A/N: Today marks my 4th Anniversary on Fanfic!

I'm very proud to have come so far with 20+ stories and more than 10 completed stories here!

I'm happy to have done the themes I've done so far and explored. Each story I wrote came with a perspective that I wanted to share, a view I wanted to show and I feel I accomplished that with each story I've written.

I also want to throw in a quick thank you to the many reviewers that took the time to review for me. It was thanks to your reviews that motivated me to continue posting my stories and hopefully you'll all continue to support me.

My Anniversary this year will not go unmarked without just a huge mass update, but a WHOLE new list of Thrill I wish to bring to all of you.

On my Profile, you'll be able to vote for two stories to join the regular line-up of releases. Like the first time I did this, the first chapter of all the stories are released for the pleasure of your viewing and reading so do take it to account along with the summary when you vote for your favorite two. If you don't have a fanfic account, you may vote via review on the stories of your choice and let me warn you, I'm only tallying people who don't have account via review so if you do have a account on fanfic and vote through review, I won't count it because I will ASSUME you've voted on my profile already.

So Please, Read, Review and vote on 'One Step At A Time', 'Frozen', 'Black Wings' or 'More Than Meets The Eyes'.

Other than that, read the mass release of stories, vote for your favorite two new stories and review for me. :D


Pax Silva- Well the good thing about drabbles and short stories is the uber cuteness in a single scene :D Hopefully you'll enjoy the next ones just as much!

MARYLOVER- I know :D

Thrill can do anything and anywhere AND still make it good :D

Moonlit Crystals- Yup, that's the fun in drabbles. It leaves whatever happens after the last line to your imagination. But more than likely if it's Ryoma and Syuusuke, the activity will take place in bed… or anywhere convenient, as Fuji would say

TeNsHi No ToIkI- Well an angsty one among the rest is good once in a while as well ^^


For Now, A Friend

"Why?"

"Because why stay friends when we surpassed the limit of friends?"

"I don't want to upgrade to sex friends just yet." Ryoma said walking off. "It's my last year at Seigaku and I don't have time for you."

"I want to skip that step and go to lovers Ryoma." Fuji said wrapping an arm around Ryoma's waist.

"I thought you said I could take all the time I needed to see if I wanted to be that with you." Ryoma accused with a frown.

"But-"

"For now, let's just let it be." Ryoma said and walked off.

Fuji on the other hand tried to brush off the irritation at being cut off. After all, Ryoma was walking around with a note attached to his back stating whose boyfriend he was.

-Later-

"Ne Echizen… I wasn't aware Fuji-senpai and you were going out." Horio said with a surprised look.

"We aren't! What gave you that idea?" Ryoma asked with a frown.

"Well…you have a note on your back that says you are Fuji-senpai's property and boyfriend."

Ryoma didn't speak… but a huge anger mark was very apparent on his forehead.


Heavenly Days

Ryoma smiled a bit as he walked beside Fuji. It might have been awkward that they had no heading but just walking side by side was also good once in awhile. Especially if Fuji was holding his hand and not doing something that was going to embarrass the two of them.

Feeling Fuji shift to wrap an arm casually around his shoulder made him blush slightly but he held up his bratty defense as usual and frowned at Fuji who merely smiled back lovingly.

Yeah… these were the heavenly days he loved… but he wasn't about to admit that anyti8me soon to the devil.


Rain of Love

"Did you wait long?" Fuji asked walking up to his boyfriend who was leaning against the school entrance with a pout on his face.

"What do you think?" Ryoma asked irritable at Fuji's smile.

"I'm sorry, I had a friend who just wouldn't let me leave." Fuji teased placing his umbrella over Ryoma's head. "why didn't you bring an umbrella?"

"Isn't that why you're my boyfriend?" Ryoma shot back before adjusting his school bag and walked off in the rain.

"You're getting soaked." Fuji pointed out jogging a bit to catch up to Ryoma.

"I was already since you took your sweet ass time." Ryoma said loud enough for a couple people passing by could hear.

"Didn't I already say-"

"Your sorry is the farthest thing from what it means." Ryoma said with a frown. "Why don't you just go ahead and say that you enjoyed seeing me get soaked when YOU asked me to haul my ass from my school to yours only to HAVE to wait out here forever!"

"Now Ryoma…." Fuji said biting his lip to keep from chuckling. He had forgotten that his boyfriend knew him to well sometimes…. and yet he still did the cutest things and listened to his commands.

"On a day that was raining too!" Ryoma complained

"I love you," Fuji uttered pulling his soaking boyfriend under the umbrella and into his arms. They had been dating for almost a year and Fuji still couldn't get over how cute his boyfriend was… and next year Ryoma would be in high school with him so they wouldn't have to be apart at all.

"Hn…" Ryoma merely uttered as he allowed Fuji to hold him close.

"It's really pouring… what if you get sick?" Fuji asked looking at Ryoma's wet locks in desire more than worry.

"Then it'll be your damn fault!" Ryoma complained. "What are you going to tell my team when their buchou falls sick?"

"I'll tell them I'm sorry." Fuji teased knowing how much Ryoma hated that word from him.

"Why don't I-" Ryoma started but never finished as Fuji kissed him lovingly before pulling him along to his apartment, which wasn't too far from where they were.

"Can you spend the night?" Fuji asked

"Aa…" Ryoma mumbled

"Good," Fuji said with a wide smile.

"Why?" Ryoma asked feeling a shiver of fear run up his spine.

"Because I'll have all night to shower you with my love." Fuji promised.

"And how is that going to happen?" Ryoma demanded.

"Ryo-baby, for every drop of rain that dripped on you I'm going to rain my love on a very responsive part of you."

"You sick-"

"I love you too." Fuji said with a smile as swooped down to kiss Ryoma senseless again.


Truth

Fuji glanced at the boy sleeping deeply next to him. He had to admit; sometimes he couldn't help but tease the boy a bit and demand to see their love.

Despite that though, Fuji knew he was the only one, and even if he lost everything else, as long as they didn't take Ryoma, he'd be okay.

"How long are you going to stare at me?" Ryoma asked irritably.

"Till I know you're mine and mine only." Fuji whispered placing a chaste kiss on Ryoma's lips.

"Hn… and if I leave you?" Ryoma asked rolling a bit to his side to look at his lover.

"I'd follow," Fuji promised leaning against Ryoma's head. "And that's the truth."

"Che! The truth is I can't escape you!" Ryoma accused.

Fuji merely chuckled… his kitten was learning very well.


Here In Your Arms

Ryoma scowled as he lost to Fuji again thanks to his distractions.

"Cheater!" Ryoma uttered when he felt Fuji's arms wrap around him from behind.

"It's called being smart Ryo-chan…" Fuji whispered against Ryoma's ear. "Let's go home and take a shower and sleep."

"Hn…" Ryoma merely said enjoying the feeling of Fuji's arms around him. Sometimes it was times like these that he loved Fuji a lot. Feeling a soft kiss on the side of his cheek he looked up and saw Fuji staring at him.

"Thinking?" Fuji asked looking at Ryoma's distant look.

"No… just enjoying the scene." Ryoma said looking up to place a chaste kiss on Fuji's lips. "Let's go home."


Who I Am

Fuji smiled as Oishi asked him what he was going to be now that he was going to Todai.

"Anything I feel like being." Fuji stated with a smile.

"Oh?" Momoshiro asked interrupting their conversation. "The who are you first and foremost?"

"Pssh Baka! He's Fuji of course!" Kaidoh said punching Momoshiro across the head in irritation of why he was so dumb.

"He's the Tensai!" Kikumaru said happily. "Fujiko no Tensai!"

"Iie!" Fuji said with a small chuckle as he reached past all of them to place a chaste kiss on Ryoma's lips when he finally wandered over.

"First and foremost, I'll always be Ryo-chan's lover."


Somewhere Only We Know

Ryoma smirked, as he got dressed while Fuji gathered their school stuff.

"Ready to go home?" Fuji asked carrying both their bags.

Ryoma didn't reply as Fuji bent and he opened his mouth for a deep kiss before he got off the bench with slight discomfort and walked to the door. Locking up the clubroom with Fuji wasn't anything anyone else knew… no, it was somewhere only they knew where to do it privately.


When You're Gone

Forever had a meaning…but when you lose the meaning, what else is left?

They had been together for seventeen years and for years Ryoma had been tolerant to Fuji's flirting and playing with other people because he never took those people seriously… in the end he had always came back to Ryoma and life went on…. But this time, this time Fuji was drifting further from his grasp and he had realized something that shook him in fear. He was more in love with Fuji than Fuji was with him.

He had tried to play around with other people but his heart rejected the idea as filthy and it bothered him more and more when Fuji withdrew and stayed out more often than at home with him. Usually if Fuji was having an "affair" he'd let Ryoma know immediately and try to get a reaction from him, but this time he was keeping quiet and even denying the fact that he was seeing someone and fooling around.

A pain passed through Ryoma as he glanced out the window and clearly saw Fuji climb out of the guy's car with a smile. It wasn't just any smile… it was his satisfied smile. Blinking the tears back, Ryoma took a deep breath as he tried to calm his raging emotions. He convinced himself it was the usual "dates" Fuji took his interests on. A simple dinner date followed by drinking and talking then home to brag to Ryoma about how much they did.

It was inevitable… their forever was fading and no matter how much he pretended everything was okay, even a blind person could see they were no longer the couple they used to be.

"Okaeri…" Ryoma called out as Fuji stepped through the door.

"Aa… Tadaima…" Fuji uttered coming over to place a chaste kiss on his lips. "Did you have dinner?"

"Aa…" Ryoma answered blinking back the tears that he thought had gone.

"Then I'm off to bed, are you coming?"

"Can I?" Ryoma asked meaning it more, as a joke then seriousness but it seemed his true feelings shone through when a tear streaked down his cheek as he stared at Fuji's lost expression.

"What do you mean by that?" Fuji asked with a slight frown as he walked back towards Ryoma. "Isn't that where we usually sleep together?"

"Yeah…" Ryoma said walking past Fuji. "I was just teasing…."

"Ryoma you never tease…" Fuji said following Ryoma. "What's bothering you? You're crying…"

"Nothing," Ryoma said as normally as he could. He was scared if he said he was in pain, he'd really feel the full pain.

"Ryoma…" Fuji said pulling him into his embrace.

"I hate you," Ryoma said bluntly as he smelled the cologne of another man on Fuji so clearly.

"But I love you," Fuji uttered placing a kiss on Ryoma's forehead as he wiped away the stray tears. " Do you hate it that much when I'm gone?"

"I hate myself for staying," Ryoma whispered as he turned to walk into their bedroom. "I think I should leave tonight, I'm not feeling up to games."

"Ryoma," Fuji uttered pushing him onto the bed. "I won't let you… you should know better that I would never let another's touch come between the two of us. No one else can ever take your place in my heart." Fuji said seriously placing Ryoma's hand over his heart. "No one else comes close to you…"

Ryoma didn't answer as the tears kept spilling down his angelic face.

"Ryo-baby… when you're gone I miss you," Fuji said softly as he turned out the lights and pulled Ryoma into his arms. "I'm sorry if I've been distant lately… it's just that-"

"What?" Ryoma asked listening to the steady beat of Fuji's heart from where he laid on Fuji's chest.

"I was afraid you didn't love me anymore… you never seemed to care and I was getting insecure…" Fuji said softly brushing a hand through Ryoma's hair. "I never knew I was hurting you so bad…"

Ryoma didn't answer as the fears in his heart settled. Syuusuke was as afraid as he was…

It brought back the reason why their forever had a meaning in the first place. Because despite all their differences, they always sought each other out whether it was physically or mentally.

Forever was being together, knowing that the other half of you would be there when your eyes opened, that they would lend a shoulder in times of pain, and above all love you for who you were.


A/N: Geez! I got to get my head out of the gutter XD and lessen on the angst XD