Author's Note: So I decided to put up another chapter tonight

Author's Note: So I decided to put up another chapter tonight. I didn't get very many reviews again… considering 19 people have this story on their alert list… but I told you in the beginning, I don't do this for the reviews :) (although I do REALLY love them)

So I'm going to put up another chapter. :)

Thanks to:

LegaspiWeaver: Well here is the update, although you have already read it :P I'm glad you liked the last chapter

Emsoreoangel: I LOVE Addison! And she's sexy! Lol I'm glad you liked it and your cookies :) and just fyi, I HATE Sloan.

Shutterloubug: I'm really glad you liked it, thank you!

Wantu2Wantme: I broke my space bar… its like a teeter totter now! Woops… lol I'm glad you like the story!

Melody Elliot: I COMPLETELY agree with you. Addison was AMAZING on Grey's. And no, she didn't call or text the entire week she was gone. She was to stressed out and wasn't ready to deal with it yet. And lol I'm so glad you liked that!

And on with the story!

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Chapter Nine: Once You Start To Open Your Heart

"What?" She asked in shock.

"Erica, I'm so sorry." I just couldn't look her in the eye. I didn't want to see her face.

"Sloan's?"

I just nodded.

"Callie…" I felt her hand on my back. "It's ok. I swear."

"You… you don't hate me?"

"Of course I don't. I knew you two were doing the 'McNasty' as it's now being called… It was before we got together anyways."

"But I'm pregnant!"

She smiled a little bit. "So we'll have a baby," She whispered, "Is that so horrible?"

I smiled a little too. "We've only been together a couple of weeks…"

"So you're saying you're not ready for this step? I think it's a little to late…"

She laughed and so did I.

"I just didn't know if… I didn't know what you would think."

"You've always wanted kids, haven't you?"

I nodded.

"It's going to be fine. I'm sticking with you. Callie, I love you, I wouldn't leave you because of something like this."

"What did you say?"

"I said I wouldn't leave you…"

"Before that."

"Oh. I said I love you."

"Do- Do you really?"

She kissed me gently. "Yes Callie. I love you."

"I love you too." I told her, and kissed her again."

"Are you going to tell him?"

"Sloan?"

She nodded.

"I have to."

She nodded again. "You should tell him tomorrow."

"You think so?"

"The longer you wait, the harder it will be."

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I slept at Erica's that night. She drove me to the hospital the next morning.

"Do you want me to go with you?" She asked. I told her I was going to find Mark right away to tell him.

I shook my head. "I-I think I should do this on my own."

She nodded and gave my hand a squeeze. "It'll be fine baby, just remember I'm here for you."

I gave her a smiled and whispered, "Thank you."

She went off to do rounds and I went searching for Mark.

"Hey Derek," I greeted when I saw him.

"Callie! Welcome back." He smiled at me.

"Thanks," I smiled back. "Have you seen Mark?"

"No, sorry. I haven't seen him today."

"Ok, thanks anyways." And I left.

I did eventually find him, after asking almost everyone in the hospital first.

"Mark!" I yelled, seeing him walking down the hallway. "Wait up!"

He stopped ahead of me. "Not mad at me anymore?"

"Oh I'm still mad at you. But I need to talk to you."

"On-call room?"

"I'm not going to have sex with you!" I yelled at him. "I just need to talk."

"I meant we could talk in the on-call room."

"Sure you did." I rolled my eyes while we slipped into the on-call room.

I sat down on the bed and looked at the floor.

I must have been silent for a while because Mark said, "You wanted to talk…?"

"Oh. Um… well there is something I have to tell you…"

"Callie, what is it?"

"You're going to hate me-"

"I'm not going to hate you."

"Mark… this is big… I mean… it doesn't have to be big for you… but it's still big… and you might hate me and I think that-"

"Callie." He interrupted. "Just tell-"

"I'm pregnant." I blurted out.

His eyes got wide and I swear he stopped breathing.

"Mark?"

"Are you sure?"

"Yes, I'm sure."

"Is it mine?"

"Mark!" I yelled a bit offended. "Yes it's yours!"

"Oh wow…" he looked like he was in complete shock. "Are you going to keep it?"

"What!?"

"I mean, you could terminate it, couldn't you?"

"Mark I am not killing my baby." I told him harshly.

"But Callie, I don't want kids! I never wanted kids! Please, just do it for me?"

"Mark! You don't have to be involved. You don't have to do anything. I swear I'm not asking for anything I just thought you should know."

"Callie… I'd still be its father…"

"Mark I am not killing this baby!"

He left. He just walked out of the on-call room.

"Ass…" I whispered before leaving my self.

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"How'd it go?" Erica whispered to me later that day.

"He wanted me to kill it." I told her flatly. I didn't even have any emotion left. He wasn't worth it. I'd cried enough, I was crying for that ass.

"What!?" She yelled out in shock.

"He didn't want to be a father. He wanted me to abort it." My words were so monotonous it must have scared her.

"You're not going to, are you?"

"No of course not!" I told her, shocked that she would even ask that.

"Good." She kissed me and smiled. "And don't forget, I'm always here for you. I'm not going to leave you to do this yourself."

I smiled. "I know."

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I called Addison that night. I had promised her I would call her once I had told them.

"Hello?" She answered the phone.

"Hey, Addie."

"Callie! Hey! How are you?" She asked me.

"I'm fine. Good actually."

"Yeah? I'm guessing they took it well then?"

"Yeah, well, Erica did anyways."

"She did? That's awesome."

"She actually seems excited!"

"Really? Awe she really loves you."

I smiled and I'm sure it showed in my voice. "She does, doesn't she?"

"What about Mark?" Addison asked, curious.

"Well… He isn't too happy about it."

"No? What did he say?"

"He didn't want to be a father. He wanted me to terminate it…"

"Oh Callie…"

"It's ok, I'm fine. Erica's ok with it, and that is all that matters to me."

"I'm so happy for you Callie. But I better go, I have some stuff to take care of, and this is probably costing you a small fortune."

"Oh don't worry about the cost. But if you have stuff to do, call me later. Collect if you want."

"Ok, I'll try and get a hold of you tonight then, ok?"

"Sounds good, talk to you later."

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I spent the night at Erica's. It was late, after midnight anyways. Erica had her arms wrapped around me. I thought she was sleeping.

"Callie," She whispered. "Are you awake?"

"Mhm." I murmured.

"Move in with me." She whispered.

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Hope you liked it! I will try and update again tomorrow!

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