B.P.O.V
I woke up to a snoring Jacob. I looked up at him and he looked so restless, and I really didn't want to wake him. So I just I laid there in his arms, but not the arms I wanted to be in. I missed Jared so much, and I knew I needed him, but Amanda needed him more than I did.
But Jared did say that he probably wasn't the father, right? So maybe, there was a chance he could still be my Jared. I honestly hoped that he was not the father, but if he was then I would give him to Amanda. I might not be happy about it but I knew it was something I had to do. I switched positions in Jacob's arms to grab my phone off the night stand.
I looked at it and saw that I had ten text messages and eight missed calls. Every single call and text was from Jared. Maybe I should go see Jared right now. I shook Jake's arm to get to wake up.
"Jacob, Jake, Jakey," I said, but all he did was roll over. The bad thing was he rolled over on top of me.
All man and I was running out of breath really fast. I kept on struggling to get him to wake up. Until finally he rolled off.
"Oh, shoot, Bells, I am so sorry. Are you okay?" All I did was nod, trying to catch my breath. I took a deep breathe and looked up at Jake.
"Can you do me a favor, Jacob?"
"Of course, Bella," he said as he got up from the bed and stretched.
"Will you always know that if I had a choice on who I would fall in love with, I would have chosen you." I knew it was the truth, I would have chosen Jake. Jacob walked toward me and didn't say anything as he got closer and closer until our noses touched.
"Bella, can I have one last kiss from you?" He whispered against my lips. I didn't say anything I just captured his lips on mine. We moved our lips together and it was a warm, tasteful kiss. I will always love Jake's lips on mine.
I broke the kiss and hugged Jake. I told him he had to leave and to not phase until he forgot about that kiss. He jumped out my window and left. I picked up my phone and called Jared.
"BELLA, I am so glad you picked up the phone I have been trying to call you, baby. I am sorry for all the crap we went through. Right now this is breaking my heart. I really need to see you, let me come over, please, Bella."
"Okay," I said as emotionless as possible and it actually worked. I hung up the phone and went to the bathroom and cleaned up. I went back to my room and saw the person I have wanted to see for awhile. He looked at me with puffy red eyes.
"Jared I am so-" I was hushed when he ran over to me and just held me in his arms. Then he pulled back and looked at me with puffy red eyes.
"Bella, I love you so much but I always used protection with Amanda. So I know it's not mine, Bells. I love you so much, please take me back." That was it, I couldn't hold it anymore. I broke down in his arms and he carried me to the bed and we laid down. After a few minutes I calmed down.
"I'm sorry, Jared, I knew I hurt you and it was eating me alive all night. I cried my eyes out on Jacob's chest. Why do I keep hurting him, Jared, why?"
"You don't hurt anyone," he said bring my eyes to meet his and swear I didn't know how I could live without his beautiful eyes. "Fate comes at a high price, Bells, and we both have to be strong and be together."
Then he brought his lips to mine and it was way better than Jacob's kiss. I loved his lips. I hoped Jared and I would take it to the next step because I want more, but not right now. He pulled back from my lips and just hugged me. Then he seemed to be sniffing my hair.
"How long was Jake here?" he asked, and the question took me off guard.
"How long was Amanda at your house?" I countered.
"No wonder I imprinted on you, you are just like me in so many ways."
Author's Note: Okay, so it's 2:10 in the morning and I'm was falling asleep. I'm sorry it's so short though. I will update as soon as I can. But the reason I didn't update sooner is because I met someone and I have been spending all my time with him. So thanks for all the review I got and review on this chapter.
