Ch. 8

Disclaimer: I don't own the songs or the jonas brothers in this story.

Kiran's P.O.V

I guess you could say I'm lost. I still love him. I just don't want to get hurt again. I tried to forget that Nicholas Jerry Jonas ever lived. But that didn't work. I dream about him every night. I dream about what could have been. I dream about what was. I dream about what life was before Hailey, before my life came crashing down around me.

This isn't me. This isn't what I want. I want to wear Abercrombie and Hollister. I want my old hair back. I don't want to wear makeup like this. I don't want to act like this.

"Oh, Kiran, I didn't know you were up here. I'll go." Kevin's voice said behind me.

I turned around and said, "No, stay."

"Why." He asked, sitting down.

"I , I don't know." I said.

"I know you to well. That's not it." He said. "What's the matter?"

"Everything." I whispered. " I don't want to hate Nick."

"Then don't." He said.

"I don't want to get hurt again." I said.

"He won't hurt you again. He missed you too much." Kevin told me.

"I want my old friends back too." I said.

"Then you've got them. Joe and I will always be your friends. And Harmony and River are your cousins they'll never turn their backs on you." He said.

"Thanks Kevin." I said. "Could you take me to the salon to get my hair back and then to the mall so I can go shopping at Abercrombie and Hollister." I said.

"Sure Kier." He said.

Later than Night…

"I feel so happy right now." I said to Kevin as we pulled into my drive.

"That's great." He said.

When I walked in Joe, Harmony, and River were are in the living room. They gasped when they saw me.

"Oh my god Kiran your back!" River yelled while hugging me.



"Kiran! I missed you so much!" Harmony said while also hugging me.

"Kiran! Now I have my old prank buddy to help me prank Kevin and Nick." Joe said while hugging me and spinning me around.

The minute he said HIS name HE walked down the stairs. He stared at me directly into my eyes.

"Hey Nick." I said as he walked over to me.

"Uh, Kiran could we talk later. Alone." He asked.

"Sure." I said.

"Uh, let's let them talk." Harmony said. "Let's go." They walked out of the room and left me alone with Nick.

"Kiran I am so sorry. I can't believe I did that. Hailey told me that I had to choose you or her and I chose her. I wish that I hadn't. But then I do because I would have realized how I really feel." He said.

"Nick you chose her over me. You decided you didn't want me. You chose to act that way. You chose her over me. She did force you." I said

"'I know but can we still be friends?" He asked.

"Yeah." I said.