A/N: well I guess the last chapter was a little controversial. Some people loved it and some people hated it. I'm sorry but you can't please everyone and I just write what I want. But either way thank you for being honest with me. I do appreciate it. Back to Derek's POV

Oh God I couldn't believe what had just happened. Casey and I had made out. God that sounded so… so… wrong. And the way Carl was looking at me wasn't exactly a good sign either.

"So Uncle Carl you missed a great game." Called Lizzie from the kitchen. "I scored four goals."

"Awesome Liz." He called back. "Sorry that I wasn't feeling well. Wish I could have been there."

"It's ok Uncle Carl. There'll be other games."

Then Carl looked at me meaningfully and said, "Oh I know there will be."

"So Derek you gonna call Kendra now?" My dad asked casually, ever oblivious to the tension in the room.

"Actually Dad that is a good idea." I threw a quick glance to the kitchen to see Casey rummaging through grocery bags. She looked worried and I couldn't tell if it was because of Carl or Kendra.

I grabbed the phone and ran upstairs dialing the familiar number as I went. On the third ring she answered. "Oh my god Derek I'm so glad you called. Derek I… I don't know what… what to do. I'm… I'm… scared." Her voice broke as she whispered the last word. "I know you don't know what to do either. I just want to talk. I… I feel so alone." I considered telling her to come over, but then I remembered Carl was here. I considered asking if I could come over but then I remembered her parents hated me. Despite the fact that we were over I wanted to be there for her, I just didn't know how to be.

"Tell her to meet you at the park." I turned my head and saw Casey standing in my doorway. I stared at her confused. "Tell her!"

"Kendra? Meet me at the park. We'll talk."

"OK I'll be there." The line disconnected and I looked at Casey.

"What was that about?"

"I'm coming with you. Kendra needs to hear what I have to say."

"Casey you're not going to tell her about Carl are you? Are you ready for that?"

"I won't tell her any details. That's to dangerous. And it doesn't matter if I'm ready. She needs to hear it. All anyone is telling her right now is that her baby is just a mistake that needs to be dealt with. She needs to hear about how she'll feel... after."

I knew no matter how distraught Kendra was she would want details and she would try to pry them out of Casey any way she could. I didn't want Kendra pulled into our web of secrecy, but still Casey seemed so sure, so determined. I couldn't deny to her request, but then again it wasn't really a request was it?