A/N: Okay, so I still only got two reviews. But I had the inspiration to write this chapter right after I posted the last one. I waited until today to post it. I really want to thank America's Angel who has been there since early on, and reviews every chapter. :) It really means a lot.
Disclaimer: The song lyrics are from Love Makes The World Go Round by Ashlee Simpson, and I quite obviously don't own Hannah Montana in case you hadn't caught that yet.
Here, here I am again
And I'm starin at these same four walls
Alone again
I lucked out, because neither of my parents were home. The house was quiet and empty, so I just went inside and walked up to my room.
I knew that later I would have to deal with the call from the school, informing my parents that I wasn't at school today. They would find out, and I'd be in more trouble than I'd ever been in. But being able to hide under the covers all day would probably make it all worth it in the end.
And now, all the colors blend
And I'm growing old and I've become
This empty thing
I'm just so sick of trying to pull myself together. To put on a front for everyone around me. No one sees through it. They think I'm happy. So why should I pretend to smile? It just makes it all hurt more.
I glanced at my alarm clock. It was already 12:04. Thinking about how my friends at school were eating lunch right now, I pulled out my cellphone and looked through the contact list. I wanted to talk to someone, but who to call?
Hold on, its tragic
Stumbling through all this static
I could feel the tears run down my face, and I shut my eyes, placing the cellphone on my night stand.
I never realized how close Oliver and I were until now. Oliver was the first one on my contact list, and after him all the names just blended together. Because I didn't barely even know half the people. Oliver was my best friend.
He was the one I ran to, when I was upset. Or I just needed a shoulder to lean on. He was there for me.
I just wanna talk to you
And my broken heart just has no use
But with my heart broken, now more than ever, and with it being his fault, how was I supposed to talk to him?
I picked up my cellphone and pressed a few buttons and it began to ring.
"Hello?"
"Ollie?" I asked slowly.
"Lilly. Are you okay? I wanted to stay. The nurse made me go back to class. Where are you anyways?"
I wanted to believe him. Really, I did. But I wasn't sure if I could.
"I have to ask you something." I said, completely ignoring his questions.
"Okay, go ahead."
"Could you ever love me?"
There was silence on the other end.
And I, I guess promises are better left unsaid, yeah
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