A/N: Hey guys! I won't say much right now BUT there is an announcement at the end of this chapter so please read it. Hope you enjoy the new chapter!
The Cure: Working Things Out
Logan P.O.V.
I was now in my room listening to what happened. I sat there in shock because I didn't remember saying any of the things Carlos claims I said or punching James. I knew that I should apologize but I just couldn't bring myself to do it right now. I knew that we needed to be cured as soon as possible. It was only a matter of time before one of us did something that we wouldn't be able to fix. I also realized that right now we shouldn't be fighting.
I mean we almost lost James for good… We need to be sticking together right now, not constantly fighting! Then I realized that maybe that's why Kendall was so worried about James. He probably wanted to make sure he didn't go and do anything stupid. That's when I thought back to James. What if he thinks I hate him? What if he tries to kill himself again? I looked over to Carlos to find him knocked out sleep. I decided that I needed to apologize… now.
James P.O.V.
I knew it. I knew I should've just ended things when I had the chance. If it wasn't for me, Logan and Kendall wouldn't have gotten into that fight. Kendall had filled me in on everything from their slight disagreement as he puts it, to me accidently kicking Logan and him punching me. I knew there was something bothering Kendall because of the look on his face. I think I knew what he was worried about but right now I was kinda worried about the future of our friendship. It seemed like we were constantly getting into fights and from what I can tell, I've been the cause of most of them.
I wanted things to go back to the way they were. I was tired of having all of these depressing thoughts in my head, constantly hurting my friends, and being scared of what might happen next.
There's an easy solution that will fix everything.
I knew what my mind was telling me to do. The same thing it has been for the past couple of days. I knew that when the guys went to sleep I would easily be able to do it. But I knew that they would be crushed if I did that. I just had to try and stay strong.
Kendall P.O.V.
I couldn't help but glance over at James every few seconds. I could tell that this is beginning to be too much for him. By the look on his face I could tell that he was thinking about everything that's been going on. But there was a question that kept going through my mind and I really wanted an answer. "Jay?" I asked, feeling a little guilty for disturbing him. He looked over at me, silently urging me to continue. "What was your nightmare about?" I watched as he visibly tensed up at the question. I could tell that he didn't want to answer me but I really wanted to know the answer. "Please James? I really want to know." I pleaded, hoping he would cave.
"Um… In my dream, Carlos and Logan died and you kinda blamed me for their death. You kept yelling and telling me that if I had killed myself the first time then they would still be alive. Then you… you told me you hated me." I was too in shock to notice the tears that were now flowing down James' face but once I did I immediately felt guilty for even asking. I made my way over to James and pulled him into a tight hug. "I'm so sorry James. I shouldn't have asked. But I want you to know that I could never hate you. And don't even think about killing or even harming yourself. Like I said back at the hospital, if you died, we would all go with you. We're a team, which means we're in this together." I said in a forced strong tone because inside I felt incredibly guilty. I was about to continue but was interrupted by a knock at the door.
"Hey James I-" I looked up to see Logan in the doorway looking at us with an embarrassed expression. "Am I interrupting something?" He asked, looking slightly guilty. "No, not all." I said letting go of James. I started to get up to give James and Logan some privacy when Logan stopped me. "No, Kendall please stay. I need you to hear this as well." I nodded and reluctantly sat back down.
"I wanted to apologize to both of you. Kendall, I'm sorry about getting upset with you. I know that you care about all of us and that you just wanted to make sure that James was alright physically and mentally." I was getting ready to say something but Logan cut me off. "Kendall really, it's alright." He gave me a small smile to which I got up and gave him a hug. When I let go of him he turned his attention to James, who looked nervous. "James, I'm really sorry about everything. I feel like everything that's happened is my fault. If I hadn't dragged you to that stupid science lab we wouldn't be in this situation. I'm also sorry for getting upset with you. I don't want any of this to ruin our friendship."
"Logan none of this is your fault. It could've happened to anybody. I don't want to lose our friendship either because you're an awesome brother. I'm just glad that you're not mad at me anymore." I watched as James embraced Logan in a hug. "I never could stay mad at you." Logan muttered which made me chuckle because honestly, none of us could stay mad at each other for long.
"Well I guess all that's left is to go get the body cleanser and hope that this works." Logan said to which we both agreed. Ready for this whole ordeal to be over.
Done! Not my best chapter but I do have good news and bad news. The bad news is that this story has about two chapters left. But the good news is that I have finished the first chapter of my next story and will upload it tomorrow morning. I'm still trying to find a title for it so hopefully I'll have a title for it by then. It will be a little similar to my first story (Big Time Bite) but at the same time it'll be a little different. There will be alot of original characters and the guys will be slightly OOC. It will have a little more drama and angst and if everything goes according to plan, it'll be a series. But I'll have to see how well it goes. Anyways, please R&R and please check out my new story which will be up early tomorrow! Until next time!
-Epically Obssessed
