"I told you it was a bad idea, we should've just walked," Vern said breaking the silence, but his voice was hard and mean. It took a lot to get Vern mad and when he was mad, you knew you did something bad.
"Vern its fine, you're a big boy now, and I'm pretty sure Billy won't lay it in on you to hard," I said trying to take his mind off it.
"Samantha you know Billy. He still treats me like a twelve year old. So don't tell me to lighten up," Vern said still with the same attitude.
"Lighten the fuck up Vern. It is not the end of the Goddamn world. You will move on with your life," I said growing impatient.
"Hey Sam why don't you try taking some of your own advice," Vern said and ran up with Gordie and Chris.
"Real slick Vern. That was bull about what I just said. Billy's going to kick your ass," I yelled to him and he popped me the finger. Teddy was walking a little farther back dragging his feet and looking down to the ground. I slowed down purposely to let him catch up with me.
"Hey," I whispered.
"Sammy I'm sorry I've been acting like an ass lately," He dragged out almost like it hurt him to say sorry.
"Its fine, I don't really care," I lied to him once again.
"I can tell when you're lying. You look down at your feet and talk slower," Teddy told me.
"Wow Teddy you are smarter then I thought," I said with a laugh.
"Like I said, you're just jealous because I got the looks and you got the brains."
"No know Theodore Duchamp I think your wrong. You have no brains and no good looks," I said laughing.
"You wanna die now or later?" he shouted.
"Oh please Teddy put me out of my misery," I pleaded with a sad look on my face.
"My pleasure," he said and threw me to the ground. I had been laughing and screaming for a while and then we just stopped and I found myself lying on top of Teddy. I was only a few inches away from his face. I moved closer to his face and he did the same. Our lips touched and it was the most magical feeling I have ever experienced. His tongue slipped into my mouth and I returned the gesture. We had been kissing for a good 15-20 seconds when we heard Vern scream, "Yea Sammy slip him the tongue. Don't forget to come up for ow!" Chris had punched him and grabbed me off Teddy.
"Holy shit Sam can french like a real girl, almost better then most," He said in shock.
"Really," I looked at him because he was my first kiss.
"Sammy you're like really good for your first kiss," he said. I didn't know what to say. I was smiling the biggest smile. I was happy and Teddy thought good of me. I looked up and Chris was glaring at me.
"Let's go now," Chris commanded and grabbed my arm.
"Later frenchy," Teddy screamed with his laugh following.
"Do you know what you just did?" I screamed at Chris ripping my arm from his grip.
"Samantha you're just another girl in his book. He'll mark your name off and move on," Chris said. I was struck with anger and hate towards Chris.
"How the hell do you know that, maybe he thinks differently of me?" I yelled at Chris furiously. "YOU ASSHOLE," I screamed and quickly walked passed him.
"Sammy I'm sorry its just you know Teddy he needs some action once in a while. He has raging hormones and until he settles down he wont be able to stick with one girl," Chris said with sincerity and jokingly. I did not want Teddy not to like me so I ended the conversation.
"I guess, but I'm tired so let's go home now," I said sadly. I was having a shitty day and then something lightened it up but then dimmed it back down again. It was all a conspiracy. The world was out to get me.
