I really love the feedback from you guys, I'm actually a little surprised I've received this much positive feedback, hey maybe the next Septiplier FanFic I write I might post to Deviantart as well, because positive feedback really gives me the motivation and confidence to continue writing a story. What you guys say to me in review really affects what I write in future chapters, it just shows how important feedback is. :)

Anyways, I'm hoping to move this story along just to get to the really good stuff, if you know what I mean. But at the same time I won't be rushing things, because I have seen that a fair bit in other Septiplier Fanfictions. I'll also try to keep things moving along so…I know it's a bit complicated to understand but I just want to make sure I have good pacing with the overall plot of this story. ;)

Well, enjoy another lovely Chapter of Strange Feelings! ^^

I don't own these guys; Mark and Jack are their own people.

Chapter 9 – An Important Decision

Jack spent the entire day thinking about Signe's words, they weren't what he was expecting at all, but at the same time he had no idea what reaction to expect. In the end he still felt conflicted about who he should be with, he was starting to wish that he didn't have feelings for Mark to begin with, but he was slowly starting to understand why, and not just because of the dreams.

Mark was a strong inspiration to him, Jack had always looked up to Mark and without him, he wouldn't be doing YouTube right now, he doesn't even know if what he did in college would be worth it as much as his love of playing video games as a career. He really looked up to Mark, he's watched practically all his videos and is beyond amazed that he used to be just a fan of him, now he was one of Mark's best friends. It was beyond amazing to believe that would ever happen, and he was happy with how Mark spoke to others and the content he produced was so consistent and had so much variety. He loved so much about Mark that he was starting to understand the reason why he was falling for him, he only wondered if it was the same for Mark.

Up in his recording room all day, he stared at his desktop screen, thinking about what he should do. If he were to leave to see Mark he would have to pre record some videos, but the problem was that he had no idea how long he was going to be away for. He couldn't think that far ahead and what if he wanted to be with Mark how could their relationship work? Jack didn't want to move away from his family and Signe, and he knows the last long distance relationship he had didn't work, so how would he be able to make one work with Mark?

There was so much he had to think about, and he didn't know where to start. In the end he decided to just record his daily videos and sleep on it. Jack knew Signe had a point with her statement, he hadn't been in a relationship with Mark before so he had no idea what it was like, but he was currently in a relationship with Signe and knew what it was like. He needed the full experience of both relationships before he could make a final decision about everything. The problem was that he didn't want to break any hearts, he hated decision making, and he didn't want to seem bias on his own opinion.

But he started to feel that if Signe was alright with him giving it a shot with Mark, it must have seemed okay. He was only worried that he'd choose Mark over her, but at the same time he worried if he chose Signe over him. It was a lot to think about, and he hated keeping people waiting, so he decided to give it a night and see where his thoughts were in the morning.

After a long night of tossing and turning, Jack woke up just before midday, seeing the bed half empty as he turned to Signe's side; Jack sighed and looked at the ceiling above. He thought about his feelings towards both of them, and what Signe told him yesterday. It seemed to be a sensible option, and there was so little he could do from where he was now. But at the same time there would be so much planning done behind seeing Mark in America. He wasn't even sure how long he would be away for; he'd have to give his time in LA a limit because there was only so much he could do in a short time.

Jack headed downstairs shortly after, only to find Signe on her computer drawing another picture using her drawing tablet. He loved how talented she was at drawing; it was one of the many reasons why he loved her. A smile crept across his lips as he continued towards the kitchen, wanting to have some fresh steaming coffee before he got started with his day.

However he felt like he should talk with Signe more about whether he should go to see Mark or not. He hadn't talked to him through Skype since a couple of days ago, however it was usually like this it didn't feel right that he hadn't talked to him properly in two days. It worried him how Mark was doing, wondering if he was waiting for a response, he felt like he should tell him what Signe told him the day before.

After his coffee, he went to talk to Signe, although she was halfway through doing another drawing she set down her tablet pen and looked up with concern, but showing a small assuring smile as well. "You alright?" She asked, getting up from her seat, rubbing his upper arms.

Jack sighed, feeling the weight of conflict within his mind bring his weight down, but with confidence he looked back up at Signe, pressing his lips together firmly before he spoke. "Yeah, I've just been trying to think about all this. I'm still not sure about it, I feel like you won't be happy if I leave you, and I don't want you to feel that way." He explained, walking away from Signe, leaning against the wall with his back turned to her. "And I feel like Mark would respond the same way if I stayed with you. It's too difficult for me to choose." He sulked, the tears falling from his eyelids, causing him to cover his face in shame.

Signe felt the tears too, knowing how conflicted he was feeling inside, and she hated to see him like this, she was surprised he was still managing with his videos while he was like this, but pushing that surprised thought aside she approached him, he turned around and looked into her eyes, seeing the hurt in her eyes too from his pain, his guilt was weighing him down even more from making his emotions reflect onto hers.

"Look, I know it's hard for you. But I'm sure both Mark and I have the same supporting thoughts for you. I've seen how Mark is such a good friend to you, I know he'll respect whatever decision you make, and please don't feel bad about not choosing the other person. Whoever you choose, the other will still love you and have a deep respect for your relationship." She assured, caressing his cheek with an adoring smile.

Jack smiled, feeling that Signe said the words he wanted to hear, and from what she said compared to what Mark last told him about making a decision he felt like both of them would be okay and wouldn't think more or less of themselves if he chose that person over the other. All three of them were such good friends, he knew there wouldn't be any jealousy or anger involved. His mind started to clear up, sudden realisation hitting him that he was over complicating this entire situation just because his mind couldn't think straight.

"I know, and I can't believe I've been over thinking this when I should've just stuck to what you told me yesterday." He stated before breathing a sigh. "I know both of you guys so well that I should know what reaction to expect, I shouldn't assume your opinion about my feelings before I say anything." He claimed, feeling regretful and slightly embarrassed that he made an assumption before confessing to her.

Signe smiled before she gave him a peck on the cheek. "That's the Jack I know and love." She said with a smile, before wrapping her arms around his neck. "So, have you made a decision now?"

Jack hummed in thought, smiling slightly as he looked down at his girlfriend. "I haven't made a decision about who to be with, but I have made the decision to go see Mark." He announced confidently.

"That's what I wanted to hear." Signe replied with a smile, tapping her finger on his nose before grinning. "How soon?" She asked.

There was going to be a lot of planning involved before he could actually leave, but he knew that the first thing he had to do was book a flight there and back home, then would come pre recording videos and packing then making his way to LA to see Mark. It was going to be a while before he actually got to see Mark in person again, but he didn't want anyone knowing about it just yet, feeling that his feelings were still fresh and that he hadn't made a decision with these feelings yet.

He started to think more about if he were to choose Mark they would both have to announce to their fans that they were together, then would come the long explanation that Jack didn't dump Signe and that it was a mutual and respectful agreement to end the relationship, with Signe still happy and loving Jack and at the same time respecting his new relationship with Mark. That was if it were to turn out that way.

With how many days he decided he'll be away, he decided to make it five days, including the day he arrived in LA and the day he would leave. So that meant he would have to pre record several videos for an entire week just in case if he wasn't able to record anything once he came back home that day. It was going to be a long process but he will make it there as soon as he could.

"As soon as I can." He stated boldly, smiling with pride.

So after telling Signe what he was going to do, he got straight into recording, planning to record as many videos as he could a day, while also being sure to take breaks when he needed them and sleep when he needed it. But he booked his flight first, planning to leave in just under a week. He felt like he should tell Mark soon but he decided to wait out a little while just so he was one hundred percent sure about his decision to go see him, plus to make sure he had some videos pre recorded first.

By the end of that day he had five different videos recorded, he had received a text from Mark during dinner asking how he has been but he decided not to respond to it until a few hours later. When that time arrived he went back upstairs to his computer, after editing a few of his videos he checked to see if Mark was online, but when he looked Mark was offline. Jack slumped in his chair before looking over at his phone, his thoughts driving towards him giving Mark a call instead, but he thought a Skype call would be more engaging because he got to see Mark's face and reactions.

So instead he gave him a text to meet up with him on Skype. He didn't receive a reply instantly, but a few minutes later Mark responded and in that moment Jack saw that Mark was now online on Skype. He called him, less than a dial later Mark answered, smiling happily as he saw Jack's webcam.

"Hi Jack." He greeted happily with a wave, glad to see Jack was in a much better mood compared to the last time he spoke to him via Skype. "How have you been?" He asked.

Jack was really glad to see Mark's face again, excitement grew inside of him just at the thought of seeing him in a week's time in person, and he felt so nervous about telling Mark about what he was doing. "I'm feeling much better now that I've thought everything through." He stated, grinning happily the whole time, mostly happy that he was talking to Mark.

Mark widened his eyes, feeling very relieved that Jack was feeling better than before, but he could already tell through his smiling happy expression that he was feeling much better. He glad he took some time to think about this, now he was curious and worried about what decision he made about all this. But at the same time he knew he had to be respectful at whoever he chose to be with, so Mark took in a deep sigh before he asked about it.

"So I take it you've come to a decision then?" He assumed, feeling sweat starting to form over his forehead in the sudden nervousness of Jack's response.

"Yes, I have." Jack replied, nodding. He gave a moment of suspense before announcing his decision, deciding to tell Mark in a funny, clever way. "Does your house have more than one bedroom that could be occupied for about five days?" He asked, smirking with a wide cheeky grin.

All that Jack could see in response was Mark gasping with his hands cupped over his mouth. "Really!? You're coming down here just to see me?" Mark exclaimed, almost feeling as excited as a fan girl. "That's great news!"

Jack chuckled, knowing that Mark would be shocked and happy at the same time. He felt bubbly the moment Mark gasped; he couldn't help but chuckle in response to Mark's response. It was cute and hilarious. "I knew you'd be happy about it."

But then, Mark held in his reaction, his thoughts recollecting as he pieced together what he could, questioning the parts that had not pieced together yet. "Wait, what does that mean for you and Signe? And why are you only staying here for five days? Not that I'm asking you to move over here but why are you coming down anyway?" He asked, feeling like he didn't know all the facts.

"Don't worry about her, she's the one who suggested I do this, and I'm only staying there for five days because I want to see what it's like to be with you." Jack explained, the moment he mentioned being with him he blushed a deep red, widening his smile towards the end as he stared longingly through the screen to Mark's brown eyes.

Mark understood what he meant now, in a way he was really grateful that Signe suggested for Jack to do this, but at the same time he worried that Jack might choose him over her. He didn't want to seem like the more important person who would end her relationship with Jack just over him. But at the same time he felt like if Signe suggested for him to come down to LA and see him, he knew she respected Jack's decision as much as he respected his decision. He thought more about Jack's words, thinking about spending time with him when he arrived gave him butterflies of excitement, and he couldn't wait for Jack to arrive. Spending time with him and coming to terms with his feelings was going to be a rush full of happy emotions, he could feel it, and at the same time he was ready to face reality if Jack decided to stay with Signe.

"I like that; I look very much forward to your visit." He said in a low but excited and happy tone.

Jack smiled widely in response, already picturing himself there with Mark. In one way his thoughts were still trying to get accustomed to these new feelings and thoughts gushing through his mind, but at the same time he was accepting them and not avoiding them anymore, knowing that avoiding them would only make him feel worse and make the entire situation worse.

"I can't wait to see you, I know it hasn't been that long since I was there last but now that I feel...different about you it's going to be a whole new experience for me, and you." Jack explained, knowing that things were going to be different now.

Mark nodded and hummed in reply, knowing that this time it was definitely going to be different, he wasn't exactly sure what he was going to do with Jack once he arrived but he knew that something would happen and by the time Jack would arrive back home in Ireland he would have a decision made about his feelings. Then, something else shook Mark's mind, he wondered how Jack was going to tell his fans about what was going on. He felt like it was too soon for Jack, or even either of them to say anything about their newfound feelings.

He knew that Jack wouldn't say anything until he made his decision about it, but he knew that his fans would get worried, or suspicious even that Jack was suddenly not uploading as many videos anymore, or that people spotted him at the LA airport. Mark looked up with a slightly worried look, causing Jack's smile to slowly fade as Mark began to speak.

"Hey, how about your channel? You going to be okay for uploads? And how about telling your fans what you're doing? I know you wouldn't tell them exactly what you're doing but there's a good chance that someone will see you at the airport and recognise who you are so...what are you going to tell them?"

Jack felt like he should've thought that part of his trip more thoroughly, in one way he wanted to keep it secret until he made a solidified decision about all of this, but at the same time he had so many fans and if he was spotted and they asked why he was in LA he'd have to say something, but then at the same time they would ask why didn't he post anything. He breathed a sigh at the thought, knowing he had to come up with something, in the end he hated keeping secrets from his fans, but he decided to say where he was going but not the whole reason why he was there.

"I get what you mean, I'll be fine in terms of uploads, I've recorded five already today, just finished editing a couple of them. And in terms of people possibly seeing me then asking why I didn't say I was coming to LA, I think just posting a Twitter post about what I sort of was doing in LA would clear that up." He explained, looking away from the webcam in thought.

Mark nodded with a smile, knowing that Jack had it under control, but also hoped that Jack wouldn't over work himself just so he could make his way down to LA to see him. "Oh okay, well just don't over work yourself alright?"

Jack chuckled, knowing Mark was lecturing him of all people when Mark should be looking in the mirror and saying that. "Okay buddy I won't. I need to get some shut eye, had a long day recording and editing so hopefully I can get more of that done tomorrow too." He explained, stretching out his arms before her yawned.

"Alright then I'll chat to you another time." He replied, before quickly remembering Jack had missed a detail about coming over to LA. "Wait, when are you coming over?" Mark asked.

"Oh, just under a week, maybe five to six days? After I wake up tomorrow it'll be five. Hopefully I can get enough recording done before then." Jack explained, talking in a more serious and slightly worried tone.

Mark smiled in reply, hoping that Jack would be able to come over without having to worry about his video schedule been thrown out of whack just because of his visit to see him. "Okay then, bye Jack."

After responding with a friendly goodbye he ended the call, relaxing back into his chair with a boost of confidence, feeling happier about his plan to go see Mark in a little under a week. He was really glad Signe suggested that he do this, even if it did in some way make him feel like he was neglecting her, he knew that from her words earlier that day that she was okay with it.

So not long later he headed off to bed, finding Signe already fast asleep, he kissed her forehead before he slid into bed alongside of her, smiling as he slowly fell asleep feeling the warmth embrace him as the sheets mixed with the warmth of his body. He felt hope and excitement rush through his veins. Jack knew it wouldn't be long until he would see Mark in person, but he knew he had a fair bit of work to do to make the trip as stress free as possible, and it was going to be a very long five days.

Well, looks like Jack's going to LA to see Mark! I really can't wait to write the next Chapter there's going to be so much stuff happening soon, I'm really excited! :D But as much as I'd love to update this more frequently I'm sticking to updating this once a week since my life is real busy at the moment. ;)

So as for updates with this story I was hoping to have this Chapter up on Thursday but other things came up. However I am making the weekly updates on Thursday so expect an update around that time, things might come up too so it might get delayed but who knows? Oh well, I'll see you all soon for the next Chapter! ^^