Chapter nine
I got up in a flash. I had only just considered doing it and I was already standing straight. It was as if the moment you considered doing something, your body had already done it. It was so hard to get m head around! My babies! I fled through the door and there was a woman sitting in a large rocking chair, and next to her were two cribs, one pink and one blue. A boy and a girl. Edward and renesmee.
"good, your ready, may I say you are stunning. They have been waiting for days for there mother" she wasn't a vampire, she was a human! I looked down into the cribs and they looked like a couple of months old not day!
"Edward, renesmee" I said. My voice was musical, like singing. It was so different from my old voice!
"their names, they are beautiful, just like the two beautys they are" and she looked over to them.
"they areā¦big" my voice sounded worried.
"yes we have figured out they have accelerated growth. Its nothing to worry about, just a vampire thing. Ill leave you alone to bond" and she walked out of the room.
"hey, little ones" I whispered.
"im your mummy. And your names are edward and renesmee" I went to pick them both up but before I could, edward looked up at me with gold liquid eyes. The exact same as Edwards. It tuck my breath away. I hadn't seen his face before now because he had, had it faced down. But it was like a copy of his. The same full lips, strong cheekbones, pale complexion and the mesmerizing golden eyes. My eyes pricked, yearning for the tears that would never come. I forced my eyes away form his face to look at renesmees. I touched her cheek and she turned to look at me. Her eyes were a deep chocolate brown. Just like my old eyes. She looked more like my than edward but she had his strange red, brown hair. She was beautiful. Both of them where mesmerizing. I scooped them both up in my arms and flew over to the rocking chair and began to sing them a lullaby. All I did was stare at them. Once they had fallen asleep I put them back in their cribs and began to plan my way out of here.
Edwards POV
It has been exactly 5 years since I had left forks, left bella. Its now that it has become too much, and I had decided to move back, with my family. I planned to beg bella to take me back again and if she refused me then I was literally going to die. I was packing my clothes when Alice walked in.
"we are ready to go" she chirped. I smiled.
"ill be down soon" I told her.
"do you want me too look out for Bella's future?"
"NO! don't interfere until we get there. If she has moved on then we are coming right back here." I wasa getting angry
"okay then, let me help you pack" she flew over.
"Alice please, I just need to be on my own for a few minutes" I said it like I had been explaining something to a kindergartener for the 20th time.
"okay" and she flew out of the room.
I needed to get my temper under control. I was hurting my family by being moody and depressed, but I just couldn't get over bella. As much as I tried, she had me altered completely. If she wasn't going to take me back, there was no point in living.
"edward, hurry up" someone said from outside in the car.
I fled down the stairs and got in the car to find my only love.
Welcome to forks
We were just entering forks now. Raining as usual. I was feeling a lot of things a one time. I was excited to see her, terrified or rejection, but what else did I deserve? And actual pain. I might cause her pain or stress. Bring back old memories of her past with me. If she did not want me anymore, then I would leave forks again. But this time I was going on my own. My family love it here so much, and this is one of the only places they felt at home, and I didn't want to destroy that for them. They wouldn't listen to me at first, but when I lied to them, saying I didn't want them to come with me because they wouldn't be any help and I wouldn't be any company to them they very unwillingly agreed. As we drove down the various streets, I was looking for signs of her. Nothing appeared to have changed much, same as always. Then we drove down her street and the anxiety came back. My family were all extremely quiet. What if she never wanted to see my face again? What if she had moved away? I hoped she was happy again and that me leaving hadn't hurt her too much. I hoped I had been just another boy who she had got over and had been able to move on after a while. I hoped this for her. But a small, small part of me, the selfish part hoped that somewhere in her, she still had feelings for me. And she would take me back with open arms. Though this was the last thing I expected, and deserved. If she had found someone else, I wouldn't even let her know I was here, I really hoped it wasn't mike Newton who she had got with, anyone but him! Her truck wasn't there though that just might mean she was out, as it was the middle if the day. But on the other had she was 20 and most 20 year old don't live with their parents anymore. I couldn't take my eyes of her bedroom window, the one I used to go in every night. And it brought me pain to see it. If I could, I would be crying right now. I didn't take notice to much else on the rest of the way to our house. The others were now chatting away about how good it was to be back and how they would have to enrol in college and they were deciding which courses to take. I was just thinking about bella. The way her hair used to blow in the wind, her deep chocolate brown eyes that never failed to stun me, the first kiss we ever shared, and she nearly fainted and the thought of it brought a smile to my face. The way she used to feel sick when we ran, he stubbornness and the way she used to feel like I was the prize and she was the very lucky winner, when really it was the other way round. And then the last night we ever spent together. We matched each other perfectly, somehow the fire and the ice where corresponding with each other. She was amazing and so beautiful, but then pain was twisting in my stomach so I decided to think about something else. Only then had I realised we ha reached our driveway and the others were getting out of the car. Jasper, Alice, Emmet and Rosalie all ran off into the forest, while Esmee and Carlise just stood there motionless holding hands looking into each others eyes. I was the only one to go inside. I stepped in and closed the door. There was quite a large pile of mail on the floor and I picked it up and put it on the table and began to see if there was any for me. I decide to leave going to see bella until tomorrow as I sorted through the mail. Finally I found one for me and I opened it, just college adverts, so the search began again. There was another one which just said Edward on the front of it, in very familiar handwriting. Bella's handwriting. I tore open the envelope and read the letter.
Edward,
If you are reading this it means you have come home. If it not the same year as you left, then you wont find me here. I have gone. I hope you are okay and that life is good for you. Don't panic after you read this, everything will be fine.
Turn over for the story.
Edward, if you remember, on my nineteenth birthday we went a little further than usual on the physical side of things. A couple of months after you left, I found out I was pregnant with twins. They are your babies because I haven't had sex with anyone else. I had never got over you. I had to tell Charlie and he kicked me out. I moved into a flat. I talked to Jacob about the legends and it turns out they are half vampire. My only choice is to go to the voltori and ask them to look after them. im not likely to make it, but im sure they will try and save me, if there was a definite chance I would make it I would of stayed here. But imagine I didn't and little babies on there own, starving with no one to find them. They would die and I cant bear the thought of our babies dying. Im sorry I couldn't have told you in person, but I am out of time.
Sorry, my one and only love. I love you, always will always have.
Bella x
P.S: if they come and find you will you tell them about me and give them a good home. It's the only thing I can ask of you now.
The pain I was feeling was unimaginable, along with the sadness worry and guiltiness.
Pregnant, twins, half vampire, voltori. The voltori would never let them go and the only thing to do now was to help them.
