I've already failed to reach my target of doing it by the 15, I missed it by a long shot but I have so much stuff to worry about and I'm still in recovery mode from my mental illness and depression so all my brain wants to do is de-stress and relax (Telling you now, it sucks and I am so glad I'm out of it though) But I don't want to disappoint my readers and that sucks even more. There are positives, major major positives, like for instance this writing style I'm actually going with a more playful writing style. And I've got so many ideas now, actually things I wanna do in my life rather than just 'eh?' and I'm answering big questions and I'm actually doing things! But my body and brain right now kinda don't want to and they wanna relax and play video games. Which is fine and all, I think relaxation is actually what I need but I'm not going to get it cause of school, and work, and being in a different country, and going into a new job, and etc, etc. My relaxation time is over it seems. So I apologise to my readers out there for not putting up as many stories as I could, but personal health comes first.


Please message me, tell me how you're doing, I'd love to hear from you. I really would, talking to people helps with my personal health as well and to be honest, I'm a listener, not really a talker and people are fascinating so talk!


It's so much fun just writing about my favourite characters. ARGH THERE'S SO MUCH I WANNA DO. Like I'm going to get back into drawing cause I want to try out making a comic, I'm writing stories, I'm practicing photography, going to the gym, trying to write scripts for films, reading, swimming, poetry, want to listen to more music, want to read more books, want to play more video games, watch more tv, do more! It's like after my mental illness life has just grabbed me and shouted in my face and I'm shaking it and shouting back in excitement. Life's amazing! Do whatever the hell you want! Don't just watch other people, learn from them, expand from them, do something amazing yourself! I have so many writing friends on Fanfiction here, and we just write and I love how they inspire me to do more, and they write because I write and they talk and conspire and we build things together. Like for my next work after this Janna story I'm going to see if I can collaborate with someone! I'm not even sure who yet and but I'm going to just ask them and see if we can get something going! Maybe we'll make a massive series, maybe there'll be several people involved? Maybe we'll make it a challenge and each person contributes a story to the challenge? WHO KNOWS? I'm just going to do it cause! COME TALK TO ME PEOPLE, I WANT TO DO STUFF WITH YOU


Hey team, or readers, or whatever you like to be called. I had a freaking busy month of April and May. I wanna say I have still been writing. A lot slower than usual I'll admit and I don't like that fact. The truth is that I still suffer with anxiety and depression and it'll probably be with me for life. Like a scar that'll never go away. I have one of those actually, it's kinda cool. April was super busy for me as I had to actually do a lot of things for University as it came up to the final weeks and then in May I've been packing and preparing and applying for jobs and shouting back and forth at people about things being paid and where I'm going to live and have just been trying to destress myself. But my head is still affected, and I'm really really sorry for not keeping up and writing more. I love writing, it helps with my emotional state so much and I can create something amazing. But my head just makes me think I don't want to do it and it's just so hard to actually do it, just to get up and start. I know it's the right thing to do, I know it'll make me feel better, I know a hell of a lot of things that're good for me. But I just struggle to do it because I wanna rest from everything else, from my head, from my work, from university, from everything. And I'm going through a bit of a thought process right now as well so a lot of questions are being asked and now that Uni's finished for now they're becoming even more pressing and it eats away at me. So I'm trying to recover from depression and anxiety, trying to find the parts of my personality it stripped away, trying to work, trying to be motivated and trying to write for you guys as well cause your reviews and messages are sometimes small, and sometimes just a 'Good job' but to me they're everything. So I'm going through a… not a rough spot. But a thinking spot. Like I need to work out who I am and what I wanna do.

So on the back of that, I'm going to be starting up a blog page (Maybe Tumblr) and am just going to be creating things and trying out new things and seeing what happens. It'll include everything, from pictures, to animations, to drawings, to stories, to scripts, to paintings, to films, to everything. I want to just create and see what happens. It'll also be good place to actually keep my portfolio as well.

Thank you all for your support