear them arguing in hush tones. When I realize what they are arguing about and their topic I add my two senses
"You both are"
"Santana!" Puck and Blain say
"The one and only in the flesh" I smirk
"What are you doing here" Puck asks
"I'm with Quinn she wanted to talk what are you two doing here"
"Same just to talk"
'Look cut the Bullshit you're talking about me now spill it"
"Fine why the fuck do you stay there are you plain stupid" Puck says to me
"Puck stop" Blaine cuts in
"NO this is what I meant by you Blain always avoiding a confrontation."
"This isn't the time"
"It is. Now Santana stop trying to just down play it and run away and deny all that is happening in your life"
"First off don't you dare call me stupid you don't know what I am going through. Second I would if I fucking could but I cant and they are my reasons okay. I don't need to tell you."
"Really or is that one of your lies too, Just more excuses in your book of deceit".
"Give me one reason I would lie about this"
"I don't know maybe its easier to deny than admit it
"Admit what Puckerman "
"I think that's enough Puck" Blaine says
"No continue Puck since you know so much" I said
"That the loser you call father beats the shit out of you every day"
"Is that all wow Puckerman you sure know my life well"
"And that you care for him"
"yea he is my fucking pops I be lying if I didn't care you jack ass"
"I think we should stop guys" Blain interjects knowing something they both don't know is standing behind them.
"No you guys all want to know right It seems to be some big story for you guys. You want to fucking fix me. Please I'm so screwed up I don't even know where to start. Maybe it's that no one really cares huh. Maybe that when I got outed my grandma disowned me. Maybe it's the fact that everyone hates me. Maybe it's the fact I'm a "whore'. No maybe it's the fact I miss my sister more than anything. And everyday that goes by my heart aches to see her again. Yea me, Santana fucking Lopez is an emotional drama Quinn bitch who cares. But you know what it definitely is"
"San that's enough"
"No Puck you wanted to know right well here it is. You wanted to hear that I get rape by my papi everyday right? No?, or was it you rather the fact it's not just him huh? No it's definitely that I know my sister hates me for leaving me. So don't you dare say I'm running or hiding or what ever you call it. Cause I'm suffering and there is nothing I can do
"T-tana is this true?" Quinn asks
"Oh shit" I say
A:N: I hope this cleared some air. Puck and Blaine did not know she got sexually abused I hinted at it but Puck is too dense sometime to pick it up. I look at it that since he never suspected she actually got abused at all its harder for him to think she got sexually abused like that. So Quinn finally finds out what happened lets see where we go from here
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