Wow I am so sorry about it being freaking two hole years my mind went completely blank and I wound up forgetting about the story all together I am so sorry!

Ch 9.

Chad and Renji continued to look at the sword and me for almost a whole minute until Renji screamed, "What!?" Chad looked shocked as well but stayed silent from his last outburst. My hand continued to point the sword at my two friends (well chad is more of a friend than Renji I would have to say).

"Alright, alright, now there is now need for this kind of action Hikaru", Uruhara said behind me but I quickly turned away from him and continued to look at the two men as if they were nothing but enemy's to me. "What is it that you want" , I said in a fierce voice and I could notice Chad flinching slightly from it b/c I knew he was not heard me speak so fiercely before. "We came to train down here to get stronger since everyone else is also training." Renji said to me in a monotone voice. "Now are you going to answer MY question to why you are here and while everyone is searching for you." He said in an angry voice to me but it only made me even angrier. "I do not have to answer your question Lieutenant , just b/c you answered mine does not mean I am ablidged to answer yours." I said in an even tone noticing how Renji began to glare at me even harder.

I did not have time for this damnit! I had things to do and one of them was not to sit and chat with these two! I curtly turned from them to get back to my training but of course it would not be that easy with these two. "Hey we ain't through talkin!" Renji yelled at me from behind. I stopped in my tracks and began to think quickly and finally sighed realizing what I had to do. I turned slightly and from just the right angle glared hard at the two before releasing a major amount of soul energy. The both of them crumbled to the floor with shocked looks of what almost looked like fear. I thought of my words carefully before I spoke. "Yes we are… You two never saw me here and if you even speak a word to the others of this I will personally come after the two of you!" I yelled angrily at them.

They were both taken aback form my word since it was obvious that I never spoke like this…like a captain of a squad would. "Now leave!" I roared at the pair before turning once more to go back to my training, not looking back again.

I could hear the both of them leave and also heard Uruhara doing something to them knowing it must be one of his gadgets to make them forget that they saw me and told them to come back another time for training. I continued my training and worked through out the week trying desperately not to think about anything BUT training. It was of course hard since every time I went to sleep I would see memory's coming back each night of Toshiro. But with every memory came with hurt that I knew Toshiro would never love me how he loves Momo.

Shiro finally came back with the information from the Soul Society. He said that there was indeed few people who were working for Aizen, giving him info for who knows how long. He said that he had caught at least three of them and was now looking for the rest. I was for once relived that something, even if it was only slightly, was going right for once. Shiro also toled me that the others were apparently looking for me everywhere thinking that I was kidnapped by Aizen. But I only ignored this info knowing If I let it get to me that it would only make hate myself even more than I already did. I thought at times I could hear someone calling me at time when I walked down streets to grocery shops for food. It seems that I had heard my name being called. I hoped that I could hide a little longer before I would eventually have to reveal myself. That was my last choice if this training to go any faster or my strength did not increase even more.

That night I tried very hard to go to sleep without having another memory. These visions of my past did not help with my training at all it seemed, but it did help with the giant whole in my heart that grew almost everyday. I decided I need fresh air so I went outside and jumped to the rooftop with ease. I looked out into the city and could see homes lit up with families eating dinner or telling each other good night. I could see in the distance that the city was lit up and the moon was high in the sky looking down on me making me remember the memoires even more.

I sighed bringing my knees into a fetal position and put my head in my hands trying desperately not to cry. I was almost ready to go in side when I heard voices coming down the road. Very familiar voices too.

I jumped to light post and roof tops as stealthy as I could trying not to make my presence known that all to familiar voice. I looked down from the roof top and saw the owner of the voices one being a person who used to play with me all the time even though we were not related felt like a brother to me. I say this yet my real brother was walking next to him as well all of his other friends.

The seemed to be coming this way and I knew the must be going to meet with Uruhara. Now I don't know what to over me but I just really couldn't help it at all when seeing those people who I used to know so well. I jumped down and began to follow them very closely knowing sooner or later they would notice me and turn around. It came sooner than I expected from my brother. I stopped under the light pole and stood there waiting. "Who's there!" my brother yelled and turning around with every one else turning as well.

Well needless to say the look on their faces was priceless even though a bit sad to say the least. My brother's eyes went wide and Ichigo completely went bonkers calling out my name before anyone else did. "Hikaru!" he yelled in a with relief than looked at with a tad bit of anger. "Where the hell have you been God damnit!" he yelled then started to walk to me with a very angry looking stride and a vein popping in his head. I just really wanted laugh at him then and I did but he only got angrier at me and stormed closer. But when he tried to grab me I jumped over him like it was nothing and landed softly behind him with him still standing there and turning around to look at me with shocked eyes. "H…How?" he spoke softly I only giggled and turned to stare at my brother and his crew. They only looked at me with shocked eyes and my brother might have acutually had tears in his eyes. I only gave them a big smile and jumped into the air with them looking at me while my silver hair blew in the wind. "Hikaru!" I heard my brother and Ichigo yell in unison. It pulled at my heart strings but I continued to fly off hoping the wouldn't follow.