Prompt 47: Blaine learns that a surrogate miscarried his and his husband's child.

The news was crushing. It was like someone took his world and turned it upside down. He sat alone in a world of pink, where stuffed animals smiled absent-mindedly at him and the sounds of a mobile their baby would never hear played. Kurt was taking it hard. He just lay on his bed and stared at the blank wall. Blaine would sometimes hear him sobbing, but he was taking it especially hard and couldn't get past his own grief. He hadn't left the nursery since he heard the news. Kurt and he had made the decision to use his sperm. This was his baby. He would never forget the call from Jennifer.

"Blaine, Kurt, Something's wrong with the baby. You need to get to the hospital." came the scared voice of their surrogate Jennifer. The moment the doctor broke the news was the moment in which his whole life changed and he just wasn't sure how he could get past this.

A few days later Kurt came into the nursery where Blaine sat staring out the window.

"I don't know how you can stand being in here. It makes me want to cry just looking at this room." Kurt said and Blaine didn't answer back. Kurt walked over and sat on the foot rest in front of him. "Blaine, Can you look at me? Please?" Still Blaine remained staring. "Blaine, I know that this hard for you, but you can't just take it out on me. I lost her too. She was my baby too." Kurt said in a slightly annoyed tone. Blaine stopped staring and looked at him.

"Tell me how you feel Kurt because frankly I feel nothing. I'm not sad. I'm not mad. I'm numb. I feel nothing at all." Blaine said back.

"I know that this is hard, but we knew the risks from the beginning. We can try again." Kurt said back.

"NO! How can you even think of trying again? She was our baby Kurt. She was ours and replacing her isn't going to make the pain go away. It's only going to numb it and being numb isn't okay. It doesn't hurt any less." Blaine screamed.

"Blaine- I know-"Kurt began before Blaine cut her off.

"I want to name her. She needs a name." Blaine said. Kurt looked back confused. "We can't just forget her Kurt." Kurt finally nodded.

"What about Nicole?" Kurt asked. Blaine shook his head no.

"I like Faith." Blaine said. "Faith Elizabeth Anderson-Hummel, What do you think?" he asked.

"I think that's perfect." Kurt said as he sat on Blaine's lap and rocked in the rocking chair as they grieved the loss of Faith, whom they would never know. Even when they did have children, they would never forget her and she would forever stay in their hearts.