Mickie and eve were at the back of the bus whispering to each other, the girls still hang out on the bus, they like me, just not john, I was paranoid to say the least, I had the feeling they were talking about me, im hoping eve didnt see me at the mall with Rosa today, we've been dating since our time on ecw, but, over time the feelings I once had have slowly gone, ill be honest, I have cheated on her.
I'm planning on breaking up with her for eve, but only if I know eve will date me for definitely.
"do you think there talking about me?" I asked John
"who mickie and eve?"
"know the other people on the bus" I spoke sarcastically, I chuckled in my head, I think mickie's sarcasm was wearing off on me.
"oh well um" he shrugged "i don't know maybe, why would they?"
"ive um, ive kinda been hitting on eve"
"ain't you with Rosa" he asked as he lounged in the booth laying out looking at me
"yeah"
"dude" he chuckled and nodded "that's amazing"
"no it's not" I said to him and his smile dropped "yeah ive cheated on Rosa before, but, she's different" zack looked down the bus at her "i wish she'd just give me a chance to prove to her id change for her"
"dude what are you talking about" John asked sitting up "look, you have the opportunity to bang two divas at once, not a lot of guys have the chance to be able to say that"
I shook my head "this isn't about sex"
"woah" he put a hand out towards me "back up zack, your talking crazy"
"i just, I think, I need to think about my future now not just having one night stands, I want a wife John, I want kids, im never going to get that if I carry on the way im going"
John raised his eyebrows "wow, um ok dude, then, do what you got to do"
Zack sighed "it's not that simple though"
Me and eve had officially taken the 'man area' they sore us here when they came back from there autograph signing and didnt bother to come join us or even question why we were suddenly back on the bus. Maybe secretly liked are company, I chuckled on the inside that even sounded stupid to me and I said it.
I was starring towards John, he was so hot in that tight white shirt, I know I shouldn't be thinking that after what he said to me which ive not spoken to him since by the way but, im a women I have needs. I suppose the fact im still with Trent also makes it wrong.
He looked at me and motioned for me to go to him. "ill be right back" I said to eve and walking towards him "before you start, im not in the mood for you having a go at me"
"i just, wondered if you wanted to come for a walk"
"why would I want to?" I asked putting my hands in my back pocket "look ive just had some bad news and i-"
"please" it was something about the pleading eyes that got me
"ok" I spoke softly with a nod
;P im writing chapter 49 as you read this! im on a roll! i love this story! hehe trust me! there's a lot of juicy things going to happen :D hope your ready for a roller coaster ride :)
