hey sorry this is really short but. I think this story is nearly over sob sob well there another seven chapters at least might be more. . so read and enjoy.

Chapter Nine

I didn't like the sound of this. I knew what happened in the movies. She was going to break up with me after one day. Was I really that bad of a boyfriend. I looked into her eyes but they showed nothing but happiness so I began to relax slightly.

"Edward all the girls keep asking me are you bi? I know you claim you are but do you actually think its true?" Did she just use the word claim.

Then again maybe I might not be. I mean I was Bi for all of oh 3 months and suddenly I felt like my world would end if I didn't have this one girl.

"I don't know" I replied honestly. I couldn't tell anymore. I was certain I'd found myself over the summer months but maybe I was wrong maybe I was running from the thing I wanted to be. Now I was more confused than ever.

" Bella I gotta go" I didn't give her a chance to reply I kissed her lips and made my way to my car.

"Edward" she called just as I was getting into the car, I turned to look at her. "I'm sorry I upset you" I smiled and got in my car and drove away thinking to myself.

I wouldn't be able to face her or Mike tomorrow. My life was to hectic, to fucked up. In general it was just a joke a big fat joke that made no sense.

I needed to go to Chicago visit my mothers grave and what not sort shit out.

I text Bella that night and told her I'd see her in four days as I had to return home for awhile.

She apologized again and hoped I wasn't still upset and to enjoy my trip. I assured her I would although I wasn't sure if that was a lie.

I made my way through the airport in Port Angeles and boarded my flight to Chicago to go and sort myself out. Esme had been worried when I told her I was leaving for a few days but Carlisle assured her it was for the best.

I boarded my flight and thought about Bella the entire time and how four days seem so long. I wondered if she was thinking about me. Thinking about her thinking about me was beginning to get to me as I wondered would it be good or bad things she was thinking. I was supposed to be sorting myself out not driving myself fucking crazy.

I reached Chicago before dark and realised there and then that I was never truly Bi and that it was just a distraction as I had nothing in my life to keep me entertain and being Bi was just the thing I wanted.

Now I had four days to kill before I could get back to my Bella. I visited Elizabeth's grave every day and place an orchid on her grave the day I left. It was her favourite flower and she sell of then all the time.

I landed in Port Angeles and was surprised to see Bella waiting in the airport for me. She was clearly asleep. I strolled up behind her. "Hey Sexy" I whispered in her ear and she turned her head and kissed my cheek.

"How was your trip?" she smiled.

"Not as good as being here with you"

"So I'm forgiven?"

"There was nothing to forgive, you were right I was just distracting myself and when I found you I knew I didn't need a distraction anymore" she smiled and blushed.

"So do you want to come back to mine?" she looked at me and nodded. That was the first time Bella stayed in my house. It was pure torture having her in my bed but not touching her like I wanted to. I didn't want to move too fast.

oh so edward's being sweet what do you think of it??

em next chapter should be up soon it's already written haha so I know what happens *evil laugh*

haha Altbabe you better be posting something soon now this is up..

jen xx