Robbie stared at her for a moment, thinking he'd heard wrong. He gulped, then closed and opened his mouth like a fish. She looked exceptionally determined about what she'd just said, but he couldn't help asking: " Are you sure?" She just nodded, before pulling him close, placing his hands on her hips and initiating another fierce kiss. He hesitated a bit and then kissed her back with just as much hunger. For a while they just stood there leaning back against the counter, attacking each other's mouth like this was their last day on earth. Robbie moved his hands from her hips up to her back, on to her hair, then his palms slid back down coming to a halt on her ass. He became bold as he gently squeezed it and he hoped to god she wouldn't slap him in the face or something. Tori didn't hit him, she let out a low groan instead. After for what seemed like hours, he reluctantly detached himself from her and she made a sad whining noise. " Why did you stop? I thought you were enjoying it." He laughed when he saw her pouting like a little kid. " Yeah I was, I thought it was great, it's just… you know: my pot of soup." Tori looked at the stove behind Robbie and then insight dawned on her.
" Oh, oh of course, I totally forgot." " Me too, you are a very attractive distraction."The next minute they were both giggling. He quickly turned off the fire and then spun around to face her again. " Let's pick up where we left off.", Tori whispered in a low seductive tone. Robbie never heard her speak like that before and he decided then and there that he loved that particular pitch. His analytical thinking didn't get a chance to do its work again, when Tori closed her mouth over his and began a feverish assault on his lips. He started putting more enthusiasm into their kiss, as he softly bit her lip, allowing his tongue to mingle with hers. He roughly grabbed a hold of her face and started stroking her adorable cheekbones. This little action caused Tori to whimper. She got even more worked up, when he lifted her, placed her on the kitchen counter and started sucking on her pulse point . She tilted her head, granting him easier access. Her hands quickly found the zipper on his blue hoodie. She became quite frustrated when she couldn't get it open right away. Robbie momentarily stopped making out with her to help her get the zipper down. Once he'd done that they went back to kissing each other hotly. Tori slid her palms up to his shoulders, causing the item of clothing to fall down on the ground. " Let's. go. upstairs.", she managed to bring out between hard, needy pecks. She felt him nodding against her lips as he gently lifted her up and carried her to his room. Luckily she'd left the door open for easy passage. He laid her down on his bed and gave her another soft peck . Then he surprised her by moving away to sit on the edge of the mattress.
Tori grew somewhat anxious, Robbie had his back to her and he was shaking his head. She reached for his shoulder and whispered in his ear: " What's wrong?" He shook his head again and sighed. " Well, I don't know Tori, I want this, you know, very much indeed." She kissed him sweetly on the cheek. " Then, what's the problem?" " I just don't know if I want it like this, I'm not sure if this is what you really need right now." She rubbed his shoulder. " Why shouldn't I need it?" He turned around and looked her in the eye. " Well for one you just went through a cutting experience with a narcissistic jerk, I don't want to hurt you." She was about to reply, when he continued: " Secondly: up until a few hours ago I was ancient history to you, why this certain change in attitude, why do you want this with me?" Tori was speechless for a few seconds, she didn't know if she should tell him that she shamelessly violated his privacy. Then again, he could've hidden his little book a bit better. She ultimately decided to tell him the full truth. She let out a deep sigh. " Listen Robbie, I never really stopped loving you, I was just angry with you for not trusting me. Then you came in, saved me from Brad, helped me cope, comforted me and all my feelings of resentment just faded away. " " Yeah, but that was back at your house, I don't know why, but I had the feeling that our kiss just now was an impulsive act." " Well…, I haven't told you everything yet." " So what else determined the way you just embraced me?" She gently took a hold of his hand and whispered: " I read your diary." His eyes went wide. " You, you don't mean that thing under my pillow, do you?" " Yes." He averted his gaze and started panicking. " Oh Goood, you weren't supposed to read that stuff, now you really must think I'm an obsessed dork." His face turned a deep crimson red. She tightened her grasp on his hand. " Robbie, I don't think you're a dork, I think you're very charming…" She kissed his left cheek, " and sweet…" She placed a small peck on his right one, " and unbelievably romantic." She finished by grabbing his chin and kissing him fully on the lips. She hurriedly pulled back to study his facial expression. His worried frown had evolved into an endearing, silly smile. " You mean that?" " No, I don't mean it, I kissed you because I don't like you at all.", she replied sarcastically. His smile grew even wider. " Tori Vega thinks I'm romantic and sweet." She slapped him on the arm. " You cute moron." He gazed down at her hand on his arm, grabbed it and placed a chaste kiss on her fingers. " Well, I think you're swell as well." Tori grinned. " That's so rhymy." Robbie chuckled. " You're starting to sound like a certain ditzy redhead." " I know but I'm past caring right now." They both smiled at each other like love struck fools, before Robbie pushed her back down on the bed. " Not a single word in that book is untrue, I really think you're amazing.", he whispered. Then he tenderly touched her lips with his.
When the brief kiss ended, Tori asked on a soft tone: " Robbie?" " Yeah?" " I need you to promise me something, alright?" At this point she got tears in her eyes. He frowned. " I'll promise anything if it'll make you happy again, I don't like it when you're sad." She reached up to brush her thumb over his cheek. "You must swear to me that you'll never cut yourself again, whatever happens, okay?" " Just how much did you find out trough that damn journal?" " I've read the passage about you hurting yourself after our fight." He stared at the emerald green wall behind Tori's head to avoid her gaze and sighed. " I made you all depressed, I deserved it, I wiped that irresistible smile of your face." " That's still no reason to cut yourself Robbie, you can feel bad sure, but you mustn't ever physically harm yourself over me, I feel awfully guilty." She started sobbing and Robbie's heart wrenched. He quickly wiped away her tears. " It wasn't your fault, it was my decision to do it, I really felt like shit back then." " You only did it once though, right?", she asked quietly between sobs. He didn't answer her question and looked down at his sheets. " Right?" " I may've done it again, when you said you didn't want my orchids." " Robbie!" " What? I hated not having you in my life." " And then once more when I saw you with Brad, the saddest excuse for a human being alive, today." Tori sat up and looked even more shocked than before. " Goddamnit, you didn't hit anything vital did you?" He shook his head. " No, I just carved through my chest, it's actually symbolic because that's where my heart is and it was always beating for you." He edged closer towards her and rubbed her upper leg. " It still is beating for you, it's your blood that gives it its energy." She flashed him a sad smile and pecked him on the lips. " Let me see your wounds, Robbie." " Tori, I…" She put her hand on his jeans clad knee and pinched it. " Please."
He tentatively started unbuttoning his white and red checked shirt. When his torso was fully exposed, Tori gasped. She knew what he'd done but it felt even worse to actually observe the proof of it. " Oh my god.", she mouthed. She traced her index finger over one of the red lines on his left chest and watched his face contort in pain. " Does it still hurt that much?" " The old ones don't, but that one is fairly new." " I'm so sorry.", she whispered and automatically started weeping yet again. He grabbed a hold of her face and erased the salty water drops with his thumbs. " Hey, like I said: I am solely responsible, you didn't slide a razor down it." She only cried harder and he got a sick feeling in his gut. " Come on Tori, please stop crying, you know I detest it." Then he thought of another technique to bring it to an end. He leaned in and softly kissed every inch of her visage. He started at her forehead, then made his way down to her nose and her cheeks. Between kisses, he murmured: " Please be happy again." and: " You're such a pretty angel when you smile." When he'd reached the corner of her mouth, he paused and kept a small distance between their faces. Tori gawked at him intensely and expectantly, her eyes glazed with need and lust. When he didn't react the way she wanted, she took the lead herself. She placed her hands at the back of his head and crashed their lips together. Robbie was pleasantly surprised and put his arms around her petite waist. It was funny how their bodies seemed to melt perfectly together. Tori had the same idea and it was only then that she truly decided that she wanted this wonderful, cute guy to take her virginity. Earlier in the evening, there were still some doubts in her mind, but with the way he was kissing her now, those were officially out of the window. She took his shirt off, all the while keeping a heated contact with his slender lips. She inwardly sighed when he moved away. " What's the matter now?", she asked, disappointment clearly apparent in her voice. " Before we do this, I want to be absolutely certain that this what you really want, okay? I can't go through with it, without knowing you feel completely safe and at ease with me." She caressed his cheek. " Robbie, you're so sweet, but I can guarantee you that I'm very sure that I want you to be my first, I know that I'm in safe hands with you and I completely trust you."
His face lit up. " Alright, that's settled then.", he said softly, before pushing her on her back and kissing her like he needed her touch to keep him alive. Tori smiled into the kiss and her hands slowly made their way down his upper body. She could feel a small moan vibrating against her lips, as her elegant fingers continued their travel down his stomach. Robbie groaned and softly ran his tongue over her bottom lip. She wasted no time in parting her lips to allow him passage. Their tongues began a passionate, hot dance and this time it was Tori who did the moaning. She whined in protest when he pulled back, only to be on cloud number nine again when he sucked at the nape of her neck. She let out a loud moan, when he bit down on her flesh and then soothed the pain with a long lick. He went on with the sweet attack on her neck for quite some time, switching between kissing, biting, licking and sucking. All the while Tori gasped and whimpered at the new sensation. She roughly ran her hand through his hair, pushing him closer to keep him going. " Oh Robbie, that feels so nice." He eventually stopped and moved down to kiss her shoulder. " My sole purpose is to make you feel nice, my delightful angel.", he whispered lovingly. She tilted his chin and initiated another tongue battle. Robbie felt great, he felt like he could do this forever, he would never get tired of making his princess feel good. Tori gave him a last warm peck before backing away.
She pushed him back up to admire his chest. She now only had one goal: she wanted to make him feel just as happy as he'd made her feel. Robbie let out a guttural moan when he felt warm lips making contact with his chest. He shuddered, when he felt a hot tongue tracing his scars. " Oh Tori, I love you so much." He tenderly started combing his fingers through her long, soft, brown locks. For a split second, he opened his eyes and looked down. Dark lustful eyes met his and he felt himself grow hard at the sight of her tongue against his nipple. ultimately she leaned back again. She gazed at him longingly as she slowly took her shirt off. Robbie just sat back and gaped at her, with eyes wide open. She unhooked her bra and when it fell down, his mouth went dry. This whole incident was so surreal and spellbinding. She looked astonishingly sexy. He gulped. " You're so beautiful.", was the only sentence he could bring out in his overwhelmed state. It turned out he didn't have to say much more, as she put her hands on his shoulders and started kissing him with a fervor she didn't know she possessed. He returned the kiss and before he knew it her tongue was in his mouth for the umpteenth time that night. He still couldn't believe this was really happening, it was all he'd ever dreamt of and more. He swore to god he wanted to marry this girl someday. He reached out to touch her chest, but he couldn't do it. Some part of his mind still prevented him from touching a girls' intimate parts. He was mainly afraid to do something wrong. He'd never been this close to a single female before and the fact that it was the perfect Tori Vega, made it all the more scary. Tori sensed his uncertainty an deepened the kiss, before placing his right hand on her left breast. She really wanted him to touch her, all of her. For a while his trembling hand rested atop her nipple. He still couldn't move and beads of sweat glided down his forehead . Tori broke away from the kiss and looked him right in the eye, as she whispered.: " It's okay Robbie, just touch me." He stared back at her, silently begging her to give him more confirmation. " Robbie please, I need you.", she whined.
That did it for him. He attacked her lips and started drawing small circles around her nipples. Tori experienced an ever stronger growing throbbing in her lower area as she let out soft, breathy sighs. This motivated Robbie to press harder on her chest. He could feel her fast heartbeat now and he reached a blissful state of mind. His heart was beating like crazy too and this was the first time he felt really connected to her. He grew more brave as he lightly squeezed her breast, causing her to moan softly into his mouth. She kept gasping and moaning and it was driving him so wild that he decided to take it to the next level. He detached his lips from hers and started gently lapping at her nipple, while tenderly massaging her other breast. " Ooh.", Tori whimpered. She bit her bottom lip as his warm mouth finally closed over the perky bud. God, she just couldn't get enough of him. " Mmmh Robbie, keep going." He grinned around her nipple, it pleased him very much that she was reacting this way and now he really wanted to see if he could make her feel even better. After worshipping her ample bosom for a fairly long time, his mouth carefully went lower. He showered her stomach with loving kisses, making her gorgeous body writhe underneath him. She let out a loud gasp as he dipped his tongue inside of her bellybutton. When he'd reached the top of her jeans, he paused and looked back up at her. He wasn't going to go any further, unless she really wanted it. Tori looked at him trough lazy half-closed brown eyes. Her center was begging for release and she simply nodded. That was the stimulus Robbie needed, as he unfastened her pants and began slowly dragging it downwards. He took a minute to memorize the exquisiteness of her tan legs before gently kissing her left shin. His mouth travelled upwards from there, placing gentle pecks all over the graceful limb. He slowly moved his lips to her inner thigh. He stopped when he noticed the cuts again. He didn't want to hurt her, so instead he subtly caressed them with his fingers. Then he started leaving soft kisses all over her soaking wet panties. Tori whimpered once more, he was driving her crazy and she needed him more than ever. She had almost completely lost the ability to speak, but somehow still managed to formulate what she desired. " Robbie, please take them off, I need you inside of me."
He wasted no time in doing just what she requested, relishing in the sight that was now exposed before him. She was really wet and it was all because of him. He lightly rubbed his index finger over her soft folds, which was rewarded with another breathy sigh. He quickly slipped out of his pants. As the last item of clothing came off, he moved back up to capture her lips in a mind-blowing, bedazzling kiss. She moaned when he began to line himself with her entrance. He pushed a strand of hair from her face, before asking: " You ready?" She smiled at him and whispered: " More than ever."
He slowly pushed himself inside of her and instantly regretted it when she winced in pain. She nodded for him to keep going and he halfheartedly forced his member deeper. Tears made their way down her face again and he tried his best to comfort her. He stroked her cheek and whispered soothing words in her right ear. " It's gonna get better in a few seconds, I promise." She nodded, hoping to god he was right. Sure enough, he was: a few minutes later, the pain subsided and all she could feel was mind numbing pleasure. He was just glad she'd stopped crying and progressively started moving faster, kissing her perfectly shaped lips, completely overpowered by the wonderful feeling of being inside her tight wetness. " Fuck Robbie, harder.", Tori moaned and he obliged, ramming his shaft as far as it would possibly go. He relished in the divine sounds emanating from his beloved's throat. God, he was gonna lose it any minute now. " Mmh, Robbie, don't stop, it feels so incredible!" He kept plowing into her, while she bucked her hips to meet his thrusts. Finally her walls clenched around his cock and it felt so good that Robbie couldn't help it as he came inside of her with an earsplitting low groan. They moaned each others name and muted their simultaneous cries of ecstasy by hungrily claiming each others lips. Their tongues danced a final sensual tango, before Robbie pulled out of her and rolled onto his back. They were both breathing heavily, sweating all over. Eventually Tori managed to say: " That was truly and utterly fantastic." " Yeah." Robbie winked at her. " We should do it again sometime."
A/N: I really hope you liked this chapter. I myself actually think it sucks. It was my first time writing sex and I really wanted to make the best of it, but I'm not sure if I succeeded. I don't know if I should continue this story. I still have a lot of ideas, but I was just so sad to hear that Victorious has ended.
Anyways, anyone who still wants me to continue, can PM me or post a review. And… if you patiently read through all this ramble, I heartily thank and congratulate you.
Greetings and to all a happy life.
