Title: Can he love someone like me 9/?

Author: Christen (purplehaysc@netscape.com) or if you want to get a response during the week email me at 23405@sjamail.net

Disclaimer: These Characters belong to One Life to Live except anyone you do not recognize.

Distribution: Take it, but let me know. If you have any of my other fics, go ahead.

Comments: email me all you comments and suggestions. Ok this is my first One Life to Live story so please all comments would be useful (by the way the new name for this story only on fanfiction.net is now can he love someone like me because all titles on fanfiction.net have to be G rated) (oh and I'm having everything with Vicki and Ben already happen. She is back and he is gone…. And Lindsay is back too and the conversation between her and Jen did happen)

"I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way"

"What is there to talk about?" Jessica asked Vikki mad.

"Well first I would like to know why you are calling your sister the names you were calling her?" Vicki asked.

"You don't know what she's doing, she's trying to ruin people's lives!"

"Who's lives?"

"Al's, Cris's and Jen's."

"I'd understand her not getting along with Al but why Cristian and Jen I thought they were friends?"

"So do Cris and Jen but Natalie's not being a friend. She's trying to break them up."

"But why would she do that?"

"Because she loves him or thinks she loves him any ways. And Jen's pregnant and so she's trying to make Cristian think the baby is Al's."

"That just don't sound like something Natalie would do."

"Yes it does, She's just the same Natalie that she was when she first got here."

"I really don't believe that."

"Of course you don't."

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"It means that now a days Natalie can do no wrong in your eyes. And I guess it looks like I'm doing something wrong though right? I'm attacking my sister for no reason."

"I don't believe that either. I do not think you would attack her for no reason. I think that you do not trust her. Which makes sense, I guess but she is your sister and you need to start trusting her."

"I want to but mom I don't think this is true. I can't be, I know Jen, Al and Cris and I know this can't really be going on."

"Where are you headed in such a hurry?" Todd asked as Natalie ran past him.

"I'm headed home, why do you care?" Natalie asked not really feeling like getting into a discussion with her Uncle Todd.

"I don't." Todd said as he started to walk and then stopped. "What's wrong?"

"You don't care so why ask?"

"Well from what I hear you really are my niece now and I'm trying to treat you like it."

"I've been your niece for some time now, you didn't care before."

"You weren't this upset before."

"So what if I am upset, shouldn't you be happy? You don't like me remember?" Natalie pointed out.

"True and you don't like me either."

"I know, I remember."

"So I guessing you don't want to tell me what's wrong? That's fine with me so I'm going to live."

"Wait!" Natalie said.

"What you didn't hear me? I said I'm leaving."

"I know what you said but you asked me what was wrong and I'm going to tell you."

"Why would you?"

"Because you really don't care so you could give me an honest opinion on what's going on that no one else can."

"Fine, but this better not take too long." Todd said sitting down.

"I'll give you the cliff notes version." Natalie said sitting down next to him.

"And what do I get out of this?"

"I'll tell people, like Blair that you're being a good uncle."

"And ?"

"And Blair likes to hear good things about you, she likes them so much that she might even decided to allow some more freedom with your kids."

"Ok then fine, start talking."

Cris was sitting down in the chair still waiting for Jen to come out and still thinking about Natalie. He did not know what to do. Should he write her a letter and tell her that he loved her too? Should he call her and tell her that he read the letter and loves her? Or should he just ignore the letter and stick with Jen after all she is pregnant with my baby unless… could what Natalie said be true? Could the baby that Jen is pregnant with be Al's? Wait that is not possible, Jen would not sleep with Al, she hates him but why would Natalie say it if it was not true? He got up and started pacing. He needed some answers; some advice but he could not leave Jen. He decided he would go for a walk around the hospital. He would be back before Jen ever got out. He started walking down the hall when he ran into Antonio.

"What's wrong with you? You look like you've just seen a ghost?" Antonio asked worried.

"What are you doing here?"

"You didn't answer your cell, I ran into Natalie, and she said you were her She said you need to talk. What's going on Cris?"

"She's right, I do need to talk." Cris said sitting down.

"Ok then talk, I want to know what's going here."

"You may not believe it."

"Yeah well I've heard some weird things and I've believed them, I think I can take what you tell me."

"Ok you asked for it." Cris said as he took out the letter.

"What's this?"

"Just read it and then we'll talk." He said as he handed it to Antonio.

 Jen came out of the doctor's office smiling but that quickly changed when she realized that Cristian was gone. She went up to the receptionist desk. "Do you know where my boyfriend went?"

"Down the hall I think. He seemed upset."

"Why was he upset?" Jen asked.

"Some red-headed girl gave him a note and then she left."

"Natalie, great." Jen said sarcastically.

"Are you ok?"

"I'm fine." Jen said mad.

"Jen!" Al said running into the office.

"Oh great, what are you doing here?" Jen said annoyed.

"We need to talk."

"About what?"

"The fact that you think that baby of yours might be mine."

"Where did you hear that?"

"From Natalie."

"What is she trying to do ruin my life!" Jen screamed.

"Look Jen forgot about Natalie and focus on this: I want an answer now!"