AN: Stephenie Meyer owns all the characters, I'm just playing with them. Sorry about my delay here lately. I'm in college and my finals are coming up. I have a few papers I have to have written too. The only reason this update is actually coming out today is because I have pleurisy (inflammation in the lungs) and I'm on bed rest so I've had some free time, lol. Thanks to my beta twilight-is-lovee for her quick work with this chapter. I wanna say a huge thanks to all my reviewers and to those of you who have alerted this story or added it to your favorites... It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside LOL. Anyway, read and enjoy!
Playlist
Eyes Closed So Tight by Vi3
You Ain't Gotta Say Too Much by 504 Boys
Wild At Heart by Gloriana
Looking For A Good Time by Lady Antebellum
I Alone by Live
BPOV
"You know, I feel really fucking stupid for all the time we wasted," Edward murmured in my ear as I laid my head on his shoulder, trying to catch my breath from an intense kiss. I smiled at the fact that he had already mentioned this to me.
"I know exactly what you mean. With the knowledge that I'm about to seriously embarrass myself, I'm going to tell you that I've been pining over you for years. I only dated Jacob because I was trying to get over you, and he just ended up being a total ass," I sighed as I sat back up on his lap.
"That's not embarrassing, Bella. That's sweet and makes me feel good to know you liked me that much. I only dated girls like Lauren because they were the total opposite of you. I thought I wasn't good enough for someone like you so I dated the opposite, thinking that I would at least feel like I was staying in my league." Edward shook with silent laughter. I smiled at him as I leaned down to press my lips to his gently. I could feel the cold of the night air seeping into my clothes, and I began to shiver.
"It's getting cold… we should probably put another log on," I sighed into Edward's neck. He wrapped one arm around me and stood to walk over to the woodpile. I quickly wrapped my legs around his waist to keep myself from falling.
"I thought it was getting kind of hot in here, personally," he whispered into my ear after he tossed a few logs into the dying flames. His hot breath and sexy tone sent chills through me that had nothing to do with the cold breeze.
"I-I-I… mmhm," I mumbled incoherently in response. I felt his hot lips touch the hollow behind my ear, and a throaty moan escaped my lips. I felt his dick harden at the sound, and he pulled me back onto his lap on the couch.
"You're killing me, Bella. First, the unintentional peep show this afternoon, which, by the way, was incredibly hot, then you climbing on my lap, and now the moans," Edward whined as I felt the familiar heat flood my cheeks. "Even that is ridiculously sexy, and you don't even know it," he whispered as he ran the back of his hand along my cheek and jaw line. His words and intense stare went straight to my core. I felt the dampness in my panties and turned to press my lips against his frantically.
"God… do you have any idea how long I've waited for this? I want you so fucking badly, Edward," I groaned out against his lips and ground my hips into his erection. Edward's eyes widened at my statement, and his tongue darted out to meet mine as they danced together between our mouths.
"Fuck, I wish my mother wasn't home right now," Edward sighed as he pulled away. I looked down at him and knew my face portrayed my shock.
"Esme's home?!" I cried out. He laughed and nodded his head. I whipped my head around to stare at the back door, convinced she was going to walk out and see us.
"Relax, she's upstairs reading. She promised me that she would be completely out of sight tonight. She's not coming down at all, I swear," Edward comforted as he ran his hands up and down my thighs. I moaned softly at the electricity flowing from his hands into my skin. I tensed slightly as his hand ran up under the hem of my dress slightly. I couldn't shake the paranoia of Esme finding us in this position. I squirmed some in his arms as his grip tightened around me. "Where do you think you're going?" he growled softly.
"I don't want your mom to see us like this," I sighed. Edward shook his head at me and pressed his lips to my neck and then down my collarbone.
"I won't let her, so stop worrying. Let me take a look at your tattoo," he smiled slyly at me. I grinned at him as I felt the flush rise in my cheeks again and turned slightly to the side. I went to grab the shoulder of my dress to move it but Edward's hand stopped me.
I turned my head to look at him and he winked at me and slid the fabric down over my shoulder as he kissed the skin it exposed. I felt a fire burn through my and settle in my crotch, where a tingling began. I closed my eyes at the sensations filling me. I felt his fingers graze over the sensitive skin where the new ink marked my skin.
"You are so fucking beautiful it is unreal. And this right here?" He tapped my shoulder gently. "This is unbelievably sexy, and I am even more turned on by looking at it." A chill shot through me once again, and my knees got week as I felt his lips travel back up my shoulder to my neck.
"Do you know that you really have a way with words?" I whispered back as I tilted my neck to give him better access. I let myself relax back into Edward.
"Bella, if I keep going with this…" he started to whine as he kissed up to my lips and caught my bottom lip in his teeth and pulled gently before he kissed me roughly as his hands slid up my hips and ass toward my back and finally twisted into my hair to pull my head closer to his. I tilted my head to deepen the kiss and I felt the vibration of Edward's groan against my lips. I quickly pulled away and stared into his eyes.
"I know… we really need to cool this down some." I sighed again and grudgingly climbed off Edward's lap and sat down next to him. I curled into his side and laid my head on his shoulder as he laid his on top of mine.
"You're stronger than I am, that's for sure," Edward mumbled into my head. I snorted at that as I remember watching him from my room the night before. "What are you snorting at?" he laughed as he pulled away to look at me.
"Oh… uh… nothing," I stumbled over my words, and my face felt like it was on fire.
I didn't want to tell him about what happened the night before, and he knew me well enough to know when I wasn't being truthful. I was only hoping that he would let it going seeing my embarrassment.
"You're an awful liar; I believe I've mentioned that before," Edward laughed as he pulled further away to look into my face. I knew my face was a brilliant red, and I also knew Edward well enough that he wasn't going to let it go until I told him what was up.
EPOV
The blush covering Bella's face and neck was enough to tell me that whatever she was thinking about had to be good. I sat and watched the emotions pass through her eyes as they darted around, looking at anything but my face. I saw embarrassment, contemplation, lust, and then resignation finally before she turned to look me in the eye.
"This is so embarrassing, and I can't believe I'm actually going to say this out loud and to you of all people," she mumbled softly as she looked away. I held back my laugh and sat patiently for her to continue with her confession. "GOD! You're really going to make me tell you aren't you?"
"You don't have to do anything you don't want to do." I smiled at her, and she gave me a sideways glance before taking a deep breath. I knew she would tell me regardless of how embarrassing it was because she always told me when I acted like I didn't care.
"I saw you last night… through the window. You thought I was asleep… I wasn't," she spoke barely loud enough for me to hear her. I thought my heart would stop as the words left her mouth, and I couldn't breathe.
"You mean when I was… oh god," I groaned as my head fell into my hands. I was jerking off and she watched me. Now that was embarrassing. I wanted to melt into the couch and disappear. Bella probably thought I was the biggest pervert in the world. I was watching her while I did it. She had to know that I was thinking about her, too.
"Yes, I mean when you were jacking off… but… this is the embarrassing part… it turned me on Edward. I… I played with myself while I watched you," Bella whispered, and I looked up in shock just as the pink tint to her face turned a bright and fiery red. My whole body felt like it was on fire, and the burning desire to have her overtook my senses and completely blocked my brain from functioning correctly.
"That has to be THEhottest fucking thing I have ever heard in my entire life," I groaned out as I pulled her face up to mine and stared into her eyes. I felt my dick twitch in my pants, and I pressed my lips against hers violently. I leaned into Bella, forcing her to lay pack against the couch as I climbed over her and pressed my body flush to hers while keeping our lips firmly attached.
I felt rather than heard the groans emanating from Bella's throat as her hands twisted into the hair at the back of my neck and pulled me into her and deepened our kiss. I felt a growl start rumbling in my chest as I ran my hands up and down her sides and felt her hips buck into me. My body responded before my mind could stop it, and I ground my erection into her crotch. A guttural moan escaped Bella's throat, and it only spurred me on. I moved my hand down over her waist and past her hip until it rested on her lower thigh. I squeezed her thigh gently before I moved my hand up her thigh and under her dress. Bella again bucked her hips into me, and my hand instinctively slid to her inner thigh, and I felt her tense slightly beneath me.
"Edward, wait," Bella breathed into my ear as she pulled herself away from my kiss. I move my hand away from her thigh quickly and avoided looking in her eyes.
"I don't know what came over me. I'm so sorry," I whispered in defeat. I pulled my body weight off her and started to sit up, but laid my head on her heaving chest. It was sneaky, I knew, but I was horny and I wanted to be touching her still.
"Don't be silly, I was loving it. I just think that we should slow down a little… especially since your mother is home and I have to be home in like twenty minutes." She smiled as the perfect blush coated her face.
"You're probably right," I groaned into her cleavage. Bella laughed and squirmed beneath me.
"That tickles!" she cried out as she grabbed my hair to pull my head from her chest. I smiled mischievously at her then began tickling her ribs. She squirmed and squealed beneath me as I kept up the tickling despite her pleas.
"Can't… breathe… stop… please!" Bella cried out. Her face was flushed, and she had tears streaming down her cheeks. I smirked at her and pulled my hands away from her sides.
"You are too damn beautiful for your own good, did you know that?" I asked her through my laughter. Once she caught her breath, Bella sat up and leaned her head against my shoulder.
"Whatever," she stated, and I caught her rolling her eyes.
"No, I'm serious. You really don't see yourself clearly at all," I sighed into her hair. I pulled her into my side, and we sat together in silence for a long while as we watched the flames begin to die. I felt Bella shift against me and heard her let out an exasperated breath so I turned to look at her.
"I've got to start heading home now. If I'm late, Charlie will kill us both," she said softly. I felt the frown form on my face, but I stood up anyway to lead her back into the house. We walked in through the kitchen, and I noticed that the living room was back to normal. Esme must have cleaned up once we went out onto the patio. I grabbed our coats as Bella slid her shoes back on. I held her hand as we walked silently across our lawns and onto her porch.
"I had a great time. I hope we'll be doing all that again sometime very soon," I whispered into her ear. She blushed, as I had anticipated, and then nodded her head at me.
"Absolutely, we will be doing that again. Thank you for such a perfect night." She smiled shyly. I chuckled at her nervous expression and pulled her in close to me. I pulled her chin up and placed a gentle kiss on her lips.
"Good night, Bella. I'll see you in the morning before class." I smiled at her as she pulled away.
"Good night, Edward." Bella smiled back as she pulled open her front door. I waited until she closed the door behind her to make my way back to my house. I walked slowly, savoring the memories of the evening. I noticed a familiar car parked next to my driveway when I got closer, and I went over to it. I was shocked by who I saw sitting in it.
"James? What are you doing over her?" I asked incredulously as the window went down at my approach.
"I got into a huge fight with my parents… I didn't have anywhere else to go… I hope you don't mind. I mean… I just wanted a friend to talk to," he mumbled without looking at me. I quirked an eyebrow at him in curiosity. We had never really been friends, only teammates, and I wasn't aware he even knew where I lived.
"Um… no, I don't mind. Did you want to come in and talk or something?" I asked uncomfortably. He looked so dejected that I couldn't just turn him away without trying to help him some.
"No… I think I'll try heading home. I'm sorry," he mumbled again as he turned the car back on. I watched as he pulled away from my house and shrugged. I didn't understand what he was thinking but figured that he'd be okay if he didn't want to talk about it.
BPOV
I was incredibly relieved that Charlie was asleep when I came in from my date with Edward. I didn't want to have to talk to him about it of all people. I was in such I great mood that I knew I wouldn't be able to fall asleep quickly. I decided I'd jump in the shower to remove the makeup that felt sticky on my face after my tears of laughter ran through it. I grabbed my Winnie the Pooh pajamas out of the drawer, but before I could turn around to head out of the bedroom, I caught sight of Edward standing at the bottom of his driveway, staring after a car that was pulling away.
I tilted my head to the side and watched as Edward shook his head and shrugged before heading up to his porch. I was infinitely curious as to who would be at his house this late on a school night. I shrugged it off myself and went off to the bathroom once he entered his front door. The hot water was incredibly soothing on my skin; I hadn't realized just how cold I had been sitting outside with Edward.
After my shower, I went back into my room and pulled open my curtains. Alice and I had left them closed that afternoon, and I didn't want Edward to think that I was upset with him or anything. I pulled my laptop out and sprawled out on my stomach. While I waited for my computer to load, I stared out my window into Edward's room. A few minutes passed, and he walked in from his adjoining bathroom followed by a huge cloud of steam. He was in only a towel, and his back was to me. I could see his tattoo clearly. The skin around it was a little red, but it looked good after only a day.
After gawking at him for a few minutes, he turned around and met my eyes. I blushed and looked down at my laptop as a smirk crossed his face. I pulled up my messenger, hoping that Alice or Rosalie were on for me to talk to about my night. Neither of them were, though, so I was going to shut down my laptop, but Edward sent me a message.
Edman92: See something you like, Swan?
BellaBell2010: So what if I did? If you don't want me looking, you should put some clothes on.
Edman92: I'd rather take them all off, but I think that would be too forward of me. What do you think? Wanna see me in all my naked glory yet?
I gawked at my computer screen and looked out my window to see Edward grinning at me. He cocked his eyebrow and pointed to his screen asking me for my answer. I turned back to the screen and stared at it for a moment before I answered.
BellaBell2010: I don't think that's such a good idea.
Edman92: I think it would be a fantastic idea, personally. Come on, all I have to do is drop this little towel. For all you know, I could have just done it and be naked right now.
My head involuntary snapped up to the window, and I caught Edward eyeing me again. I took a chance and looked him over and saw he was still in the towel. I breathed a sigh of relief and turned back to the computer screen when I saw him laughing.
Edman92: I knew you wanted to see it. I'm going to get dressed now. Can you hold on a minute?
BellaBell2010: Sure, sure. Just don't take forever.
I sighed and smiled at the screen. I took a peak out the window and saw Edward digging in his drawers. I watched from my position, trying to be stealthy. He never looked back at me so I figured I was safe to stare. My jaw dropped when I saw the towel drop from around his waist and his ass was staring straight at me. Edward quickly pulled on a pair of plaid sleep pants with no boxers and sat back down at his desk. My messenger chimed, and I forced myself to turn back to my computer, wiping at my mouth fearing there would be drool there.
Edman92: I know you were looking at me. Did you see anything that you liked that time around?
BellaBell2010: I was not!
Edman92: Whatever. You're still a horrible liar. Good night, sexy girl.
BellaBell2010: I'll see you in the morning, Edward.
I shut my laptop before I said something that I shouldn't have. I was turned on by him standing naked that comfortably knowing that I could have been watching him. I didn't want to make any kind of comments that could give my predicament away to him. I put my laptop back on the desk and turned out my light. I fell asleep quickly, facing my window.
School the next day was very enjoyable. I rubbed it in every girl's face that Edward was now mine by rubbing on him and kissing him every chance that I got. Edward loved every second of my attention. At lunch, he even sat me on his lap while we ate and he talked with all the other football players. We got a few death glares, but I wasn't sure who they were directed to, me or Edward. James watched us a lot and I kind of felt bad for how sad he looked, but I didn't let it bother me. It was the first day that Edward and I announced our newfound relationship, and I didn't want anything to ruin it.
As promised, I rode home with Alice and Rosalie to have our weekly girls' night. Alice insisted that we do facials, manicures, and pedicures to 'punish' me for bailing out the night before.
"Not fair! You two benefited from the evening as well!" I pouted in the backseat.
"You were the original bail out. Now stop complaining and let us have our fun or I'll add dressing you up to the event list," Alice threatened. I shut my mouth and fell back against the seat dramatically.
"Give it up, Bella; she's serious about the dress up thing. We went to the mall yesterday and she bought you a shitload of stuff." Rose laughed and Alice smacked her.
"Way to ruin a surprise, Rose!" Alice cried out as she pulled into her driveway. I sighed as I climbed out of the car and followed my two friends into the house.
"You know how much I hate it when you buy me stuff. I don't know why you insist on doing it all the damn time," I grumbled as we made our way up the stairs.
"Okay, enough of the damn complaining. How was your date with Edward?" Rose asked me as she kicked off her shoes and fell into a beanbag chair in Alice's room.
"It was incredible. His mom made us dinner and set up a picnic in his living room. There were candles all around us with classical music playing in the background. We talked about loads of things, and when we finished eating, he led me out to their back patio where a fire was burning in the small fire pit next to the couch out there. We made out. It was hot and heavy. If his mother hadn't been in the house in her room, I think that I would have attacked him. I actually almost did attack him before I knew she was still home," I gushed excitedly.
"Wow, that sounds romantic," Alice sighed out.
"Like, what is hot and heavy? Where were your hands? Come on, Bella, details!" Rose cried out in aggravation at me. I laughed at her and shook my head.
"Well, Alice here put me in a dress, and his hands did travel up my thighs a couple times. It was a lot of intense kissing and pressing into each other." I blushed furiously at this statement.
"Damn, I thought maybe you would have gotten to second base at least," Rose pouted at me.
"Rose! It was their first date. You have to let them get to date three before you scold her on that one," Alice laughed as she pulled out her mani-pedi kit.
"They should have already fucked, Alice. You know that as well as I do. The sexual tension between the two of them is ridiculous," Rose stated smugly. My mouth gaped open, and I sat staring at her, completely stunned at her comment.
"You're embarrassing her. I know they should have but they are just now coming to terms with the fact that they like each other. At least give them a week." Alice rolled her eyes at Rose and pulled me over to her vanity.
"Oh, you're so on. I bet it won't even take a week. I'm going to say four days. Loser can't wear make up for a week," Rosalie stated excitedly.
"Now, wait a minute! Why are you two making bets on my sex life?" I cried out after the shock wore off.
"I'll take you up on that one, Rose. I say it'll be seven days," Alice grinned mischievously. My head whipped around, and I stared in shock at Alice.
"Hello! I'm right fucking here! I can here you two!" I cried out angrily at them. Alice and Rosalie both laughed at me, and I crossed my arms over my chest in a pout.
"We know that, Bells, but we also know how long you've waited for Edward. We know how long he's waited for you, too. Just because he's not a virgin doesn't mean he hasn't been dying to get into bed with you." Rose rolled her eyes at me and pulled my shoes off my feet. I sat stiffly, refusing to let them torture me easily.
"Now, Bella, quit pouting. You need some female pampering. We're only doing this because we love you. The bet is all fun and games. You can get in on it, too, you know," Alice laughed at me. I thought about her offer to join in on the bet. It would be quite entertaining for me to watch the two of them go without any kind of makeup.
"I'll join in on your little bet. I say that I can hold off for at least ten days." I smiled.
"No fair, Alice, she can influence the results!" Rosalie whined.
"Don't worry, Rose; she'll be too busy to worry about influencing the results of a bet. Now, if you lose, then the winner gets to make you over every day for a week," Alice grinned at me. I considered the possibility of one of them winning and nodded to her. This bet would be too easy to win.
EPOV
"Dude, how'd the date with Bella go?" Jasper called out to me as I climbed in my car after practice. I shot him a curious glance as I turned around.
"It went incredibly well, thanks for asking. What in the hell are you still doing here?" I asked. He shrugged and pulled open the passenger side door.
"I was hanging out with some of the guys from the baseball team and Emmett got bored, said he wanted to leave, but I wasn't ready, so I decided I'd wait for you to be done and catch a ride over there with you," he responded as he laid the passenger chair all the way back.
"Okay, so we're hanging at Emmett's today? I figured we'd be going to my house since the girls are at Bella's." I turned the car on and backed out of my spot quickly, heading down toward Emmett's place.
"They are actually at Alice's house this afternoon. From what she told me, she and Rose are forcing female bonding rituals on Bella." Jasper chuckled and I joined in.
"Poor Bella." I smiled brilliantly as I thought of her. It had only been a few hours since I had walked her out of school and kissed her goodbye, but I was missing her horribly.
"What did you two end up doing last night?" Jasper asked, and I gave him a smug grin. "You didn't!" he cried out in shock as a response to my grin.
"No, we didn't, but damn if I didn't want to. Dude, I'll tell you all about it once we're at Em's place. I don't think I'll make it through reliving it more than once," I groaned out. We drove the rest of the way to Emmett's house in a comfortable silence. When we pulled up, Emmett bounded out of the house and down the driveway.
"Hey, fuckers! Mom ordered us some pizza, and I've got the Xbox all set up for us to get our game on. Get the hell in here," Emmett called out before running back inside. I laughed at him and grabbed my bag before climbing out of the car.
"Thanks, Mrs. McCarty," Jasper and I yelled out as we entered the house together. Emmett's mom popped her head out of the kitchen and smiled at us as she waved us on to the basement.
I loved hanging out at Emmett's house. His basement was a man's dream room. Three 42-inch televisions adorned the side wall with matching recliners sitting in front of them on one side of the room. It was our gaming center. On the other side of the room was another 42-inch television that had a huge set of the most comfortable sofa's ever know to man sitting in front of it and a wall of DVDs that consisted of more movies than you could find at Blockbuster. There was a pool table, foosball table, ping-pong table, three arcade games, and a fully stocked mini-kitchen. There was even a full bathroom so we had no reason to ever leave the basement. I sometimes was convinced that Emmett's mom did this to keep him of her hair.
"Alright, Eddie boy, spill the beans. How was the date will Bells?" Emmett asked as we all fell into our normal chairs.
"Fuck, she was all over me. So, day before last night, I was so fucking sexually frustrated that I jerked it in my room with the curtains open. I thought for sure she was asleep so I didn't bother shutting them. She told me she saw me and that it turned her on. We made out, and she wore this fucking dress..." I growled out at the memory.
"Whoa, how far did you guys get?" Jasper asked incredulously.
"We didn't have sex. My mom was upstairs, you ass. My mom decided to help me out, and she scored me a lot of romance points. She made this dinner and turned the living room into a picnic area, and then set up the back patio with a fire and made it all really romantic. Bella loved it," I relayed.
"You didn't answer his question dumbass. How far?" Emmett asked excitedly.
"We made out. I got my hand under her dress and we were close to fooling around. She kept grinding herself into my dick, and I thought I was going to fucking explode," I groaned at the painful memory of my engorged erection that night in the shower.
"Ha, you two will be fucking like bunnies in no time," Emmett laughed.
"I'm seriously surprised you two haven't had sex yet. I'm shocked it took you both this long to see the situation clearly. Everyone knew what was going on except for the two of you." Jasper smiled at me.
"At least we figured it out though." I smiled as I responded. They let the subject of my sex life go to concentrate on telling me about their love lives. I couldn't believe that in just a weekend, Emmett was already fucking Rosalie. He had to be a genius.
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