Just coz i love you...

LAST TIME ON CM -
"I got…." Reid stopped and staring at George.
George grabbed the sticky note out of his hand. "Derek Morgan? Your best friend?"

I stared down at my hands, my head hanging low. I couldn't look at them. It wasn't my fault that I had to take Derek's soul. If I didn't, he would have died and stayed there. I raised my head slightly. They all were staring at me. Garcia looked at if she was about to cry… again. I turn towards Morgan. His eyes were filled with anger and sadness.

"I'm so sorry." I whispered

"You're what! You killed him!" Garcia yelled. She fell into JJ arms and sobbed.

"Why Spence? Why did you do it?" JJ asked.

"I don't just choose who to take souls from. We get a list. We are given a type of death to look after and I have Homicide and Murder. So I took a job at the FBI to get close to them without it being too weird." I paused looking up at Hotch. "If you knew I died 154 years ago you would never had let me join the team. But Gideon convinced you to let me in, even though I look like I am 22! Little did you know that he was over 200 years old!"

The team stared at me as if I was some sort of crazy person. "I know that you think I'm crazy but I'm not! You don't know how it is! I wasn't meant to get close to people. Have friends. I was meant to stay on the boarder of the world and take the souls when I needed to."

JJ walked back towards the bed and sat next to me. "It's ok Spence. We forgive you."

"I don't." Morgan said.

I stared at him and stood up. I eyes filled only with anger. He clenched his fist and hit his leg. I felt myself fall.

"D-Derek…" I started as I took a step forward.

"No Reid! You killed me!" he yelled. I was flung across the room straight into the wall.

"SPENCER!" Emily called out as she ran to me. I felt a hand on my face rubbing at the cut. It slowly faded away.

"Shit.." Emily whispered stepping back.

"I told you I can heal fast." I said standing up. "Derek.. I am sorry but you would have died anyway."

Derek stared at me. He was hurt, I could feel it. He turned and walked away.

"He's gone." I said walking back to the bed and sitting on the edge. I held my head in my hands. I hurt my best friend.

"Knock, knock!" A voice hollered from the door.

"Matt!" I said and ran over to him hugging him. I could feel several eyes on me, turning around I saw my team with shocked expressions on their face. "Erm… This is Aaron Hotchner, David Rossi, Emily Prentiss, Jennifer Jareau and Penelope Garcia." They all nodded or waved hello.

"Guys this is Matthew Harvey. We knew each other when we were kids." I said slowly.

"Pleasure to meet you all."

There was an awkward silence. Then Penelope started to talk.

"Are you a Grim Reaper as well?" I slapped my forehead. Why did she have to ask that?

Matt stared at me then at the team. "You told them?" He asked.

"It slipped out." I said.

"We have to go. Now." Matt said grabbing my hand and pulling me towards the door.

"Matt! No!"

"Dude, you told them… you have to be transferred." Matt said sadly.

"Not if they don't tell anyone." I said turning around to face them.

"We won't tell. If Spence gets to stay." JJ said walking up to me and placing a hand on my shoulder.

Matt stared at the rest of the team. I could tell that he didn't want to take me away from my friends.

"Fine. You can stay. For now." He paused as Garcia ran up and hugged me. I smiled at Matt. "Let's go."

Matt grabbed me and walked out of the room.

"See you tomorrow!" I called out as his pulled me down the hall. Once in the car park he threw me against the car.

"YOU TOLD THEM! HOW COULD YOU BE SO CARELESS?" Matt yelled.

"It slipped out Matt. I swear I didn't mean it." I said looking down.

"I DON'T CARE!" Matt shouted.

"I'm sorry." I whispered.

"IF THE BOSS FINDS OUT YOU WILL BE MOVED! I CAN'T LOSS YOU!"

"I know. I'm sorry. Matt?"

"It's ok. It's ok." Matt said pacing trying to calm down. "We'll figure this out. Let's go."

I climbed into the car and looked out the window. I saw my team staring at me. Sadness creep over me. I would have to leave soon. How could I be so stupid?

Life was never going to be the same.

Update soon... more views quicker the update
love you all XD