A/N: Hey everyone I'm so sorry that I haven't updated in a while but to my defence I have to say that my computer was broken and I had to buy a knew one so yeah. But now that I have my new one I'll update a lot I promise.

As always I'm so greatfull for all the reviews and I hope you still will.

Main couple in this story: Harry and Draco
Other pairings in this story: Hermione and Ron, Chris and Bianca, Severus and Prue
Warnings: This fic contains Yaoi that means boy x boy slash and such, Dumbledore bashing, mention of abuse, mention of rape or nearly, maybe spoilers for people that haven't read the HP books or haven't watched the Charmed series
Disclaimer: All HP characters belong to JK Rowling and all Charmed characters belong to whoever made them.
,,hello,, =talking
/hello / =parseltongue
"hello" = thoughts

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Chapter 9

Harry was in the middle of training when the doorbell rang. Phoebe wanted to open the door but Harry was faster then his aunt.
,,Maybe it's Draco,, he said to her and was wishing that it really was him. He really liked Phoebe and the other Halliwells but he still had to adjust on this whole new situation and being long alone with anyone of them didn't make it easier. Harry had luck it really was Draco's face that met him when he opened the door. Harry automatekly smiled.

,,Hey what took you so long.,, Harry greeted his boyfriend.
,,Not my fault if your so early already gone.,, Draco replied and walked into the room with a frown in the face. ,,Okay ok.,,
,,So learned anything while I was at the manor?,,
,,Yeah a bit, Phoebe showed me how to use the sword a bit.,,
,,Really? That's cool. By the way Harry we should talk about something.,,
,,Sure lets go. Hey Phoebe I'm going out for a while okay.,,
,,Sure Harry but you better come back in time or you will have to do 1000 situps.,, The witch said in a serious voice. Harry gulped, he really didn't wanna do that.
,,Sure thing, see ya.,, And with that said Harry and Draco walked out of the door.

Outside Harry stopped and then looked at Draco.
,,So what do you want to talk about?,,
,,About a week ago.,, Draco answered.
Harry frowned. ,,What about last week?,,
,,First of how are you coping with all this new things going on? We haven't talked about you finding out that the Potters weren't your parents until now and we still haven't talked about what had nearly happened back then, so I'm actually a little worried about you.,, he answered. Harry sighed. ,,Well it is actually kinda I don't know it's just strange to suddenly have a family, a mom and a dad that worry about me and three aunts that care for me. It really is a knew thing to me I mean the whole being cared about thing and I admit that it's actually a bit hard for me cause I somehow can only think about what my life would have been if they wouldn't have given me away as a baby and then I start to blame my mom in my mind again even through I know that she only thought she was doing the best for me. And to be honest I'm also a bit overwhelmed, it's just oh well I will sooner or later get used to it.,,
,,I guess that's only normal how you feel but you haven't answered my whole question.,,
,, Look Draco there isn't anything else to talk about, I'm fine ok so can we just drop it.,, Harry said angry.
,,No Harry there is something to talk about. God you nearly got raped by that muggle and you just pretend like nothing happened. But you have to talk about it, we can't just drop it Harry. I know that you want to forget about what had happened at the Dursleys but you have to talk about it, that's the only way how you will ever get really over it.,,
,,I'm fine Draco leave it be okay!?!,,
,,I'm sorry Harry but no I can't. I'm worried about you, you can't just keep it all in you, you have to talk to someone about what had happened. And your not fine I can see that or do you think I haven't noticed you always tensing up at the mention of last week. Talk to me Harry, tell me how you feel and I promise it will get easier for you.,, Draco told the teenager. Harry looked at him for an moment and then took a deep breath and said. ,,It's.....It's not that easy as it seems to be Draco. Cause when I try to talk to you about it I.... I get scared.,,
Draco looked at him kindly. ,,Scared about what Harry?,,
Harry looked down. ,,Scared that it'll all come flooding back to me, scared that I'll forever feel this pain and that not even talking will help but most importantly I'm scared of......of disgusting you and losing you.,,The last two parts Harry whispered. Draco looked shocked at his boyfriends thoughts.
,,I would never be disgusted by you Harry. That thing wasn't your fault don't ever believe that you heard me. You're the most precious person to me and I'd never think of you like trash or something like that but most importantly Harry I would never leave you.,, Harry looked up and saw that his boyfriend was serious and telling the truth.
,,I......I have nightmares about..about what Vernom did and wanted to do. I'm scared that someday I'll have to go back to that place. I feel disgusted by myself for letting it happen/nearly happen. I wish I could just forget everything. I.....I still can feel his touches and I can still feel the angst in me and I hate it. I don't know if I can escape this past and it hurts oh it hurts so much.,,

Draco smiled at the raven haired boy sadly,, I'm glad you opened up to me. I know your scared that you won't be able to forget and the truth is you will never forget it but you will get over it and you will get to feel better and safer again. You will never go to that place again you won't even go near to that hell so you don't have to worry about that.,, He hugged Harry and said.
,,I'm always there for you Harry never forget that.,,
,,I know.,,
,,And Harry you will escape your past and you don't have to be disgusted by yourself, it wasn't your fault and you couldn't done anything.,,
,,But I...,,
,,No but Harry, you couldn't do anything and it wasn't your fault, say it.,,
,,I.....I am not at fault.,,
,,That's right Harry your not at fault.,, Draco whispered into the ravens haired ears. Harry looked up.
,,Thanks Draco.,, he said and had a small smile.
,,No prob.,, Draco commented. After a few moments Draco spoke up again. ,,I'm also wondering about something.,,
,,About what?,, Harry asked curious.
,,The Aurors still haven't come to us, I wonder why, they should have actually been here already a week ago.,,

Harry thought about that. It was true the Auros never appeared but he had other thinks on his mind back then and now that draco had reminded him of that the teen could only frown. Why hadn't they come yet? He had no idea but the teenager had a feeling that the Auros didn't even know about anything according Draco and him.

,,I don't know why they yet didn't come. Maybe well could it be possible that they don't know that were involved in the whole Dursley case?,,
,,don't know. I only know that normally they'd already been here within minutes so I think maybe it could be so.
,, Yeah, well we'd better go back to Phoebe's or she'll be a hell of a trainer today.,, Harry said and started to walk back. Draco followed him.

A/N : Hey everyone thanks for reading this chapter of Harry's real destiny. I know many of you may think why is Harry reacting so calm about his real parents well all I can say is you'll soon find it out. But I'll give you all a tipp it has something to do with Harry's third year at Hogwarts. After a lot of thinking I have decided that I will from now on try to upload once a week if not earlier. In the next chapter will find out some more about the Meridian's so till then bye. Oh and please R&R