It's been a month since the stress scare. You found a small apartment and were living downtown. Kendall was at your door every day bringing gifts from flowers to chocolates to stuffed animals to baby clothes. Today was no different.
"Kendall please just stop with the gifts it doesn't matter" you say through the door
"I can't live without you and I'm not letting you raise my child on your own I want to be there for you both" Kendall begs through the door
The time apart hasn't been good for him. He rarely eats he's stick thin and never sleeps, his eyes are dark and sunk in. It breaks your heart to see him kill himself like this. You open the door slowly hoping you won't regret it.
"Come in" you say softly taking him by surprise a small smile on his face as he walks in
"I got the baby something" he says handing you a box
You quickly open it to see a Kansas Chiefs baby jersey with Schmidt on the back
"Thank you" you say trying not to tear up
"I miss you" Kendall says softly looking at the floor
"I miss you too but you really hurt me" you say looking at him
"I know and I'm going to regret it for the rest of my life but if I can't have you I don't even want to live my life" Kendall says taking your hand
"I don't want to hurt anymore" you say as he pulls you into his chest as your tears fall
"Give me another chance I swear I won't hurt you again just let me show you how much I care" Kendall begs into your shoulder not wanting to let go
"Okay" you whisper softly as you feel the baby kick for the first time
"Did you feel that" you ask him pulling away a smile on both of your faces as he reaches out and touches your stomach feeling his child kick
"Has that ever happened before" Kendall asked smiling big
"Never" you say as he pulls you back into his chest
"Can I take you out tonight" Kendall asks sweetly
"You can take me out right now" you say nuzzling your face in the crook of his neck
"The baby wears me out we go to bed early now" you say knowing he has disappointment on his face
"Oh okay well what do you guys like to eat" Kendall asks pulling away and rubbing your stomach softly
"Eggs and Bacon" you say embarrassed
"Breakfast it is" Kendall smiles taking your hand and taking you to a small breakfast joint
He takes you to a booth in the back and orders for you before you even get a chance to look at the menu.
"Do you know the gender yet?" Kendall asks trying to start up a conversation
"No but the doctor said I could find out at my next appointment if I want to" you say smiling softly at him
"Do you have any names in mind" Kendall asks rubbing his thumb lightly over the top of your hand
"Only one" you say a little embarrassed
"What is it" Kendall asks excitedly
"Well if it's a boy I want to name him after you" you say looking down
"Really" Kendall asks a grin taking over his face
"As much as you hurt me I never stopped loving you and you will always be the father of my child" you say looking at him sadly
