(A/N Hello! You guys must know I love Zen a lot and so I couldn't help myself with those last few scenes that happened. Zen's bae until Unknown or Saeran gets his own route. I hope it happens then this fanfic will not only be a dream. Who are you guys favorite to date or to just spend time with I am curious? Unknown didn't mean to say all of those things and he never even found out that what he said did to the MC. It's sad stuff. I hope I didn't put too much information in your minds with all that happened in the last chapter, a lot happened... I am still going strong with this story and still have a lot of ideas for it. Whenever I happen to run out though I'll tell you guys so I can get some answers with the direction you guys feel it should go but for now I still have a handle on it. Do you think the characters are behaving appropriately? Also I've started Seven's route and he's such a funny guy can make your day more interesting all right. You guys should start reviewing on asking me more questions, only if you like of course. I'll get Jumin to pay you or precious Yoosung to play videogames with you. A date with Zen? Do you want Jaehee to become your baehee I can write something on her whenever I finish this since sadly it's not an option in the app… What do you me to do to get you to review? No I'm kidding just enjoy the story that will be enough to keep me writing it! Enjoy!)
The girl woke back up but this time she was in a familiar room. Strange I remembered being in Rika's apartment the last time I had been awake. Strange where am I? The girl looked around and had noticed all the RFA members were looking at her with pity. Why are they all looking at me like that? The girl tried to get up and felt a sharp pain course through her chest. The girl looked down and saw that there was an emptiness where a large glass shard used to be embedded over the area where her heart was. How is this possible, I shouldn't be back in this timeline again… Panic rose in the girl's face she was determined to get up and go see a mirror. The other members pushed her back down telling her that she wasn't in a positon to be moving yet. So she stopped resisting and looked to one of them and asked them what had happened. Zen she told herself he was there with me at his house he should know what happened. She looked eagerly towards his direction and he looked away. The girl spoke up "Zen, how did I—how did I get here…?" Zen explained to the girl that he had fallen asleep the night when the two of them were at his house on the couch but then he heard this weird noise like a repeated slashing so he got up to check what was going on and saw my body crumpled over itself and noticed the piece of glass that had been wedged into my chest. He panicked and dialed for the ambulance immediately and he knew not to touch it because it could cause major complications. The girl had to undergo surgery and that took almost a week because the glass had been so close to her heart that if it was grabbed in the wrong way it could be detrimental and the girl could possibly die. Finally after a week of these intense surgeries the glass was removed and they stitched the area back up securely but the girl was not allowed to move and they kept her under intense medications and drugs so that she wouldn't be able to feel the pain. It had been a total of three weeks now and the girl had finally woken up. Zen had wanted to blame himself for this whole thing happening but he knew there was some other factor that had cause the girl to do this to herself. The girl slowly tried to get up again she was desperate to see her own reflection. She called out a name that would normally have soothed her pain but she wasn't sure if it would this time she did the action anyways "Unknown!? Where is Unknown then…?" "I need to see him, where is my phone does anyone know where my phone is?" The other members were all looking at her with pained expressions and they discussed amongst themselves. 707 whispered to the others "I know she mentioned this Unknown person when we first met her but is he even real?" Zen chimmed in "Yeah I'm starting to think this person is a figment of her imagination. She had apparently seen someone break the glass in my house but I never saw anyone. I want to say she did it but then when did she have time to do that because we were together the whole time?" Yoosung started "This is a major problem and you guys thought my gaming was bad but this person they are controlling her life just as Rika did with her hold on me, this isn't healthy for her…" Jumin sighed and said "I am only glad that I have the funding that could help her get better but she was the one who was supposed to take over Rika's job it will be a while before she can physically walk again won't it?" Jaehee began "I feel bad for the girl, what do you think is the cause for her behaving like this?" Zen had seen someone in his house at the time this happened but he had no clue who they were so he went along with what everyone was saying. If everyone acted as if this person she continues to whine over isn't real then maybe he can still have a chance to keep his feelings for the girl. Once the girl had had her surgery completed about a week ago he made up his promise by having the girl's hair dyed as she wanted. He found a text sent to him from the girl and it read I want my hair to be dyed grayish white with pink tips and a picture was attached. The picture this girl had sent him was the one the girl had doodled on her notebook when she was writing all the attributes she liked about Unknown. She had added a doodle of her long hair colored the way Unknown's is and had sent it to Zen before in her free time before the driver had come to pick her up. She had done this as a precaution in case something had gone wrong. Is that why she is so adamant on getting up? She must realize that her life is saved and can't truly believe it but why… The girl realized nobody was responding to her plea so she looked over to where they were. "You guys won't let me leave and you keep looking at me like I'm pathetic… There's no way you all want me to continue to be a RFA member right so just leave me alone!? I have to find Unknown… Is nobody going to give me my phone?" Zen looked at the girl and locked his red orbs to her brown ones "Your phone was broken after you threw it on the floor, it no longer works anymore…" The girl stopped moving and thought to herself Then I don't have any way to contact Unknown anymore…Well then I guess I'll really have to continue the RFA work and attempt to meet him through it. I remember in one of the timelines he comes to Rika's apartment so I only have to return there. The girl stopped panicking and then she asked "Can someone get me a mirror since you won't let me find one myself…" Zen rummaged in his pockets and pulled out a pocket mirror just in case you know and handed it to the girl. The girl looked at her reflection in the tiny mirror and then she saw her hair was different, no longer brown. In fact it had been cut and was dyed a whitish gray and had pink tips spritzed randomly as she wanted it. The girl began crying her phase one of becoming more like Unknown had been complete. But my hair it's gone. I don't think I asked for it to be cut. She grasped at hair that would normally be there that is now gone. My hair but since Unknown's hair is short I guess this is even better. I still want to see him. Since I didn't die like I thought I did I should go and beg him for forgiveness but I don't know where he is. The girl asked the RFA members as a group "Do any of you know when I will be released? I am ready to leave this place…" The RFA members all looked at each other and then back at the girl. "You cannot leave until the doctor gives you permission to. The doctor had only told us you might be waking up today but it was only a possibility. So we have to wait until he ensures us you can leave for sure and signs you out." The girl was impatient now "So where is the doctor then, I need to get back to doing the work for RFA and Jumin I still have my job as your gardener I must start on as well!" All the other members looked to Jumin in confusion. Zen said "What the hell is she going on about Jumin?" Jumin looked at all of them and said "I had been meaning to tell you guys but I hired (Insert name) as my gardener." Jaehee muttered under her breath "I hope you find him a decent boss then…It's not easy working under him…" Zen was enraged "When did this happen!? I don't recall this happening?" The girl retorted "Zen, you had told me to call him and this is what came from it…" The girl called for the doctor and eventually he walked in and assessed the situation. The doctor basically told her she would need crutches and possibly a wheelchair and she couldn't bend forward and do anything strenuous because it might open her stitches back up. He also informed her that she shouldn't work and should just get a lot of rest and take her pain killers and other medicine and he provided her some fresh bandages that could be applied on her wound when those got old. A shower was not really recommended she would have to have some one give her like a sponge bath or something and delicately clean that area. The girl could leave now but the question was who was going to take care of her…
Her time warping in which she thought had taken her to a new timeline had only extended the same one previous by a little so not much had changed except she was now alive. The girl would have to buy a new phone unless her old one could somehow still be salvageable. The guys were going to suggest Jaehee since she was a girl but she glared and them and then said I would but I am always busy and wouldn't be able to fit her into my already busy schedule. Jumin opted to do it but Zen didn't like the sound of that so he immediately opposed that but then he thought since the event took place at my house it will probably be a traumatic place for her to return back to so suddenly otherwise I would volunteer myself for the task. That left Yoosung and Seven but Seven had school and was in no condition to take care of the girl so then that left Seven. Seven yelled "Huh, me?" "You guys want me to take care of her…fine I guess she can't get any more hurt than she is if she if with me…" Seven sighed he picked the girl up and carried her to his babe and placed her inside the passenger's side. Some nurses carried out the crutches and the wheelchair and all the medications the girl would be taking and placed them into his backseat for them. Then finally Seven started up his car and sped off to his apartment. The girl had never been in Seven's apartment before but this was her chance to get closer to him now and there was no way to deny her especially now that she was hurt. This wasn't exactly how she planned to get close to Seven but it could work… The first thing the girl noticed once she slowly entered his house on crutches was the mess that littered the floor. The girl had stopped and was looking at everything and simply taking it all in. This was different she thought and soon Seven came in after her carrying her wheelchair and all her medications and set them down in the corner of one part of the room. The girl remembered her phone if it could still be fixed was still at Zen's house so she walked up to Seven on her crutches and asked him politely "Could you call Zen for me, I know he said my phone was broken but isn't there some way it could be fixed?" Seven looked at the girl and tightly grasped his cords that hung from his head phones around his neck. Seven replied "Well that depends on how much damage the phone has taken from whatever damage it took…but I can call him and ask him if he has it and then go pick it up for you, alright." Seven calls Zen's number and waits for him to pick up and when he does he says "Hello Zen I am calling you for (Insert name) so don't hang up on me and no this is not a joke." "Yeah I called because (Insert name) wants me to go and pick up her phone from you place so I am the messenger for that. Huh? You say you want to speak to her to make sure I am not lying." "Okay hold on a second". Seven turns to me and says "It's for you". I go and sit down on the couch because I can't support myself very well and talk on the phone at the same time. Seven brings the phone to me and I bring it up against my ear and say "Hello Zen, I'm here!" I hear Zen start laughing "I honestly thought Seven was trying to trick me or something but now that I can hear your voice I know it's true." Zen's footsteps could be heard in the background. "Aha here it is your phone is just as you left it on the floor." "It will be ready to be handed over to Seven once he gets here okay!" The girl responded "Yes thank you Zen! I really owe you for this! I only hope that Seven can fix it back to the way it was…" "Goodbye Zen I'll talk to you later once my phone gets fixed or if it doesn't when I buy a completely new one."
The girl handed Seven back his phone did a little bow and told him to hurry back here as soon as he could. Once the door had shut and Seven's car could be heard zooming off until it couldn't any longer the girl thought about all that had happened since she had returned. I am back in this timeline and my phone I can't wait to see it again I can't function without it. I can't do anything with the RFA party, I can't message anyone or call them, I won't be able to communicate with Unknown, I can't know the time, and the list goes on… I can't believe I survived my suicide though, I never would have thought that to be possible. I am now staying with Seven too. This is a completely new experience for me. I have no background information from any previous timelines so basically I'm going in blind. I shouldn't look through Seven's stuff while he isn't here there could be some potential camera or a passcode that might do something when not inputted correctly. Honestly it's more terrifying being in his house than Zen's. I would have opted myself to return back to Zen's house myself but I guess he thought it would be too stressful for me or maybe he didn't want to deal with the awkward situation that happened between us from before. I am fine here though Zen has fans and if they were to discover anything about me it could potentially damage his relationship. I hope the members kept this suicide on the down low I really do not want anyone to know about this if they don't have to especially the media. The girl wanted to move around but knew that would be bad for her condition. She sort of understood Zen's situation with his ankle a bit better know the main difference though is he heals extremely fast and I don't so I'll be in pain for quite some time. If Unknown knew that I was hurt like this would he take some of his time to take care of me like this she thought to herself? It might make him angry instead because if I disappear then I can't become a vessel for Mint Eye or RFA I will try to not do anything like that again but the constant hoops I had to jump though to obtain his love was getting a bit over my head for a second there and now I can barely walk or do any activities because of it. The girl wished Seven had an animal now so she could have someone to direct her attention to and she wouldn't feel so restless and bored. The most he had heard was he had a maid and the maid would have to be paid double what she was getting now if he owned one so she shook her head and thought better of it. I still miss my long hair she thought but I guess it won't be in my way anymore and she continued reaching at the air and emptiness that existed where it once was. Once I get my phone fixed I'll have to call Zen and ask him why it got cut so short. What else can I do? Like I said I'm scared to even touch anthing in this house I'll just have to wait for him to return. Maybe he'll offer some of his favorite chips and drink when he gets back! I really would enjoy that as he is always going on about how the combination is pure heaven. If I have a sweet tooth though will I still enjoy it as much, hm I don't know… The girl wants to draw some more doodles of all the members and what she thinks of them so far. Paper she looks around the room. Paper I need paper… Oh and a pencil. The girl looks to the desk where Seven's computer grabs her crutches stands up and slowly makes her way over there and then grabs a sheet of computer paper and a number two pencil and returns back to the couch making sure to place everything that got disturbed in the process back the way it was. Once she plops herself down carefully wincing slightly at the motion of going down and places her crutches over the base of the couch leaning then vertically and making sure they don't fall over because it will be hell trying to pick those things up off the floor. Once her crutches are soundly situated she doodles little chibis of everyone and writes down notes of what she knows about them so far and what has happened with them. Jaehee: not much actually I haven't really spent much time with her but she is very caring yet worries about things a bit too much but I honestly don't blame her working under Jumin and I will be soon too… I do know that she loves coffee though so maybe I could make her some sometime. Jumin: he is an very professional man but his way of dealing with things can be a bit direct sometimes and make him seem to show no empathy because of it. He did give me a job though so I have no qualms with him. Seven: I don't know much about him either besides jokes seem to be his thing, he really like Ph. D. Pepper and Honey Buddha Chips and he is very secretive and knowledgeable on technology and hacking specifically. Yoosung he really likes videogames that is his life until he gets a bit more serious about his education, he mentions Rika like a broken record so I really need to refrain from mentioning her unless he does so first otherwise I'll lose my mind and get upset with him. He also seems to enjoy cooking even if it doesn't turn out well. He whines and cry a bit excessively but he is such a sweet kid that it isn't too much of a problem. Zen: He's a narcissist and we all know it. It's hard to have a conversation with him without him mentioning himself at least one or twice in it. He seems to have a general respect for all the members and everyone else well…except for Jumin. The two of them never get along… He doesn't seem to like people badmouthing others and has a profound respect for V. His hair is really long and he is handsome. We ki-kissed before I got hurt. Those fish-shaped buns are really something! Echo girl hasn't been mentioned yet by me and I have only met her in person once but she is only bad to be around when Zen is involved otherwise she seems okay… You know what I take that back she is not half bad as long as if she doesn't want to obtain something which makes it hard to describe her in general. Wait why am I even talking about her again…? Then there is Unknown: I have tried to get close to him several times now. He is mysterious and his background is presumably sad or at least that is what I got from my visions and dreams he was in. It's very hard for him to get close to others and he doesn't like being betrayed or feeling used. I believe he may wear contacts but his isn't confirmed—The girl's pencil lead snapped as she heard the door open once again after the security from outside the door had been quickly entered by V…
