HEY GUYS. I've been kind of MIA I know. But I'm back but I can't guarantee to update all the time. School's getting more tough. I've already had 4 tests and it's only been my first week back since my winter break. I really wanted to reveal Cam's secret but it wasn't working. But I have a feeling you guys will find out either the next chapter or the one after. The twist is also coming your way. And I'll try my best to update on monday or sometime during the week. Hope you enjoy the chapter. And could you guys please get me to 65 reviews. It would mean the world! Thanks.


CAM:

I feel so bad. I just feel like a jackass. Maya doesn't deserve this. I don't deserve her. What the fuck was I doing. I've been avoiding her ever since our conversation about our drama from the past well at least her drama. I wish I would've told her at the time but no I'm suffering from the guilt. I thought if I never talked about again I wouldn't remember it anymore. But no, that's not the case. I feel like this secret will always haunt me. Not only did I lose 1 person but also I lost 2 other people that I deeply cared about. I wish I could go back and change it all. But that's not what's the problem right now. Maya. The girl I thought I would be happy with and who would be happy with me. Just because of this goddamn secret, I can't seem to move forward with her.

It's not like I want to avoid her but whenever I seem to face her I feel like a liar, a phony who can't man up to a mistake that was made because of his dumb brain. I knew she was looking for me this morning but I just couldn't see her. But if I don't I knew I would lose her. But it was to late we were being separated into our teams now. I won't be able to talk to her until the end of this week when this "war" is over. I try to scan the crowd for her little blonde head. I couldn't find her but then she locked eyes with me.

She mouthed the words "what's wrong?"

I mouthed back "It's complicated, I'll you later." She nods her head and turns away.

I guess she isn't pissed. Thank god. The last Thing I would want is her to be pissed at me. Maybe by telling her she would help me get over all of this stupid shit.

MAYA:

This whole morning, I spent hours looking for Cam. It's as if he was avoiding me. Maybe he was. What did I do? Really, just when I thought I was doing something right for once I mess everything up. The thing is that I really care about Cam maybe even love but I don't want to get ahead of myself. And now everything is falling apart probably because of me. I wonder what I said or did. Why do things have to go bad now, especially now after I've found the guy of my dreams. He seemed okay the night before when we were talking. Something is definitely wrong but I wish he would just tell rather than avoiding me. Wait avoidance. Isn't that one of the signs to a break up?

Great. My first normal relationship and now it's probably coming to an end. But once again, I think I'm just over thinking it. Maybe he's just tired or home sick. God knows.

I give up on the search and with that said it was time to get split up into teams. I'm just praying to be on the same team as Cam, but as always everything will go in the complete opposite direction of what I want.

We all just huddle up into a big crowd. I see Cam. Our eyes meet. I try to ask him what's going on but he says we'll talk later. At least he'll talk to me right? I mean it could be about anything. I try looking for Tori and Tristan now. Before I could look for them, they run up to me like I'm some kind of god.

"PRAYER CIRCLE TIME!" Tristan declares. We usually have prayer circles whenever we have group projects and the teachers always end up choosing our group so we just form a circle and pray. Most people just think we're crazy and stupid but it works sometimes.

We're holding our hands so tightly I feel like it's the end of the world and we're waiting for a meteor to crash right in front of us.

"OKAY YOU GUYS THE LIST IS UP HEE YOU'LL HAVE TO LOOK FOR YOUR TEAMS!" the counselor yelled at the top of her lungs.

Oh great. That's all I could say. I knew nobody on my team. Except for the one and only Zig Novak.

Of all people I get stuck with him. We haven't talked ever since we got to the camp. Before his break up with Tori we would just say friendly 'HI's and 'hello's now I don't even try to make eye contact and when I do I just quickly shift my body to the other direction. Sometimes it seems like I'm the one who he broke up with. I just still can't believe he would just do that to Tori. Whatever. I guess I'm in this this war without anyone beside me.

"Guess what. You're boyfriend's on my team" Tori says from behind.

"Really? Well I would ask to switch but a) we can't and b) Zig's on my team."

She seems to feel uncomfortable at the thought of Zig. But she doesn't seem emotional about either. I guess she's finally over it.

"Doesn't matter. He can just fuck off. I couldn't care less."

"Good for you Tori. And don't worry Cam will keep you company." Oh. I totally forgot about Cam. I need to talk to him. But I'm too tired to look for him. I could get Tori to talk to him but he doesn't even know her that well. I guess I could try.

"Hm Have you talked to him today?" Tori asks curiously.

"Nope. He's been MIA this whole morning and when I found him he said we'd talk later. Since… you know you're on the same team as him would you mind talking to him for me?"

"Maya you know I love getting involved but this time I really don't think I should."

"Come on Tor. You're the best at this. I always end up messing up these small talks and it always leads to a fight or a break up."

"How do you even know it's something bad Maya? Not everything can go wrong maybe he just misses home. Just give him space for now, he'll talk when he's ready."

Tori was right but I guess I'm just worried what could make him so distant in 1 day.


it was the day after we found out our teams. Today was the day where all the games begin. Still no word from Cam. I'm worried he'll never speak to me again but I guess I should just give him space. I shouldn't act like some crazy girlfriend. But maybe I'm just way too crazy for him, maybe that's why I care so much about what's going on.

"Hey...Maya." Zig lightly says while sitting down next to me on the bench. I can't believe he has the nerve to talk to me.

I just give him a stern look which he doesn't get the message of and keep son talking.

"Why are you talking to me Zig. Honestly you can't just act like everything's okay."

"Why? Aren't we friends? Maya I didn't break up with YOU." He had a point but still.

"But still Tori's my best friend and I can't believe you broke her heart."

"Oh really?! So it's all my fault." I didn't know what he was hinting at. Was there more to the break up. I'm so confused. He's the one who cheated on her.

"YOU'RE THE ONE WHO CHEATED ON HER!" I yelled so loud our whole team was staring at us for a couple minutes.

"Just because I said, doesn't mean I did it." He explains. I don't get it. Why would he lie about it to Tori. I'm so fucking confused. This is worse than math class.

"I can't say anything here will you just talk to me at night." Now he just seems way to sketchy.

"Why not here?"

"Maya We're at war and- Watch ou-" And basically I smacked in the face with a ball. He was right we should just talk later.

"Okay fine after dinner meet me at the lake and we'll talk but not for long." He nods.

CAM:

So basically I'm a loner. I know nobody on the team. I do see one of Maya's friends who I remember yelling at us to stop making out. But I didn't bother talking to her. Heck. I don't even know her name. But whatever.

I was ready. I was ready to tell Maya everything. It's gonna be tough but it's time to just let it all out. It's in the past so it can't harm anyone. I just want her to know that I've changed. I am a better person. I try looking for her everywhere. I couldn't seem to find her. To be honest I kind of wanted to take my time. I was still trying to figure out how exactly to tell her about what had happened a couple months ago. It seemed like it had been ages since I started walking. I head over to the lake thinking she might have gone swimming since I know that's her favourite spot.

To my surprise I find her there. But she's not alone. I see her hugging a dark haired guy. What the fuck is going.


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