EPOV

I made my way over to the neighborhood park, noticing most of the gang was already there. The only person missing was Jasper. Before he stormed out of the apartment earlier we made plans to hang out with the gang today and play flag football.

I didn't even want to go but Jasper insisted saying it would be good for me to start hanging out with his friends more. I didn't care much for Emmett nor did he care much for me but I agreed to go anyways, for Jasper.

I started to get nervous as I scanned the area for Jasper, wondering if he was even going to show up. He was so upset this morning, I never seen him so livid. I didn't mean to get so defensive with him in the shower. I just felt weird about Jasper being so forward with me, trying to take the control. I was used to being the one in control, I never been the powerless one.

"Hey Edward." Rosalie greeted not leaving her spot by Emmett.

I nodded back in response.

"Rosalie."

"So, where's Jasper?" Emmett asked fixing his holding on Rose's waist, bringing her back closer to his chest making her giggle in the process.

I froze in my spot not sure what to say. I didn't want to announce to everyone we had a fight, these were Jasper's friends, they would just take his side and blame me. Fortunately, I didn't have to revealing anything as someone caught Emmett's attention letting him know Jasper had arrived.

I quickly turned to see a tired, sweaty Jasper heading over. He looked good enough to eat in his gray sweat pants, plain white shirt and navy blue baseball cap.

"Jasper, man, you look like shit." Emmett stated somewhat amused.

Jasper rolled his eyes letting out a stressful sigh.

"I just got out of the gym, give me a break."

I tensed up at the new found information; the only time Jasper went to work out was when he had a problem he couldn't solve. I know we had a pretty big blow out this morning but I didn't think it was that serious. I figured after we cooled down we would go back to the way things were. I didn't realize Jasper was that unhappy with our relationship.

I was caught off guard deep in thought when someone called out to Jasper.

"Hey Jasper!"

I spun around to see a guy no older than myself, jogging over. I watched stunned as Jasper's sour attitude remarkably brightened at this guy's presence.

"Peter, what are you doing here?" He asked happily.

I froze in my spot hearing the guy's name.

Peter?

Jasper hung out with a guy named Peter for quite a while when I was dating Bella. I never met this Peter but according to Jasper they were really good buddies. Though, this was before I knew Jasper was gay. I couldn't help but think maybe they were more. The shine in this guy, Peter's eyes, furthered my curiosity.

Rosalie swiftly confirmed my theory as she whispered in my ear. "That's Jasper's ex."

I gulped nervously as I finally got a good look at him; he was good looking, if you were into that kind of thing. He had short jet black hair, rich brown eyes, around my height, caramel colored skin, well-built and a bright smile. He came over looking all confident, smiling widely at Jasper.

Self-assured prick.

"Emmett invited me, why, you don't want me here?" He asked frowning slightly.

Yes, that's right, now go away.

"No, no I'm just surprised." Jasper quickly replied as this so called Peter undressed him with his eyes.

I watched annoyed as Jasper stood there completely oblivious.

I made my presence known as I took my spot next to Jasper. Peter's eyes landed on me, curious.

"This is your significant other?" He asked, returning his eyes back to Jasper after his eyes had their fill.

Jasper sighed taking his cap off as he scratched his head awkwardly.

"Sure, if you can call him that."

I frowned a little at this before bringing my attention back to a confused Peter.

"Hi, I'm Edward."

Peter arched his eye brows intrigued, as a grin slowly spread across his face.

"Edward, the Edward?" Peter asked looking over at Jasper for an answer; he weakly nodded as Peter continued.

"Wow, I heard so much about you."

I stood their taken back, wondering how Peter could know about me.

"Really?" I challenged, folding my arms into my chest.

He shook his head eagerly as he went on.

"Jasper use to talk about you all the time."

Jasper talked about me when they were together?

I blushed at his confession as his attention went back to Jasper.

"So, are you going to play with me?" Peter asked playfully.

Jasper shrugged.

"Sure, I'll play with you, but I should warn you, I 'm pretty good at this game." Jasper replied smugly.

"I'm sure I can keep up." Peter toyed, smirking at him.

I sent a death glare towards Peter as we all headed towards the field, though he was completely oblivious, too wrapped up in chitchat with Jasper.

I sat on a nearby bench not in the mood to play, making it, Emmett and Jasper against Rosalie and Peter. I started to think about to my whole situation with Jasper as I watched him play with his friends.

I hated to admit it but I envied Peter, I know that's crazy considering I just met the guy, but he had so much confident, totally carefree. He was so comfortable with himself, comfortable being gay. I on the other hand, wasn't sure if I could ever be like that.

I was so used to being with girls, girls were easy to me, and I was experienced in that area. I was known as a real lady charmer and now, I didn't know what I was.

Being bi was hard, being half gay and half straight. It would have been so much easier to just ignore the gay side of me and stick to the side I was comfortable and confident in. It was scary not knowing what was going to happen and having no knowledge in the area as well.

I used to be so confident and now I was anything but. I don't like this feeling of being weak, vulnerable, giving the power to someone else. I liked being in control, it was quite a rush.

That's what I found most appealing about women, they loved to play the prey in the bedroom as well as out and I loved to play the predator, it was a perfect match.

A guy, I just didn't see as a prey. Men are strong, rough, they make their presence known. It's in our genes, it's who we are.

I couldn't imagine being with a guy in that way, taking control, letting him know whose boss in the bedroom. Especially sense, I had no experience to be confident in the area to begin with. I also found it hard to imagine myself becoming the prey. It just wasn't my thing. I loved to be in control, I needed to be in control.

I watched as Emmett paused the game heading over to the refreshments. I swiftly made my way over to him as Jasper and Peter chatted away, letting out a chuckle every once in a while.

"Are you crazy, why would you invite this Peter dude, you know he's after jasper?" I asked annoyed.

Emmett smiled widely.

"I know. I happen to be pro Peter, you on the other hand I can't stand."

"What?"

"You're a dirt bag, you're using Jasper for your own selfish needs and it's about time he realizes that." He shot back giving me a dirty look.

I glared back at him as I spoke.

"That's not true."

"You see, you can't even admit to the truth to yourself." Emmett replied, gesturing to Jasper and Peter as he went on.

"Look at him Edward, his smiling."

I huffed turning to see what Emmett was talking about to find Jasper smiling brightly at something Peter said as Emmett continued his speech.

"You remember last time you truly made him smile like that?

I remained quiet as I silently tried to think back last time Jasper was happy with me, finding nothing, I frowned.

Emmett took my silence as his answer as he finished.

"Neither do I, isn't that sad?" He said shutting me up as he made his way back to Rose.


JPOV

"That's not fair, you cheated." I complained as Rose made a touchdown.

Peter snickered loudly as he gave me his hand to help me off the ground.

"No I didn't." He argued stubbornly as he folded his arms into his chest.

I stood up wiping the grass and dirt off me as I continued.

"You held me down so rose could score."

Peter grinned widely as he spoke.

"I didn't see you complaining."

I instantly blushed at his observation trying to hide my flush cheeks from him. I turned noticing Edward sitting glumly on a bench across the field. I frown at this, we had yet to talk about this morning and I wasn't even sure if I wanted to, afraid what his response could possibly be.

"What's wrong, trouble in paradise?" Peter asked breaking me from my thoughts.

I sighed stressed before confessing.

"Edward's bi."

"Oh please, Jasper, don't tell me you fell for that?"

"What?" I asked noticing Peters annoyance on the subject as he let out a sigh.

"There are only two sexual choices in my book, gay and straight. Bi is for the greedy jerks who aren't satisfied with just one person or for people who are confused and can't commit."

I shook my head taking the information in.

"That sounds like Edward." I said viewing him in the distance.

God I love him.

I didn't know why but I did. I loved him. The worst part about it was I wanted to just forget the fight we had and run over there and kiss him again, touch him again, to hear him moan out my name affectionately again. I was completely and utterly whipped and there was nothing I could do about it.

"You need to let him go and figure out what he truly wants." Peter declared grabbing my attention again.

"You think so?" I asked gloomily, not really wanting to hear the obvious answer.

As fucked up as it is, I want to make it work with Edward. The question is does he?

Peter sighed seeing my distraction as he took my hand in his as he continued.

"Jasper, I know. I actually been in this situation before, a couple of times, and trust me it never works out."

I frown sadly knowing Peter was right but I didn't want to hear it, my heart didn't want to hear it.

"Maybe your right."


*Question: if/when jasper and Edward have sex, who do you think should top and who should bottom. VOTING IS NOW CLOSED. ;)


Note: I believe in all three sexual choices, straight, gay and bi, just so where clear.